I'm addicted to this.

It’s a daily anthem 
Would you sing my song at the top of your lungs 
And we’ll all sing along, we’ll all sing along 
It’s a half-faith blessing 
For the lessons I’ve learned and never deserved 
And we’ll all sing along, we’ll all sing along

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Terry - Congrats!! :D Lol 11 min is good liao lor. I duno what your passing timing is but whatever. I'm like still 14 min plus =.= lol but B is good enough for me (:

Yx - LOL. I cant remember the lyrics until now. :x

ZN - I KNOW RIGHT!! :D

ZOMG I AM SO PRO. First Drummania (OHYEAHHHH. You can go check out ShiChun's blog under my links for the full picture), and now Bowling!!! :D M for MAR FTW!!!!! 

I live to be pro. :D Bowling is t3h sex!!! LOLZZZZZZZZZZ.

K la I shouldn't take all the credit. Its MAX, not mar. ): But 209 is IMBA HIGH so CONGRATULATIONS! Lets go for an expensive dinner to celebrate!! You pay! HAHAHA im just kidding :D Jiayou for A div okay? :D 

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Don't Give Up (You Are Loved)

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

I really think its times like this when you need encouragement to push on, even though the current is against you, and every step you take you get pushed two steps back, its the fighting spirit that lives on and pushes you closer to your goal.

I was talking to Mr Lee this afternoon and he was telling me to that many J2 students burn out before their A levels, after pushing past the prelims and all. But HEYHEYHEY, we are different okay? Even if we're not, we WILL be! With the support of all the teachers, and all of 08S28 helping each other out, we will all go through this together (:

I just want to dedicate this song to all the J2s out there, that we may NEVER EVER give up, even when the weight of the world is against us. May we all burn bright, burn strong, but never burn out! UP and ON! (:

Lol, funny thing today, or was it yesterday: Instead of "No one is here by chance",  SA's motto or whatever, its "No one is here by CHOICE".

drums or bass?

I guess in times like these you really feel thankful for your friends being around you. This time two years ago I was complaining about how lonely I was all the time, and how I didn't have the type of friend that I could tell anything to, share happy moments with, that kinda thing. Heh, in SCGS I was the outcast, the loner, whatever. Sometimes having friends like that outside school isn't enough, and you have that whole void in school that no one is there to fill. Well life's like that. 

But hey, things have changed ALOT these two years alone. I guess people change too. I learned to open up to people more, I guess. My social skills still cannot make it though :x I have a meagre ability to make friends sometimes.. But at least I'm glad for the friends I've made in 08S28, PAE 1S17 (I still haven't forgotten you guys!!), and Philyouth (: I always thought it easier to talk to guys, but after coming to JC i kinda have to change my mind. Maybe it was because I never had a close enough girl friend to have HTHTs with, so I never knew what it was like then. But now I look at how little guys I know in SA and I find it really ironic LOL. 10 years in an all girls' school, and I make so many guy friends. 2 years in a mixed school (actually only one-plus so far) and I've only made like, 3? None of which I am close to either. So yeah things change. But for the better I guess? 

Haha I've learnt to treasure my friendships alot now, and I'm glad that at least I'm accepted into the world. :) 

Drums.

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ShiChun - HAHA zomg MAR IS A PRO! (Marissa Pro, pro being my last name of course!! :D)

Adam - HELLO. I still find it cool that I know 3 ppl in your class already. Maybe I actually know more! :o

Yx - HAHAHA YESYES That totally is her!!! I feel for you man, but WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO TALL LAST TIME !! HAHA. See she kick below belt (yeah kick me also) is because cannot reach ABOVE your belt. LOL.

sighxX

I'm so tired ):

School is damn stressful now. Or maybe its just me, scared for the upcoming BTs which are coming up in friggin 16 days ): I can't even stay awake in classes anymore. Fell asleep in GP AND Econs!! Record leh, usually i only fall aslp in one lesson, and most of the time none... ): I was totally sianed out on the way home today too. Until I decided that I will go home, study for SPA, and go straight to sleep. Then again you may be wondering why I am here. Well, remember Bulbasaur said that after memorising you leave 15 mins or so before you write all of it out? well this is how I'm spending my 15 mins.

PLUS video call with maxy who's playing stuff on the guitar (: Pro-ness!

UGH I AM SO DEAD TIRED, GOING TO SLEEP ONCE I GET THE SPA RIGHT.


Good night world, and hope you see me tomorrow!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTIN !

Most irritating sister FOREVER!! xP

OH MY GOODNESS.

I had such a cool day today. 

