this time

My dreams are freaking me out. Big time.

Bring back the glow.

Lol. I'm at home now cuz I wasn't feeling well in school and left early. Thanks for all the well-wishes, I'll take care of myself! (: Hmm. Listening to Jon Schmidt on Imeem. Last.fm has a quota now D: Ah well. His songs are making me quite nostalgic actually, but that aside...

I was just thinking over the past week. You know how its the really tiny little things that people do for you that you appreciate ALOT, and never ever forget even though one day it's going to become really insignificant in this overwhelming journey we call life? Well I've had a couple of those the last few days, and I'm thankful that there ARE people who care out there (: (well at least i hope they're not just doing it for the sake of being nice...)

The past week (last monday onwards) has been a continuous uphill journey (in terms of emotions) for me, and well I'm saying this now because I really cannot remember being sad/angry even if I was. School by itself was pretty okay (I think I survived that week without ponning!), and I'd be lying if I said the after-school events didn't matter. Wednesday, bowling training and dinner with them(already below!). Friday, Girls' Soccer Finals, SAJC vs VJC. Though we lost 3-1, it was really a hard fought battle and pammy and wati did a great job! :D Went for dinner with Susannah after the match, and it was really awesome after not seeing her for two years, IMO she hasn't changed one bit. :D Saturday I spent most of the day slacking at home, besides going for dinner with my family for fish steamboat which I've been wanting phtoto eat since my dad told me that he and mum have been secretly eating fish steamboat without me almost every week! Satisfying meal, that. & Lastly, Sunday sunday sunday. SAF Central Band performance at the Botanic Gardens with the SGBF people (: They're all awesome people, even though my tombstone is now famous =.=, I'm sec 2, look taller in facebook and look chinese and malay mix. HAHAHA. Dinner with them at the prata place, then PS arcade before heading home.
(: no regrets.

I have a couple'a photos I have yet to post, once I get my desktop back.


K last thing.. It's been 8 days and counting... ):

Kinda addicted to Zahada now.

Google it! (:

Philyouth performance @ Botanic Gardens

17 May 2009 - Philyouth Performance at the Botanic Gardens!!!11

In the early aftn, went to meet Max, Nadh + bf, and Ces for a picnic at the Botanic Gardenz. (: 

Unfortunately I don't have pics for this D:

3pm - report for Philyouth.

Philyouth Clarinet Section! (+ 2 flautists lol)

Went out for dinner after that with Azman, ShiChun and Terence at Carl's Junior.

If its possible to ever be tired of eating, that would be it...

But all the same, had lots of fun joking around, and laughing until I cried.. :x 

When I went home... *regret*. Blisters all over my feet from wearing courtshoes from 3-11pm straight. ): I'm not going to do that again!

All the same, I'm looking forward to the next outing with you guys (: (tomorrow? lol.)

^_^ Photo post again, because some of the photos here I was supposed to post up really long ago but forgot about them :x

Last bowling training, 20/5/09.

Vic, Jaslyn, Yujun and I went out for dinner after training at Vivocity rooftop (: 

Sushi + Gloria Jeans (: & lots of talking and slacking and camwhoring lols. Best night out I've had in a pretty long time (other thn with the py people, I haven't forgotten you guys!).

SAJC Recre Bowling Girls (:

♥

Supporting SAJC Bowling team at OCC, 7/5/09

HAHA okay. the pics below are all taken in OCC :x We went to support the bowling team during A divs and were bored waiting for the prize presentation to start. hahas. Had loads of fun (:

See all the white light? Angels (: LOL.

Anyway, I love you guys! ♥

HAHA i have pics to update, but need to sleep soon, so shall do that tomorrow :D

Chem SPA tomorrow. Getting it over and done with is all I'm waiting for! (:

And well since I'm here I shall do a little concert update to the non-existent readers haha.

24 MAY 2009 - SUNDAY
MUSIC FROM MOVIES AND MUSICALS

BY
Singapore Armed Forces Central Band

VENUE / TIME
Shaw Foundation Symphony Stage (Botanic Gardens), 6.00pm

ADMISSION
Free

CONDUCTORS
TBC

PROGRAMME
Beauty and the Beast
Indiana Jones: Raiders of the Lost Ark
Star Wars: The Phantom Menace
Silverado
March from '1941'
West Side Story
Cats

Courtesy of Bandfusion (:

cuz you'll always be my..

Lol. This will be a somewhat-mostly-food post, because for the past few days I've been doing exactly that :x People have been studying their asses off this holiday because the next week's going to be RIDDLED with tests, but I seriously cannot be bothered, and I'm not even guilty. Oops. Enjoying life here :x Mother's Day is srsly pwn. hahah.

ANYWAY... On thursday, after the bowling Adivs, Vic, Jaslyn and I went for dinner at North Point!

