Frustrated!

First of all, A Happy 23th Belated Birthday to my dearest Bro! Getting older liao...hahaha..

Again, I donno wad to blog...I'm bored and stuck at my proj tht I don feel motivated to do it...I hope there's a change of proj tht I'm tasked to do router configurations and not C++ prog...it sux!

oh ya, now I have the same mindset as HH liao...ever since I became a staff, I hated NYP more than I could imagine! And I'm starting to dislike one lectuerer who kept on emphasizing tht we're staff, should not treat ourselves as students anymore...ya right! As if staff very liao bu qi...f***! Most of the NYP staffs also not as good as I tot...last time as a student, I may think tht he was very good and kind but now being a staff, I found him irritating and very irresponsible..if got any errors or wad, he'll like blame the low ranking staffs like us lor...wtf?

I really really disliked NYP liao...I dare to say in my blog tht the SEG senior director, I also don like...all very cunning and scary...So why in the first place I chose NYP is partly because it's the nearest poly to study, and my bro is from NYP last time too...the only good thing I like being a staff here is to being able to go to the staff gym and to be able to play pool...and also quite flexible working hrs as in I'm able to work at my own time though it's fixed. But the big turn off for me is tht now to go for a break or lunch we need to watch our backs, to protect our backs frm being stabbed by those morons who only had a mouth as their talent for complaining...go become a debator lah!

Being a DT here is miserable if u're being tied down by those higer ranking staffs who are so bossy...ok, I should stop my rantings now and again, I think if any of the staff happened to see my complains, let them be...I'm just being myself...i don wanna be a boot or ass licker to gain favors...

Getting lazier...

It's been a long time since I last blog...ya...getting more and more lazier to blog, I'm so sleepy right now tht i think I'm typing all these words with half of my eyes open....

today i don wanna do anything but slp...cos last night i slep at 2.30am I think, very very tired...today after work still wanna go gym..been guilty of not able to control my body and keep on eating tons of rice during the wkends...sure all my last time gg to the gym efforts all gone to waste and a pile of shit liao...must set target for myself tht frm today onwards, I shall not anyhow stuff food into my hippo mouth, though I'll still eat my 3 meals a day reguarly..

My kueh lapis tummy when can become mini kueh lapis then become roti prata? Haiz~ I think I really must try to achieve 3-4mths losing 5 Kgs...my ideal weight is actually 48KG but now I think I'm 55-56KG bah...Hippo+rino+elephant size...sad...

Sports 4 life again and my Damn rantings!

ok, first of all, let's add in the pics tht Swee lin had taken during the 2/2.4KM sports for life event...afterwards, I'm gonna rant abt the hatred I had for my sch.



Me and Swee Lin, still in good condition...
Sam, Me, Swee Lin...I'm too lucky to have two 'peace" signs by my side..I'm cheeky!
C'mon, let's take a cool pic!
"BANG!" Swee Lin...wahahaha! After the race...both of us are drenched by our sweat yet I looked rosier after running..
C'mon, Swee Lin, Ur mouth aren't crooked as mine! hahaha!

Let me show u wad it is to have those sakura's mouth...

Don act pitiful lah...must be like me, act cool!

Cheez! All of the gals unite! here we are, powercurrypuff gals!

Here's our very one and only promoter for the "free gift" honey (dated oct 2006 leftover)..
Making funny faces...both of us like no teeth...
Act pitiful faces, I've failed...instead, I looked more like a nugget being smashed...
Look...tht's the reason why I prefer acting cool then laughing out loud...

Me, Lin chong and Swee lin...My face been cut off cos not photogenic enough...wahaha!
B4 the race, we had to take a cool pic to calm ourselves down....think I'm the coolest in there..hee hee! HH's face looked so innocent!

Lin Chong always got the same face whenever he took pics wif others...last time wif Ming
chui also this face..oh..btw, I think SL's bf looked like him... :p

Well, I've finished uploading the photos for wed sports 4 life events....now is my ranting....I hated my sch for having so many politics! I hated my sch for having so many stupid rules tht have yet to be abolished! I felt abit chained up in a cage unable to fly freely after working in this sch...

Everytime they talked abt how we DTs shouldn't go in a big grp during lunch hrs cos it's like we've been slacking but HELLO! A BIG GROUP AIN'T A LONG LUNCH...GET THIS FACT RIGHT! Dumb ass! Sorry for being harsh but I'm really very angry at them...they themselves can go in big grps too but why can't we? Just because we're lowly ranked staff and they had a bad time doesn't mean tht they can vent their frustration on us!

I really don think tht is right! I just felt so fucked up after being complained for umpteen times...why should there be such a stupid rules tht's taking our happy friendship times away? Idiot loners!

A healthy life!

