I feel so productive today ♥

Wow. Really.

The feeling of reading a paperback cover to cover (romance, no less) can be really satisfying, especially since now all I ever think about is school. Ironically the book I was reading turned out to have school in it and the people all turned out to be muggers, but with a life. So hopefully it will rub off on me eh?

I miss my life, I miss my friends, I miss YOU. 

♥

P.S. Yesterday Lester was letting me listen to songs on his iPod, and this song started playing, by the Plain White Ts. It's called.. 1,2,3,4.

There's only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you,

I love you.

There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do,

I love you.

I duno, it just caught my attention and I thought it was cute.

Do we, at this age, even know what love really is?

OMG LA. If you haven't watched Shopaholic yet, GO AND WATCH NOW. 100% no regret! (assuming you're a girl/girly guy lol). The guy's damn hot (HUGH DANCY, and omg i realise i think hugh grant is hot too ahahah), the show's freaking funny, and totally worth my money! :D Maybe I just needed a laugh after my disastrous BT1 results for math, (MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT WALAO.) but it definitely did its job well. I can't stop being high about the movie now, I think I'm going to read the book. ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Bring back.

ZOMG I've got a bad craving for steamboat. Can we go out and eat one day? Maybe cuz I'm sick and I cant eat anything else. My goodness I should stop eating out, I'm going broke. But I CANT HELP ITTTT ):

I realise I've been pretty PMS-y these few days. 

Sorry guys, I hope you know I don't mean it. -hugs.

Maybe I should start splashing in life's puddles?

Got back Physics and Chemistry BT1 results today. Totally not what I expected, in a good and bad way I guess. Glad I passed both, feeling pretty screwed up that they weren't really up to standard. Got hammered by my mum for Chem results, and she's been complaining that she pays so much for my Chem tuition and I didn't get an A or a B. Well, I'm paying too =.= 70 bucks a month is alot for me, considering my "income" (is only 120 a month), hence alot of it comes from my savings. ): But yeah I think I did pretty okay on the whole, considering i slept at 8 on the night before the Chem and Math papers. Maybe extra sleep DOES bring about miracles eh? HAHA. Guys if you wna know the secret to doing well without studying, sleep earlier (so you can pay attention in class)! HAHA okay don't take this from me I'm not reliable. But well it works for me, so who knows (: [TOTALLY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK MATH. got a feeling its gona be a big disappointment...]

God grant me the serenity 

to accept the things I cannot change; 

courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time; 

Enjoying one moment at a time; 

Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; 

Taking, as He did, this sinful world

as it is, not as I would have it; 

Trusting that He will make all things right

if I surrender to His Will;

That I may be reasonably happy in this life 

and supremely happy with Him

Forever in the next.

Amen.

This prayer was read out during the serenity reading today, and I was just reflecting on how meaningful it all was. To ask God to grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, change the things I can, and for wisdom to know the difference between the two. These few days (or rather few weeks) have been rather stressful (or more than usual), having to juggle block test studying, among the other stuff (problems that teenagers face everyday, yknow?), and I've been complaining alot to a few people (If you've been one of them, sorry!) and I realise sometimes things just CANNOT be changed, and I have to adapt to them eventually. I know that God has been there with me all this while, and that will never change. And I think sometimes its through the little things like scripture readings in the morning (which sometimes I dont pay attention to because LBY can talk for AGES) where God chooses to reach out to us, hinting to us the things that we should be asking for, Wisdom being one of them, instead of the shallow, material(well not really) things we tend to ask for. 

The last four lines of the prayer speaks volumes, don't you think? (:

♥

Economic growth

Investment for A levels involves time and money, among other things (which i havent thought of).