This is Teriyaki Chicken Pasta from Ishi Mura. Just decided to try it out, and it turned out to be not so bad, for "foodcourt" food anw. Or maybe I was just hungry :x The way they cooked it was particularly cool though. The guy just threw everything into this pan in succession, cream sauce, chicken and all, and cooked it altogether. And the fire was WHOA big. we were wondering how he managed to cook with such a big fire holding a pan with a metal handle without burning his hand. Maybe it wasn't metal after all...

Next, Mother's Day Dinner, just the four of us! At Ristorante De Parma in Serangoon Gardens (:

Pretty small place, with nice ambience and all. Best part, all pizzas at 12.90 each on Tuesdays! Dad says we'll be back more often LOL.

Grilled Salmon! Definitely the best dish of the day. I am not THAT BIG a fan of salmon, but this was pretty pwn. The meat was so soft and juicy and tender that... OH MAN I'm hungry again.

Pizza De Menzo, commonly known as the meat lover's pizza. Crust was rly thin and crispy, which

brought out the flavour. (:

Beef tenderloin. Nothing really special though, though the potatoes with the sauce was particularly nice :x heh.

Cappucino! From italy..? lol.

&so we brought mum home for dessert after that. 

Jelly Hearts! I have nothing to say, you just have to try it yourself and be WOWed by it.

Icecream, from awefullychocolate! Dark chocolate flavoured (: The box was really cool too, something like the chinese takeout boxes you see in movies. 

& the cake! If it looks small here you've got it all wrong. But it was REALLY GOOD, half mousse half sponge, and all of darkchocolate! If I've eaten the whole cake myself I'd have died of chocolate poisoning, surely. 

The next day, Mother's Day proper! Dinner no. 2 with the rest of the family at Mushroom Pot, Indoor Stadium. 

 
Monkey Head Mushrooms?! I tried them and they tasted like flour, what the hell. Felt so cheated after that.

Some mushroom salad. I only ate all the golden mushrooms :x 

Steamboat! Instead of mushrooms, we were spamming meat :x lol.  those mushrooms floating around had pork in them, so don't be fooled! Lol. Pretty good meal in the end, because steamboat is always so pwn. 

HA. This morning I woke up and came online. Well there's a pretty big gap betw the waking up and coming online, but not the point. I decided to see if I could find out the exact day I joined Philyouth, but to no avail. Instead, I found this!

<> Photo removed due to embarrassment by involved parties. LOL. < /Edit >

I decided to end off with this. Because I love my sister very much, even though she can be abit of a chatterbox and a twit at times. (:

♥

Meh.

WHOA. Totally overdosage on icecream. 

1/4 tub of raspberry ripple yesterday, and today, its another trip to B&J! (: 

My cravings are WAY over satisfied! (: Thanks guys. Appreciated! HAHAHA. LOVES.

Well, I didn't go to school today. Instead, I ended up going to watch the JC SYF Day 1! Came late, stuck outside cuz no ticket, wasted $20 bucks cabbing to RP, pissed. But hell, listening to extreme makeover from TJC in the afternoon session was OSM. No matter what they got. (: Saw Audrey today, and gave her a hugggg (: OMG, I suddenly miss SCGS band so much. Met Cheryl, Sylvia, Wenting and Wenhui also! (: Memories... (:

AT THIS HOUR, 11.29PM, there are ppl fixing my aircon. =.= goodness knows what they are doing since it isnt even spoilt, but WTH. I wanted to sleep early. )))))))):

Discrete Random Variable.

X: No. of days that mar falls asleep in class out of 5

X~B( 5, 0.4)

P(X = 0) = binompdf ( 5, 0.4, 0)

                = 0.07776

Thats a bloody small probability. Oh crap.

:x

I got bored in the Study Room today, so I ended up writing stuff in my diary.

Hence this. Lol. 

Ah, I've got to start transcribing Angel soon, or I'm never going to finish. ): HELP! SOMEONE!!

Mad World - Tears for Fears

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Goin' nowhere, goin' nowhere
Their tears are fillin' up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

Children waitin' for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sits and listen, sits and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world
A raunchy young world
Mad world

& this is a really nice song, although I don't really like Adam Lambert. (:

I woke up this morning with a craving for ICECREAM! D: And I still haven't satisfied it ): Anyone want to go out for icecream this week? 

Meh ):

Destressing is a hell lot more fun than being stressed, thats for sure. 

[Emo bit.]

[ I need someone whom I can be comfortable sitting with in a quiet place, having HTHTs and reveling in each other's company. To trust someone enough to be emo together, laugh together, share secrets, that kinda thing. Because many too often holding that mask up is WAY TOO EXHAUSTING. & yeah, I'm tired. ): The point is to listen and be heard.

I'm sorry about yesterday, but I was too braindead to hold up that mask any longer. ]

[/Emo bit.]