April 30, 2005
LOVES. (:
wheeee.
www.livejournal.com/~marheartssuzy
ten reasons why i love suzy (:
www.livejournal.com/~suzyheartsmar
ten reasons why she loves me! (:
wahahahahs. spasticated.
www.livejournal.com/~marheartssuzy
ten reasons why i love suzy (:
www.livejournal.com/~suzyheartsmar
ten reasons why she loves me! (:
wahahahahs. spasticated.
April 29, 2005
UNDERSTANDING.
heyheyys.
DARNIT. my mum won't let me take bass lessons. and she says I have to buy my own guitar. what the hell. I don't care. I'm saving up for it. So from this day forth, I'm not buying anything. I'm saving EVERY SINGLE CENT I CAN. darn. I find my mum quite unreasonable sometimes. But oh well, she's who she is for a reason. ARGH I CAN'T STAND IT! It sucks! =X
Yea, met Kerwin & Brendon yesterday. Carine was shy >.<>.< I mean, all I did until 8pm was play RS! I might as well have stayed at PS right? sheesh. I bet they thought we were like so dao or something. Wait a sec, Brendon alr thinks I'm dao! He said so! hahas.
I got really frustrated last night because of the two Eng essays... >.< Slept at one again... so damn pissed. argh. =X
lalalalas. like whatever ((:
Had TOK just now...
EH Ann and Abby want to use the comp. So I shall let them (: kk...
xoxo-mar
DARNIT. my mum won't let me take bass lessons. and she says I have to buy my own guitar. what the hell. I don't care. I'm saving up for it. So from this day forth, I'm not buying anything. I'm saving EVERY SINGLE CENT I CAN. darn. I find my mum quite unreasonable sometimes. But oh well, she's who she is for a reason. ARGH I CAN'T STAND IT! It sucks! =X
Yea, met Kerwin & Brendon yesterday. Carine was shy >.<>.< I mean, all I did until 8pm was play RS! I might as well have stayed at PS right? sheesh. I bet they thought we were like so dao or something. Wait a sec, Brendon alr thinks I'm dao! He said so! hahas.
I got really frustrated last night because of the two Eng essays... >.< Slept at one again... so damn pissed. argh. =X
lalalalas. like whatever ((:
Had TOK just now...
EH Ann and Abby want to use the comp. So I shall let them (: kk...
xoxo-mar
April 26, 2005
bleahh...
screw it mann. i still have tuition later. OOPS. i haven't done my hw. ehh. i'll blog when i get back.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
April 24, 2005
Ladeeedumm.
RANDOM of the day : Strawberry jam is nice!^^
Hahas. I'm happy today (: Why?
Cause ;nac*(codenamed. yupp.) gave me a letter Lol.
It makes me happy reading it. Haha. Cause it's lame. :P
Oh man i feel like writing a letter now.
Ew ew eeeeeeeeeeew. We have TURTLE SOUP for dinner. How barbaric. Apparently my uncle gave it to us. And I just found out. We have oxtail soup too. Eeeew. How much soup do I have to consume?! I think I'll just go and cook maggi mee or something. yumm.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
Hahas. I'm happy today (: Why?
Cause ;nac*(codenamed. yupp.) gave me a letter Lol.
It makes me happy reading it. Haha. Cause it's lame. :P
Oh man i feel like writing a letter now.
Ew ew eeeeeeeeeeew. We have TURTLE SOUP for dinner. How barbaric. Apparently my uncle gave it to us. And I just found out. We have oxtail soup too. Eeeew. How much soup do I have to consume?! I think I'll just go and cook maggi mee or something. yumm.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
You know you're chinese whenn...
You noe you're chinese when...
[ ]You unwrap Christmas gifts very carefully, so you can save and reuse the wrapping (and especially those bows) next year.(errrr....)
[ ]You only buy Christmas cards after Christmas, when they are 50% off.
[ ]When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of an adult child who has moved out.
[ ]You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times.
[ ]You eat all meals in the kitchen.
[x]You save grocery bags, tin foil, and tin containers.
[x]You use grocery bags to hold garbage.
[x]You always leave your shoes at the door.
[x]You have a piano in your living room.
[x]You twirl your pen around your fingers.
[ ]Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them.
[ ]You don't own any real Tupperware -- only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars.
[ ]You also use the jam jars as drinking glasses.
