October 29, 2004

Friday

Booooohooooooooooo. today was the last day of sch!!! ahhhhhhh.

lol. love all you peeps. will definely miss ya'll kae.. hopefully we'll be in the same class next yr ya? hmmm.. will definetly treasure the times we spent together - for those I'm not really close to, I'm sorry for not getting to know you better when I had the chance to. I'm feeling really depressed right now.. one year come and gone in a blink of an eye.Happiness doesn't last forever i guess..sighh...



Taken today. Me, audaud and angela. friends forever yeahh? :))



Murderers!! hahas.Taken today too. ehh. i think most of the photos here are taken today.



our shoes. taken from my angle.



and this is taken frm top angle. haha.



half of us weren't paying attention here. lol.



taken on the malay civilisation trail a few days ago? haha. yaya. me audaud and angela again.

October 28, 2004

Photos



Taken on the 14th of October with Grace, Rx, Suzy, Lynne and Sarah after exams at Heeren.



Me & my sis, Kristin.Taken because I needed a pic for friendster. haha.



Me & my sis again.. haha. I look retarded.. I know.



Also taken on the 14th of Oct. Same people.



Another one with the same ppl. yayy. We rock.



Liney, Suzy and me! haha. Taken on the 21st of Oct while getting Rx a birthday pressie. :))



Our shoes.. lol. Taken on the 27th of October.



I LOVE this pic. Doesn't it look remotely like my blogskin pic? haha. Autumn ROCKS!!



My church!! nice right? haha. St Francis Xavier in Serangoon Gardens.



Stained glass windows at the front of the church near the altar. I think it's damn nice. haha.

Wednesday

`Wheeeee.

yay. haha. I dunno why I'm so happy, but I just changed my layout. lol. now my layout is nice and orange!! yayy. lol. Rachel wrote me a testi! haha. yayy. I dunno why but I'm feeling very blur today. hmmm. aah wells.

kaekae. today we went for a heritage tour a.k.a. the malay civilisation trail. haha. We visited the daeng ibrahim mosque and this indoor tomb thing which i dunno how to spell the name. haha. it was a lil' freaky being so near dead bodies. haha. but it was quite cool la. Went to the Asian Civilisation Museum. It was damn cool.. like they way they presented the exhibits and stuff. haha. Charlene and Sarah fell asleep halfway through the talk. I was half asleep too. lol. yeahh. anyway then we went to Sri Warisan and the name means heritage shine through? i dunno.. didn't hear what she said.. but it was sth like that la..lol. watched a silat demonstration.. then we sabo-ed sufen and fush. haha.

okaay. after we came back right.. they were practising the dance in the amphi. then CO came over to watch.. ehh. our dance rocks right? haha. then after that we were watching CO dance. then alot of them said that CO copied us. i dunno what's true and what's not la, but they DID have alot of similar moves to us. But then i doubt they copied us.. cos' when did they have time to discuss things and modify their dance in 2 mins? so.. ehh. i dunno.

`iLu:))

October 27, 2004

Tuesday

hmmm. decided not to say hi today. haha. abit pointless right. lol.

`ehh. today ahh. I see ppl depressed I also depressed. lol. dunno why. better not reveal too much ltr he scold me. lol. wah so fast ok le.. lol.

`haha. I wrote Rachel a testimonial today. haha. after knowing her for a mere 4 or 5 days? But I hit a 1000 characters anyway! haha. I feel so achieved. LOL.

`omgg... my sis is like being so ****ing irritating. You know I read alot right.. then like I read almost all of jacqueline wilson's books already la. Then you know the bk called "THE SUITCASE KID" right.. I read it like so damn bloody long ago lor.. then she's like asking me what the ****ing story's abt. As if i can remember. She even asked me the name of the girl in the story.. and I was just like, " Screw off la, come here and trouble me with your nonsense for what." Then you know what she said? " ooh. I know you haven't read the book before." I practically went "WTF la. HOW MANY MORE MILLION BOOKS HAVE I READ?? YOU EXPECT ME TO REMEMBER ONE CHILDISH BOOK??? GO READ THE WHOLE COLLECTION OF SHAKESPEARE'S WORKS BEFORE YOU TELL ME WHETHER I'VE READ A BOOK OR NOT. I WISH YOU'D JUST CURL UP AND DIE SOMEPLACE. UGH. THE WORLD WOULD BE SO MUCH HAPPIER WITHOUT YOU!!!" Obviously I didn't say that out loud or my mum wld kill me.

`ehhh. omg. i can't believe i just typed all that crap. but I am just so ****ing angry!!! ARGH.

`iLu:))

October 26, 2004

Monday

`Helloooo.