1. Swimming in the morning at the condo pool ((:

2. Malay food at Killiney Rd for lunch ((:

3. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP !! (for like 4 hours in the afternoon)

4. Attempted some work. Failed attempt.

5. Slacked til' dinner time, can't rmb what I was doing but it wasn't productive at all.

6. DINNER ♥

7. Stoned til' 9

8. Went home!

9. I'm HEEEEERE! :D

Meh, sometimes I don't feel special anymore ):

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Terry - haha nothing la. LOL how was your timing? Pass anot?

Hilmi - LOL yeah you're contributing to the ... (:

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I'm just bloggin cuz I'm high and don't want to study. :DDDDD

Ran 2.4k today! Yay my timing was 1 min less than last year, & thus I conclude that the music helped ALOT. :D So awesome, just when I was dying and starting my 5th round, The Man Who Can't Be Moved came on, and I was so determined to show the world that I CAN MOVE! so I decided to motivate myself and continue running. hahah. Damn, I need TIME! I want to go running again someday. Nike Human Race FTW!! :D ( Ces is scary, she runs too fast D: ) Sadly, there is no time for me to run on weekdays anymore ): I'm either too lazy to wake up at 5 and go to school early, or I'll be too shagged when I arrive home at like 4-5pm to run and still study when i get back. So yeah. Weekends are kinda sleep-in days. Saturday is OUT OF BOUNDS TO ALL ACTIVITIES WHICH REQUIRE ME TO GO HOME because I'm supposed to be OUT! :D and Sunday evenings I have church. So... Hmm. Only PE. Sadded. :(

I want to go bowling!! Eh, but sometimes when I bowl with Max I get so demoralised because I'm so noob >.<>

Its 9, and I'm sleepy. What the shit? haha. Well okay toodles. 

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Sigh.

Whats tested for BTs came out today, and ZOMG there is like the whole of j1 work +new j2 stuff that I have to get into my head within 3 weeks!! 

Srsly, I have never been so stressed.

Chem and Econs can go and die, and not that I'm very good at math, but at least they're not testing all the J1 stuff... so there's less to study.

From now on, its Mar, the full time Mugger. (ugh, that sounds so disgusting. I'd prefer slacker, but I don't think I have much of a choice.)

I'm praying for God to give all of 08S28 strength and wisdom throughout this period, that we may STUDY HARD (and pass) all of our subjects!! 

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Kq - haha no la I bought smth lor (: If only I actually used that excuse hahaha.

Adam - LOL. not my fault :x Everywhere got light!

Max - mmyeah. My favourite lyric.

ShiChun - Yeah thanks a bunch for helping me order the shirts yeah!! :D

I want yesterday to repeat itself 365 days a year. 

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zomg, i got SO MANY pics from today, that i duno what to post. I think I'll post the lame ones up then. haha. (: Today was CAMWHORE DAY! But only for me to see la (:

First up, LUNCH @ SWENSENS!

Well this is Sam. Say hi!
I killed Sam. Awww. And then ate him. (:

Awesome icecream cake (: I ate that too!

& this is where we finally gave up. Frozen strawberries were a pity to leave behind, but they were just ROCK HARD and.. disgusting. Well, the cake wasn't too bad but it was kinda tiring to eat cuz it was so hard. haha. Had to use all my strength just to claw out one piece with my fork lols. But yay Swensens was fun. Again. Thats twice in one week already hahaha! I think I shall stay away from Swensens for the time being.

Next up, went to Joane's church for her Vday Service! It was super cool! ((: Never regretted going ((: Haha no photos though. Aww.

Where did we go after that? Hmmmm. ESPLANADE ROOF TERRACE HAHAHHAA. Major camwhoring session!! ^_^ 

 Zomg, i need a haircut asd.

Yay -i pwn n00bs- shirt (:

I'm better than Superman!! :D

((: Nothing much la. Camwhore camwhore alot. Then went for dinner and then home. HAHA today was :D Appreciate the effort!

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ecstatic

I am so glad to say that....

IM OVER IT! (:

Birthday wishes!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESTER YOUNG JHUI HSIEN!! (haha aren't you amazed I still rmb how to spell it lol)

&...

HAPPY (advanced by a few minutes) BIRTHDAY ADAM CHIN (er jun hua isit?) HAHAHA I can never remember your chinese name, SORRY!! ): 

Lol. Today it seems that everyone I meet is either really high or acting really retarded. Been laughing non-stop today HAHAH. School was total crap, with like 9 girls and 3 guys in our class turning up for lessons, self declared holiday or sick, who knows. CCA sign up in the afternoon, where we got J1s to sign up for recrea bowling, and hanging out with the bowling peeps. SO FUN (: Dying from diabetes from all the sweets... etc. haha. Met SC at PS to collect the shirts! (FINALLY OMG HAHAH.) So nice!! (: Except that its a little small, but okay la. lol. I will wear it on Saturday and own everyone!! :)))))

And finally, highlight of the day, met up with Adam, Lester, and Max for a birthday celebration!! :) SWENSENS!