Time - Studying, Travelling to-and-from school, Going to Popular to buy nice stationery for writing and colouring notes (and buying yellow highlighters!), Drawing money from my bank account! (omg need to find a job after A levels to replenish the dwindling amounts. Goodness I realise I'm spending it all on food, and tuition fees too :x )

Money - Transport costs, Fees for that study room at Toa Payoh Central CC which I will hopefully use, Food and drink to keep me entertained (lol) while studying, Tuition fees (as punishment for not studying effectively, but i dont deny it when I need help) 

It all sucks, I know. 

But the point of investment is for future benefits, no? (: 

Studying FTW! (stupid econs)

♥

P.S. And omg I so want to go bowling right now, but my ball is.. ): K nvm. FRIDAY! Bowlingz + Tuition YAY. 

Sundayz without fillyouf

OMG. I just wasted my whole week away! ): But it was a veryveryvery fulfilling week, on the fun factor, at least. 

So lyk continuing on from saturday, I did go out in the end. Well not exactly, but I went out of my house into another house? And I camped there the whole day. Doing nothing productive and playing Patapon 2 on my BELOVED psp and playing a little guitar, whatever I remember anyway. There was a beautiful rainbow in the sky too ((((:

TODAY was positively awesome. Though there was no PY again as its solo comp week, Sunday never fails to cheer me up!! :D Went bowlingz today with Max! And I'm getting my ball redrilled so I get to leave it there = NO CARRYING HEAVY BALL HOME! YAYYYYYY (((((: The games were pretty good too, by my standard anyways. HAHA. Whatever it is, I'm just happy (: But I realised they changed the price of the games! (I always thought it was like 3 plus but it turned out to be only 3 per game) We ended up blowing 51 bucks on bowling (17 games), and then i still have to pay for my ball!! Lolz broke broke broke. ):

Random pics first from long ago before I continue...

See I had to say bye to SC's DS.. )))): 

And HI TO MY PSP!!!! :D :D ( lolololol i have a new WHITE psp! )

Yay mar!

Kays anw continuing on... We had dinner at Hans over at Park Mall (: I ordered this set meal and it came with soup of the day, supposedly Cream of CARROT. Have you tasted cream of carrot before?

Well, after trying, it turned out to be more like cream of GINGER. But I guess it wasn't that bad... Hmmm. :/

Another amusing thing.. ZOMG LONG FRY. SPANNING THE WHOLE PLATE OMG. hahahah. And out of the whole bunch of fries there I only ate the long one and one other fry. So miserable ): Someone'z been stealing my food!

Max was freeloading off my free internetz to use MSN. And after awhile this is what resulted:

predictive text...

WTH SPAMMAGE. 

I realised the woman behind is quite bored, no? HAHAH. 

♥ 

P.S. I CANNOT WAIT FOR BOWLING TRAINING NEXT WEEK!! I GET MY BALL BACK ♥

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Yx - HAHA babysit cousins? you don't bully them hor. later they kick you at wrong places then you know. LOL. 

Terry - Patience is a virtue.

ShiChun - walaoooooo ): Auntie Mar is a horrible name. Whoever came up with it should be CURSED. I think that would be Terry right? 

Eeyore!

Finally, some pics! (: yays. On thursday, we went to Yanyue's house to study/visit her dog!! Her dog is SUPER CUTE!!! (and looks like a toy hahaha) It also stole joane's first kiss omg. HAHA.

It looks like a toy right!!! Super adorable. It will just lean its head on the table and stare at you. 

:D

Aw it looks so sad. Yy must have been bullying it! :D

Haha I just thought the shadow was nice. Just that the wall behind super ugly with all the holes hahah. 

On a darker note, I AM NOW SAD because no one is free today ):

SIGH. <--- YES THIS IS DIRECTED AT YOU, if you know who you are, which I'm sure you do. ):

♥

Meh. LOL I have really nothing to say about today. 

Good&Bad.

Happy&Sad.

But at least I know I'm not alone through all this, and that everyone feels the same way one time or another. 

&I realise there are many things I want to say here, but I can't, because i have no idea who the heck reads my blog, and I don't want anyone to get the wrong impression.