These few days ah. I dunno how to describe. Good times, bad times.. but overall quite enjoyable.haha. I think I shall describe day by day. Esaier for me to rmb. 4 days only anw. haha.

[[Friday]]

`I think this was the best day of all lahh. Not very many prominent events & quite interesting. haha. that's my opinion. haha. I can't rmb what happened that morning. but that afternoon, me and Janice went to Suzy's house. I went there to learn the guitar and Janice went there to practice the dance with Suzy. haha. Ate at Sakae Sushi before going to her house. yumm. haha. ok so I met a new friend called Cara. haha. She was so cuuute! She's Suzy's neighbour. haha. Suzy calls her loser caramel. so mean right. Cara's a nice name. :)) hahah. Then after a while we had to go home cos' it was quite late already. haha. So I wanted to log in one more time to MSN to tell my mum that I was coming back soon la but then I got very distracted. hahah. Stupid Suzy. Anw, halfway talking to James then Suzy's com no batt. irri right. haha. So then I really had to go home. Came home quite late. ALMOST DARK. hahahs. Then came online cos' my mum was only using the music to do her dance. James still online. So I talk lor. Must apologize what cos' suddenly I dun talk for so long. haha. He ah, "O"s coming still use com for so long. tsk tsk. haha. I had to leave for tkd after that. haha. That day's tkd was quite okay. I can't say anything good abt it cos erm.. you'll find out. haha. anw, we had sparring. So cool right. xP. haha. Yarh so that day my sis had gastric cos' she didn't eat dinner. I didn't eat dinner either. haha. I didn't get gastric! lol. Had to spar with chief that day. guess what. I fell down. You know how humiliating that is? Aaaahhhhh. cannot. dun want to rmb. haha. but then ah.. straight after that, spar against lester. dao3 mei2 ahh. sighh. haha. he was trying to get some tips from me. but that loserfied guy still fell down in the end. HAHAHAHA. I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING.kaekae. I'm being so mean todayy. lol.

Msg: WALTER GOH! Don't need to say sorry to lester everytime you spar with me right?!?! sighh. I don't like him, he doesn't like me. Situation settled. Can stop the teasing now. thx. haha. And yes, I know I suck at sparring. haha.

[[Saturday]]

`Hm... Saturday ahh. lets see. OH SATURDAY. Now I remember. haha. It was damn cool lahh. haha. Rachel roxx. :)) haha. it's true. I owe her one for what she gave to me that day. haha. Anyway, talking to thomas & rachel the whole night. funniest conv. ever. haha. mostly talking abt intellectual stuff, like all intellectuals do. xP. haha. no la. mostly was crap. haha. Rachel won't tell us who she has a crush on. haha. SHE knows who I have a crush on. haha. Mostly it's just infactuation but ehh. who cares. :)) good to make new friends. HAHA. hope I didn't let the secret out by saying that. ehh. nvm la. today's one quite short cos' the only thing I did was talk to them on MSN the whole night? as in since evening? haha.

`Msg: Rachel!!! haha. you rockk. thx for that thing yeahh :) lol. must have more conv. like that soon. Always a pleasure talking with you. haha.

[[Sunday]]

`Whoa. Sunday was damn cool too lahh. Morning, i went to church, then went for cat. class. Then during cat. class, I was SMSing someone. haha. that person was sent me damn funny msgs that I couldn't stop myself from smiling. haha. it was really very weird lor. haha. At least I didn't laugh out loud right. I'm sure people who saw me smiling to myself that day must have thought I was crazy or something. haha. Then after cat. class Noelle took Judith's rubberband so she couldn't tie up her hair. haha. She ran off with it. So I walked down the hill with Rachael and Judith. haha. They were talking abt Andrew and the 2 other guys who were walking on the other side of the road. can't rmb their names. haha. Anw, after that right, went hm la. I wanted to use the com but then my mum didn't allow. lol. She made me go shopping with her. aaaah. but you know right. I so totally did not regret it la.. My mum bought me, my sis and herself a Fila t-shirt each. So nice right?? Mine is yellow and black. I like it ALOT. haha. Then we went to OP then my sis bought me a pair of OP shorts for my b-dae. haha. My mum bought me an orange sleeveless shirt. so nice right. My mum hates orange too. lol. Can't stand it I love my family!!! yayyy! haha. Then we went to carrefour for a while. ehh. they didn't have the baseball bat that i wanted. crappified. lol. that is such a loserfied word. i shouldn't be using it. anyway.. went home, went online,(as usual) then noticed rachel and thomas were online. so start another conv. lor. then after that added andrew in the conv. too since he was online. uhhhuhs.yeahh. we were crapping as usual. what do you think. haha. intellectual stuff again huhh? suuuuure. lol.

