this is realy funny... haha.. there's a FHM mag circulating among the guys... and their reaction's really funny when other people find out about it.. haha... it's quite a laugh...

as for me.. reverse psychology works... i've told alpha that i allow him to buy if he wants... haha.. he prob only bought 1 month's issue... and that was the last of it.. haha.. =) i'm a pure genius.. haha... ok... maybe i'm a little nuts... but who cares... anyway... it's time for the lecturer who can't speak properly.. i think i should go now... and listen... and try either not to get too angry.. or to try not to laugh my head off... haha....

ok... this is how the story goes... was supposed to do a game (as in design one) over the past 2 weeks... we've been designing games for like..... 2 milleniums... (yar right.... more like.. never...) ok... so we try to do it... and... for once.. actually want to listen to the lecturer... and that's when the stupid lecturer/module leader had to take 1 week leave to sit for some exam.... so basically, we were left to ourselves to do the stupid project.. deadline was sunday at midnight... din hand in.. lecturer came back on monday n extended it to tuesday.. thing is... he din wanna tell us how to do anything... so yeah.. went home and struggled thru it... saved it... went to my uncle's house... and when i opened the file when i came back, everything went missing... sigh.. in times like this, i really really hate computers... they just suck... sigh.... yup... so i din hand in.... can't be bothered no more... bleahx..

it's da first lesson of the day.. and i'm already falling asleep... now i'm starting to think that i never really woke up.... bleahx... i need sleep!!! hmm... for updates... the good thing's that alpha might be out on wednesday night... so fun! haha.. ok.. i'm going mad again... haha... oh well... tata... got class...

and... just like this, the weekend's gone... and with that, alpha too... well, i guess i've more or less learnt how to adapt...

this weekend.. has been superb.... i got what i want for christmas!! haha... ok... maybe i still miss him even though i've juz seen him juz now.. but... i guess that's natural... rite??? it's been a really busy weekend... and it's been filled with a lot of both of our families... friday night was at my relative's house... and sat nite was at his relative's house... had quite a lot of fun... besides that... everyone in church is saying that's he's become very tan... (which is good...) haha.. can compete with me liao.. amazing what NS can do in juz 2 weeks eh? haha.. anyway, don't feel like talking much no more... tata...

1 more day! 1 more day! hahahahaha.. i'm a happy gal...

not at the moment actually... yeah... kind of stuck in school.... having a three hour break... with a test to study for and an assignment to hand up by midnight this sunday... yeah... and the worst part, no one knows where to study til for the test... as for the assignment, even better......... we know nuts how to do what we've gotta do... they basically didn't teach anything... and they expect us to hand in a nice lil game on sunday... i tell u.. they are nuts... <- they.. refering to the lecturers... esp. mine.. coz he's incharge of this module... haven't seen him this entire week coz he had some exams or something like that... so.. we ended up having 2 different lecturers this week.. and they din really do much either.... bleahx.. i so wanna complain... this juz sucks lor... it's da eve of christmas eve.. and i'm in school... i juz hate it... none of my other friends have the mood to study.. the guys... they're always playing games.. as for the gals, nope.. we're all not in the mood... sigh... poly life juz sucks larh.. well.. i guess that depends on how we look at it... yeah...

currently, i got no idea whether i should go for training later... firstly, i've got no cash.. secondly, i may not have the time to finish da cards n pressies for christmas... but on da other hand, we've got a few new members in the club.. and if i don't go for training, i'll never get to know them... maybe i should go.. and de-stress.. think it'll do me some good...

life's really boring... the christmas tree in the atrium simply sucks... it's so.... re-used.. and it's not decorated nicely either... bleahx... and now... of all times.. my ear itchy.. haha... so i guess u've figured long long time ago that i'm bored and i have absolutely no interest in doing other stuff besides criticizing other stuff... n da stupid emcee... or should i say radio DJ... in da background... so annoying... screa thru the mic... like... oh pls... give me a break... well.. i think i should stop here.. otherwise u'll juz end up having a lot to read.... argh.... i'm annoyed...

second lecture of da day.. second update... i HATE lecturers who can't speak properly... so so so so so annoying.. they're trying to teach.. but can't pronounce words... ah!!!!!!!!!!! i need music.. but unlike malays.... i dun wear a tudong.. cannot hide anything.... *grinz* haha.. aiyah... forget it larh.. so pointless... argh... annoyed...

it's a wednesday... i'm already in school.. and boy is da lecturer boring... gonna be a long day... but it's not like i have a choice rite?! hmm... anyway, din come to school yesterday... had an extra 3 over hours of sleep before getting kicked out of bed... yup...

besides that.... din speak to alpha yesterday.. he din call.. but oh well... it doesn't really matter... yup.. he did msg after all... haha... yup.. had piano last night... kenna drilled on one particular song... painfully slow process... heh... not my style of playing... but bo bian oso.. haha... after that... had a christmas party wif "POP" haha.. had quite a lot of fun... we wanted to play games to entertain ourselves.. but in da end we juz ended up talking da night away... was super crappy.. haha.. but nice larh... had a 10.30 curfew.. but broke it... din get home til about 11... no one to walk home wif me earlier.. haha.. it seemed as though i had to pull all of them away... but i guess it was good anyway... otherwise the police would probably have needed to make a trip down.. bad YF culture... haha.. at least it's more or less broken now coz we seldom have camps in church... yup.. that's about it larh.. got not much to say...

..2 more days..

it's been a week already.... since my last update... this past week has been more or less a roller coaster ride... yup... some downs... n some ups... yeah.. da downs were rather down.. and the ups... the total opposite.. anyway, he's been in for 10 days already... really miss him... but i'm surviving... thanks to all my feiends... and of course... God! yup.. anyway, gonna go for class now... not going go into further details.. tata...

today was ok i guess.. yesterday was ok too.. haha.. i had quite a lot of fun bowling actually... kind of a way to release stress... but was pretty tired.. to i got pretty hyper... haha.. think i freaked gerald aka club president out... haha... ok...

so.. update... school's started... homework and all... well.. yes and no.. haha.. but honestly, i'm still not in a study mood.. don't know whether i'll ever be.. haha.. that's just me i guess... today... counted as quite slack liao... school ended at 12... came home.. took a nap.. went for piano.. but guess what?! i'm still tired.. haha... yup...

as for alpha.... well, what can i say?!?!?!?! hmm.. how bout... i really miss him... but i guess i'm slowly getting use to the fact that he's not around... sigh... say all u want... but in case u all don't know me... i'm not as independent as i look.. i'm only human... yeah.. the happiest about 15-20 minutes of my day... when he calls... =) puts a smile on my face juz thinking bout it.. haha... i'm real glad that i've got him... love him a lot... (ok.. so this might sound.. hmm.. however u'd like to put it larh.. haha.. i dun care!) =)

nitez~

It's a sunday evening... i'm home and online already... yup...

yesterday's tournament was kind of crappy... no one was in da mood to bowl... well, i definately wasn't... would have chosen to be somewhere else actually.. nvm... hmm.. anyway, i won da ladies hi-game throphy.. for the simple fact that i was the only lady bowler there... and what's worst.... my average score was lower than usual... haha...

yup.. service was good anyway... yeah.. but was kind of falling asleep... yawned so so so much.. haha... after that, held AV ministry debrief coz jenn wasn't around... den went to give out pamphlets... some publicity for da purpose driven life thing... yupyup... had a good time at the cinema with nel... =) after abit of walking, came home..

i guess my weekend was ok... it was just different... i guess after 31 months, it's juz different not having alpha around... oh well... really looking forward to christmas... sure i miss him, but my life goes on anyway.. haha.. oh well... my smile will continue! dun worry... i'm not all that insecure without him... i've always been known for being independent... (i think... haha...)

a new day has come... sadly, it's DA day... i guess i'm holding up alright.. but i've now got a stupid headache becoz of my neighbour's cat... sure i love cat's but that cat has been crying for like.. almost a whole hour?!?!?! it's kind of crazy come to think bout it... anyway, my mind's been blown away... thinking too much bout him... like anyone else here, i prob won't... actually, i know i won't be seeing him til christmas morning... boy does that seem like a long time... the time with him today has flown by really quickly... and what's more, i've got a tournament which i dun really feel like playing... sigh... oh well... i need to go n rest now...

*Je t'aime*

It's me again... haha.. hey all u peeps... sorry bout the long long disappearing act... haha... was very very busy... and tired... but actually come to think about it, i'm always very busy... ok... now for an update on life...

FACT camp was superb.... yup.. had a lot of fun getting to know more people... yup... hmm... in general, i wish the camp never ended... life then was just superb... no worries.. no hassle... had tonnes of fun with my group... anyway, there are a few people that i'd like to thank for making the whole camp possible... firstly, God! yup.. nothing would be possible without him... moving on, we have our dearest camp comm... i think i won't list out the names.. i'd be going on forever... but yeah... thanks for all your hard work guys... really appreciate it... next on, we have my camp group 'Peter'... you guys were awesome.. though we were prob the quietest group... but hey... we had fun yeah? haha... ok... then after that, comes the rest of the camp... thanks for making everything a success... haha.. why i'm saying this?! it's becoz without any one of the things i've mentioned, the camp would have probably not happen or would be less fun that it was... haha... yup... =)

ok.. next thing that's been going on... well, i'm back to school... it kind of sucks to know that when everyone else is having holidays, u've gotta go back to school.. yeah.. quite depressing manz... yeah.. this sem, i've got like... 3 programming modules i think... out of which 2 are quite similar... they all say will get confused... haha... total for this sem, 7 modules... including the interdisciplinary ones... 2 of them... i dropped french... *sobz* i'd love to take it again.. but i just can't spare the time.. as it is, i'm already running around like a mad dog.. ok.. maybe not mad... how bout a young kitten?? it's not like i've got alot of energy.. it's just that i've got no choice.. but i'm not really complaining bout the hectic schedule i have.. otherwise, i'd be complaining about having nothing to do... i'd prefer to be so busy than to juz sit around and stone... sadly, i can't work either.. coz got no time... though i'd love the extra cash.. got so many things i gotta get.. for instance a knee guard to protect my knee from getting damaged.. a bowling ball... christmas pressies for special pple.. not that u're not special... but yeah.. i can't possibly give presents to all my hundreds of friends.. so pardon me if i don't k... yeah...