[x]You've eaten a red bean Popsicle.(What's wrong with that. They're nice okay!)
[x]You bring oranges (or other produce) with you as a gift when you visit people's homes.(only during CNY)
[x]You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel.
[ ]The condiments in your fridge are either Price Club sized or come in plastic packets, which you save/steal every time you get take out or go to McDonald's.
[ ]Ditto for paper napkins.
[ ]You never order room service.
[ ]You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes).
[x]These travel snacks are always dried. As in not just dried plums, dried ginger, and beef/pork jerky, but dried cuttlefish (SQUID).
[ ]Your parents vehemently refuse the sack of gold coin oranges that their guests just brought just to be courteous.
[x]Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
[ ]You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or law.( I'm hoping to. lol.)
[x]When you go to a dance party, there are a wall of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool.
[ ]You live with your parents and you are 30 years old (and they prefer it that way). Or if you're married and 30 years old, you live in the apartment next door to your parents, or at least in the same neighborhood.
[x]You don't use measuring cups.
[ ]You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax.
[ ]You beat eggs with chopsticks.(i use a fork. lol.)
[ ]Your parents' house is always cold.
[ ]You have a teacup with a cover on it.
[ ]You reuse teabags.
[ ]Your mom drives her Mercedes to the Price Club.( one, my mum doesn't drive. two, we don't have a mercedes.)
[ ]You like Chinese films in their original undubbed versions.
[ ]You have acquired a taste for bittermelon.
[ ]You like congee with thousand year old eggs.
[ ]You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached -- it means they're fresh.
[ ]You never call your parents just to say hi.
[x]You always cook too much.
[ ]If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten rice, even if it's midnight.
[x]Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay inside when you get sick. They also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked goods because they produce hot air.
[ ]Your parents never go to the movies.
[x]You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl.
[x]You don't eat the last piece of food on the table.
[ ]You starve yourself before going to all you can eat sushi.
[x]Your parents are never happy with your grades.
[x]You keep most of your money in a savings account.
[x]Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin.
[x]You love Chinese Martial Arts films.
[ ]You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.
[ ]Shao Lin and Wu Tang actually mean something to you.
[ ]You love to go to $1.75 movies.
[ ]You love to go to $1.50 movies even more.(HELLOOO. what world do you exist in. this kind of movies barely exist anymore.)
[ ]You never order sweet-n-sour pork, egg foo young, or chop suey at a Chinese restaurant.
[x]Someone in your family drives a Honda...
[ ]You have a Chinese knick-knack hanging from your rear-view mirror.
[ ]You like to eat chicken feet.
[ ]You suck on fish heads and fish fins.
[ ]You turn bright red after drinking two tablespoons of beer.
[ ]You look like you are eighteen.
[x]You have more than five remotes in your house.( I think i have twelve)
[ ]You leave the plastic on the lampshade for ten years or more.
[x]You can't bear to throw things away.
[ ]Your dad washes his hair four times a day, or never at all.
[ ]Your unassisted vision is worse than 20/500.
[ ]You've worn glasses at least since the fifth grade.
[ ]You drive around looking for the cheapest gas.
[x]You add twice the amount of water recommended when making orange juice from concentrate.(diluted orange concentrate rocks!!)
[ ]You've never seen your parents hug.
[x]Your grandmother lives with you and your family.
[x]You say "aiya!" and "wah!" frequently.
[ ]You have to read all your parents' mail written in English.
[ ]You are constantly being set up with uninteresting (and usually ugly) people by your parents.
[ ]Your mother is strangely obsessed with plants.
[ ]White people look at you strangely if you tell them you are Buddhist.
[x]You notice the main topic at family get-togethers is food.
[ ]You seldom ever owned new clothes if you were a second child.(er.. i'm the eldest and I never get new clothes anyway! what makes you think the second child will get more?)
[ ]Your folks never speak under 10 decibels at family gatherings.
[ ] You have two middle initials instead of one.
[ ]You grow your own bean sprouts in the kitchen.
[x]Your mother made you peel water chestnuts and snow peas.
[x]You have an lonely unmarried relative who frequently drops by during dinner time.(er... she lives in the same house as us.)
[ ]You use the underside of a porcelain bowl to sharpen your knives.
[x]You cut your own hair or had someone in your family do it.
[ ]Your grandmother has a lot of gold teeth, especially in front.