This is our masterpiece! Done at swensens using their colouring pencils and stuff. The people there must've thought we were retarded. My brilliant idea LOL, and then everyone got so excited and started colouring everything. Somemore on top SRJC, YJC and $AJC (mar! :D). Yes, it is a dollar sign!! LOL. I think Lester wrote it? HAHA. But it was damn fun cuz everyone went high. Sugar rush from the icecream. The people next door were looking at us weirdly, oh no hahaha.

I love you guys!! :D

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Egg - haha, i duno, different backgrounds. Its like how I never managed to fit in in SCGS. Heh. But SA's community is friggin' awesome!!! :D

Adam - HAHA yeah too bad lor. ^_^

Terry - Hey bro we need to meet up soon. I've got something for you thats from SC & me lol :)

HAHA we spent the time during econs lecture doing this on my phone! (and antonio did it during physics haha) Data roaming ROCKS TTM. I can essentially watch youtube during lessons! how awesome is that!! :D

I've been damn random and crazy and retarded today. Lol. Especially on MSN. Until adam called me madmar. and then he turned it backwards and it became ramdam. which reminded him of random. How fitting!! HAHA. 

I think I'm way too stressed. I get this way when I'm stressed because I dont have any other outlet to relieve it. haha. Today is joke day. So many funny things haha. I had lots of fun too (: Only coming home screwed everything up. Don't wna talk about it but yeah. Omg my english sucks, I cannot even type in full sentences now. The sentences in my head aren't complete anymore. 

STRESS AH!!! ): wlao I NEED PHILYOUTH LIKE NOW. Happy pill ftw.

excerpt.

Maximilian // nailimixaM says:
RUBBISH.
MY DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS.
♫ MAR/ OMG MY POCKY IS GONE! - - - says:
huh?
adam says:
o_o
sounds
THAT
SOUNDS
WRONG
♫ MAR/ OMG MY POCKY IS GONE! - - - says:
OMG
HAHAHHAHAHAHAA

Get it? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Shalom!

Saturdays are the best days of my life.

1. because usually I dont have any restrictions whatsoever

2. because usually my best friends are there for me

3. because when i go out i dont have to worry about work

So like yesterday, we went to laser quest!! :) Went with Lester, Adam, Woon, Max, Anthony, and Amelia ^_^ I realise I am quite fail at it and I kept screaming cuz ppl kept popping up behind me HAHA. Well at least I wasnt last :x Stupid FFA, we should have played TEAMS!!! I bet I would have owned you all then HAHAHAHA. & lester, you EVIL BITCH!!!! He held my gun under his arm so I couldn't move/shoot, then turned his gun on mine and shot the sensor on my gun. I WAS TOTALLY HELPLESS!! Cheater!! LOL. He bullied Amelia at some point in time too. Tsk!

HAHA sucky score. Max was imba pro and sneaky omg! Refused to peace with me too. ):

Lols, so during the hour ride back on the MRT from the other end of singapore to Somerset, me & max camwhored haha.

I still like his shirt (: Srsly, being with a camwhore all the time you pick the skill up slowly haha. Last year, I had like what, 3 pics on facebook. Now i have 100+?! Lol. I'd rather be best friends forever ^_^ 

Went to Max's house after that, played cards? Lucky nv gamble omg I lose everything!!! Jialat, I taught them how to play 41, and I ALSO LOSE. knn. HAHA. But it was funnn (: Ate dinner at  Seoul Garden (AGAIN) and we all went home with stomachaches after that due to all the nonsense we mixed up using the icecream and toppings HAHA. Supposed to be celebrating Lester and Adam's birthday, but we never did do anything except get their icecream for them. HAHA. But it was a special concoction made only by us!! Made Soya Bean Milk and Horlicks as dessert too LOL. It didnt taste too bad, but it couldnt have been good, after trying all that shit my stomach felt way weird HAHA. Nvm maybe next week we'll go out for dinner on one of the days again. (: Still have yet to celebrate naan's bday ^_^ Didn't take pictures though, regretfully. Bussed home with Lester after that, & he walked me home again (: So gentlemanly of him haha. 

And hence, I shall end off with an epic picture of no link to this post at all....