oh.. i forgot to add in... i went to trim my hair... and i highlighted it too... yeah... most people say it looks good... and most people has also been saying i've lost weight... i can't tell though.. to me, i look the same... i think i weigh the same too.. or at least the last time i tried... wasn't really effective though.. was wearing jeans which were wet at the bottom... (rainy days.. yuck...) and if i'm not mistaken, i just ate before weighing myself.. haha...

oh well.. that's about it... i really should go.. having practical.. finished liao.. but i think it's only polite to pay attention..

adieu

it's me again.. haha.. ok.. i'm like being lame.. how many ways can u start a post?! anyway, it's been quite sometime since i've updated my blog... the only thing significant i remember is sat....

that was a tiring day... woke up early, had breakfast den went for 2 hrs of training... yup.. after that, had a 2 hr tournament... so it was tiring both physically and mentally... after that, had to rush off for cell... yup.... so da whole day, was rushing here... rushing there... rushing everywhere.. ok.. maybe not everywhere larh... hmm... yeah.. that's about all...

sunday... was at 4th service again... and will be for the coming week... i'm starting to forget how it feels like at 3rd service... haha.. hope not...

ok... fast forward... today.. had a nice time.. went to the science centre with alpha.. had so much fun... planet games.. the old games were fun.... haha.. some of them quite crap... but fun larh.. haha... after that, walked the rest of the science centre... boy oh boy... lot of things have changed... but the good old ones are still there... haha... =)

yeah.. besides that, heart juz shattered.... mommy said i can't see alpha off at tekong.. *sobz* n she asked me to go for my school's bowling tournament that day.. i guess i'll go if she sponsers.. but yet again.. will i be able to concentrate??? sigh.. life just sux...

it's time for another update.. =) haha.. getting lazier to update this liao... haha.. but anyway, on sat... i guess it was rather eventful... haha.. hmm... let's see.. da day started rather early... had to wake up at 7 plus i think... yup... 0730... haha.. hmm... went for ya kun breakfast with mummy dearest.. nice food.. yum yum... haha... then after that, had to rush off for training... bowling that is.. yup... the first training for the school team... well, in a way, it was different from da other trainings coz we were mostly left to practice by ourselves... sighz... tough... different lane conditions every wk even though it's da same alley... yup.. ok.. that's about all for bowling...

in da afternoon, had mcs alumnae high tea... yup... i guess u could say it was a rather bitchy affair... haha.. yup... of da 100s of people there, there was only 1 guy in the entire function... yup... that was rather funny... haha.. oh yeah.. food was good too.... anyone for goodwood park high tea?? haha.. yup.. at the same time, the goodwood park manager sponsered a one night stay at a deluxe room for 2.... oh.. she's actually an ex-gal... haha... =) their family actually owns the place.. haha.. cool eh?! and guess what's even cooler??? my mom won the prize... so we're gonna go for an extremely short break in awhile... yay... haha.. but dunno when.. it's valid til april nxt year anyway... haha.. so... oh well...

yup.. that's about the highlights... the rest was just spent bumming... haha.. oh.. n went for a facial juz now too... =)

I'm a happy gal now.. haha.. and i'm awake at this time in da morning.. haha.. one in a million kind of thing.. ok lar.. maybe not million... how bout a blue moon... yup.. anyway, juz had breakfast wif my mama after the overnite prayer session... yup... so... i juz feel... happy... haha... glad i went for the session actually... eye opener.. and quite hectic too... doing sound for 7 hrs is no joke.. haha...

ok... so... update... yesterdae afternoon.. suppose to go out with judy and alicia.. but in da end, ended up with esta... haha... yup... long story.. dun really have the mood to talk right now either... hmm.... oh... highlight... bought another pair of shoes!!! happy!!! haha.. yay! yup...

bible study... it was good... as usual... always enjoy learning more stuffy... =) thanks jo..

nxt.... prayer meeting... well, to be honest, i was rather surprised at da number of pple that attended it.. i think it well exceeded most people's expectations... yup... many CS pple.. almost the whole of cell 5 was there... boys zone.. quite a number... to name afew... sam chew, amos etc... and for the gals side.. also quite a number.. melissa, joy and co... haha... as for POP... sadly, use 1 hand oso can count... haha... jo.p, clara, alicia, bb n me.. haha.. sad rite? yeah.. i was actually quite surprised that the younger ones turned up for it... and.. i'm glad they did too... =) we had fun worshipping and praying... good experience too... and thankfully, God kept most.. if not all of us awake.. haha.. from what i heard, no one used the rooms that were opened for people to rest in... haha... it's just amazing what God does isn't it?! there were really young kids around... to those who are like... 80 plus... or something like that... haha... good experience...
if we ever have this again, i encourage those that din go to go.. i'm sure u'll be blessed... =)

anyway, tc... i'm off to bed now.. haha.. i think internal clock cock-up liao.. haha... oh well....

looks like it's been some time since my last update... reason being... not much to update about.. life has been the same as i last updated... eat, sleep, play n bowl.. well.. last wk it was just eat, sleep n play actually... yup.. managed to stay away from da alley.. haha...

hmm... today... went bowling after the long long 1 wk plus... well.. i guess i'm glad i can bowl again.. but den again, it juz felt different... didn't have the drive that i had 2 wks ago.. haha.. bowl myself silly... fingers hurt like hell.. yup.. i thought they had gotten better.. but then.. today when i started again, they started hurting again.. sigh... oh well.. but juz continued playing anyway... another strange thing today is that... my ball can finally hook properly.. or so i think.. haha... dunno whether it's correct or not even though the outcome is there... ok.. so that part wasn't exactly strange.. it was da part when i released it near the extreme left, it went straight to the extreme right and hooked back to the left side's gutter... gawd knows how i did that... heh... it's definately not so easy.. haha.. oh well.. back to practice i guess...

school team's practice it startng this sat morning.... and honestly, i don't really feel up to it... and as for why?! it's because i've got the lowest average there... like... bout 30 pin difference from da one on top of me... and alicia kang prob wun be going... think she's in australia.. melbourne or sydney... i dunno oso.. sure i'll haf my group of friends there supporting me and all.. but it's sad when u're at the bottom... kind of like malu... and a really small factor... it's really really far away.. such a bummer dunch u think... yeah... and to think that there's another round of selections sometime or another... that's scary too.. like.. can i juz not go for da school team's training and get myself kicked out? it's better than wasting time coz basically everyone knows that the weakest goes... sigh... like... da 4 other gals at da try-outs had about 150-160 averages... and da others... well, even worst... da others are all national/national youth players... *sobz* life is depressing.. no?! oh well....

ok... so IVP selection's finally over... 3 gruelling days of competition against ur own friends... haha.. but the bright side is.... i'm a gal... so.. not much competition.. haha... oh wel.. yeah.. finally can type properly now.. was ice-ing my right hand da other time.. so couldn't type properly with one hand... yup...

anyway, i think i'm in the team.. or at least that's what they say... oh.. and i got mom to ban me from bowling for this week.. haha.. sounds dumb rite?? but yeah... it's for my own good... give my right hand time to heal... haha... it's in quite a horrible state at the moment... bruised and swollen.. haha... but... no pain no gain rite? haha...

yup... looks like this week's gonna be a boring week for me... nothing much to do... actually.. nothing at all... and the thing is... everyone else.. or at least those i hang out with.. are having their exams.. bummer... yup.. so i'll most likely be stoning online for da week.. oh well..

signing off...

today..... is da first day of IVP selections.... 1 done... 2 more days ago... and my thumb's already in quite horrible condition... in fact.. i'm only typing with my left hand... right hand's wrapped up in an ice pack.. haha... oh well.. anyway... the pple there mean business manz... it's freaky.... yup... oh well.. hard to type.. will upfate more when able to.... gotta preserve hand... haha.. otherwise may not last another 2 days... ciao..

oh manz... this sux so bad... it juz sux.... i hate my life...

basically... he's going on da 11th.. from now.. his A's are on... once they finish on the 25th... got youth leaders retreat... which is only for cell leaders this yr.. so i dunno whether i'll be there.. but he will be dere no matter what... straight after that.. either later on da 28th or on the 29th... they want to go on a holiday.. like... gawd.... i juz dun fit into the picture do i?!?! when he comes back, nxt day got YF camp liao... that would be like... time to share wif da other YFers... where on earth are we gonna find time for ourselves?? and straight after that, i'm back to school...

to add... christmas n new year fall on saturday... i've got school on christmas eve n new years eve... n after he gets in, he prob wun be allowed out until at nite... sigh...

life juz sux doesn't it!? it's juz so damn unfair...

is it life? or am i over reacting? everything juz doesn't seem right...

f*** larh...

hmm.... 2 of my mom's friends n herself... haf been asking me to get a life... if u dun get what i mean.... they're wondering why i get attached so young when i can go out n play... n enjoy life wif friends... n get to know other pple (in other words, more guys...)

well... i realyl don't know.. it's like... not much of a difference... coz alpha isn't that protective anyway... haha.. somehow, i get to do what i want... like... go out wif other guys.... but honestly.. he doesn't mind... kind of weird if u ask me.. but he says it's trust... heh... he's one of a kind larh... i oso dunno wad to say...

oh well.. i'm off to bed... got church tmr... tata...

ok... so... life since the week started has been more or less... sleep... eat... play... bowl... yup.. these 4 things onli... yup...

at about 8.30... my mom, grandma n maid went to sleep... real early.. haha.. and very seldom too.. oh well.. yup.. maid not feeling well... mom din sleep well coz i was up til really really late last nite.. and grand juz went to bed coz the maid would feel bad if she went to sleep b4 my grandma..

anyway.... all the enlistment letters are out.. and it sux... alpha has to go in on the 11th... heh.. what more can i say?! oh well...