[x]You keep fresh garlic and ginger in the kitchen at all times.
[ ]You know what the term "lemon" or a "banana" means.
[ ]You know at least three people named Alan Wong.
[ ]Your dad owns at least one bird.(what the... what have birds got to do with this...)
Sheesh. That was really lame.
[ ]You unwrap Christmas gifts very carefully, so you can save and reuse the wrapping (and especially those bows) next year.(errrr....)
[ ]You only buy Christmas cards after Christmas, when they are 50% off.
[ ]When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of an adult child who has moved out.
[ ]You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times.
[ ]You eat all meals in the kitchen.
[x]You save grocery bags, tin foil, and tin containers.
[x]You use grocery bags to hold garbage.
[x]You always leave your shoes at the door.
[x]You have a piano in your living room.
[x]You twirl your pen around your fingers.
[ ]Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them.
[ ]You don't own any real Tupperware -- only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars.
[ ]You also use the jam jars as drinking glasses.
[x]You've eaten a red bean Popsicle.(What's wrong with that. They're nice okay!)
[x]You bring oranges (or other produce) with you as a gift when you visit people's homes.(only during CNY)
[x]You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel.
[ ]The condiments in your fridge are either Price Club sized or come in plastic packets, which you save/steal every time you get take out or go to McDonald's.
[ ]Ditto for paper napkins.
[ ]You never order room service.
[ ]You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes).
[x]These travel snacks are always dried. As in not just dried plums, dried ginger, and beef/pork jerky, but dried cuttlefish (SQUID).
[ ]Your parents vehemently refuse the sack of gold coin oranges that their guests just brought just to be courteous.
[x]Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
[ ]You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or law.( I'm hoping to. lol.)
[x]When you go to a dance party, there are a wall of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool.
[ ]You live with your parents and you are 30 years old (and they prefer it that way). Or if you're married and 30 years old, you live in the apartment next door to your parents, or at least in the same neighborhood.
[x]You don't use measuring cups.
[ ]You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax.
[ ]You beat eggs with chopsticks.(i use a fork. lol.)
[ ]Your parents' house is always cold.
[ ]You have a teacup with a cover on it.
[ ]You reuse teabags.
[ ]Your mom drives her Mercedes to the Price Club.( one, my mum doesn't drive. two, we don't have a mercedes.)
[ ]You like Chinese films in their original undubbed versions.
[ ]You have acquired a taste for bittermelon.
[ ]You like congee with thousand year old eggs.
[ ]You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached -- it means they're fresh.
[ ]You never call your parents just to say hi.
[x]You always cook too much.
[ ]If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten rice, even if it's midnight.
[x]Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay inside when you get sick. They also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked goods because they produce hot air.
[ ]Your parents never go to the movies.
[x]You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl.
[x]You don't eat the last piece of food on the table.
[ ]You starve yourself before going to all you can eat sushi.
[x]Your parents are never happy with your grades.
[x]You keep most of your money in a savings account.
[x]Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin.
[x]You love Chinese Martial Arts films.
[ ]You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.
[ ]Shao Lin and Wu Tang actually mean something to you.
[ ]You love to go to $1.75 movies.
[ ]You love to go to $1.50 movies even more.(HELLOOO. what world do you exist in. this kind of movies barely exist anymore.)
[ ]You never order sweet-n-sour pork, egg foo young, or chop suey at a Chinese restaurant.
[x]Someone in your family drives a Honda...
[ ]You have a Chinese knick-knack hanging from your rear-view mirror.
[ ]You like to eat chicken feet.
[ ]You suck on fish heads and fish fins.
[ ]You turn bright red after drinking two tablespoons of beer.
[ ]You look like you are eighteen.
[x]You have more than five remotes in your house.( I think i have twelve)
[ ]You leave the plastic on the lampshade for ten years or more.
[x]You can't bear to throw things away.
[ ]Your dad washes his hair four times a day, or never at all.
[ ]Your unassisted vision is worse than 20/500.
[ ]You've worn glasses at least since the fifth grade.
[ ]You drive around looking for the cheapest gas.
[x]You add twice the amount of water recommended when making orange juice from concentrate.(diluted orange concentrate rocks!!)
[ ]You've never seen your parents hug.
[x]Your grandmother lives with you and your family.
[x]You say "aiya!" and "wah!" frequently.
