from a FB quiz


The thing that makes you happy,even though you might not realise it is love and caring. You like to spend quiet time at home with your family or hang with your friends. As fun-loving as you are, you're also a very emotional person and would have a hard time dealing with life without the love ingredient. The ability to make people laugh is always on your side. Don't lose it. Careful though. Being so nice can go a long way. And having so many friends, some of which in constant need of attention, can be very stressful at times. Don't overdo it. After all, being so open and friendly for no apparent reason also brings in the threat of becoming vulnerable to traitors, hypocrtis etc... Trusting is always a risky business, don't let anyone invade your privacy, and never get too carried away in those annoying optimistic thoughts. Safety first (: Your ideal romantic match is an opposite of your character. He/she'll complete you in a unimaginable way and make you feel truly content, special... fulfuilled.

HOHO that bold line is extremely funny. danny are you the opposite of me! okay so i passed my theory trial test today. from 40/50 to 48/50 (now i know how tough driving actually is -.-) and you know how many times i checked before clicking end test?! like four times! my heart was having palpitations when i was waiting for the screen to show me my results. i know how dumb right. okay so this kinda makes me feel like i should have worked harder when i was in secondary school hur. secondary school failing class test to me was = no big deal. actually okay mabye it was a deal. but only by abit then i'd just get frustrated and everything but its over by the time school's over. i wish i wasnt so happy go lucky when i was in secondary school! or studied smarter. made more effort. not doing last minute studying. less selective of what i wanted to study. paid more attention. be more responsible when it came to studies. then maybe i wont be in nursing :/ although actually it was medical shows that made me put nursing in the end. also because i always feel so sad for people at the hospital! dont ask me why i just do. not for those mothers who have just given birth no of course not. but of cos i do get annoyed when they just get us to wheel their baby out to be put on parade for family and relatives and leave us to change their nappies and bottle feed their baby. okay sounds wrong but still im not your babysitter. which probably explains why i didn enjoy being in the nursery! babies are cute but still scary cos its not your baby your looking after its others. when something happens you get scared shit and its all your fault :( hence why i have always told myself i would never work in KKH. not because the staff nurses ruined both attachments there ( i swear they never smile. majority of them at least.) but because i dont think i can control my tears if i see kids crying in pain. or if they keep crying and i dont know why! (that was horrible! i even had to ask my guy friend for help cos i really didn know what the kid wanted!) so yes im still waiting to see why im in nursing. cos until now i still havent seen or realised the WHY part yet. everytime i think i know it then it just doesnt seem to fit again. so yes maybe i'll finally get my answer during PRCP. or maybe when i see a dead body or touch it i dont know. although i heard its just almost like the patient is sleeping thats all. oh and really really cold to touch. so yes today is my 1000th post and i've decided its byebye for now :D 1000th is a good number! nice and whole and its been what. four years i think since 05 i've been here. longest attachment ever i think. so yes moving somewhere else (: but i'll still be back to look at archives when i feel the need to reminisce! goodbye blog :>

NS 5 down CT and NURM to go :] happppppy. dr thomas was like. i can tell from your conversations you have all matured very much HAHAH seriously funny. heeho bestie coming home (: holidays coming but yes have projects HAHAH but ohwells :D have smart people in the group i like :]]

happy entry! i passed my practical test! to my brother's delight and now hes waiting for expensive presents when i officially start working what nonsense right tsk! anyway yay we all passed practical exam ((: although i must thank khai veryvery much for swapping with me! terimah kasih khairul anwar! hahah abu also another one. text me suddenly thanking me for CT answers hahah okaaay happyhappy! baby did well for exams too (: so we're happy people today heh. he picked me from school to go yck for my theory trial (which i still failed! no more! third time must pass!) then we went NYP odd like nobody's business cos i was wearing NP shirt i kept telling him we were gonna get caught. walking back to his car he said: eh see we made it out! told you already EEE lols. then drove me to driving centre then picked me from yishun then home (: i wanna go zoo during holidays! anyone? heh Girly! is zhixiang gonna drive us to henderson wave :D hee. okay common tests monday weds friday i can do it three papers! :D with the most difficult one on monday! lets pray hard i'll understand what CLP is saying and understand ECGs and what not hoho. okay im off (:

Phylisia: heh yesyes miss you ketchup soon after term tests (: lubcheeewwww

i swear exam fever makes me impossible to live with. NS 5 is seriously screwed i wonder how to be a future nurse heeho congratulations to me then. i cant wait for my two week break i miss MCH alotalot. i miss meow + zx's lameness i feel very indifferent around a certain group of people its weird hell weird i dont know how to explain it. school's still okay with only a few hours a day this week this i have something to be happy about no 8am classes. EVELYN hahah yes i agree CLP gone crazy this i agree wholeheartedly. year 3 is soooooo screwed tyvm

time to blogblog! school has been an eventful week! i think hahah been mugging (a little only when i feel motivated and not distracted.) hmm friday met danny we went town. we were walking around then looked at our watches and we were like ' ehh its not even 6 how come we have so much time today!' lols damn funny. we went town then bus-d to plaza sing and saw joshua hahah. we shouted JOSHUA JOSHUA from the escalator lols. oh and we walked into countless toy stores RIGHT BOYFRIEND! like zomg i think at least 10 in total! ate at aston's at The Cathay service quite sucky manager annoying like nobody's business food pretty okay baked potato was yummy :D heh then to his place to watch the 9pm show! has tay ping hui! but he hasnt appeared yet :( okay now im asking zhixiang if he can drive girly and i to henderson wave heehee. on sat met sister to study. we ate mac so i could get my coke glass for my dad hahah then we went SSC's MOF to mug. it was relatively empty no queue whatsoever THEN THIS GIRL HAD THE GALL TO POINT AT US SAYING SEE SEE PEOPLE COME STUDY ASS. if the place was bloody crowded with a long queue we wouldn have sat there studying mind you. we're not insolent brats neither are we inconsiderate citizens tsk. we kept eyeballing her till she chickened and changed seats and got her friend to order the food at the counter (: i know we sound mega ah lian but i assure you we aint (: ohwells okay school tomorrow!

interview was thumbs up :DD okay or maybe cos he did ask me the same question that he asked me during tutorial. which promptly led me to say: urm actually you already asked me this question. during tutorial. HAHAH i think mr sunil probably thought i was nutnut for giving him such a reply! during the actual assessment somemore! okay i know im quite a horrible student too. oh and screw ns 5 really seriously (: irresponsible nurses?! well whos to blame when you openly admitted that "humans can make mistakes" after we questioned you why information was wrong but was still printed and only made known to us AFTER we've taken the test? how unprofessional you are when you openly announce to the whole class a particular person failed both your tests. oh and is our test paper an outlet for you to vent your frustration or something. all i seem to see on my test papers and others is a whole bunch of words which needless to say doesnt even mean anything to most of us tyvm. you want specific answers? how specific is your question in the first place. bloooooddddyyyy hell. okay i've said my piece just waiting for SET (: woo okay now i feel better (: no nsl tomorrow. actually it doesnt feel like school for the next few days! except 8am classes are killers. plus it'll be 8am all the way till august! im just wondering how im gonna survive prcp cos i think im a weakling and i'll cry my balls out after the first week (: ohh when i hit 1000th post im saying buhbyeeee. cos too many people know too many young people know it makes me uncomfortable cos i keep thinking i'll say/type something wrong here which leads to misunderstanding which i dont want (:

I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier oh

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier crazier