ok.. short update.. yesterday started out horrid.. but din end too bad... and today wasn't that bad either.. :) oh yeah... btw... my laptop crashed again... so..... oh well.. gotta go fix it again.. bleahx

yesterday was fun... :) went bowling at victors... well, not before lunch at mos burger anyway.. *yummy* ate my normal teriyaki chicken burger... :) yup... anyway, after lunch, went to bowl at victors, marina south.. wif... nel... davin... derek... and... ying xin.. it was quite fun... juz that i give up hooking the stupid ball... (if u're thinking otherwise, go give urself a brainwash... *bish*) so... i juz threw straight balls for the last 2-3 games.. yup... sigh.. so fed-up... and getting the stupid rubber thingy changed will cost 10 bucks...

haha.. reason why i'm complaining... well, after counting what i have left for the rest of the month, i've come to realise that i DON'T HAVE MUCH CASH LEFT!!! okok.. so some of u might find it total rubish-y and all.. but hello!! which one of u won't go all out to do something u really like?!?!?!?! come on.... i'm only human.. yup... anyway, it's gonna cost me a bomb including da second hand spare ball i'm getting from my friend at 30 bucks... total for that ball will prob go up to 80 coz of the re-plugging.. sigh... tight on cash... so... for this month, avoid asking me out.. haha... (but on the other hand, who asks me out besides the normal few??? like... esta... alpha... and my bowling pals... heh...) sigh.. how i wish money really came from money plants... then, i'd be rich... w/o the 70 plus i used for giodarno shopping (which my mom asked me to)... i basically can't even train coz i wun haf enuff cash for the IVP selections at da end of the month...
what a bummer....

haha... well, think i'll stop there... like wow... have u ever seen me complain like that?! haha i dun think i've seen myself do that... oh well...

tata...

well... it's been 5 days since i've updated this... reason being... i'm too busy or... i simply can't be bothered... haha... hmm.. this week... it's been quite ok... lots of things to do... busy schedule... til todae.. yup... i was a piggy today... slept in... haha... really really late... haha...

anyway, highlights of the wk... stayed up pretty late on tuesday nite and wednesday nite... studied... on tuesday... gawd knows why i bothered to stay up til 4 plus when my paper the next day was still a complete blur... yup... as for my stats... i think still got hope larh... haha... hmmm.... bowling!!! i love bowling!! haha.. juz that it's expensive... haha.. but who's complaining.. haha.. whee!!!! yup.. try-outs of da school team's on da 29, 30 and 31 of this month.. i wanna get in!! haha.. gonna take a lot of practice too.. anyone wanna go play afew games with me?? but preferably victors bowl (marina south) can?? haha.. anyone wanna go.. let me know.. it's 1.50 a game on wkdaes before 6 pm.. yup...

besides that... nothing much... so tata!

Lot's been said... lot's been done... but i juz don't feel like saying anything... plenty's going thru my mind now... but... what's the use?! sigh... what are ur opinions on "do unto others what u want them to do unto u"?

it's a horrid day... don't know why.. but it just is.... yeah... feel like doing absolutely nothing today...

Je n'aime pas le livres et devoirs... Je n'aime pas du tot un cours... J'aime pas travailler, ni sortir.
c'est nul!

now that tuesday's over... well... guess it turned out ok... like any normal day... kind of relaxing i would say... but now, i'm like struggling... juz finished preparing for a CSA presentation... now studying for french test... and.. i'm like... so screwed... din go for revision last wk coz went to visit my grandma in hospital.. yeah... and now, i got absolutely no idea what's going on coz kannan din come online... so... i'm kind of like... way pissed... haha... superficial i guess.. can hardly get pissed at anyone for such a small reason.. unless he/she does it one too many times... yup...

anyway, as for today, oral presentation was a breeze... haha... other people presenting today were so busy trying to have all their points memorized... while nel n i were juz chatting bout any and everything under the sun... haha... oh what fun... anyway, after that, met up wif joseph, euge, esthergoh n alpha for a meeting... ssshhhhh... haha... played a bit of mahjong too.. yup.. that was relaxing in a way.. though the game was quite intense.. haha... yup.. that about summarizes da day... oh well.. tata...

will keep u updated if i'm still alive after tmr.. haha....

the wkend's gone... it's been hectic... lots of things happening... rather tired although i refused to rest... haha...

had da NP double's tournament da other day... close fight... good game... haha.. but i pity my partner... coz of me, he wasn't in da top 10... i think.... if i was in form, we could have been able to clinch a prize... but sadly..... sigh... dun talk liao larh.... short of 24 pinfall to get into top 10.. sad.... but oh well, at least i'll have 2 more years or so to get some throphys to call my own... haha.. oh well.. besides that, da wkend was quite good larh... relaxing... even though mom said i can't relax when i'm out on da streets... but it was nice... haha

today.... my stats class... da lecturer seemed depressed... dunno why oso... haha... he was definately not himself... well... i guess everyone has problems.... oh well, i gotta do presentation now.. tata

wanted to update this last nite... but was too tired.... haha...

well, grand had her op yesterdae... thanks to all those who prayed! =) the op was a success and she's in better condition than everyone expected.... the doctors and all too... infact, she's quite alert... but somehow, still a little disorientated... yup.. thanks to everyone, her estimated hospital stay of 3 days was only a one nite one... yup... =)

I'm at my programming class... and it's really amazing how many vulgarities have been floating around in the air for the past hour or so... everyone's starting to pull their hair out... even those who did well for da last common test.. as for me, i don't act like i'm stressed... i juz go a little more insane than i normally am... and.. it really freaks my friends out... haha... whee!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... and the worst part is, the weaker pple are like... completely lost... but sadly, i'm loosing myself too.. so i can't really help them with anything... hahahahahahaa.....

Taking my own sweet time... strolling in the rain... raindrops falling on my face... getting soaked...

life goes on.... since the last update, life hasn't changed much... it's just the same... if not, it's gotten worse....

bowling probably helped me to relax a little... but that was only for that night... the wkend just got worse.... haha... i seem to be using that a lot now... friday......... draggy... spent da day with alpha... not complaining though... spending so much time on work, it's only right to spend some time with him... yeah... besides that, i probably spent most of the weekend doing school work... it's really nuts how pple can pile u up with assignments all around the same time... and it's amazing how much work u've gotta do for any single assignment... stay up til about 2 plus 3 at nite during da wkends... almost went nuts... haha.. actually.. that possibility's still hanging... i'm still tired... if not, u might say, exhausted....

today's a weird day..... it's only the first half of the day... but still... it's been out of this world... got up late... nothing unusual there... rushed thru my bath and my breakfast... got pissed off at my grandma... but i decided for her good and also mine, i'd just shut up... heart kind of shattered actually... she just keeps saying things to hurt people... sure we know she's scared coz of her op... but this is still out of the world.. all i asked her was juz why she was eating one slice of bread instead of her normal 2... from there.... the friendly conversation i thot i'd have turned into one where she started saying that we all don't care about her... every little thing also go against her... blah blah blah... what she doesn't realise it that it's not us.. it's her that starts everything... all we do it reply something she asked or try to start a conversation... it's like... i'm super freaked coz of her op too ya noe... afterall, she's been taking care of me since i was born... i'm really close to her... sigh.. i wish she'd come to her senses and stop saying things like... can't u stop going against me all the time and let me live the remainder of my life in peace?! gosh... i just don't believe it... why like that?!?!?!?!

then left the house at 7.30... took a bus to upper thomson... and took a cab from there.... but... what te heck man.. was still late... passed by at least one accident and one break down... oh.... and damn singapore drivers man... can't they not drive slowly when they pass??? so bloody inconsiderate... pain in the asses... almost caused me and my 2 fwens to lose 10 marks for our assignment... luckily we got to the office before they collected the cds... *phew*

yeah.. been feeling a lil off too.... not mentally.. but it's more physical.... head's been spinning a little... besides that, stomach feels weird... and when i got off the cab juz now, motion sickness... people say i look pale.. but who knows?!?!? haha... maybe if i'm lucky enuff, i'll juz drop dead.. haha... and i'm like.. extremely cold in class today... i'm not sure if it's da weather coz my friends seem ok... just now at least.. now they're all cold too.. heh..

besides all this, now that one assignment's out of the way, here comes a whole lot of others.. well, had most of them already.. but it's like... how many things can you do at the same time?? it's madness... for all those who are not in poly, a word from me to u... don't believe what people say that poly is slack.. coz it definately isn't.... esp. when it comes to projects and all...

sigh... feel like shit now...

life sux

it's a gloomy thursday afternoon... and it sux...
i'm depressed.... and wondering why the world's so unfair....

*sigh*

hello... yup.. it's me again.. told u i'd by updating it..

anyway, u want updates, can..... but no one said they'd be nice ones or ones that were happy... today is just not my day! prob got off the wrong side of bed... but come to think about it, there is only one side to get off from... sigh... oh well... and as usual, i was sleepie.... i'm definately no morning person...

ok... so i juz execute my normal routine of getting ready for school.... sit down, have a quick breakfast, and then rush off to school... yup.. so there i was... on the way out to the bus stop on the opposite side of the road, i saw 3 buses leave the bus stop.. not any 3 buses.. but the buses i could take to school... so what to do?!!? juz wait lor.. not like i had the cash to take cab... after about 10 minutes, the bus finally came... got on thinking that the rest of the journey would be smooth.. but... i was wrong... once the bus turned into upper thomson road... it got itself stuck in a jam... like.. is it just me? or is everyone else having the monday blues?! luckily i was on a 165.. so i took it all the way to adam's road to change a 74... jam+sleepy=juz sleep larh... haha.. so yeah.. took a nice nap on the bus.. yeah.. so the stupid bus got jammed all the way... upper thomson, lornie, adam... sigh.. not much i can change unless i own my own jet or somethin...
anyway, finally ended up in school 40 minutes late... skipped the first tutorial... haha...

besides that, finally found out the grade that i've not received... and now... i've got an A+, A, B+, B and lastly a C+... for which is which, u go find out urself.. play mix and match! i take fundamentals of statistics, java programming, computer systems and architecture, internet and multimedia fundamentals and lastly, french.. haha... if u wanna know dan ask me.. haha

anyway, went home for lunch... that was kind of nice.. haha.. prob bout the only nice thing today... after that, went back to school for psp practical.. realised i had a lot of problems with my laptop again... so brought it up to the support centre... yup.. spend 2 full hours there... but din get anything fixed... haf to go back there at 8 plus tmr morning... life's just so sickening... when u think u can sleep in, something has to crop up and ruin ur nice plans.. heh.. hate my life... gonna be spending like... 4 over hours in da service centre... heh... not the nicest place to be in... or at least i don't like it... stupid laptop...