[ ]You have to read all your parents' mail written in English.
[ ]You are constantly being set up with uninteresting (and usually ugly) people by your parents.
[ ]Your mother is strangely obsessed with plants.
[ ]White people look at you strangely if you tell them you are Buddhist.
[x]You notice the main topic at family get-togethers is food.
[ ]You seldom ever owned new clothes if you were a second child.(er.. i'm the eldest and I never get new clothes anyway! what makes you think the second child will get more?)
[ ]Your folks never speak under 10 decibels at family gatherings.
[ ] You have two middle initials instead of one.
[ ]You grow your own bean sprouts in the kitchen.
[x]Your mother made you peel water chestnuts and snow peas.
[x]You have an lonely unmarried relative who frequently drops by during dinner time.(er... she lives in the same house as us.)
[ ]You use the underside of a porcelain bowl to sharpen your knives.
[x]You cut your own hair or had someone in your family do it.
[ ]Your grandmother has a lot of gold teeth, especially in front.
[x]You keep fresh garlic and ginger in the kitchen at all times.
[ ]You know what the term "lemon" or a "banana" means.
[ ]You know at least three people named Alan Wong.
[ ]Your dad owns at least one bird.(what the... what have birds got to do with this...)
Sheesh. That was really lame.
Movie Review. Well, sort of.
( )Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
( )White Noise
( )Anger Managment
( )50 First Dates
( )Jason X
( )Scream
( )Scream 2
( )Scream 3
( )Scary Movie
( )Scary Movie 2
( )Scary Movie 3
( )American Pie
( )American Pie 2
( )American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
( )The Village
( )Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
( )13 Ghosts
( )Signs
( )The Grudge
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x)White Chicks
( )Butterfly Effect
( )Thirteen
( )I, Robot
( )Dodgeball
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )KingPin
( )Never Been Kissed
( )Meet The Parents
( )Meet The Fockers
( )Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
( )The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)passport to paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
( )Final Destination
( )Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )Practical Magic
( )Chicago
( )Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
( )Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
( )Bride of Chucky
( )Ten Things I Hate About You
( )Just Married
( )Gothika
( )A Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
( )Joy Ride
( )Seven
( )Identity
( )Lone Star
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
( )Christine
( )IT
( )Children of the Corn
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( )She's All That
( )Calender Girls
( )Sideways
( )Ever After
( )Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x)Jeepers Creepers
(x)Jeepers Creepers 2
( )Catch Me If You Can
( )The Others
( )Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
( )Cruel Intentions
( )The Hot Chick
( )Swimfan
( )Miracle
( )Old School
( )Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings
(x)Lord of the Rings 2
(x)Lord of the Rings 3
(x)A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
( )Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )The Fifth Element
( )Slums Of Beverly Hills
( )Big Fish
( )The Brave Little Toaster
( )Alice In Wonderland
( )Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( ) Vertigo
( )Almost Famous
( )The Graduate
( )A Streetcar Named Desire
( ) Rigoletto
( )Sleepaway Camp
( ) Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
(x)Ocean's Eleven
(x)Ocean's Twelve
( )Phantom of the Opera
( )Chasing Liberty
( )SLC Punk!
(x)Drumline
( )Velvet Goldmine
( )Saved!
( )Fight Club
( )The Incredibles
( )A Guy Thing
lol. pathetic. i've never even heard of some of the movies here. bleahh.
( )Saw
( )White Noise
( )Anger Managment
( )50 First Dates
( )Jason X
( )Scream
( )Scream 2
( )Scream 3
( )Scary Movie
( )Scary Movie 2
( )Scary Movie 3
( )American Pie
( )American Pie 2
( )American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
( )The Village
( )Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
( )13 Ghosts
( )Signs
( )The Grudge
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x)White Chicks
( )Butterfly Effect
( )Thirteen
( )I, Robot
( )Dodgeball
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )KingPin
( )Never Been Kissed
( )Meet The Parents
( )Meet The Fockers
( )Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
( )The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)passport to paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
( )Final Destination
( )Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )Practical Magic
( )Chicago
( )Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
( )Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
( )Bride of Chucky
( )Ten Things I Hate About You
( )Just Married
( )Gothika
( )A Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
( )Joy Ride
( )Seven
( )Identity
( )Lone Star
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
( )Christine
( )IT
( )Children of the Corn
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( )She's All That
( )Calender Girls
( )Sideways
( )Ever After
( )Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x)Jeepers Creepers
(x)Jeepers Creepers 2
( )Catch Me If You Can
( )The Others
( )Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
( )Cruel Intentions
( )The Hot Chick
( )Swimfan
( )Miracle
( )Old School
( )Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings
(x)Lord of the Rings 2
(x)Lord of the Rings 3
(x)A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
( )Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )The Fifth Element
( )Slums Of Beverly Hills
( )Big Fish
( )The Brave Little Toaster
( )Alice In Wonderland
( )Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( ) Vertigo
( )Almost Famous
( )The Graduate
( )A Streetcar Named Desire
( ) Rigoletto
( )Sleepaway Camp
( ) Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
(x)Ocean's Eleven
(x)Ocean's Twelve
( )Phantom of the Opera
( )Chasing Liberty
( )SLC Punk!