[[Monday]]

`yayy. today was a very er.. bitchy day? haha. EVERYONE was bitching in sch.haha. It was quite scary la. seeing ppl bitch with each other. ehh, exchanging curses and such. omg. but they're like so unfair la. I won't say I was very innocent in this matter too. haha. I did bitch abt some ppl but obviously not right to their faces. God damn pissed for awhile. haha. Beauty and the Beast song is Quite nice la. Manda lent me the Zen equipment today. haha. My singing is hopeless. Even my mum says so. uhhhuhs. I SO CANNOT SING THE HIGH PARTS MANDA IS OUTTA HER MIND MANN. ehh. I'm scared I'll screw up. haha. OH YES. TODAY AH. I had 27 comments on the Arsenal vs. man u match. lose then lose la. Arsenal will still win EPL right?? haha. I decided to be a good loser today. haha. congratulated Rachel on her team winning the match. haha. must congratulate James if he comes online anytime soon. haha. too bad for thomas. LOL. Supporting Arsenal too right? ahaha. Arsenal will win next time. :)) yayy. LOL. I'm being retarded. Who would be so happy if their team lost? haha. I'm not happy BECAUSE my team lost. I'm just happy. That's me! haha.

[[Tuesday]]

`my fav TV show is on. yayy. haha. It's called 24. Damn cool show. but it's so late at night. anw, cannot type le. I need to watch. :)) tmr blog I guess. haha.took more than 1hr to blog this. ehh. I'm crazy.

October 22, 2004

Thursday

`heyy darling blog. :)) haha. and ppl out there.

this is getting frustrating.. i cannot type properly if whatever I'm trying to type gets deleted every 2 seconds. We watched a super boring movie on hitler today. Hitler is a bloody pervert. yuckk.ehh. I'm never taking elective history. It is not interesting to learn about retarded perverts like Hitler. He's not even from Germany for goodness sake. Does he have to be so extra? sighh--* I found out after school that Suzy added James to Friendster. Nearly murdered her. arghh.nothing to blogg lahh. someone kill me or sth. lalalah.crapp. my grandfather found out that I have been topping up my phone from the residential linee.*gasp* I'm so deadd. cannot do it anymore now. :( lol. what the crap lah. i cannot find a nice skin for my bloggie. I'll go search more I guess.

`3 more days to Sunday!!

yayy. haha. kae lamee.Before I forget, must wish Rx happy birthday!! Her birthday tmr lehh. yay. haha.

`iLu:))

October 18, 2004

Sunday

MatcH ScOrE
ArSeNal - 3
AsToN ViLLa - 1
(FuLL TiMe)

`heyyyy.

haha. Sundays always rock. haha. kae I'm super happy today lahh. Won't tell you why. haha. Anyway.. today I went to morning church lahh.. sermon was abt prayer. I listened! haha. Then aft communion saw james and the other sec 4 cat. class helpers lor. ehh. saw them again in the canteen aft. church. haha. yarh then I went to cat. class and we all though uncle ben didn't come today cos he wasn't there yet lah.. so Auntie V asked James, Melvin and Joy to help conduct the lesson :)) then uncle ben came. haha. so melvin, joy and james stayed with us for the rest of the lesson . haha. didn't know james wore glasses =P yupps. found out that this guy in my cat. class was from RI.. damn smart lahh. haha. LOL. wheeeeeeee. oh oh then ah.. uncle ben made us do this weird exercise in the communication wb which he lost mine btw so i had to share with gabrielle. Ellie didn't come today. wonder whyy. saw her in church today though. haha. kae kae i'm crazyy. haha. someboday stop me! wheeeeeeeeee.lala. nothing else happened larh. possibly going to toys'r'us to see if we can find any decorations for the halloween thingy. yepps. vewry excited abt that. Tried to follow someone home today but that person took so bloody long to come out of the canteen that I gave up eventually. haha. kaekae maybe i blog ltr lahh. hahas.

`iLu :))


October 17, 2004

Saturday

::MatCh ScoRe::
ArSeNaL - 2
AsTon ViLLa - 1
(game haven't finish yet.)

`heyyyyyyy-

erm.. ytd didn't rly have time to blog lahh..haha. was talking to so many ppl at one time over MSN: James, Audaud, Charvi, my sis and alot of other ppl lahh.haha. kaekae. I was so super crazy ytd kae.. dunno what happen to me. obviously my senior-crazy partner will know... haha. erm..actually right I have nothing more to say so I shall talk abt my day today.