yeah... so.. i finally left school at 10 past 6... or 18:10 for those that dun get it... had piano lesson at 18:30.. thomson... so... guess what i had to do?! take a cab down even when i'm already super broke... and got surcharge summore... sigh...

den at piano lesson, kanna so many new songs to prepare for next wk and so much theory homework... it's like... does the world think i don't need to sleep or something?!!?!??!?!?!?! everywhere i turn, it's assignments... projects.... homework... other commitments... (which for this once, alpha's not counted coz he's occupied with his prelims...)and a spoilt laptop... besides that, i'm seriously lacking sleep... for those who know me well enuff, i'm not one who falls asleep on the bus unless i'm drop dead tired... and i've been doing that a lot... anyway, that about concludes my day....

and at the looks of it, tmr's gonna be sucky too... i'll have to wake up at about.... 6... latest 6.30... get to school by 8 plus... sit in da stupid support centre re-doing everything... den prepare for my OP(oral presentation.. not ocean pacific..) go for OComm.. den sports after that... got attachment sommore... wun be done til about 20:30 i assume... heh... yet again, i hate my life...
then when i get back, i'll have to prepare my fs tutorial, my french homework and study for my psp test on wed... haha...

well, i guess there is a silver lining to this cloud... a really really small one though.... haha... hmm.. the bright side of things would be that i'm gonna drop french next sem... and also this sem only has 2 and a half more wks to it...
but with it, the cloud gets bigger too.... that's like so sad.. it means i'll have to catch up on my work.. make sure i do everything and understand everything... and next sem, things will only get harder... haha...

...back to work...

hey hey hey... it's me again! haha... my com's finally back in order... so happy.. juz that sometimes it still has afew hic-ups here and there... haha...

anyway, life's been fine.. had a class gathering the last friday of august... den had my birthday in da first wk of sept... generally had fun... :) hmm... then juz had a bowling tournament yesterday... fun....... :) haha.. broke the 2 records of the previous tournament.. haha.. oh well... dun feel like talking much now..

til next time...

yay! common tests are over!!! freedom at last... haha... narh.. not really.. been quite free to do whateva i want all along... haha... =)

well, now i got more time for me n my family n my fwens... but... it's da end of da month... got no cash liao... haha... can't wait for next month!!! my birthday!!!! yay! so happy.. haha.. ok.. i'm high... dun think i slept enuff... haha...

...free...

heyleoz... it's me again... haha... currently half way thru the common test.... surviving... haha.. thank God... haha... coz i finally managed to get down and study... how? haha.. simple... move my internet connection back into da room... so.. no tv=no olympics=study... sad... but yeah... what has to be done has to be done... heh..

anyway, had quite a bad wkend.. but everything turned out quite ok in the end... sunday was pure havoc at first... until the evening when everything tuned down... *phew* haha... yeah.. still exhausted though.... wish i could go for a short holiday... haha... not happening anytime soon.... yeah... haha... oh well... nothing much to update about actually... oh well.. juz wanted to come and make some noise...

oh yeah.. since i'm at it, i realised that i should take more photos... haha... post it online... yeah.. and keep some for memoirs.. haha... =) hmm... think i was supposed to add something else.. but can't really remember... haha... oh well....

....till then....

ah... this finally works... been really pissed with this... don't know why... but everytime i try to update this... it turns out blank... at least it works tonight...

hmm.. yeah.. this week... is study week.... yup... but what study?!?!?! i got no idea... haha... the olympics are juz too addictive... haha... up til late at nite watching the olympics... and sleep til late late in da morning... and sometimes noon... ok... so i'm a piggy... but who cares... i don't... haha...

yeah... besides that... it's been quite a relaxing week... haha.. yeah... haha.. but careless me burnt myself while cooking 2 days ago... haha... oh well... small thing... nothing much... haha... yup... my week's been actually.. quite boring.. everything's way too normal... haha...

been home for 3 days... a little here and a little there on tues to deliver lunch for alpha.. and on wed to bring my aunt to his place to ask him to burn a vcd for her.. yup.. after that, went out with esta... since he din want to go out... i did ask.. but oh well... haha... yup... ate yong tau foo as usual.. haha.. what's new?! haha.. uz love it!! haha.. da only disappointment is that there's no more bubble tea shop... sobz... i really miss my bubble tea... haha... dunch i make it sound as if it's a real person or something... haha... yup...

and today... went bowling... haha... but dunno why.... was quite distracted somehow... my games were more or less extreme... the lows... like less than 100... the highs.. like about 50 more than da lows.. haha... yeah.. went wif arthur, davin and derrek... nice guys... fun... haha... a little siao once in a while too... haha... =x

oh well... that's all... i'm off to see singapore lose da badminton games... haha..

...au revoir...

test! test!!! can anyone see this??

i'm surprised.... very surprised....

i actually came to school today for a 1 hour lecture... which i totally dun listen to.... and... that about wraps up my day in school... haha... i guess i'm called lucky... haha... (narh.. called shirlyn aka puiyee) hahahahaha.... my only other practical today got canceled... haha... =) and as u can see... i'm quite high now.. whee!!!

only slept at about 3 plus yesterdae... or... should i say.... this morning... haha... but oh well... my fault i guess.... din start my portfolio til wednesday nite... and the deadline..... well, tmr by noon... haha... but since i don't want to come to school tmr, i finished it last nite... so i can upload it today.... now... or more like... just.... haha.... ladidar didar... haha...

oh last nite.... din turn out too bad afterall... haha... =) had training yesterday.... at the beginning, din really have the mood to bowl... was juz throwing the ball for the sake of it... haha... (btw... i'm still so so so so sad... there's a small crack on my bowling ball... like.... *ouch*) anyway... to continue.... as training went by.... hmm... the atmosphere built up... and we all got in the mood.. haha... so... that was good... but after training, the game was disastrous... haha.... dunno wad happen to my fingers... haha... probably due to da hooking... haha... now... got a small blister on my ring finger... haha... oh well... at least i'm not gonna bowl til next wk... so.... it should be ok by then...

now that i'm sure it won't blank out on me, i shall blog.... haha

ok... sat was cool... it was really busy... but still cool... haha... a very memorable day...
surprisingly woke up in da morning for breakfast with 2 of my bowling friends... nice guys... very cartoon... but cheena speaking... haha... so it takes a little longer for me to get the hang of it.. haha.. no larh... i understand it perfectly well... haha... after that, played a tournament then rushed back to church to plan for that afternoon's youth aflame... yup... happy.. broke 2 of my personal bests during da game.. haha.. yup... was super worried that YaF didn't go well, but it did... thank God.... haha... i'm juz really glad that everyone enjoyed themselves....
then at nite, had my grandma's birthdae dinner... haven't seen my relatives for so long... haha... some of them anyway....

yup... sunday.. nothing unusual.... went out in da afternoon.... watched the village.... ascinating show...haha.... oh yeah..then went for my grand aunt's birthday dinner.... boring... haha...

national day... went bowling with some of the YFers... din really enjoy myself though.. haha... oh well..... guess that just wasn't my day... haha....

and now, we're back to school... same boring shit... everyday.... haha....

can't wait for bowling tmr.... haha... and wondering whether i should "not go" for french... haha... feeling really lazy...

signing out...

I've been trying to get this updated since................. hmm... saturday... and i've got quite pissed about it... stupid blogger.... *ktTy kicks blogger*

..pissed..

heyz..... it's a beautiful friday morning... and... i'm stuck in class... haha... what a bummer.... dunch u think? haha.. oh well.. all part n parcel of life... it sucks...

hmm.... yesterdae was fun.... haha... although i spent.... about 2 over hours... nearly 3.... sitting at the raffles town club lounge... haa... comfy chairs... big too... haha... u could say i got lost just sitting on it... haha.... yup.. had to bum away 3 hours before training....

when i got down to the bowling alley...... boy was i worried that the coach forgot to bring my bowling ball... haha... that was after i've been hearing my seniors say that i should keep reminding him... haha.. got quite freaked... haha.. but thank God..... he actually brought it! haha.. happy happy happy me! haha... =) nice ball.... not only nice... but good too.... some of me seniors were going gaga over it... haha... high end ball... yay!

haha.. but then again... had to get used to the ball.... my first throw was a total disaster.... haha... so ma lu.... haha... but... i slowly got adjusted to it.. just that i'll now have to spend more cash on equipment... gotta get a gaurd and skin patched... haha... whuch sux again... haha... oh well... lecture over... ciao...

gosh... there are these 2 gals sitting in front of me.... coz there's no space anywhere else near here... and boy are they weird... one minute, they're studying japanese.... then after that they're studying french... how many subjects can one take??? haha... as it is... i'm already dying... haha...

gosh... there are these 2 gals sitting in front of me.... coz there's no space anywhere else near here... and boy are they weird... one minute, they're studying japanese.... then after that they're studying french... how many subjects can one take??? haha... as it is... i'm already dying... haha...

it's wednesday again... stoning in one of my workshops... nothing to do... actually have larh... but dun wanna do... haha... got french test later... hahahahahahaha....

ok.. so i've gone nuts... haha...

well, i serously have nothing much to say.... haha... stomach's been weird since dinner last nite... til now even... haha.. and i don't know whether it's gastric or indigestion... haha... totally weird..

anyway, BRYAN HAS A CRUSH ON ONE GAL IN MY CLUB!!!! haha... well, we could say he's got good taste... haha... she's da treasurer by name.. but does the admin stuff too...

haha... :)

everything's been ok lately... average... not good... neither has it been that bad... but i' just not in the mood to update the blog... haha.. getting quite sick of coming online actually...

hmm... so i think i updated this.... 5 days ago... so... the rest of the wk was quite normal...went for training on thursday.. ten went to buy lingerie on fridae! haha.. so happy now! yup.. bought my basic bowling equiptment.. cost a bomb.. but lets hope i put my investment to good use...

sigh.. i'm extremely tired... and besides my studies, i gotta make sure youth aflame goes right... at the same time do my work... got 2 assignments already.. and more flying my way... hope i can cope manz...

exhausted...