(x)Drumline
( )Velvet Goldmine
( )Saved!
( )Fight Club
( )The Incredibles
( )A Guy Thing
lol. pathetic. i've never even heard of some of the movies here. bleahh.
April 23, 2005
Wheeee.
Okay Suzy. Don't say anything about my last post. There is NOTHING to say. You know it, I know it. Yay-ness. I have decided to incorperate caps into my posts, but there's this one little flaw: whether I actually will remember to put them after this post. Nothing I can do about it right now, except read this post before writing every entry, which if sufficiently lame for me not to describe.
I don't really have much to write here, since nothing remotely interesting's happened. Yea. Ooh. I'm looking forward to church tomorrow. Three guesses why. (: Haha. I guess you don't need three, for those of you who know me well enough.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
I don't really have much to write here, since nothing remotely interesting's happened. Yea. Ooh. I'm looking forward to church tomorrow. Three guesses why. (: Haha. I guess you don't need three, for those of you who know me well enough.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
I miss you.
I never realised
I could miss you this much.
I have no idea what's going on with me lately.
I feel so alone in this world,
not having you beside me.
It's like there are so many different paths stretched out before me.
I don't know which way to turn,
which direction to go.
so lost without you.
okayy. I really need someone to talk to right now, preferably someone who knows me in and out, thanks. But really, anyone would do. (:
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
I could miss you this much.
I have no idea what's going on with me lately.
I feel so alone in this world,
not having you beside me.
It's like there are so many different paths stretched out before me.
I don't know which way to turn,
which direction to go.
so lost without you.
okayy. I really need someone to talk to right now, preferably someone who knows me in and out, thanks. But really, anyone would do. (:
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
To Whoever It May Concern
Why
I can tell you my deepest secrets;
knowing that you'll keep them safe.
With you, I'm not afraid to be myself.
I can say something stupid,
and you'll be there to laugh along with me, not at me.
You believe in my dreams,
however silly they may seem,
just as i believe in yours.
There was never a need to do something special,
We'd have fun anyway.
You've seen through my imperfections;
and accepted me for who I am.
Just by looking at me,
you'd know how I was feeling,
Even though I try my best to hide my emotions.
You know me better than I even know myself.
Whenever I went through times of trouble, times of need;
you'd be there for me.
Whenever I was in danger;
you'd be there to protect me, to keep me safe from harm.
Whenever I needed a listening ear, someone I could trust;
you'd always be there, waiting for me to pour out my sorrows.
Whenever I cried;
you'd be there to wipe away my tears, to tell me everything was gonna be alright.
I owe it all to you for this,
for sharing the laughter and the tears;
the joy and the pain;
for being there when I needed you most.
The times we spent together;
they've become memories,
ones that I'll never forget.
Remember;
Whatever happens,
even if things take a turn for the worst,
you will always have that special place in my heart.
xoxo-marissa
i'll love you forever, always.
I can tell you my deepest secrets;
knowing that you'll keep them safe.
With you, I'm not afraid to be myself.
I can say something stupid,
and you'll be there to laugh along with me, not at me.
You believe in my dreams,
however silly they may seem,
just as i believe in yours.
There was never a need to do something special,
We'd have fun anyway.
You've seen through my imperfections;
and accepted me for who I am.
Just by looking at me,
you'd know how I was feeling,
Even though I try my best to hide my emotions.
You know me better than I even know myself.
Whenever I went through times of trouble, times of need;
you'd be there for me.
Whenever I was in danger;
you'd be there to protect me, to keep me safe from harm.