I, Marissa, officially proclaim that today was HORRIBLE!!! Fist of all, I wake up so damn bloody early only to find out that I was one hour early. And I was like "what the hell...?!?!" okay then we had footdrills for like 1hr++ and I didn't really feel very well so I asked permission to fall out 3 times before I got a response. haha. not your fault I know @ diana and weiting. aah. okaaaay. haha. then we had sectionals which was kinda ok, then combined band prac overall was horrible. esp when we were playing the gift of love and epilogue. horrible. I couldn't even see the notes clearly. had to keep straining my eyes. haha.

`ooooohhhhh!Tmr's Sundayy!! YAY! haha. super short post but er.. nvm lah. haha.

`iLu:))

P.S. heyy. My mum's having this Halloween Line Dance Jam at Thomson CC and she kinda needs help with the decorations on that day so she's appealing for ppl who have like, any halloween decor ideas and if any of your parents or you do line dance right, come ok.. haha. I'm not going to be stuck doing the damn place for nothing kae. sheesh. For more info( I dunno how much info this website gives lah, but it gives the date and time and what other crap), go to the Dance Singapore website. www.dancesingapore.com

haha kae officially crapalistic today. what kiond of crap word is that?? aah well toodles everyone :))

October 14, 2004

Thursday

`hellooooooo.

haha. Eleanor's blog is sooo sweet. Inspired me to be nice to lester. :)) Lester better be thankful. You know what the problem is? Everyone will keep saying that I'm his girl and all that kind of crap. esp in tkd. HEARD THAT YIXUAN?? I am not lester's gf!!! then my mum keeps saying that I have a bf called Ryan. RYAN? Who the heck is ryan?? Sheesh.

yeahh. kinda crappy daee. haha. MY MUM Made me miss SGidol to go jogging. JOGGING!!!! but then my dad says he'll bring me cycling tmr morning. yayy! haven't gone cycling wif my dad for sooooo long. i think since primary 5 arnd october liddat. long time kaee?

`[20 more days]

20 more days to what? My b'dae of course! **hint hint** haha.

Watching Apprentice now.. Whoa Bill got style mann. I WANT THE JOB. Whoa.. impressive. haha. I'm in favour of kwame but bill obviously will get the job. He's like, such a smooth talker. yeahh. hhah. OMG! BILL RAWKS!!! hahaha. yayyyy. he's kinda cute :))

`[3 more days to Sundayyy.]

`iLu :))

Wednesday

`Heyyyyyy.

OMG EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!

`er.. haha.

yayy. talking to my mum on MSN. super funny. I'm supposed to be marking my sister's chinese book. dreary job. -.-" aah well. but then I said noooo. so maybe I'll do it ltr. :))

sheesh. I can't believe how long I haven't blogged. sighh. I'm kinda scared of this com because sometimes when I use this com then suddenly half my bloggpost will get deleted and I have to type it over and over again.

`yupps.

I'm so happieeeeeeeeeeeeeee. yayy. kae. today right, Lynne a.k.a. Liney, Grace, Rx, Suzy, rahrah and me went to orchard after exams today :)) rahrah & me went to buy tickets for white chicks first. hhah. we practically waited 1 1/2 hrs for the rest! hhah. liney and rx and whoever reading this whom we waited for better be thankful kae!! hhah. j/k =D anw, met rx and the rest at heeren, took lots of neos wif our group and my darling partner, fush,angela and sarah, then went to cineleisure. haha. Went to watch White Chicks.. quite cool lah..haha. :)) then we walked arnd orchard some more after the movie.. had abit of confusion here and there though. er.. kae nvm i shall not say. abit bored now lehh. dunno why. not used to this com must use the other one outside. :))

`nooooooooo. can't believe i missed supplanter again yesterday. darnn. i don't think i came online though. OH CRAP WAIT. Friendster runs on US time right?? That means he came on todayyy!! ahhhhh!!!!! I can't believe it!!

`Msg to audrie: Partnerrrr!!!! Supplanter is a really super lame name la!!! I cannot stand it!! Can we change it??? PLEASE? :))

`iLu :))

October 08, 2004

Friday

`Yo!

okaaaay. my day today was seriously screwed mann. I HAVE PROBABLY FAILED GEOG. I mean, I completely didn't know anything for that 12 mark STRUCTURED QUESTION on rocks!! you call that screwed or what??? ARGGGH. feeling super frustrated with myself now.. HOW CAN I FAIL GEOG!! IMPOSSIBLE!! Hopefully I got all the MCQ and the map reading thing correct. darnnn. I just remembered i got one wrong.