sigh... this sucks... sitting in the canteen... listening to stupid chinese music coz it's being played... something like the school's radio station or something... but it's in chinese... for 1, i dun like chinese.. for another, there's a good mix of all the races in this school.. can they not be so racist?

well.... i wouldn't have got stuck here if not for quite a number of communication breakdowns in... less than an hour?!?!

anyway, here's what happen.. was supposed to go meet alpha and his fwens at j8... but, he couldn't... coz he had to do some WITS project... (a waste of time.. trust me... did it before... but it sure looks good on paper... coz it'l be noted...) so that was cancelled.. during my psp class.. din really matter...

then, had plans to go to clementi to buy my concession pass wif my classmate... but then again, couldn't find her after class ended...  after that, went to look for kannan coz he said he'd be in canteen 1... but alas.... haha.. since he din haf company coz i was leaving, he went home first....

and there u have it... me... all alone in the canteen.. ok.. so i may not be the only person here.. but i'm sitting alone... so yeah... haha... thank god i have my notebook.. but hopefully, it'll last me til 5.30...

and.. alicia's been sitting a few tables away from me for quite some time.. and she hasn't realised that i'm here.. haha... blind... haha...

today's lessons were a bore.... so sian... haha.. and i wasn't paying attention at all during my psp lecture.. being blocked by many many heads... and... a dark room... haha... yeah.. and me being so tired.... juz din help the situation at all...

yup... that's about all... going to do other stuff... getting bored to death...

well, it's a beautiful monday.... haha... yeah rite... how i wish....

the only 2 things that probably went well today is lunch with alpha and practical for my java thingy... haha....  in a good mood now.. but wasn't  earlier on...

yeah... the morning sucked... haha... left the house early, missed the bus by a little coz i had to go draw money.... so, had to wait... i think... a good 10 mins.... then after that, the bus was rather crowded... and i did expect a double decker coz da one before was a single deck... but... oh well.. got a single deck anyway.... yeah.. was crowded.. so had to stand half the way... and when i finally got a place to sit, i was dozing of on da bus.... like gosh... it's early not so early in the morning... and i still fell asleep on the bus... i normally don't even do that when i go home late... well, guess i'm really tired....

besides the stupid bus journey and leaving da house early, i still got to school late... damn da bus... haha... anyway, the morning's lessons were spend stoning and rotting away... and well, during my 3 hr lunch, went to King Albert Park Mac Donald for lunch with alpha... haha.. so happy... manage to complete some of my work while waiting for him too.. so yeah.. it was productive... haha...

and back for psp practical... the tutor checked the stuff and complimented me.... haha.... not only for da work part.. but fo general participation in class... haha... no biggie anyway... haha... afterall, i am the rep for this particular class... so i guess i should be doing well... haha.... well, that's about all.. coz i'm still in class... haha...

chaoz...

well, it's a beautiful monday.... haha... yeah rite... how i wish....

the only 2 things that probably went well today is lunch with alpha and practical for my java thingy... haha....  in a good mood now.. but wasn't  earlier on...

yeah... the morning sucked... haha... left the house early, missed the bus by a little coz i had to go draw money.... so, had to wait... i think... a good 10 mins.... then after that, the bus was rather crowded... and i did expect a double decker coz da one before was a single deck... but... oh well.. got a single deck anyway.... yeah.. was crowded.. so had to stand half the way... and when i finally got a place to sit, i was dozing of on da bus.... like gosh... it's early not so early in the morning... and i still fell asleep on the bus... i normally don't even do that when i go home late... well, guess i'm really tired....

besides the stupid bus journey and leaving da house early, i still got to school late... damn da bus... haha... anyway, the morning's lessons were spend stoning and rotting away... and well, during my 3 hr lunch, went to King Albert Park Mac Donald for lunch with alpha... haha.. so happy... manage to complete some of my work while waiting for him too.. so yeah.. it was productive... haha...

and back for psp practical... the tutor checked the stuff and complimented me.... haha.... not only for da work part.. but fo general participation in class... haha... no biggie anyway... haha... afterall, i am the rep for this particular class... so i guess i should be doing well... haha.... well, that's about all.. coz i'm still in class... haha...

chaoz...

hmm... today was nice and enjoyable... decided to skip my lessons todae... =X haha...
but yeah.. gave me another chance to recharge... or... so i thought... haha...

so... it was like that... woke up... when my uncle came, i had my lunch... and afterward, prepared to go for a shower... but.... was really really reluctant... just wanted to stay home... wad made it worst was that it started to pour cats, dogs and tweety birds... haha.. (really heavy.. if u dun get it..) so, juz decided not to go... haha.. spent da afternoon doing 3 chapters of french hw... then after that, practiced a bit of piano, watched a bit of tv.. and finally went to do my work.. at least i wanted to...

but... had to pack my clothes back into da drawer... and i accidentally broke my moisturizer while doing so... so yeah.. had to pick up da shattered pieces of glass... clean up da mess and all... that's when grandma juz had to open her mouth... and start argueing with mommy... sigh... family politics... so complicating.. narh... actually, quite easy to understand.. if u keep in touch with da story... sigh.. what i don't get is why must people be so difficult?? why can't they accept changes?? why are people so blinded by their own way of thinking when it's so damn clear that others are going all out to help?! and why do pple push their responsibilities to other pple when everyone has a share??

*sigh* really do wanna help... but it'll prob make things worst...

wow... 4 days have passed already... this is da fifth... i think... haha... am super blur... anyway, update.... i'm still alive! haha... obvious ain't it?! haha... carapping alot... it's a monday... surprisingly not so blue.. juz very tired... haha... and loads has happened since my last update...
 
thursday...
went to da docs to get my inhaler... (mine expired...) then after that, went for my first bowling session wif da np bowling club... haha... so fun... the coach is nice.. but scary in a way... sometimes, i wish he'd just leave me alone.... haha... hmm... yeah...
 
friday...
considered whether to join the bowling league or not... haha.. yup.. ended up joining just for fun anyway... da rest of da day..... well, spent 3 hrs bumming in school.... 2 hrs bumming at alpha's house... went for yong tau foo... yummy... and went for worship prac after that... haha... nothing very exciting...
 
saturday...
woke up at 9 plus... had a nice casual conversation wif my mom and my aunt in da room... bummed around a bit...  after that, went for da np open at marina... so fun... haha... was da only one using a house ball to play... but, wasn't da worst... so... din really bother me.. haha... oh yeah... grandma's back!!!! from da hospital.... haha.. and this time round.... da doc says she needs someone to be around 24/7.... and unfortunately, none of us can do so... mom's working and aunt's studying at trinity theological college... and me... i'm studying too.. like duh.... haha... so yeah... it was either we get a maid or put her in a day care... as she kicked up a big fuss bout da day care option... no choice... had to get a maid... and.... worst thing is, family finances aren't that good... we're already spending more than we make.... but we got no choice.... juz da bills alone are a killer.. so oh well.......
 
sunday...
went to church in da morning as usual... haha... den came home after that....had family lunch... then went to take a long afternoon nap... haha... call me a pig for all i care... but i was tired... and tired pple sleep... haha... makes sense doesn't it... yup... da nite.. watched some tv.. did some hw... ate some dinner... haha... did lots of chatting... and yup.. that very much concluded my wkend...
 
today...
spending 3 hours in a boring place coz of da stupid long long break we have... what a waste of time...
 
signing out....

gosh.... some people are such a pain in the ass... yup... pain in the ass.... definately... hah... the worst part is that there's more or less a different pain in the ass in every lecture and tutorial... i can't help it... it's like.. can't you just listen to the lecturer instead of go against almost everything he says?! so annoying...

as crazy as it may seem, second time today i'm updating this..

haha... well, there's lots of work to do... statistics, java programming and computer systems are architecture... oh.. not to mention theory for piano too... oh... and french... gosh.. so much to do.. so little time... this is hectic... and i seriously need more rest too... at the rate i'm going, i'll most probably get exhausted... haha.. but yet again, by god's grace, i believe i'll be able to go strong... =)

anyway, gotta do some packing up.. and after that, off to bed..

after one week.....

well, now everything's in full swing... class and all... blah blah blah... yeah... well, the lecturers are quite crap... but oh well... self study lor... haha... and i seriously need to get more sleep... eyes are closing even as i'm typing this... haha..

anyway, last week... from what i remember now.. in my state of sleepiness, there was a very boring variety show put up on friday nite.. a total waste of time... yeah... besides that, the french lecturer was kind of mad... teaching us stuff way beyond our capacity... well, for the second lesson of french anyway... ah!!! not concentrating.. anyway, i gtg and read my one chapter before class starts... get back to ya...

*muackz*

haha.. juz felt like doing that...

It's monday... and surprisingly, i had no piano today.. haha... it's not the music school... and neither is it me... haha.. well no technically speaking anyway... yup... it's becoz of my new time table... which sucks... so yeah... skipped today's lesson... haha... anyway, after last wk's "fun" week of orientation... talks... seminars... lame games... we finally started getting down to doing some work todae... yup... the oreintation of what we'll be learning.. so yeah... did some revision.. and also learnt some new stuff..

haha... yup... todae was actually fun... except for da fact that one of my classmates made da whole class come in the same colour today... rather lame i think... thank God tmr is IS day... interdisciplinary studies dae... our normal tutorial classes are split up... so, we won't have lame dresscodes to follow... haha... yeah.. da only sucky thing about tmr is SW aka sports and wellness... haha.. yeah yeah... as u all noe, i'm not really a sporty person... well, at least not a land sports person... sea sports!! yeah... haha.. but yet again, doubt i'll join sailing... i think i'll be going for bowling... takes up less time.. and also, a long time interest... haha..

yup... besides that, it was rather interesting meeting some of my lecturers... haha... surprisingly, there was this 50 plus lady... whose head was all white... and guess what?! she's an IT lecturer... like... wow.... haha... and my PSP (problem solving and programming lecturer.... oh gosh... he's so hot... he's an auzzie, very tall and very well built too... haha... =X shouldn't be saying all this should i?! anyway, gotta run... chaoz... haha... (alpha... if u read this, dun get mad... pls.... *puppy eyes* it's juz eye candy... promise...)

it's me again... after more than 2 wks... haha... and yup.. as usual, many many things have been happening... as usual...

haha.. chuch camp... well, it was fun... but, it definately had it's fair share of downs... yarp.. but let's not dig up da past... haha... smile! and be happy! haha... =) oh yeah... posted a few pictures too... go click on da picture link... =) haha.. but not many group photos... mostly my close fwens... like... esta, alpha, my mom n my aunt... kind of thing... yup... haha... will add more photos... hmm... yeah.. think i will... aiyah.. will do it after this... haha...okay... crapping...

yeah.. besides that, school.... haha... it's started... finally... haha... think had too long a break... yeah.. but it's quite monster to find ur way around and all... it's a big campus.. haha.. and not really use to walking around here and there to go for classes and all.. so yeah.. think it'll take a little bit of adjustments.. but no worries there.. everything takes time... yup.. anyway, that's about all.. dunch wanna make this too long... yup.. chaoz...