Whenever I needed a listening ear, someone I could trust;
you'd always be there, waiting for me to pour out my sorrows.
Whenever I cried;
you'd be there to wipe away my tears, to tell me everything was gonna be alright.
I owe it all to you for this,
for sharing the laughter and the tears;
the joy and the pain;
for being there when I needed you most.
The times we spent together;
they've become memories,
ones that I'll never forget.
Remember;
Whatever happens,
even if things take a turn for the worst,
you will always have that special place in my heart.
xoxo-marissa
i'll love you forever, always.
April 22, 2005
Everything is gonna be alright; be strong, BELIEVE.
hihi ^^
i changed my blogskin. haha. it's SO pink now. ew. i wish it was lime-green. but no choice. i liked the design.. lol.
wheeeeee. We had NAPFA today. I am very very super happy with how I did. I didn't get D for anything!!! OMG! lol.
Standing Broad:179cm
Sit Ups: 45 (I beat Max! YAY! lol sorry..)
Sit & Reach: 38cm (lol.. gotta C for this. but i've always sucked at it anyway.)
Inclined: 28
2.4: 15.38min
Shuttle Run: 11.6s (Damn coulda done lots better. Started slow on second chance>.< Kee was making me nervous lol. but i shouldn't be making excuses.)
hehh. yepps. spent lots of time today talking about our band.. too excited le. (: haha. i'm bassist. and everyone's waiting for me to learn so we can start jamming lol. so anyone wanna lend bass guitar? lol.
Vocal: Carine
Drums: Kerwin
Rhythm: Brendon
Bass: Me (:
Keyboard: Tessa
hahas. kk i go play runescape le. Felicia waiting for me. lol.
xoxo-marissa
i changed my blogskin. haha. it's SO pink now. ew. i wish it was lime-green. but no choice. i liked the design.. lol.
wheeeeee. We had NAPFA today. I am very very super happy with how I did. I didn't get D for anything!!! OMG! lol.
Standing Broad:179cm
Sit Ups: 45 (I beat Max! YAY! lol sorry..)
Sit & Reach: 38cm (lol.. gotta C for this. but i've always sucked at it anyway.)
Inclined: 28
2.4: 15.38min
Shuttle Run: 11.6s (Damn coulda done lots better. Started slow on second chance>.< Kee was making me nervous lol. but i shouldn't be making excuses.)
hehh. yepps. spent lots of time today talking about our band.. too excited le. (: haha. i'm bassist. and everyone's waiting for me to learn so we can start jamming lol. so anyone wanna lend bass guitar? lol.
Vocal: Carine
Drums: Kerwin
Rhythm: Brendon
Bass: Me (:
Keyboard: Tessa
hahas. kk i go play runescape le. Felicia waiting for me. lol.
xoxo-marissa
April 20, 2005
Wednesday
heyy peeps. I'm gonna change my blogskin again. But i just realise i need more colour. this one is so dull. haha. yupps. but i like the notes. (: lol.
kk today we went to watch the debate Y14s.. we won against NYGH! hahah. Susannah was pro man.. haha. wells anyway. My mood got from so 'high' to so 'low' today. y'know that at the start of the day everyone was so sian. and i was sleepy. hah. yea so the day didn't really start off on a high note. But anyway I did the living will thing with Carine, Amelia and Denise. I got so high cause i was really excited about the debate, and i realised that the AMD had to do with euthanasia, which was really cool, since the debate motion was THW legalise voluntary euthanasia. yupps. then Denise changed the topic to music, and carine said she wanted to start a band, so i was like, hey! why don't we start a band together! You should have seen how excited I was lol. I would have started jumping if it weren't for the space constraint. Yea so now Tessa's keyboardist. haha.. we need a drummer & and one more guitarist, so i'm asking all my friends now. Yea, so I can't possibly be keyboardist for keef's band, Colleen. sorry... yupps. Oh yes! I'm doing pathology for my career choice. I think it's damn cool!!! haha.
You don't appreciate me at all. I was just trying to help damnit. You tell me that RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE, when you know I was just trying to help. YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT I TOLD HER. So can you actually BOTHER to ask what I told her before saying something you know is SO UNTRUE right in front of my face??!! I don't even know why I bothered trying to help you. It's obvious that it didn't come to anything. Like i should stop talking to you altogether. omg. i can't stand it anymore. SUZY IS SO RIGHT. for once. =P.
And yes, we have a new pope. Benedict XVI.
xoxo-marissa
kk today we went to watch the debate Y14s.. we won against NYGH! hahah. Susannah was pro man.. haha. wells anyway. My mood got from so 'high' to so 'low' today. y'know that at the start of the day everyone was so sian. and i was sleepy. hah. yea so the day didn't really start off on a high note. But anyway I did the living will thing with Carine, Amelia and Denise. I got so high cause i was really excited about the debate, and i realised that the AMD had to do with euthanasia, which was really cool, since the debate motion was THW legalise voluntary euthanasia. yupps. then Denise changed the topic to music, and carine said she wanted to start a band, so i was like, hey! why don't we start a band together! You should have seen how excited I was lol. I would have started jumping if it weren't for the space constraint. Yea so now Tessa's keyboardist. haha.. we need a drummer & and one more guitarist, so i'm asking all my friends now. Yea, so I can't possibly be keyboardist for keef's band, Colleen. sorry... yupps. Oh yes! I'm doing pathology for my career choice. I think it's damn cool!!! haha.
You don't appreciate me at all. I was just trying to help damnit. You tell me that RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE, when you know I was just trying to help. YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT I TOLD HER. So can you actually BOTHER to ask what I told her before saying something you know is SO UNTRUE right in front of my face??!! I don't even know why I bothered trying to help you. It's obvious that it didn't come to anything. Like i should stop talking to you altogether. omg. i can't stand it anymore. SUZY IS SO RIGHT. for once. =P.
And yes, we have a new pope. Benedict XVI.
xoxo-marissa
April 15, 2005
GOLD!! Friday
We got gold!!
wahaha i can't believe it. It doesn't seem real. lol. SC BAND ROCKS!! We're finally a gold band after months of hard work! Yesterday was the best day ever! I was so damn happy. When we heard the results everyone started screaming and jumping and crying because we were just so happy. lol. Cat High got gold w/ honors. Good for them. wahaha (: We played abrams and rhapsody in the bus on the way back to school.. lol. only woodwinds and ONE trumpet, which was weiting. lol. It sounded good.(: I wish there was band prac today. It would have been so fun. I would NEVER dread going band prac. Cause you know why? SC BAND ROCKS TO THE CORE!! omg omg omg i still can't believe it. haha. i miss my clarinet. I'm gonna borrow my clarinet home today to practise. yay (: oh yea i haven't bought my music books yet lol. i shall go and buy today aft sch then go home and practice. yay so fun. maybe i will get my friend to play together with me. wahahah.
`omg you know we changed places today. I jumped from one side of the class to the other, and I'M STILL IN THE FRONT ROW. what the hell. sighh. i miss amelia & estelle. Sitting next to Joey & Liesel now. The AHEM(Amelia-HuanTing-Estelle-Marissa) row is gone forever. NOOOOOO. wahaha. kk lol. i have to go now. wheeee. bye. i'm going to tag the SC BAND website again (: www.scgsband.cjb.net
P.S. MAX!! I photocopied for you alr k. see i'm so nice. wahaha. just joking. give you er... on sunday k? (: Cya.
xoxo-marissa
April 13, 2005
Wednesday
omg omg omg. SYF is tmr. and i'm sick. AHHHHHHH.
lol.. 2 weeks just flew merrily past and i didn't even notice. Oh well... I'm sure we have the potential to get Gold for SYF. We can do it! YAY! lol. sorry i'm being kinda retarded at the moment.. I think the aircon in the library is affecting my brain and affectiny my fingers' ability to type fast. They're all numb now. ARGH. okaay. the week so far.. has had ONE good thing.. the rest has been total crap. like getting back all sorts of results. And realising that I got a bloody B for math. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! Half a mark more and I would have gotten an A. Dammit. Imagine if i did any worse for my pledge, I would have just stop breathing there and then. Ok let me tell you what the good thing was then, since i think you'd hate me if i went on any more about my rotten results (Hey! Alliteration!) KK. I SACRIFICED my geog and science test results to go to the RJC concert on Monday. (yes i know i shoulda stayed home to study.. but.. couldn't resist. lol.) Wheee. And I'm glad I went. haha. My.. AHEM... friend went with me. Don't get the wrong idea. lol. whatever you're thinking. haha.. then Grace was sitting 2 rows in front of me. Wonder if she noticed me.. NAH. Who would notice a person like me anyway.. Haha.. i saw Eunice and Peace there too!
lol.. 2 weeks just flew merrily past and i didn't even notice. Oh well... I'm sure we have the potential to get Gold for SYF. We can do it! YAY! lol. sorry i'm being kinda retarded at the moment.. I think the aircon in the library is affecting my brain and affectiny my fingers' ability to type fast. They're all numb now. ARGH. okaay. the week so far.. has had ONE good thing.. the rest has been total crap. like getting back all sorts of results. And realising that I got a bloody B for math. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! Half a mark more and I would have gotten an A. Dammit. Imagine if i did any worse for my pledge, I would have just stop breathing there and then. Ok let me tell you what the good thing was then, since i think you'd hate me if i went on any more about my rotten results (Hey! Alliteration!) KK. I SACRIFICED my geog and science test results to go to the RJC concert on Monday. (yes i know i shoulda stayed home to study.. but.. couldn't resist. lol.) Wheee. And I'm glad I went. haha. My.. AHEM... friend went with me. Don't get the wrong idea. lol. whatever you're thinking. haha.. then Grace was sitting 2 rows in front of me. Wonder if she noticed me.. NAH. Who would notice a person like me anyway.. Haha.. i saw Eunice and Peace there too!
April 07, 2005
Thursday
Yes, I should be doing my hw, I know. But, kinda taking a break. Break from what, I wonder.I haven't really done anything so far. So I was just thinking, should I change my blogskin again? I'm apparently not contented with this one. Though I think the strawberries in the pic look good enough to eat! Tell me if that's not true.
Well anyway, these few days have been one of the most[ummm...] hectic? [Is that the word?]It's just that I think the stress of the past few weeks have started taking it's toll, and I think the late nights are not really paying off either, since I'm still doing so badly in all my CTs. I'm trying to do something about it, but as you can see, I'm not really [self-]disciplined enough. Otherwise, I wouldn't be BLOGGING in the first place. I think I need tuition for practically every subject. My grades have been slipping, and the best thing is, it's only April! I wonder what would happen if I carried on like this until the end of the year. It would probably be suicide.
I'm really excited about this Sunday though.
[10 Apr.]
`))Church - Entrance Ritual [DO NOT ASK ME WHAT IT IS ABOUT. I have no idea myself. =X]
-Catechism (: [hooooray. hah.]
`))Taekwondo Grading - brown2 [i can't believe it. I'm finally catching up with my sister. I hope she'll stall for another 3 months after this grading. Then I will be able to take brown1 exam BEFORE her and become junior black belt first! WAHAHAH. I doubt that will happen, because chief will ask me to teach her her pattern. And SHE is the one who knows the pattern. She's brown1 already, just that she's not going for this grading. HAH. She has been stalling at brown1 for half a year already. Let's hope she stays there. X) I'm so evil.]
`)) ShuFang's Birthday! [Happy birthday!]
xoxo-mar
Well anyway, these few days have been one of the most[ummm...] hectic? [Is that the word?]It's just that I think the stress of the past few weeks have started taking it's toll, and I think the late nights are not really paying off either, since I'm still doing so badly in all my CTs. I'm trying to do something about it, but as you can see, I'm not really [self-]disciplined enough. Otherwise, I wouldn't be BLOGGING in the first place. I think I need tuition for practically every subject. My grades have been slipping, and the best thing is, it's only April! I wonder what would happen if I carried on like this until the end of the year. It would probably be suicide.
I'm really excited about this Sunday though.
[10 Apr.]
`))Church - Entrance Ritual [DO NOT ASK ME WHAT IT IS ABOUT. I have no idea myself. =X]
-Catechism (: [hooooray. hah.]
`))Taekwondo Grading - brown2 [i can't believe it. I'm finally catching up with my sister. I hope she'll stall for another 3 months after this grading. Then I will be able to take brown1 exam BEFORE her and become junior black belt first! WAHAHAH. I doubt that will happen, because chief will ask me to teach her her pattern. And SHE is the one who knows the pattern. She's brown1 already, just that she's not going for this grading. HAH. She has been stalling at brown1 for half a year already. Let's hope she stays there. X) I'm so evil.]
`)) ShuFang's Birthday! [Happy birthday!]
xoxo-mar
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