`kaeeee.

on friendster as usual. Write me testis!! Going to chartwell park to read ltr. Need to relax for abit.. HATE STUDYING MANN! Ok I just went to this name site and it says my wu-name is beloved warrior. BELOVED WARRIOR? What kind of lame name is that?? sheesh. that website is STUPID. What the hell is a wu-name anyway.. HAH. My sister's name is even lamer. It's lucky samurai. LUCKY SAMURAI! HAHAHAA! but then ah.. *ahem*'s name right.. even more pro. It's expert samurai. cool right. haha. heard that kristin? You're a loser. LOSERRRRRR! okaaay. I'm being super mean today don't ask me why. hhah. kae I think I'm gonna go choose some books to read over at the parkk now . yupps. byeeeeeeeee.

`iLu:))

October 07, 2004

Thurday

`hellooooo.

There's OC today. Yay! hhahs. Just finished science! I SCREWED THE WHOLE FIRST PAGE OF THE MCQ!!!! I GOT LIKE 2 OUT OF 7 RIGHT!!! THERE GOES MY LAST CHANCE FOR AN A1 mann.. awwww.

`hhahs.

Ltr there's chinese compo. can't be bothered to study cos I'll do badly anw.. hhah. I'm on friendster again... three guesses what I'm doing... haha. yupps. There's like 2 other ppl using the com and they're being super noisy. someone should tell them that this is a LIBRARY mann. it's supposed to be quiet...hhah. Today Van wrote sth embarrasing on the board... lets see what it was.. " Good Luck for Exams. -from lester" yupps. sth like that. And I was like, "what the hell?!?!" then she changed it to from *ahem* and smith. ya I thought it was much better although I don't like smith. hhah.

`yayy. I'm boredd.

lalalala. wheeeeeeee. heheh. I'm crapping. I'll go copy and paste sth from friendster bullitin board thenn. hhah. I must go on another testi writing spree mannn. hhah. It seems like I'm forever bored lah.. I know.. Oooh. I just realised that I'm the only one using the com now.. cool! :)) Just realised Shihua has this anime version of a LoTR pic.. looks so super weird mann. Oh no someone's coming to use the com now.. hhah. heck la. Thank goodness she's like on the other side so she can't see what I'm doing. I'm not really sure what time the compo is.. What if I'm late?? Howw? kaee.. lots of ppl coming to use the com now.. hhah. I'm hopeless mann.

`lalala

I suppose friendster taking very super long to load is not a surprise anymore?? yeahh. lol. I miss my primary sch frens!! Long time no see..We should go out one dayy. haha. lalaaaa. I think I'll stop here. if I ever get to use the com when I get home then maybe I'll blog again lorr.

FrIeNds
(A)cCePtS u As WaD u ArE~
(b) ElIeVeS iN "u"~
(C)aLlS u JuZ tO sAy "Hi"~
(D)oEsNt GiF uP oN u~
(E) nViSiOnS tHe WhOlE oF u~
(F)oRgIvEs Ur MiStAkEs~
(G)iVeS uNcOnDiTiOnAlLy~
(H) eLpS u~
(I)nViTeS u OvEr~
(J)uZ "bE" wItH u~
(K)iPz U cLoSe At HeArT~
(l) OvEs U fOr WhO u ArE~
(m)AkEs A dIfFeReNcE iN uR lIfE~
(n)EvEr JuDgEs~
(O)fFeRs SuPpOrT~
(p)IcKs U uP~
(q) UiEtS uR fEaRs~
(R)aIsEs Ur SpIrItS~
(s)AyS nIcE tHiNgZ aBt U~
(t)ElLs U tHe TrUtH wHeN u NiD tO hEaR iT~
(u) nDeRsTaNdS u~
(V)aLuEs U~
(w)AlKs BeSiSe U~
(x)PlAiN tHiNgZ U dUn UnDeRsTaNd~
(Y)eLlS wHeN u WuN lIsTeN aNd
(Z)aPs U bAcK tO rEaLiTy!
^_^ FrIeNdS fOrEvA ^_^

`iLu :))

October 06, 2004

95 Questions

//01 first name: [[ Marissa ]]
//02 middle name:[[ --- ]]
//03 last name: [[ Low ]]
//04 nicknames:[[ marmar,mariss,mar. ]]
//05 gender:[[ female ]]
//06 age:[[ 12+ ]]
//07 date of birth :[[ 04111991 ]]
//08 height :[[ 150cm ]]
//09 hair color:[[ black ]]
//10 eye color: [[ brownish black ]]
//11 race: [[ chinese ]]
//12 do you wear glasses or contacts: [[ glasses, but not very often. ]]
//13 do you have braces: [[ nah ]]
//14 is your hair long or short: [[ shoulder-length ]]
//15 where were you born: [[ Gleneagles ]]
//16 current location: [ Serangoon Gardens ]]
//17 zodiac sign: [[ goat ]]
//18 how many languages do know: [[ 2 ]]
//19 nationallity:[[ s'porean ]]
//21 bad habits: [[ weird personality, anti-social ]]
//21 piercings you have: [[ 0 ]]
//22 piercings you want: [[ 2 ]]
//23 tattoos you have: [[ none ]]
//24 tattoos you want:[[ one ]]
//25 today's date: [[ 03102004 ]]
//26 the time: [[ 6.45pm ]]