Haven't been online for 2 days.... hmm... think it's 3... haha.. can't remember...

anyway, swimming was really fun on wednesday... except the part bout getting there on time.. haha... most fun part was making cher hao try to catch his shorts... haha... spent bout half an hour getting it back.. reason being, it was a 4 against 1 situation... haha... haha... and when showering, weijin and i locked the main toilet door... =X haha.. so fun.. had the whole toilet to ourselves... nice toilet... but it took so much effort to bathe coz we had to step on da knob thingy real hard... haha.. after that, we jammed the whole afternoon... (very zhao xia actually...) den had worship practice for IPC at nite... at the end of da day, i was really exhausted... too tired to come online... haha.. had other stuff to do and prepare too... yup...

den da next dae, went for the children's IPC to scout around and to observe... woke up at 5.30 to follow my aunt down... so... yeah.. it was early.. and i slept late the night before too.. (yeah.. i'm nuts...) after that, had breakfast with alpha... den went to work.... seh..... haha... only 1 hr breaks in between my activities the whole dae... either travelling or eating... after work, had prac for tmr's worship... and after that, final practice for IPC... finished at.. 9 plus 10 again?! haha.. yup.. and i knocked out once i came back and washed up...

and yes... friday....... woke up at 5.30 again... haha... but surprisingly, i could wake up 2 days in a row.. met dawne and jenna to go down with my aunt... haha... but while we were waiting, dawne and i were crapping alot.... haha... and jenna had a free comedy to watch.. anyway, spent at least 40 minutes setting up the instruments... and after so long, the sound still sounded........ horrible... oh well... but worship was really good... and so was the team.. =) spent probably a handful of hours stoning and waiting for a time when they needed us... were lying on the trampolin... but had to move after awhile... haha..

anyway, 320 kids... like.... wow... never expected such a big turn out... think.... 4-5 years ago, we were also leading for IPC or something like that... the number of kids that turned up was pretty disappointing.. yup... and at that time, i was support singing...never expected myself to lead for an event as big as this.. yup..

after da dae of IPC, went for dinner in town.. and went back to ACS barker for the night session... was extremely tired... and found it extremely difficult to pay attention or to stand for too long... (after the "i love u Jesus" and "stand up and shout it" song)

den today........ had to wake up to go to work.. although i really din want to... got there 1/2 and hour late.. (din really care.. too tired) took a long lunch instead of da normal 1 hr... and left... a few minutes early... rushed back to help jenn stand in for sound... yup... then came back at bout 9 plus to haf dinner... yarp... that's da full update on my movements da past few days... really need a break.. but...... i've still got my worship session tmr... oh well... juz one more dae... den i'm prob gonna hibernate on monday... no one is to disturb me... k??? better be okay.. haha...

this has prob gotta be my longest post.... haha... it's simply amazing if u're reading this line... haha.. i'd get turned off ages ago if i was suppose to read something so long... haha... oh well.. gotta go prepare powerpoint stuffy before going to sleep..

tata... tc... and God bless...

it's me again!

and.... i'm like.... in da midst of preparing a ton of stuff... getting quite lost actually... and sometimes can't really remember what i'm suppose to do either...

haha... oh well...

anyway, going swimming tmr... can't wait... think it's gonna be lots of fun... and even though i feel the more da merrier, it's no point having pple who r forced to go... yeah... i find it totally pointless..

oh well... got other stuff to do.. i'll update ya tmr!

oh yarh... btw... i'm gonna stop working after this wk!! so happy!

This has by far got to be the best week i've had in a long time... (so far...)

I've not been to work for like..... hmm... oh........ 5 days!! so exciting!

but.... all good things come to an end... and, i've gotta work tmr... *sigh*

4 hours... it's good coz i make money.. but yet, it's not... coz travel time already takes up one an a half hours... oh well...

really dunno wad to say anymore..

oh well...

heads up..

It's been a tiring week... Ended up working most of da week as usual.... thank God i get more half days now... dunno whether to be happy or sad thou... half day coz they can't afford to pay so much coz there's no sales there.. (in particular, tangs) but yet again, it's quite a waste of my time... go down there only for 4 pathetic hours.. aiyah.. but i guess i can't complain.. still make money anyway...

went for hillsong seminar on vesak day... it was great... =) haha... and it felt so personal kind of thing.. as if darlene was ur friend..

and today, F.O.P. was simply amazing.. the turn up was good... and God's presence was really in the house manz... the best part about it was that there was a lot of youth.. happy about that.. but sometimes, i can't help but think a little too far.. what if the youth were there only to see the hillsongs band.. and not for God? If they did go for God, why don't they go for previous years when it was tommy walker.. or even that local guy.. (can't remember his name).. oh well, i guess that's what you call faith...

really hope God can use me to multiply His kingdom as powerfully as darlene and her team.. hmm... i think hope is da wrong word to use actually.. it should be i believe God can do it! =)

haha.. anyway, gotta go get some rest liao...

chaoz...

It's now the end of a week.. literally.... haha.. spending da last few minutes updating mua blogie... hee.... =) anyway,juz wanted to keep u all reading this updated... haha... who knows... if i dun update this for too long, i may have been abducted... haha.. yar ritez... but narh... may have died of exhaustion.... to me rest is.... sleeping in everyday... til the sun shines on my butt... haha... juz doing what i like.. taking life slow and easy... (always thought singapore lifestyle was a little too hectic..)

but.... not happening anytime soon.... hmm... idea... should quit my job earlier... and get some rest... wad do u think? haha

anyway, this week is way beyond eventful.. firstly, really thank God for giving me 2 days break in between from last saturdae til yesterday... without it, would have been working 7 days straight... i think it's really by God's grace.. yarp...

secondly, really glad the "little" arguement's solved... really wun know wad to do if i din have any fwens around at that time... hmm... to be more exact, esta.... alicia... and cher hao... but more in particular, esta.. coz she's always been listening to me complain... and moan.... and groan... haha.... yup... glad that's settled... =)

hmm.... thenz....... mua mommy... almost gave me a heart attack when i got a call from my aunt telling me that she'd blacked out earlier today.... got really panic-ky... couldn't really pay attention during service too... she's seldom so ill... and when she is, u know it isn't good... and anyway, thank God again... coz i dun think it's that serious... coz my family doctor said she din haf to go to A&E... yup... and she was more or less ok when i rushed home from church juz now... yup.. thank God she looks and feels better now... really wun know wad to do without her too... She's always been there for me... supporting me... laughing with me, crying with me... not to mention being anti-social with me too... (both of us dun really like attending family functions..) yup... in short, besides being my mom, she's been my dad... and my best friend all these years.. yup... really greatful for having such a great mom... hmm... after thinking about it, i finally can see why so many of my friends... yup... prob some of u reading this too... wished that my mom was ur mom...

btw... i did feel a little uneasy bout leaving da house today... but i guess i knew that she was in good hands... (my grandma and my aunt) yarp...

oh well, that's all for now.. gotta go catch some sleep... gotta be at work in 11 hrs... haha..

take care ya all...

=)

have a good week ahead!

God Bless!

it's me again!! haha... and yes...... haven't updated this for ages... 3 wks.. give and take afew days... haha.. anyway, loads have passed... and alot of questions in my head... well, one thing's for sure... technology can't be trusted... sigh... my laptop's been shutting down on me as and when it feels like... really sickening... and yes.. my laptop's new... even worst rite? sigh.... frustrating...

alot has happened since i last updated this... hmm... life's been pretty busy lately.. with work and all that... yup... been running around.. getting stuff done... nv really had da chance to sleep in coz i always had something on... yeah... besides that, my piano school is rubbish... they normally give us at least 1 wks notice before our mock exam.. but this time, i think they're really screwing all their students... (mind da language) juz told me after my lesson today that it's this sunday... and the timing... gosh.... can't be any worst... it's like they think i got nothing better to do.. so weird... at 2.40.... not here.. not there... after lunch will be pretty boring... yet again, can't do much... sigh... such a pain in da ass... oh well, i'll juz bear with it larh.. not like i can do anything else..

besides that, can't really imagine that it's been 2 yrs since i've been with alpha... seems so short... yet so long... hmm... actually, really thank God for him... well, can't exactly say that he's always there... but then again, in his farnie way, he's always there supporting and praying for me... (thou i normally can't feel and dun notice it..) *sigh*

anyway, life's really strange.....
would u....

put soccer/sports before ministry?

put ur girlfriend/bofriend before ministry?

put girlfriend/boyfriend before school stuff/work?

not tell your friends/significant other whom u've already agreed to go out with that you have something else on til the night before?

put other peoples feelings before urs?

aiyah... still got alot more... but can't recall now..... seriously speaking, if u really want to answer these questions, go ahead... but think over it carefully before u really do... coz more often than not, you dun realise what the answer really is... you might say one thing yet do another...

well, that's all for now...

pui yee's new blog layout!! thank me thank me!! haha... i love your laptop!!!! lala... wheEe!! she didn't reply me... sigh... oh well... haha... sorry ah... taking every opportunity to type on this pretty thing... so.. yep!! ciao!!