Today morning went for the health checkup organised for NYP staff...haha...I chose the basic package which is free! HH, LC, SL, Sam, YH and I think Shirley all chose the executive package..which is the whole full body checkup frm head to ur toe nails...cool, but I no money to pay for it.

Because of this checkup, I was forced to fast in the morning, luckily my timing was 9.00am so it ended faster...I had my blood pressure taken..not bad lah, think 98/72 and my height and weight are 1.65m and 54.8KG respectively..wow, I gained 3cm tall haha and my weight also gained, very heavy..like a pig, but regarding the height, I donno whether accurate or not...

next is the blood sucking session..wahaha...I wanted to extract blood frm the left arm one but I went for the right arm instead..tht nurse looked and checked at my right arm, then tap tap my right arm's veins while saying "nice veins" then in the end change arm..diaoz~I had to move the chair sideway to enable her to extract blood frm my left arm..saw the needle quite big siah!

Then she poked into my arm...a few blood spilled into the container, then she poked in further...more blood drained and spilled into the container...like ants biting...

Finally ended, I ate a packet of biscuits wif a cup of milo..yummy....then soon we went for lunch...after lunch, we went for a movie treat by NYP to the staff..the movie was "300", but it showed only halfway..the other half..tmr bah...

This afternoon gonna joined the 2KM walk organised for NYP staff too then afterwards gonna "shun bian" go gym...haha...cos I gained weight, gonna slim down...

Jog go Jog...Oh yeah baby!

Yesterday went for a hair cut...ya, cut til like a boy...no choice, Singapore weather is turning hot and humid...I can't stand any longer, been wanting to cut my lion's mane for so long before Grad ceremony one but I was lazy and keep on dragging until now..but why do I choose this day? Cos I happened to meet Sherlyn for a jog at the Khatib Stadium and I don wanna tie my hair up..hehehe...

Well, really cut til very short..more man liao, but more comfortable, and I walked all the way frm Chong Pang to the Yishun Stadium...take it as a warm up...Sherlyn then came and we jogged. We had so much laughter while we jogged and we set a target of 10 rounds first...both of us were a little uncomfortable at first cos our private parts like been invaded by some mosquitoes...very itchy siah..wanna scratch but very disgusting and not nice to see, so bo bian had to "ren"..

I can't believe tht Sherlyn got this power tht kept me motivated into running...I donno why, normally when I ran in sch, both of my legs will go numb when around 10 rounds of the track, but yesterday when jogging wif her in stadium, though not very fast, think got 7.8km/h of speed, both of us set a remarkable record of 25 rounds! Yah, 25, I'm not kidding...10 km altogether! I can't believe it either...I actually can jog non stop and not panting hard for 10 KM run (though not very fast lah)...but it was a very new record for me and for sherlyn too!

All the way, I was chatting wif her and we kept on laughing and I even said tht I had "Bernice" as my target into slimming down, or more of a role model and motivator in keeping me jogging non stop...while for Sherlyn was Lee Kuan Yew as her target..wahaahaha..cos LKY still looked so strong and healthy siah..even though very old liao...I think part of the reason why I could ran for tht long was because my hair was being cut (lost of the weight of hair, so lighter and easier and faster in jogging)..then another part of the reason was Sherlyn also a very good motivator...nv regretted jogging wif her siah! Muacks to Sherlyn..my sis!

I think if any body were watching us all along must have thought tht we're crazy ppl cos both of us kept on laughing while jogging and non stop for 25 rounds...(though 25 rounds can be very few for those well built and toned atheletes, well, I'm not one, so considered good bah)

After the 25 rounds of jogging( last round we increased speed to 8.5KM/h I think, legs pretty sour, think expired liao lah), I need to drink water cos I could feel myself dehydrate, cos my mouth was so dry...and initially got some flies wanna attack my mouth but then I was so thirsty tht my mouth started to stink like shit and the flies which wanna got near my mouth all died...

I got changed and went wif Sherlyn to buy some drinks...I drank finished a 500ml of 100 Plus quite fast and went home to bathe...very disgusting was tht my whole shirt was drenched wif my sweat...first time experienced the power of "second puberty", my sweat glands were working very well and active and my shirt must hang up to dry b4 washing it..yucks!

But I must say, I love jogging...if faster speed, then considered running bah...anyway, I love both, jogging or running....can train my stamina! Next time if suay suay choy choy meet some robbers, I can run away frm them liao!

Drenched again

Today was drenched by my smelly sweat again...was rushing to sch this morning....shit! I'm late again and today extremely late! late by 10 min! Luckily no students waiting outside and Su was late too...her turn to come the "big auntie mother"...

In the mrt, I could feel droplets of sweat rolling down my back.....I wonder if ppl behind me can see or not...tot I was a water monster...it keeps on rolling...think I can contribute to the water ration liao...(eeww..)

