June 20, 2008

I will show him, I can do this on my own.

On my own.
I can live on my own.
I can live on my own.
I can live on my own.

Ah who am I kidding.

*SCREAMZZZZ*

Revision checklist
1. Math - partial frac, binomial
2. Econs - .... (???) Sunday's work
3. Chem - .... (???) Saturday's work
4. GP - .... (???) Monday's dead.
5. Physics - I tried, but I still suck.

If anyone wants to offer help, I'd be very glad to accept at this point. Especially Physics. I'm doubting that the consultation on Friday is going to do wonders.

So. I have been HOOKED to HIMYM (aka How I Met Your Mother) Lovely show. Three days before the start of my exams and I've watched about 12 episodes today alone. MAN THIS SUCKS. I hate exams. :( And having no social life sucks. I just wish life was so carefree, so interesting. MAN I've got to get the stupid studying over and done with. Two more days, mar. TWO MORE DAYS!

GOGOGOGOGO...

Pics!

June 13, 2008

OH. & before I forget,

TO MAX: All the best for the bowling friendly with HC! :D PWN PWN PWN okayyy? 200 or one whole day? LOL. Alright. Love you. :)
I want SINGFEST 3rd Aug TIX!!!

Jason Mraz omg :(

$200 nownownownow!
~I hope I wouldn't even have to worry about it.~

Haha, after reading people's blogs I'm always feeling so self-reflecting (is there such a word?). I was reading ******'s blog just now, and I realised I'm not doing anything with my life. Almost 0 social life, and I'm almost always slacking. How is that good?!

TEST 1: TRY TO BE NICER TO EVERYONE FROM NOW ON.

I'll tell you guys if there's any difference.

June 11, 2008

:( :( :(

They havent sent me my grouping yet.
Half of me wants to see it and the other half doesn't.
EEK.

June 10, 2008

I wish I was nicer sometimes, hah. And not so slack too :(

Well, I was feeling a little bored this evening, and decided to bloghop. AND WHO'S BLOGS DID I FIND? Well, long lost friends I guess. I just read a little, didn't tag or anything. But it was nice to see where they ended up. And now I feel so stupid going to SA. *regret regret* But like sometimes the people you think you know turn out to be totally different. It sucks to not keep in touch with them anymore, even if they live like THAT close to you and all, but sometimes its for the better. People change. You win some, you lose some. Friendship's like that too sometimes. Well, what can i do.

Its pretty much POURING right now as I'm typing this. And somehow when I look out of the glass sliding door, the whole street is pitch black. My neighbours must be sleeping already, and its only 10. Eek I heard a noise at the back door. My god I'm scaring myself to death. :((( My house is uber quiet too, except for the rain. This sucks.

I wish you'd call. I'd appreciate some company right now... :(

*BOOM.* LIGHTNING THUNDER.

OHOH. I watched National Treasure 2 just now. PERFECTLY AWESOME. I love those kind of shows. History linked to treasure, Matthew Reilly stuff.. Just bloody rocks. :) Oh btw, for those of you who haven't yet heard of Matthew Reilly, he's this AWESOME thriller writer. Keeps you in your seat for ages. You should go get his books. I like scarecrow. :)

OH LORD THE RAIN IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. I can hear wind howling. :( And something keeps making noises out back. HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

FAMINE CAMP THIS WEEKEND!!!! Excited! :D Lol. Crap, its Father's Day too. Got to find time to go out and get him a present, but WHEN?? And I still haven't decided what to buy.

I had this AMAZING DREAM LAST NIGHT :DDD It was awesome. But I'm not telling ANYONE, except max, who already knows. Lol. Go figure.

And naan, I hope you got out of SA safely! :D

June 05, 2008

OMGOMGOMGOMG.

NEW BOWLING HI-SCORE: 146

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD <3 ORCHID BOWL LOL. (except the house balls there suck. )

June 03, 2008

http://kevan.org/johari?name=CloudSteel

Help me do PLEASEEEE :) anyone can do this! As long as you're not like seriously prejudiced against me im happy.

June 02, 2008

Nostalgia

Looking back, there are some people from the past that have disappeared from my life that I dearly miss. Whether they have been gone for 1 month, 1 year or longer, these people have changed my life by knowing them. When I say gone, I mean it in different ways. They could be overseas, changed far too much that I miss the old them, or just failed to keep in touch... Life is everchanging I know, and I can think of three people, whom I miss very very much. Maybe we aren't way close, but you guys meant something to me. I shan't name them here, because I'm sure if they read this, they'd know who they were, and I have to keep this confidential just in case unwanted people come here and have certain misconceptions about what I have written.

1. To *e**e* *a*:
Hey dude, I know we didn't really know each other for very long. But now that you're gone.. I miss talking to you. Don't get to see you online much anymore... either that or I'm too busy with work and stuff. I'm sorry =/ But I really want to thank you for all the encouragement and advice you've given me, listening to me and stuff... not many people are willing to do that, and for a new friend to start doing that for me, its touching :) because not many people are like that. Just remember that if EVER you have any problems or anything, drop me an email/msn me when you're free alright? I'll always be there to listen :)

2. To **r*e* ***:
Helloo :) I'm sorry we never really kept in touch after last year.. It was nice talking to you, going out for movies and stuff. (though i really shouldnt have, and i still feel guilty up to today) But it was fun, why not ;D Time spent on the phone.. stuff like that still brings back good memories up till today. Haha now that you've got your own girl I'm sure you're doing great :) If ever you want to go out again give me a call alright? BUT NO MORE OF WHAT HAPPENED IN THE CINEMA THE LAST TIME OR WE'LL BOTH DIE.

3. To ****** *.:
BOO. You changed so much :((((( I just miss the old you, whom I could talk to whenever, and you'd make me happy. BAH. Well, I don't even know if the change is for better or for worse, and if you have been avoiding me on purpose or what, but we hardly talk anymore :( Maybe I just suck. :( Oh well. *depressed depressed*

Yes. Okay. Now I am depressed. Oh no. *emo emo* lol. But reminiscing in the past doesn't really get me anywhere except sad.

And I was just looking at other people's relationships, and I envy their closeness. Its like they make each other's world. I know thats not necessarily good either, but I think its pretty sweet :) Of course if you overdo it until it becomes excessively.. ew... then thats a different story. But I feel too much like good friends already. Maybe its just me. Ah well. PEACE :D