Haven't updated my blog for eons... haha... that's beginning to be a habit... i'm beginning to say this every time i update it now.. haha...

well, for a change, this week has been.... eventful.... and........ actually, quite fun.. yup...

yup... wasted a lot of cash in da arcade actually... but come to think about it, esta paid for quite a lot of it.. haha... =X besides that, i got myself a job.. tele-surveyer... haha... quite an interesting job... u get to meet (more like hear) all sorts of weird people... haha... and not to mention.. da stupid list makes u look for dead people too... and u end up getting a ear full with da person on da phone... haha.. thank God that was only once... haha...

hmm... today....... only one word to describe it.... FANTASTIC.... every once a year... i get spoilt rotten by alpha... we end up spending hmm... at least a hundred on one day... *sigh* oh well... this year we spent i think...... almost 300.. 200 on ticx for sat. nite fever.. 80 plus on dinner... cab ride... hmm... oh yeah... make that 400++ or 500... he gave me this nice necklace... heard of da star of aragon? haha.... =) i think i'm da luckiest gal around... haha.. but seriously speaking, i dun require that much from a guy... why waste cash?

oh well, love anyway... haha.. sure......... i noe we have our ups and downs.. but we always manage to patch things up somehow... haha....

yeah... little did we think we'd bump into other church pple there.. haha... saw jian min... and...... jo.p... and..... mingli..... haha.... what a coincidence...

oh well, nothing else to say... i think.....

oh wait... incase u're wondering, it's not been 2 yet... almost larh.. but not yet.. hehe... =)

sigh.. haven't updated this for eons...

and as usual... or more often... when someone writes..... it's most likely bad.......

and..... it's troo... today's good friday.... and what an irony..... i've had a more or less bad day....

1) Service was so early.. (though it'll be even earlier on sun)
2) Having a rather boring lunch.. n facing someone who's as good as air...
3) Standing under the sweltering sun in da afternoon with my over-coat on..
4) Getting nail polish chipped off... (spent $30 on a pedicure)
5) Having to go grocery shopping when the trolley always goes wandering off... (meaning that da pple pushing the trolley kept disappearing...)
6) Having to stand for God knows how long buying da groceries...
7) Having a long day... bout.... 15 hours out of da house...

and i really pity spady... mua cat.... i've kind of been throwing my temper on him... i'm quite fed-up... and i guess i'm lucky that this cat of mine doesn't cry... haha..

oh well....

a week's gone by... and... seriously, another fairly uneventful week...

actually, very boring... most of this week has been spent out with my mum... which kind of sucks after awhile.. sure everything gets paid for... but still... *gosh* i need to get a life..

*sigh*

besides that, family matters have... and still are getting alittle out of control... everyone screams at each other quite often... and... everyone under the same roof is still coughing.. and everybody outside's blaming it on my cat... Besides that, alpha's a little too insensitive n immature.. not that i dun like him or anything... i's just that it causes alot of unnecessary squabbles... *sigh* what am i to do... (sshhh... pls dun sae a word bout this)

oh well...

problems...

oh! oh!

have u heard?! haha.. have i told u?! can u believe it?!

i got my posting! haha... well, wished i could get into another course.. but knew my points weren't enuff... anyway, posting's out! and i'm no longer school-less!

yup.. clarence is mua senior.. hard to believe.. ain't it?! haha.. but it's cool.. haha.. to me at least.. =)

can't wait to start school.... i'm quite sick of my life now.. it's boring.. coz everyone else is in school... haha..

Today, life felt.......... normal... haha.. it's the same old life... thank God... no more camp! haha.. but still really really tired.. haha..

After my piano lesson, went to meet esta at thomson... and nearly got a heartattack when i din find my wallet... really in a state of panic... after we ate, went back to da music school to check... but to no avail.... *sigh* haha... then guess what?! when i got back onto the cab and i took all the books out of da bag, there it was! haha.. really felt stupid... but yet relieved.. (hmm.. think i should stop carrying this extremely big bag around if not necessary.. been looking for stuff even b4 this... *sigh*)

yup... just finished doing the accounts for da orientation camp.... and am yet again relieved that i dun need to top up on anything... coz everything's purr-fect! haha.. yay! so happy...

anyway, time for me to retire to bed soon... chaoz

heyloez....
haha... haven't updated this for ages....

well, incase u're asking, i'm still alive... yup... but being driven to my grave.. haha..

orientation camp's over now... it was fun.. but super tiring... so in a way, thank god it's over... now, it's juz accounting stuff... haha.. not so bad... da rest of da wk.... rather crazy actually.... get screamed at by my mother for da slightest reasons...like.... what's wrong with her?! haha.. oh well...

hi pui yee!!! guess who?? ok... spastic.. since my name is gonna be at the end of this.. well.. since she's not blogging now.. i'll blog for her!! she's doing up her photo album right this minute.. and i'm stoning in front of her double-visioned screen.. yeap!! anywayz.. today's a bad day.. for me.. n her too.. haha.. yarp.. how amazing eh? ladida.. so anyway.. if u wanna know what happened? ASK! coz i'm lazy to type everything out lah.. kk.. shall stop bugging her blog for now.. ladida.. btw..

*sarcasm is beautiful.. indeed*

heyloez!!! just got home... haha... (no joke)

went to watch the musical "the phantom cat" with my mommy.. haha... =) with a cast of kids... yup.. all kids.... =) talented bunch i must say... impressive... afew wrong notes though... but they're kids... and the sound system was appalling... the seating nearer the stage was so muffled and 'echo-ey' so... we moved to da back for da second half... it was so much better.. and what they saif could finally be understood... so... now u get how bad the sound was.. haha

anyway, while in the bus, i suddenly realised that all my life that i've lead worship for church(childrens church n cell) i've had the most talented musicians there are around... sometimes, i really take for granted... yupyup.. a big thank you to ben sng, clarence, justin, aunty lian teen, serena, esta, isaac... and other pple who haf played for me..

thanks dudes..

Guys.....

You've finally figured out someone else is upset with you... and all you can say is sorry?!?! what a joke.....

What's the point of saying sorry when all you're gonna do is get that someone upset all over again after awhile? Why say sorry when it's just going to repeat itself? Why don't u just get the out of that someone's life!?

the past weekend......

I really don't know what to say about it... friday was totally freaky.... really thank God i didn't fail anything.. but yet again, i'm rather disappointed in myself... well, i guess there is a valid reason to why i didn't perform.... but yet again, why blame other stuff when i'm the one taking the exam... rite? *sigh* pointless... well, at least i can apply for any course i want in poly... =)

Sunday... Really really really wanted to go for a movie... but had to film a video clip for publicity... Sad... thought it would be possible to catch a late afternoon show... but yet again, we finished at 7pm... it was counted as late.. for a show at least... alpha still had homework to do... and alicia needed to be home by 10... there was no way we could meet da deadlines if we went to watch a show...

And this week so far, it's probably gonna be me, myself and I... Alpha's got so many programmes on... and everyone one else... or... almost everyone else is in school... life sux manz... seriously, i'd never thought i would say this... but i do wanna start studying... and........ I STILL WANNA WATCH MOVIE(S)!!!!

oh well...

tonite.... is most probably the most freaky nite of my entire life..

can't think of what will happen tmr... or should i say.... later todae...

can't help it... i guess it;s natural to worry... i think.... even though i try to keep in mind that i've done my best... and God's in control of da matter anyway, i can't help but wonder...

oh well, wish me luck....

haha..

oh what fun...

the past 2 days have been damn slack.... haha... but fun larh... quite.. i guess at least... have been hanging out wif esta... haha... back to thomson like old times... =) yup... but u could say we spent a bomb these past 2 daes.. haha.. on nail polish, a new bag... and.... a new photo album... which reminds me... think my new pen's still with her.. haha.. anyway, really fun.. we did really cute nail art thingys... haha... really sweet...

well, juz as everyone expected... O's results out on fridae... which theoratically means tmr... rather freaked out... and besides that, leading worship for cell this sat... hope no matter what my results are, i'll be able to lead... it's not like i want a perfect score of 7 points or something.. juz hope i pass my science and a maths... da 2 subjects i'm most worried about... coz i've nv passed a maths... and my science, i noe i screwed up... it'll definately be a miricle if i pass manz... but i juz hope that no matter what circumstance i'm in, i'll still praise Him..

oh well, betta go now... cya

bumming around....

that's what most school going people want.... haha... for me, i'm juz plain bored.. nothing to do.... except rot in front of the tv... and go out with people who aren't studying too... seriously, it gets kind of boring... missed the days when i'd spend the morning in school.. then after that, go out and have fun! yupyup... now, there's no alpha.... no esther.... well, clarence is more or less occupied... haha... no bryan... no justin... haha...

so..... i'm stuck with alicia, weijin and tim han.... hey... face it... sure i can get together and hang out.... but let's juz sae... i dun gel that well with them than compared to the pple mentioned above.... haha...

i better get a job soon.... or else, i'm gonna bore myself to death... haha... well, it's better for me larh... but yet again, i'm afraid that if i do get a job, i wun be able to go for orientation camp.

ah....... crap larh... haha...

EWWW!!!!!!!!!!!! green church bulletin!! gosh......... almost died manz... haha.. thank God it's only this wk...

anywae, i guess i could say da day turned out quite hectic in da morning... n early afternoon... had to go church office n do stuff b4 service.. then after service camp registration opened! yay! so exciting... haha... then after cluster meeting, had camp comm meeting... haha... so fun... haha... ok... i muz sound crazy.... but fun larh... the people veri fun.. =) then i had to rush for my piano mock exam.. thank god it turned out ok enuff... so i can take my exam this yr.. haha... =)

and da rest of my day........ shhhhhh......... it's a secret... haha...
but yeah... it was fun..

Ladies day out... How boring... haha... don't i sound very tomboy-ish now?! haha..

anywae, got rushed out of bed.... got rushed in the shower.... got rushed to get changed and get out of the house.... well, good thing is we got there early... but... after all that rushing, we had to wait for about half an hour...

now comes to the "who" part.... haha... well, i got no idea... completely no idea why my mom did it, but she had to pull me out with her old classmates... they're like..... roughly a group of ladies....(convent school larh...) who are like... 35 yrs older than me... well, at least i had a good meal... but yet again, had to dress up.... no denim allowed... haha...

anywae, kind of spent the day with my Godma... went shopping... bought quite alot of clothes.... haha... then went for another get together with more of their classmates.... gawd.... thank god my day's over... haha....

chaoz..

friday afternoon - shopping with clarence...
friday night - worship practice

sat - valentine's day at sentosa
sat night - prepare for worship

sunday morning - children's church worship
- youth aflame meeting
- CS
sunday afternoon- lunch
- Cell leaders meeting
- leaders devotion
sunday evening - pool

conclusion- extremely tired... burnt... exhausted...

goodnite...