I'm sorry teddy is just so imba cute. ^_^

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Adam -  lol making friends on my tagboard? haha.

Egg - HAHA thanks! (: I'm glad you're enjoying your life in AC. I dont think I'd ever fit in there. It'll be like SC number 2 ):

Joane - haha no la its okay (: I'm hanging in there!!

Hilmi - Hiiiii (:

More Than Words

So I'm supposed to put it here so you can sing it?

I find myself worrying about you at the weirdest times.

& I don't know why. I feel so much like a sister to the last person who would ever be related to me.

I don't know whether thats good or bad, but its a nice feeling to have someone to care about. I'm glad to see that you're moving on with life and appreciating what's around you so much more.  

I pray that all your decisions work out for the best. 

Nothing worth posting now, too stressed to have any fun. I've been sleeping alot though. And it makes me sad to see two or three hours of my afternoon wasted. And by the time night comes its all about FRIENDS and 9pm doesnt appeal to my books anymore ): I'm emo now cuz there's no Friends tonight ): *sob. I need to learn to stay awake in the afternoon. 

Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
The Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.

He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.

Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

but those who hope in the Lord 
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40: 28-31

We had this verse yet again for scripture reading today, and I remembered one of my favourite songs sung during mass, On Eagles Wings. The lyrics follow this bible verse, and the melody is just so beautiful (: I wondered whether I could ever get in sync with God again, especially since I've been drifting away from him these past few years. But to do that I need strength. Maybe its time to stop turning to God only at my weakest moments in life, and acknowledge that He's there for me every day, every minute of my life. I've been so worn out these few days that there is just so little time for me to rest. When I'm awake I'm worrying about my studies, when I'm sleeping I'm worried about who I'd dream about ): But where's the time for God? During every morning's scripture reading I listen to the Word of God, and I regret not doing more to be a faithful catholic. I can tell that my christian friends around me are all so involved in their faith, and its really heartening. I'm waking up slowly, going to church again, paying more attention during mass, actually trying to listen to God. But its not at its peak yet;

I am going to continue climbing.

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Egg - OMG KARA CONGRATS!! :) See, dream come true hahaha.

Adam - o_O Hi lol. How's SR? :D

Mar is emo.

I don't want to talk about it UGHHHH. 

HELP!!

GLHF

Firstly, (not that I have very much to say..)

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Egg - Lol good luck (:

Terry - What, can't I be tired once in awhile. I highly suspect that was after the MSA already. so no difference la. 

Secondly, I am so bloody exhausted, and its only Monday. I didn't even do PE today, like wth. I have no idea why also. BUT I'm forcing myself to stay awake due to the COUNTLESS NUMBER OF THINGS I owe/ need to do. SO MANY things I need to catch up on, and so little time to Block Test 1. ): I need more sleep, like srsly, & less comp + fun + wasting time + late night phonecalls. So I decided, no games (FACEBOOK IS NOT A GAME LOL) till the weekend. ( Not like I think I have any time to play l4d or dota or CS during weekdays anyway. Time OR energy, so that kinda works in my favour. ) 

Thirdly, WHY IS THE CAF SO CROWDED. =.= I'm still wondering how we survived last year... Oh I know. SENTOSA! 

Lastly, I pity the J1s. They have to stay back so late everyday. Today, after I left school, I realised the J1s were STILL having orientation. And it was almost FIVE!!! They're really trying to kill them. GLHF! lol. Is anyone from SCBand in SA? Hmmm. o_O

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Wahaha my new favourite photo ((: HAHA OMG THAT CAP IS FREAKING OLD LIAO LA. Like what.. 4 years since I gave it to you? LOL. 2005 right!! I'm pretty sure. Lol. 2005 is like.. imba year. Full of nonsense, good and bad la. but still LOL. Montfiesta, that I remember. Day after montfiesta, I also remember. hmm what else. 3rd August lol (I bet you cannot remember...) uhh. 14feb most memorable valentines ever. HAHAH. and alot more lolz. 

MAFIA WARZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !!! ^_^

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Joane: HAHA yeah she totally does!! LOL. And I look like an ant next to her ):

Egg: Lol yeah, JJ. Hmm, appealing?

Suky: HAHA Happy CNY to you too!! :) though I'm kinda late.. but wadda heck idc cny got 15 days! Lol.

Terry: Yeah stop reminding me ): Nvm Block Test 1 FTW.

ShiChun: ))))): CANNOT GO OMG I AM SO SAD NOW. 

After so long, I'm still addicted to Mafia Wars!! :D Lol. I got max addicted also YAY. :) 

158158158158!! :D LOL. retarded. bowling ftw :)

Bye. Time for physics ♥