[school]
//43 are you still schooling: [[ yupps :)) ]]
//44 did you drop out: [[ nah. no intention to. ]]
//45 current GPA, or last GPA: [[ erm.. can't rmb ]]
//46 favorite grade: [[ a1]]
//47 least favorite grade: [[ D7 ]]
//49 least favorite teacher: [[ Mrs Lee a.k.a. Queen Sag. ]]
//50 favorite subjects: [[ geography ]]
//51 least favorite subject: [[ history ]]
//52 do you buy lunch or bring it: [[ buy ]]
//53 play any sports on the school's team: [[ nope. always wanted to join netball but no time. ]]
//54 any extracurricular activities: [[ duh. i'm in band :)) ]]

[myself]
//56 favorite dance: [[ er.. that line-dance to bubblin' by blue. my mum taught me :)) ]]
//57 least favorite dance: [[ er.. dunno what it's called ]]
//58 favorite memory: [[ church ]]
//59 least favorite memory:[[ haha. and you expect me to tell you. ]]
//60 most embarrassing moments: [[ " " " " " ]]

[favourites]
//61 number(s): [[ 411 ]]
//62 clothing brand: [[ diesel, nike, addidas ]]
//63 shoes: [[ nike, addidas ]]
//64 saying(s): [[ whatever!, yeahh. haha. ]]
//65 TV Show: [[ comedies anything that fails to make me laugh sucks. except scary movies]]
//66 sport: [[Netball x infinity]]
//67 place: [[ CHURCH!!]]
//68 fruits: [[ peaches.everything except durians please. ]]
//70 magazine: [[ Lime :)) ]]
//71 actor:[[ Chad Michael Murray ]]
//72 actress: [[ Natalie Bassingthwaight ]]
//73 candy:[[ that butterskotch candy flavoured thingy. ]]
//74 gum: [[ bazooka gum :)) ]]
//75 scent: [[ orchid ]]
//76 choc bar: [[ mars bars. TOTALLY. ]]
//77 ice cream flavor: [[ vanilla, choc ]]
//78 color: [[ orange ]]
//79 seasons: [[ autumn, winter.]]
//80 holidays: [[ end of year holidays]]
//81 bands: [[ 1. haha. ]]
//82 singer: [[ usher ]]
//83 group: [[ Blue, Linkin Park ]]
//84 rappers:[[ Eminem ]]
//85 types of music: [[ pop,rock,r&b ]]
//86 things in your room: [[ ]]
//87 place to be: [[ anywhere. just not school. ]]
//88 radio station: [[ perfect 10 ]]
//89 tv channel: [[ disney channel. :)) ]]
//90 junk food: [[ chips ]]
//91 person you have a crush on: [[ Would I say? He uses friendster dammit. ]]

[[now]]
//93 current favorite songs: [[ Disney Songs ]]
//94 current person u hate most: [[ nope nope dun hate anyone. just strongly dislike. ]]
//95 wad kinda person u hate most :[[ people who are so stuck up. (haha that phrase sounds familiar.. =P) and people who wrongly accuse me and don't apologise. ]]

`heyy peeps.

Haha. I posted the exact same thing on friendster. yupps so if you've read it already don't bother kae? Good luck with finals!! Oh mann. History was so darn screweddd! Sci tmr. Jia You WF and all the others studying for the horrible finals... :)) Rock On!

`iLu

Tuesday

`yupps.

It's recess again. haha. I love recess. I can always use the com :)) unlike at home now where I have to sneak on... hahahs. now I abit nothing to write leh.. oh yeahh. today during ting xie I erm.. cheated. whoops. shouldn't have said that. There was the word on a piece of gao zhi on my table. Oh and Lydia helped my right chu xing cos I couldn't think of it. But then I still got 12/15 la.. which wasn't so bad.. considering the one I learned for I only got 9/15. but at least I passed, which for ting xie is very very super rare lah. Because I hardly learn ting xie. Like yesterday I couldn't be bothered because it was so frustrating.

`frustrated

CAN YOU IMAGINE! I have history exam tomorrow and I'm not even bothered to study!! I guess I'll just have to do last minute work like I did for mid-years. One day before history mid-year I hadn't even finished chapter one!! horrible!! ouch.. my watch is making my hand hurt like crazy while I'm typing this... hhas. Friendster is taking so super long to load.. argh...Angela( not the one in 1SE) just replied my message.. but then the com's taking so super long to load it lar.. Ok I'm going to listen to perfect 10 now..

`brb.

`kae back. :))

Argh.. something is super super wrong. hahs. erm.. maybe I'll end my bloggie here. hahs. I WANT THE STRESS BUSTER!! hahaaa. I'm kinda a last minute person yeahh?~ Oh no.. wait cannot end yet. I have to lament abt something first. I should have gone to tkd ytd lah.. chief teached them the new set of poles running thing. haha. Then my sister, as usual being blur.. cannot rmb one of them.. but then yx told me on lar.. but dunno whether he bluff me or what. hahaa. but then now I dunno who to trust cos my sis v blur then yx ah.. always bluff ppl one lor.. so howhow??

`Msg to Audrie.

Heyy darling partnerr.haha can stop bullying me abt *ahem* liao lor.. so mean leh.. hahaaa. *lalala* looks like *lalala* and acts like *lalala*. Just like a plant. haha. I wonder what she will be the next time we see her. maybe the roots? hahaaa. Or maybe a leaf again. I can see that she likes being a leaf alot. hahha. Dun tease me abt *ahem* a.k.a. crops something(to you, obviously anyhow say one..) haha. My name means sea yeahh? hha. Yours is what again? I forgot. hahas.
Friendster is taking super longg to load as usual whenever I use it in the library. Getting on my nerves. hahaa. Oh wait.. lets give *ahem* a nickname can? I cannot use *ahem*'s initials if not obviously everyone including *ahem* will know right? It will be our secret. haha. not really lah cos I'm like posting it on my blogg? hha. I'm crazy and high today. kaes.. gtg soon lehh. erm.. yupp. take this as your reply to your note to me in class. That is, if I don't reply you lah. Kaes. Toodles! *smuackeroos!*Luff, M

`iLu:))

P.S. This entry was edited on Wednesday. Since Audaud has read the msg already, I decided to change the person whom I was talking abt to *lalala* cos audaud told me sth ytd and I got kinda worried. haha.

October 05, 2004

Monday

`heyys.

So far the day hasn't been all that bad..haha. feeling weird today. bored but happy. hahhs. Actually I shouldn't be feeling happt cos I cannot go to church next week. I mean morning church. duhh. haha. I have the stupid taekwondo grading thingy. hahs. During my grandmother's birthday dinner on Saturday my sis was trying to teach me my next tkd pattern. and I still can't get it right. haha. Yesterday Audaud was raving to me abt her letter to her senior, sarah. She wrote this super long letter abt some stuff. haha. can't say if not she'll prob kill me or sth.. supp to be private i guess. :)) Yupps. Listening to the radio while typing this. I'm in the library now. They'er playing welcome to my life by simple plan. nice song! hahs. You know, I just found out that I cannot commit to this declaration thing that I wrote out yesterday.. It was really funny. I was thinking that if I promised myself I would study hard and do well then I would really study. But it isn't working!! And I'm still thinking alot about * ahem * hahas. aah wells. Planning to go to macs after sch to study.. Thought that would be better than going to TP library to study, seeing that I didn't bring my library books that I wanted to return anyway.. hahas. It's almost 11. haha. When you read my blog and the timing is like, sometime in the early morning like say 4 or 5 am, it's prob that I didn't adjust the time, because the time's like irritating me and it's always wrong!!

`Hold fast to dreams
for if dreams die
life is like a broken-winged bird
that cannot fly

Hold fast to dreams
for when dreams go
life is a barren field
frozen with snow
`-- Dreams by Langston Hughes

`yupps

Mrs Tan came back todayy. hahas. She has this super big scar on her throat. and she claims it's small. hahaaa. She showed us this poem and I thought it was really nice. :)) really meaningful and stuff, you know? aah wells. I think i better go before recess is up. Life rocks and sucks at the same time.. how?? I don't know which one is more. I think now, life rocks, because I'm feeling so happppieeeeeeeeee! yay!