*sigh* it's been one wk since i updated my blog..... almost anyway... haha.. well, it's been quite an uneventful wk... hmm... that wasn't until yesterdae actually.. haha..

yesterdae started out juz fine... one of my favourite ways to start the dae... haha.. which is sleeping half the day.. or almost half anywae.. the half from about 3 am to about 12pm.. haha.. ok.. call me a bum if u want to... but it's nice to sleep in.. =) watched tv after that... ah....... how perfect.. haha.. then, met clarence to buy his valentine's dae pressie for weijin.. haha.. the day got twisted there... firstly, justin was supposed to come... but went out with his parents... yup.. was ok wif me larh.. afterall, he spends so much time away from home... u tourist... hehe.. but yar... while they were gift wrapping her gift, alicia and tim han who planned to meet us, met us... but brought weijin...
so, we had to complicate things and use esther's name for an excuse (sorry esta) so it'd be a secret... scheme... haha... but anywae, clarence and i succeeded with the scheme.. and boy did she get surprised... =) sure feels good to put a smile on anyone's face...

had quite a good time in sentosa todae... that was... until alpha was so late... it was annoying... i would sae he wasted 3 bucks entry manz... but really... it's pointless... all he did was play soccer on the beach.... soccer.... when can guys get enough of it?? and besides, it's not everyweek we get to go to the beach... like... since they've paid 3 bucks, can't they enjoy themselves and... not play soccer?!?! aiyah.. pointless larh...

second valentine's day i actually celebrate... or at least i try to..... turned out to be a disaster.... again.... *sobz* so sad... aiyah. but nvm.... it's over.. no point.. no way to turn back time.. and besides... don't wanna talk about it...

anyway, leading worship for the kids this wk... so, gotta go and prepare now..
chaoz...

and btw... happy valentine's day to whoever reads this...

it's sunday again!!! haha... seems like a long long time since my last free sunday...yeah... overall, guessed i enjoyed myself... =) few hiccups here and there... but ok larh... that's life...

yup... had a nice bk breakfast.... but couldn't finish the meal... wonder why... haha... oh yeah.... going sentosa!!! yay! haha... and both the POP cells too!! so happy! valentine's day on sentosa... nice... but as i read the newpaper afew minutes ago, saw this article that really struck me... the headlines.... "Old and sick of living" and on the 2 pages, pictures of old folks with no family... no friends... alone... it really made me think..... why on earth are we having fun amongst ourselves when we can actually have fun, help the less fortunate and be united as a cell/YF.. well, i'm not saying it has to be old folks... there are alot of less fortunate children around too... oh well, alittle too late to change plans... may do it for some upcoming event... =)

yup... anywae, as my day continued... went to watch a movie... was hoping for a lot of company... but sadly, only alicia, alpha n i watched it... got quite pissed while deciding actually... can't people be more decisive? damn annoying... the best thing is that if i actually helped them make all the decisions, they'd probably start hating me anyway..... *sigh* life....

oh well... nothing much to update liao... chao..

lately..... nothing much to put here... so....... explains my disappearing act... well.... kind of at least... haha... anywae, it's been a nice week... managed to slack... but yet again, was quite busy... had to do stuff... go places and so on and so forth.. but...... i guess it was overall quite fun! yay

haha... managed to go and catch a show earlier on this wk... so happy..... since i started working, din really manage to get much time on my own as well as with alpha... so... i'm very happy... haha... =) yup... watched the last samurai.. good show... juz alittle gory.... very actually... haha... oh well.... but nice larh..

went to sakae todae too! sho fun!! eat and eat and eat... then stuff ourself up.... become turkey.... haha... fun... good company too... hmm.... then went to thomson for bubble tea!!! bubble tea!! yay! yup...

oh yeah... tmr's youth aflame.... and practice was on wednesdae... so last minute..... gosh..... madness... haha.. but quite happy larh... manage to go get a pedicure done... haha.. =) nice toe nails... hehe...

oh well.... shall stop here.... seeya....

it's me again!!! haha... disappeared for awhile there didn't i?? stupid computer giving me problems larh... first the stupid virus... then now it's the monitor's problem... stupid thing got me stuck with a different moniter... afew inches smaller than mine... it's so annoying...

ah.... oh well... dun feel like updating much... eye itchy... hair getting in the way... so, some other time... chao!

okay... i am really really bored... or at least i think i am... coz....... it's not really normal for me.... of all people to be putting in 2 entries on the same night... well, it's quite late now... as u can see from the time this was posted...

everyone... or at least most of the people i talk to are offline... and.... my brain has nothing to do but wander freely... wonder why.... but was suddenly thinking of getting... or should i say recieving a bouquet of roses.. as in.... a nicely done up one... haha... i really should snap out of it shouldn't i?! *bish* haha... cannot covet... ah!!!!!!!! anywae, before my brain travels too far, tata... gotta go work tmr... and therefore, i should go sleep... haha....

chao..

it's monday again............ bleahx....

well, good news to all those i hang out with... i told da superviser i won't be working there no more.. (in short, i quit!) haha.. =) so proud of myself... haha.. but it won't be til next wk... haha.. so, we can have fun for da time being... can go sakae with esta n whoeva else who wants to come along.. haha... get my free wkends again! yay! movies! pool! love it! haha..

yup.. another reason for quiting is............ i juz don't know why i should stay if i get insulted for no reason everyweek.... favouritism manz... the bloody cook(her husband) sit around doing nothing, she nv sae anything... the other 2 aunties we work with laugh and slack so obviously oso never say anything... and as for us, we get told of for the slightest thing... so damn pissed...

*sigh* i betta not go on.. otherwise all the vulgarities will start coming out...

it's late... i'm tired... and i don't feel like writing much...
so anyway, here's a thought that u guys can think about... and maybe tag it!
came across it while watching tv....

what on earth is the world becomming? why are so many tv stars cross-dressing? shouldn't they be teaching good morals instead of these farnie stuff... it's just not right...

past 2 days.... haha.. quite eventful i must say...

monday started off as usual.... blue.... had to go to work... sianz... haha.. anywae, was looking forward to tmr... (which is tuesday.. or in other words, today!) coz I WAS supposed to be off... but that's another story...

the lunch time crowd... well, hectic! weijin and alicia weren't in yet... so that left yanni, aunty bibi and me to the whole crowd.. anywae, while we were busy serving, this group of 7 people walked in... they were so impatient... like..... couldn't they see we were attending to other people??? that we weren't free to take their order? it's not like we were sitting around doing nothing.. we were getting drinks and all.. afterawhile, they just walked out... haha.. my heart was thinking... "good for them..." it's like, who would like serving such impatient people?? haha...

knocked of at 2 coz had to go for my piano lesson... my father picked me up.. the so called happy meeting was cut short when he told me he was about to sell the SICC membership.... i was furious! what made it worst.... he told me not to tell my mom... coz he knew she would get mad... hah... doesn't he know i'm my mother's daughter?? that we'd have roughly the same temperament? gawd.... and that practically spoilt my mood... couldn't even play the piano properly.....

in da evening, while going for a reunion at my relative's place, guess what??? stupid supervisor told yanni to tell me that i had to work today... drats...why spoil my mood?!

well, but i guess that was taken care of when we went shopping after work.. hehe... so nice... spent bout 50 plus i think.. haha.. then.. changed my hp.... then went to chinatown... (yeah.. crazy... why push rite? oh well... haha...)
and here i am.... at my com... busily typing the nite away.. haha...

Sunday..... used to be a nice word.... a word that would often mean time to rest.. and play... the first sunday in ages... i can't do what i like... be where i want... or be with the people i normally hang out with... *sobz*

oh well, i hope this will only be temporary... coz i really want sundays for myself... sure earning money is nice.. and the more money i have, i guess i can then enjoy more stuff... but money's not the only thing in my mind... actually, it's the least of my worries... their shifts are so long.. they can kill.. when they're busy, it's really hectic... when we're free.... well, we really get bored to death... given a chance, i want out! it's so.............. not me! i want my freedom... and my friends of course.. well, that's that.......

not in a very good mood now... what's making it worst is that my grandmother's pissing me off..... it's what my mom calls a "new year's high"... can't she just shut up and leave me alone?! *sigh*

and furthermore.... who on earth can forget valentine's day?! especially someone who's attached.... argh.... maybe that's why i got pissed... of all people, guess who didn't know!? what's worst is that i think i did mention that it falls on a saturday... oh gawd..... i so wanna slap him....... hmm... is it just me?! or are all guys in one way or another self-centered?! well, maybe there is the one in a million that would go all out for others besides himself.. talking about it makes my blood boil....

is there nothing good left on the earth anymore??

wanted to update this yesterdae... but yesterday, got back only in time for charmed and CSI... my TV nite.. haha... =)

wellz, been working the pass few days... been pretty tiring... but funny thing is that the crowd has been getting less and less everyday.. haha.. maybe it's got something to do with alica, yanni, weijin and i being there.. haha.. hope not though..

yeah... anywae, yesterday as i was on my way to work, well, i guess it was a reminder from God or something manz... haha... but i realise how lucky i am.. well, troo i may not be too well off ($$ i mean.. although i know some of u will disagree...) but i really thank God that i have a fully abled body... what i mean here is that... i can see, and i don't have any disabilities or sicknesses... yeah.. coz i was on da MRT... suddenly, on some distance away on my right, this man... i would think early 20's... suddenly collasped on the floor... well, he seemed pretty able.. but i think it's some disease or something... what got me quite upset was the way the people standing and sitting around reacted.. while others juz stood there staring, there were some who actually moved away... this type of situation actually shows how caring singaporean's are towards their own people...

yup... then on my left side, there was a blind man... when he was getting of, people couldn't even bother to show him to the door.. he was struggling to find his way around... when finally after some time, a lady was nice enough to bring him out... *sigh* so sad..

anyway, i should go get some rest... at the same time, do the cell directory and all.. haha... signing out...