bella's lullaby

go listen this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhN7SG-H-3k

RIVER FLOWS IN YOU by Yiruma

It's a very comfortable music to calm me down...

Makes me feel serene and tranquil...

Strangers In My Dreamland

i dreamed something strange last night

an old man telling me something seriously

yet i dun remember wad it is

he appeared and vanished out of the blue

when i encountered problems in my dreamland

i would yell very loudly, until he turned up

i told my mom that there was an old man telling me weird things

she didn't believe me... =(

and then, (this is real)

when i woke up suddenly

i felt there was a young man standing beside me

staring and watching me to sleep

but i didn't see anything

merely felt the chillness

overall, insomnia haunted me so terribly yst night

i couldn't even close my eyes completely to have a tight sleep

awww man...

who were the old man and young man actually??

i really dunno...

Teachers

still got 26 days left...

wow... time passes so fast...

i'm going to sit 4 PMR soon

last year i was only form 2

the year before last year i was only form 1. (like my brother)

n now it's the end of my form 3 life

form 4 nex year, then form 5

aft SPM, i hv to bid goodbye to my secondary schoolmates...

n start to put my first step into the society

this morning,

i was thinking (day-dreaming suites better) abt wad i shall do aft my SPM...

"OMG~ u haven't pass your pmr n now u r telling me wad u gonna do aft spm?!!"

my best fren (amanda) said so to me when i told her that i wanna be a temporary school tchr in my primary school (San Yuk) LOL!!

but i'm serious... i love children... i love tching too...

sometimes i'll think of my teachers when i almost give up my study...

teachers are special for me... they play so many roles besides teaching..

eg: book sellers, clerks, judges, motivators, nurse etc..

that's y!!

i can still rmb the class teacher names who have taught me b4 since standard 1 =D

standard 1 : tai jia bi 老师 (unfortunately she passed away when i was only 12... i hope she's well in the heaven now)

standard 2: liu li fen 老师 (she's still teaching i guess)

standard 3: zhou yu zuan 老师 (she has been transferred to another school when i was 11)

stnadard 4: - chen li ping 老师 (she resigned n prefers to be a housewife =)

- chen zhen xiu 老师 (she took over the previous tchr's post )

standard 5 n 6: huang bao zhen 老师 (she has been transferred to sjk selayang i suppose..)

they are always in my heart even after i become a person's wife and somebody's momma... <3

mb i'll give up my actual career and prefer to be a dedicated teacher~ who knows? =)

7th Aug 2010

it'll be 7th aug...2010 tmr

many feelings r matted messily in my mind right now

i realised that.. time passes very quicky when u r in love... and vice versa when u r lost...

i used 2 be embedded in our promises, our sweet moments, our wishes of "goodnight"...

AND LOVE

yet...

all of them r gone now

within 1 year...

does everlasting love exist in this cruel reality?

我爱他

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwyHa0czOps

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢 地下铁里的风 比回忆还重 整座城市一直等着我 有一段感情还在漂泊  对他唯一遗憾是分手那天 我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来 若那一刻重来 我不哭 让他知道我可以很好  我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘 曾为他相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来  我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心深深伤过却不会忘 我和他不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最终的荒唐   如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢 伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗 曾经依靠彼此的肩膀 如今各自在人海流浪  我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘 逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害 越深的依赖 越多的空白 该怎么去爱  我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘 曾为他相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来  我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心深深伤过却不会忘 我和他不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最终的荒唐  如果还有遗憾是分手那天 我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来 若那一刻重来 我不哭 让他知道我可以 很好 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bhxjr-mhTXs