`iLu :))

October 03, 2004

Sunday

`heyys.

omg today was so fun.. Catechism class roxx man. and so does SFX. yeahh. haha. went to church before cat. class and then saw alot of ppl whom i knew. ya then after that i went abt looking for my sis cos her cat class was like, from 9 to 10 then church finish at 10 . but then it turns out i was earlier than her. hehs. so i found her in the church bookshop(as usual) and then we walked around for a while.. ya. then I went for cat class. yupps. Auntie Margaret chose me to say the opening prayer today and I was thinking like, "why me???" haha. oh well. all I said was, " thank you for bringing us here today and please help us to pay attention to the lesson.. err.." hha. yep. i couldn't think of anything else to say..sad story. yupps. luckily not everyone was there yet so I was kinda relieved :)). hehs. then cat. class was so funn :)) We sorta played broken telephone. ya. haha. and then we came up with this really weird message like, "Nancy, Bill and Mary went to the video shop to get a video to watch at Mary's house on Saturday morning." That was like totally so off. haha. the actual one was sth like, "Nancy, Bill and Mary went to the video store on a saturday afternoon to get a video to watch on a saturday afternoon." haha I know the sentence doesn't make sense now but then I cannot remember the actual sentence but it was SOMETHING like that la. and then after broken telephone auntie margaret was talking to us awhile and then they got James and Ashley and erm.. two other guys to act this telephone conversation out for us. haha. It was really super funny. haha. Just thinking abt it makes me feel like laughing. haha. I'm feeling so high today.. I'm not on drugs obviously but whatever. :))

`haha. yesterday Audaud and I were like, talking on the phone for so long..haha. she was practically telling me her life story haha. She said that she went for some after school care thingy at Cherish baptist in Sgn Gdns. haha so cool. :)) ya so we were talking until abt 12 something.. then she had to go sleep cos she was feeling tired. then she was still on the com. ya. but then I think I slept earlier than her. haha. I think audaud knows the real reason why church was so funn today right? haha. I saw 2 ppl wearing Arsenal Jerseys today. yay. One was Thomas and the other guy I didn't know. haha. I think I know why. Arsenal won Charlton 4-0. haha. Arsenal Rocks. So does Henry and Reyes. haha. kae I'm abit crazy now lar.. haha. Got tuition later.. horrible experience, tuition. Esp CHINESE tuition. haha. I can't believe it exams are like in 3 days time and I'm not studying. instead? I'm blogging. I'm so going to flunk all the exams lar.

`iLu :))

October 02, 2004

Saturday

`heyys

today lester called me in the middle of lunch. We were having lunch at Pizza Hut at heartland mall there. I ate lasagne :)) yummm. so he wanted to ask me who the person who called him barbarian was..

`iLu

October 01, 2004

Thursday

I'm thirteen years old, but even now I can remember everything from that year, down to the smallest details. I relive that year often in my mind, bringing it back to life, and I realise that when I do, I always feel a strange combination of sadness and joy. There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that If I did, the joy would be gone as well. So I take the momories as they come, accepting them all, letting them guide me whenever I can. This happens more often then I let on.... As I leave my houe, I glance around. The sky is overcast and gray, but as I move down the street, I notice that the dogwoods and azaleas are blooming, I zip my jacket just a little. The temperature is cool, though I know it's only a matter of weeks before it will settle in to something comfortable and the gray skies give way to the kind of days North Carolina one of the most beautiful places in the world.
With a sigh, I feel it all coming back to me. I close my eyes and the years begin to move in reverse, slowly ticking backward, like the hands of a clock rotating in the wrong direction. As if through someone else's eyes, I watch myself grow younger;... Lessons I've learnt with age grow dimmer, and my innocence returns as that eventful year approaches.
Then, like me, the world begins to change: roads narrow and some become gravel, suburban sprawl has been replaced with farmland, downtown streets teem with people, looking in windows as they pass Sweeney's bakery and Palka's meat shop. Men wear hats, women wear dresses. At the courthouse up the street, the bell tower rings...
I open my eyes and pause. I am standing outside the church, and when I stare at the gable, I know exactly who I am.- adapted from A walk to remember by nicholas sparks.

`heyys :))

Today wasn't really quite interesting...except that we were bullying suzy again and JN said that he loved her. ahahaaa. Audaud made me sing the maiphenrai song with her so many times. :D oh oh and "I won't say I'm in love" too. hahaaa. Love that song :D we missed PE today because it was raining.. :( so ms lee came in and we did lit. instead! It was really fun because it was something that I could actually give the answers to.. not something that puzzles me. Or maybe I'm just plain dumb. Spent yesterday night typing out the lyrics for the Chang and Eng songs. Well, only four of them, but considering I had to listen to the music to get the lyrics, it took about an hour or so because my typing is very slow. Woops. I can't tell you why I was hyperventilating becauese it's kind of private. Oh noooo. my computer has gotten this stupid disease that when you type something wrongly and you delete it and write over it, it will write over the next word which means I have to type out the whole sentence. That is SUPER frustrating. anyway.. I've gotta go find something to do now.. maybe some quizzes or something. :))I love my blog. :))

`iLu :))

Thursday

`heyys.

omg omg omg omg omg..I'm hyperventilating..

more later.. too much in hysterics to type anything.
anyway, it's the end of recess.
Plus, I haven't done my history.

`iLu :))