GOOD SPELLING! lol....

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hot guy in the empty MRT... (LOLOLOL. ^^)



JUNIORS!<3



I <3 sec 2 clarinet jrs foreverrrrr. yayyy. ((: Alyssa extra.. LOL.

Cool shot!

Egoistic bastard WEARING MY BADGE. asjkfshfbgfg. bleh.

<3>

Okayy. Random pics from my phone & other sources.

<3

i want to immerse myself in the power of music;
to drown out all the sorrows of this life,
wherein lies all the pain
and the hurt;
only to heal the wounds of the past and the present.

mutilated chicken.

Heartbreakkk.












I hope things get better;
Because I love you.

Marvelous!

I

SO

DO

NOT

WANT

TO

PLAY

BASS

FOR

EBTP.

zzzz. But oh well, I'm stuck playing now, so lets just get it over and done with. BOOOO.

Anyways, I've gotten over whatever has happened and I'm happy now WHEEEEE. SAJC concert tomorrow, PY prac on Sunday, and Band Prac on monday (YAYYYYY)! Y'know actually I'm just trying to delude myself to make myself happy. But.. Haiiz. lol. NVM MONDAY = JUNIORS! There's no way i'm gna stay sad for long (:

&CherylHo, Thanks for screaming my name really loudly everytime you see me along the corridor. It really earns me alot of stares. Lol.

@Nicole, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! ^^ Forget abt the past. hahaha.

the Root of the equation.

WHY WHY WHY. I dont even feel like going for the concert Saturday anymore, the mood is totally ruined, and I cant stop crying. like WOO.

So I've been telling myself these past few days - "Don't cry mar, no one in this whole $%*&ing world is going to give a damn about you anyway, so don't waste your energy." But well, GUESS WHAT. I lost control today, and the whole world came crashing down on me.

So yeah now EVERYTHING is ruined because of me. I think i should just shrivel up and die. Nicole is sad, Max is sad, and Joshua has to go around cheering everyone up. I hate feeling helpless, I hate making people sad, but sometimes it seems that all i do is that. I feel like breaking off all contact with the world and just hiding in my house. Few will miss me. People in my class won't even give a damn that I'm gone, just like they don't even when I'm there.

I don't deserve max. I swear, to some loser like me, he sure is patient. Nicole? Well, she's really a very very nice person. I'm not saying this just to make her happy, but its true, I can tell, Max can tell, Joshua can tell.

Sigh..

Canon rock!

SEVENTEEN: U LOOK ATTHEIRPROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY

SIXTEEN:WHEN YOU’RE ON THE PHONE WITH THEMLATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOUSTILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.

FIFTEEN:YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER ANDOVER AGAIN.

FOURTEEN:YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM

THIRTEEN:YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND.

ELEVEN:WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEARTBEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAMETIME

TEN:YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.

NINE:WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER.

EIGHT:YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS,WHILE THINKING OF THEM

SEVEN:THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

SIX:YOU LOVE THEIR HUGS MORE THAN ANYTHING.

FIVE:YOU REALlZE THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.

FOUR:YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

THREE:WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...

TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve.

ONE:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

Lol, did you fall for that? ((:

DING DONG

Yo.

Oh man I've been wanting to post since last friday, and now i've forgotten wht happened tt i wanted to post :(

But anyway I was reading someone's blog, and it kinda gave me a wake up call.

To that person: it doesnt include the lame stuff at the beginning... that one just served its purpose and made me say, "omg so lame, hahaha."

So i was just thinking, that person has a point. and I'm feeling very sad that I didnt do anything about this earlier. I've been in band for almost four years now, and I believe I've hardly done anything worth mentioning. I could be alot better, and that should have been. I think I'm like the lousiest sec 4 on earth, and I still have loads to learn. Thank god for Ms Leong, or I think I'll be like screwed up. Yea, and since PY is my life right now, I think I should start practicing alot harder. As it stands I'm probably the worst there already. So I'm going to practice right after I finish this post.

If you all don't already know, we got a silver. Got a couple of messages from people which cheered me up though, and I couldnt possibly get myself to be sad after that. Regrets, maybe. But I'm not going to let that make me sad. Besides, with my fellow bandmates all around me, and such supportive friends who don't want to see me sad, its not possible to cry. I mean, so its a silver. SO WHAT? It doesnt change the fact that we're still a band, a family DEDICATED to the music we play, our only goal is to communicate our passion through the music itself. So hey band, DONT BE SAD! SILVER's the NEW GOLD! xD And we still rock. NEVER FORGET THE EXPERIENCE AFTER THE RESULTS. Though there were tears, yes. But have you ever seen the band so bonded? For me, that was the best part of SYF. Its so heartening to see everyone cheering for each other, for the band, the teachers and everyone who supported us in this. It was the same 2 years ago, after we got our first gold. But to see it happen even after we've gotten a silver, it was really unexpected. But heartening all the same. I love SC band and all the people who come with it- the sec 4s, the teachers, the WONDERFUL juniors who've worked so hard for this, and our seniors, whom without the support of, we wouldn't have gotten this far. (sry my english. braindead.)

I LOVE YOU SC BAND!

oh and congrats to St Pats and AMK sec! GWH FTW!

In this perfect weather.

Fly away on my Zephyr
I feel it more then ever
And in this perfect weather
We'll find a place together
In the water where the scent of my emotion
All the world will pass me by
Fly away on my Zephyr
We'll find a place together

Its raining. (or not. I think it just stopped.)

Went to Max's house after sectionals yesterday. He was damn random, kept saying that he was a laptop. >.< Then he came my house after that! Haha, but all he did was play guitar for awhile and play a game of DotA. Then he helped me fix my resolution for wc3! Omg i swear everything looks damn nice now. It used to be like shit. Just that I didn't know how to fix it. THANKS! xDDD

Today's Good friday. I'm fasting. Its 3 something. And I'm dying of hunger. AHH. Nvm mar. YOU CAN DO IT! I was playing comp in the morning, then my mum scolded me. "WHY ARE YOU ENJOYING YOURSELF!" So I decided to do work. I did my CFC worksheet and the transformation one. Half of the transformation one's blank cuz i have no idea how to do it.

Adriel told me alot of weird stuff... o.O

Can't wait for Sunday!! PY! <3

Currently addicted to RHCP Live in Hyde Park. I've been listening to it ever since my mum scolded me at around 11+. So that makes it.. around four hours? Haha. :D

BAND BAND BAND. Y'think we can get a Gold this year? Honestly, I don't know, but I'd rather believe that we'll get it. (I hope I'm not living in denial here.) A little over five days more, and its JUDGEMENT TIME. Sc-bandits, if you're reading this, put in your best shot, because we've only got this one chance to prove ourselves. So while we're up there, lets make the stage ours, and let everyone in that hall know that WE DESERVE THAT GOLD for the wonderful MUSIC we've made! We've been through 5 months of preparation for this, lets not let that go to waste yea? ((((: