I feel like crying now.
Sometimes, I just feel like letting it all out.
Letting the tears flow, like a river of sadness, all the way out into the vast expanse of sea, where they mingle with other drops of tears. Only then, will I know, that I am not alone.
Sometimes, talking and sharing my problems just makes me feel worse.
I wouldn't want to burden you with my problems.
I just need someone I can trust to be beside me. Just to keep me company, and listen to my silent complaints.
I guess no one really cares what I write in here, since anyone barely reads it anymore.

screwed.

oh man. i miss him loads. and its only wednesday. ahhhhh! nvm. gonna see him tomorrow. jia you, marissa, jia you.

I haven't blogged for a really long time....i dunno... not really in the mood i guess. and i'm even more not in the mood now.I just miss him a whole lot. :(

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

love makes the world go round and round and round and round ((:


okay. that was random.Well, I haven't really blogged these few days because I have nothing to blog about. It hasn't really been a interesting three or four days for me. I think the one thing I remember most from these three to four days would be... um... - i can't think of anything >.< - practically nothing. Because, nothing profound has actually happened. And guess what! It's two days to saturday, and one a few hours to tomorrow! Besides the horrible inevitable fact that there's art tomorrow, WE HAVE BAND! Woo hoo! (uh oh... i'm learning from Kerwin. hmms. i shall not say woo hoo, or boo hoo for that matter, anymore. so there.)

Well, went to church today for Ascension mass and saw Rachel, and that eccentric guy whom I used to see in the 317 bus all the time in primary school. CREEPY. Oh, and Louisa sang the responsorial psalm! Now I have reason to tease her on Sunday, if she's even coming for Cat. Class. Speaking of church, while I was taking this bus to Tampines in the afternoon after school, I saw this guy from my Cat. Class last year, but I kinda forgot his name. Daniel, was it? No clue. So I kinda decided to me dao and not say hi. After all, he was kinda far away from me. You wouldn't expect me to shout "hi!" to this guy whom I don't even know the name of... It would just be plain weird. AND spastic, not forgetting. He probably couldn't remember my name either, seeing as I hardly said more than ten words each cat class last year. Kinda pathetic, I know, but I hardly knew anyone there. And the teacher... THE TEACHER WAS KILLING ME. He was so damn boring. =X. Not saying anything more.


In my opinion, American Idol is not worth watching anymore. Because crowd favourite(and mine, too) Constantine is out. However, I think all the remaining five finalists deserve to be where they are now. (except maybe Anthony Federov) I think Carrie Underwood and Bo Bice are gonna be Top 2. Carrie is chio. Haha. My sister wanted to say that Carrie looked like a Barbie doll, and ended up saying she looked like Bubblegumm. wahahaha. Okay I'm waiting to see who would be the next one out of AI. It's taking a long time... Oh well. I shall go do stuff now. ((:


Updates in LOVELIST:

• Friendship Week.

xoxo-marissa

DEATH

Omg. I am so friggin' pissed. And you know what the best part of it is? I have totally no idea what I'm pissed about. ARGH. fuck. Life, is so totally damn fucking screwed right now. Man, if my bf wasn't there to support me, I'd totally run out into the middle of a thunderstorm and pray like mad that I'd be struck by lightning. I'm like so stressed right now.


History Project (1st Sept to 10th Sept)
Chinese Project (Due:3rd May)
Geog Test (omg the fucking articles!!!>.<) Musical Analysis (Due:next music lesson) Math file (damn KB >.<)

CA MARKS
Eng - 68.7/100 B3
[i think. i'm not really sure.. but i know i's 68.something.]
Math - 69.5/100 B3
[omg that damn half a mark >.<] Chinese - 51.1/100 C6 [argh. screw chinese] Science - 71.6/100 A2 [why must denise get higher than me.. WHY?!?] Literature - 64/100 B4 [okay. dunno what happened to lit. and don't care either.] History - 70/100 A2 [just scraped by with a surprise A2.] Geography - 73.3/100 A2 [I could have done so much better...]

My parents are so totally gonna kill me for that C6 in chinese. >.<> Yes I think I better get to work on those projects now. I'm totally collapsing under the stress.
Oh yes. And thanks to my bf for condoning my damn mood swings. Yea, you're always there for me. I'm grateful for that. <3

UPDATES IN LOVELIST:

• Camilla
• Denise

xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.

-Jesus's Resume-

The Resume of Jesus Christ


Address: Ephesians 1:20
Phone: Romans 10:13
Website: The Bible
Keywords: Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior


My name is Jesus - The Christ. Many call me Lord! I've sent you my resume because I'm seeking the top management position in your heart. Please consider my accomplishments as set forth in my resume.


Qualifications:

I founded the earth and established the heavens (see Proverbs 3:19).

I formed man from the dust of the ground (see Genesis 2:7).

I breathed into man the breath of life (see Genesis 2:7).

I redeemed man from the curse of the law (see Galatians 3:13).

The blessings of the Abrahamic Covenant comes upon your life through me (see Galatians 3:14).

Occupational Background:

I've only had one employer (see Luke 2:49).

I've never been tardy, absent, disobedient, slothful or disrespectful.

My employer has nothing but rave reviews for me (see Matthew 3:15-17).

Skills & Work Experiences:

Some of my skills and work experiences include: empowering the poor to be poor no more, healing the brokenhearted, setting the captives free, healing the sick, restoring sight to the blind and setting at liberty them that are bruised (see Luke 4:18).

I am a Wonderful Counselor (see Isaiah 9:6). People who Listen to me shall dwell safely and shall not fear evil (see Proverbs 1:33).

Most importantly, I have the authority, ability & power to cleanse you of your sins (see I John 1:7-9)

Educational Background:

I encompass the entire breadth & length of knowledge, wisdom and understanding (see Proverbs 2:6).

In me are hid all of the treasures of wisdom and knowledge (see Colossians 2:3).

My Word is so powerful; it has been described as being a lamp unto your feet and a lamp unto your path (see Psalms 119:105).

I can even tell you all of the secrets of your heart (see Psalms 44:21).

Major Accomplishments:

I was an active participant in the greatest Summit Meeting of all times (see Genesis 1:26).

I laid down my life so that you may live (see II Corinthians 5:15).

I defeated the archenemy of God and mankind & made a show of them openly (see Colossians 2:15).

I've miraculously fed the poor, healed the sick and raised the dead!

There are many more major accomplishments, too many to mention here. You can read them on my website, which is located at: www dot - the BIBLE. You don't need an Internet connection or computer to access my website.

References:

Believers and followers worldwide will testify to my divine healings, salvation, deliverance, miracles, restoration and supernatural guidance.

In Summation:

Now that you've read my resume, I'm confident that I'm the only candidate uniquely qualified to fill this vital position in your heart. In summation, I will properly direct your paths (see Proverbs 3:5-6), and lead you into everlasting life (see John 6:47). When can I start? Time is of the essence (see Hebrews 3:15).

Wheeee.

www.livejournal.com/~lovelisting
Look! I have this wonderful new LJ.
It lists 10 reasons why I love the ppl I love ((:
New updates:-

• Suzy
• Amelia
• Him (:

Wheee! they rock my world! New updates coming tmr. I'm going to sleep now. It's so late alr.