I rushed all the wat ro the lab, walking like a zombie wearing roller shoes....brushing past those ppl wif the scent of my new "sweat perfume" think they'll puke afterwards...I wanna roll to the lab after reaching lvl 4 but my tummy too heavy and no momentum to roll....plus i wear skirt today..cannot roll on the floor.

Su came late and she wasn't feeling very well, then around 10 +, her cramp was getting worse and worse til she cannot stand properly and had to apply half day leave....well so tht's the end to su's story today...

I think my tummy is very very big and is easily grow hungry one lor...10:30am onwards i started to feel hungry though in the morning I've already eaten one wife biscuit (made of winter melon, flour, water, sugar, additional flavouring) at home...and I still grow hungry at an early time...I cannot tahan til 1230, so I went wif hh, LC, sherry, Angela, Jas and hui sun to eat at south canteen...think it's been ages since we last came to eat at south canteen...been going to koufu so many times and every time eats the Ban mian..sian...

Today nothing to blog abt lah...I'm still researching on my proj and donno is it because tmr is national day tht I don feel like doing anything today...but it seems like in the past I also feel this way =X Gonna slap myself for being so lazy again...PIAK PIAK!

In the Hot and Cold Realm....wahaha

I'm gonna be a saint in enduring the cold and hot combination of atmosphere....but well..TKK (tan ku ku) lah...

In the morning, I woke up drenched...I tot someone helped me get a free bath...well, no, It stinks, is it the washing legs water? It smelled sour...is it the expired milk that I kept in the frigde for 365 days? Smell again....wah...it's my sweat! Since when my puberty starts again tht my sweat glands so active huh? If only my puberty starts again...hehehe...then I wanna my boobs to grow bigger cup (not for age <18 to see).

It was so hot in the morning and I was perspiring all over...think if I walk also will leave a trace behind...now the climate had risen the temperature getting hotter....and I just can't stand it...I need to go cut my lion hair faster...think this sat, I'm gonna cut it! So messy and ugly and more suitable to brush the floor for my current state of hair....

Well, I tot the weather was so hot tht I did not need to bring jacket for the moment but I was wrong...today I felt so cold in the lab...I donno why...cold til my fingernails turned purple and my skin having pimples(my second puperty's indication)...or goosebumps...

Anyway, i borrowed Jasmine's tht "holely" jacket and well, to my surprise, it does keep me warm and happy...wahahahaha! Thanks to Jasmine's "holely" jacket!

Okok, going off soon, well, another day wasted doing nothing....sorry lah...I was just too slacked! Gonna smack my head and work harder liao! "PIAK!"

It's so Stupid!

Don really like the current job cos there's a lot of unfairness and politics even in school....Yesterday played pool at the staff centre and one of the lecturers tot we're students and request to see our cards...omg...he would not go away unless he saw our names on the card...is there a necessity for this action..would u die if we're students? Or u wanna play the pool but we played it first and u don like it? I bet he's probably the slacker tht have been complaining abt us and hh's lab...ugly toad!

Today morning damn suay! Was late by 6 min and kenna said by Bob.....walau eh...I really don like the networking lab...cos our lab is facing the door and there's a lot of visitors walking by...I don really like the visitors, they like to take photos and we have to have a very good posture and manners in front of them...cannot MSN in front of them...sian...and our networking lab have to open the doors by 8.30am sharp!!! one to two min late and we're doom..y leh? cos tht's the politics and rules of the lab mah..who ask our lab to be opened by keys and not by cards...only I and su have the keys (excluding TSOs)...

I bet I'll be stressed out not by projects but by the rules and the politics in sch...cannot even eat together at lunch...oh pls...is 6 persons a grp very big? And we didn't even go for long lunch break lor only 6 persons...maybe considered big to those loners who likes to complain so much! Think they're so "finished eating nothing to do" tht they lead such a sad life and pathetic f*******!

I don care if today my post of these complains abt my sad life sch being forwarded accidentally to one of the lecturers and complained abt me or not...I've said b4 tht this blog is my personal blog and I'll talked abt anything here and I didn't even insult anyone particularly, so to those who wanna complain abt me, pls get ur facts right and use ur brain wisely!!!! Don be so "finished eating nothing to do"...if really nothing to do, go toilet!

haiz~

"Ask the world, wad is love? only ask human to live die forever"...(direct translate frm the infamous chinese phrase)...

Today one perverted guy was waiting outside the lab for a gal...he's very perverted and disturbing...think he'll scare away any gals tht he likes bah...can't believe his stamina super good can stand for more than 5 hrs...maybe he wanna jian fei bah, sports for life mah....

Feel pity for his legs...haiz~ anyway...hope he'll stop this foolish act lah..give others some space for breathing can or not..very scary leh....I see the face really must go to temple look for medium liao....amituofuo!!!

Anyway...today didn't do much except to go eat and sit and surf net and frown abt the proj....jya!