But anyway, thanks (:  [if you duno who you are, just take it as im referring to you haha.]

♥

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Yx - HEY UNCLE we still haven't met up for dinner!!! Haven't seen you in like a million years (excluding that time I went to NYNY), and we need to catch up! haha. And I wasn't being kiasu lor... Had to go ALL THE WAY to NTU for econs seminar, and just so happens the open house on the same day, might as well right. I couldnt even be bothered to go to NUS cuz it was raining haha. Besides I still have next year ^_^ Not looking forward to it though. Wish time would just stop >.<

Egg - Hi friend. what lame? HAHA.

CrashbangBURN!

WOW i realised I haven't updated this for really long.

Sadly, I lost all my pics, and hence my will to post ): But BT1s have been a trying time (Yeah, I've been trying!), what with mugging every single day except the day BEFORE my two most important papers : Chemistry and Math. I slept at 8pm that day, all the way through. I could say I regret it a little bit, but frankly I don't think studying that night would have helped :x Physics was utter bullshit. I'd be glad if I could even attain 5 out of 60 marks. ): LOL ralph was entertaining me with interesting ways to memorise my physics formulas just now. But.. copyright la. haha. 

Had a study outing with Max and Lester on Monday before BT1 at MOS Burger, AND THEY KEPT MAKING ME BUY FOOD FOR THEM! EVIL lol. Training me to be their maid? T_T HAHA but there was lots of fun and laughter that day (which means less studying done) and I don't regret spending time with them lol, especially since we rarely hang out. HAHA. I wrote my first Chinese words in a LONG TIME on that day too, because I had to call yy to help translate Lester's council letter to chinese so that he could give it to his chinese teacher. Half the letter was in hanyupinyin lol. :x

Still lovin' tuition to the max (:

NTU Econs Seminar yesterday was like shit. But I went to the open house and got all the books on admission and the accountancy courses and business courses ^_^ That was the only good part hahah. For dinner my family bought pizza and KFC, zomg sinful like shit. But I hardly ate anything lol, yums anw (:

THERE IS NO PHILYOUTH TODAY! Which means I'm all the more looking forward to next weeeeek ^_^ 

Got an exciting week planned out ! Most looking forward to tuesday and friday~ Outing with my dear PAE classmates on tuesday followed by tuition, and bowling trng on friday! I've deproved ALOT omg. I'm hopeless ): The rest of the days shall be filled with study outings (: By myself mostly.. haha ^_^

&&&&& I GOT MY PSP BACK!!!! :D (+ the charger!!)

Lastly...

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Egg - HAHA yeah its MY month! :D The month of MAR (:

Ces - yup CHOP HER LEGS OFF! D'you think she'd be shorter than me then? :D WE CAN ALL PAT HER HEAD HOORAYYYY ^_^

Lisa - I can totally tell you're there. HAHA. Stop being an imposter! LOL

Terry - Its for me to know, and for you to find outttt! You've got an extra week's wait! (:

Hilmi - YEAH! I want my nutellaaaa ): Craving lol.

Ws, ZN - HAHAH ^_^ secret (: Cuz I'm cool hahaha.

WENHUI - Mar ♥ Wenhui FOREVER!! :D

(: ˙ɐɥɐɥ sıɥʇ ǝʞıl ʎɹʇuǝ ƃolq ǝloɥʍ ɐ ʇno ǝdʎʇ ʎllɐʇoʇ plnoɥs ı ¡ʇı ƃuıpɐǝɹ unɟ ǝʌɐɥ ˙looɔ ɹǝqn ǝʞıl sı sıɥʇ ƃɯo

OMG im super depresssed now. Accidentally deleted all the photos from my camera memory card. WTF!!!! ))))))):

headbang!

): I am too busy mugging for BTs to post. meh.

After BTs next week alright?

♥

Mar is amazed at how sucky the day is turning out to be.

Hmm. 

Well, bye.

Doomed?

Look what came in the mail today!!

MSA RESULTS ZOMGZOMGZOMG!!

I TOTALLY INTERCEPTED IT HAHAHA. (see its on my bed, unopened! ^_^)

Lol, but I opened it to see what was inside first before giving it to my mum, not that there was anything to hide because I already told her all my results. Surprisingly she was quite amused that at 28%, I still managed to clear the average for chem and end up at like 56% in terms of percentile (JOKE! thats 28/100 and higher than 50% of the cohort!!!!) And as for the other results she just told me to work harder and mentioned that by BT1 I should be getting all As, after which I let out a shriek and told her that BT1 was in ONE WEEK and had like half the A level syllabus tested, that she said BT2 instead. Which I think I just might have that chance to make it there. MIGHT. If I try hard of course. But thats another story for another day. 

&&&& DID I MENTION?!??! I got my own CAMERA!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOO :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D 

4 years! Part end, 280209

Wheeeeee. haha 4 years has flown past. I really have selective memories about the last 4 years, throwing away the bad stuff, and savouring the good stuff (:

So hmmm. Saturday (my play day ^_^) started off like crap, cuz I only left the house at 11, reaching Somerset at 12. Then still slacked around before we actually left for lunch, which ended up at Suki Sushi! (not because I was craving anything, but just because I was hungry.) And what is Suki Sushi imba for...? SASHIMI! SPAMz0rz! :D 

Tuna, Salmon, Seabream and Shrimp (: 

Look at the pattern! It looks liek a coral reef lol. HAD to take a picture before i ate it all up. yumyum.

While waiting for our food we got bored... and started taking pictures in the shiny metal side of the conveyor belt (:

No idea what I was doing, don't ask.

HAH this is their "miso soup", and we got a shock when it came. We were expecting a small bowl of soup (like most jap restaurants) and only Max ordered it. But NOOOOO. It had to come in a huge pot! So I ended up having some too. It was practically drowning in vegetables, which was weird cuz miso soup usually only has seaweed, and I like it that way ): 

LOL. I had to be greedy and try the mochi, which was quite hard to eat because it was super STICKY. I gave up after eating 2, and here's where I hid the last one :x We wanted to light it on fire and make a fireball but... nvm :x

Next up, Marley and Me! Zomg, I was hoping this'd be a light-hearted show, but I never expected it to be EMO. I cried like super alot :x ++++ the dog was SUPER CUTE. which was good because I like anything that's smaller than me and that's cute. HAHA. 

On the way to the dinner place at Tanjong Pagar... we encountered Solid Snake! My goodness look at the amount of cameras in one small area. Every single bloody square inch was covered, and this was just some ulu part of the station! The main area was worse, practically LITTERED with security cameras. Maybe it was to monitor if the guards/policemen were doing their job there, but we'll never know. You can never have extra security I guess.

Had dinner at DA CHANG JIN! Well not really. Its actually a korean restaurant, but I cannot remember what the korean words are. I was just too fascinated about the cool chinese words because I never realised that that was what it read. HAHA. Had a good meal which didn't cost as much as I thought it would surprisingly, and I drank LOTS AND LOTS of barley tea ♥ So all-in-all the meal was quite fulfilling :D

Headed home after that.

The End. 

P.S. The actual day is 030309, but being an inconvenient TUESDAY (ugh!!!), I cannot meet up with Maxy *curse and swear* So I guess Thursday will have to suffice, if it works out. ):

Joane's 18th (:

Here is our queen! :D She looks so cute hahahah.

We all decided to be 18 for a day. Except Ces and Joane, who are already 18... ): HAHA OLD xD

Of random shots,
 and artistic shots (:

AND bar shots HAHA.

I love you guys! ♥

END.

P.S. I GOT FLOWERS FROM MAX TODAY :D ♥

Mar is a happy mar! :D Thats 50 roses for you!