Slow network...showing off my lousy arts

yah, the network is really damn slow but at least much better than a few days ago when I couldn't even get online...now at least can MSN chat...whatever it is, all thanks to the natural disaster earthquake.

Ok, enough about the network. I wonder if Yukimi and Eri had received my letter to them...Inside had some photos and the drawing which I've drawn about them.

This is Yamazaki Eri

This is Yukimi Amano

Ok, I know my drawing is too plain and simple and dull plus I don't have time to upload their "real" face photos or should I say the "like mountain real face wood" which is what we called "如山真面目" in chinese. I don't learn arts and I just simply like to draw. Maybe next time then I'll post their "like mountain real face wood" photos bah.

Merry Christmas!!!!!

The Eve

Ok, as we had planned, we shall go to Dennis's house to have an early Christmas party. Well, sad to say, the christmas party aren't tht much of a party at all...it wasn't really much fun but I like the food the guys cook!

Haha...we gals like lazy pigs, just sit down on the sofa and watch TV while the guys served us wif braised ribs, chicken wings and pizzas! Feel so great being like the female emperor (wah, so many emperor huh?) hahaha....thanks guys..

As usual, I wanted to play the PS2 or Xbox but Xbox being sold at an unreasonably cheap price le and PS2 being taken up by the guys playing winning eleven. Then finally got a turn to play the PS2 but the GTA san andreas game spoilt, Basketball and racing games jammed, then bo bian go play the soccer wif CLEMENT!!!! Wah piang! The game so diff to play but luckily, Clement also donno how to play so nobody wins the match until the penalty kick I've won for the first game then he won the second game, also thru penalty kick.

We just watched TV, eat, and played games until around 11pm and I had to go home...I can't take train as there won't be any by then...Dennis lived in Hougang while I in Sembawang! So far away! Luckily got YiChuan snd Clement to "pei" me take bus to SengKang then I haiz~ take bus 85 wif CLEMENT to Yishun then ask my dad to fetch me home.

The Christmas day

I had went out on christmas day wif my sec sch fren...a class outing actually. I actually boraded the same train as Adora...haha actually I noticed her by looking at her skeleton arm....then we go meet QiHao. Wah Azlan getting fatter and fatter and in less than 3 yrs times, he gained 20 KG! I almost couldn't regconize him as he's face is getting the shape of a santa clause..luckily I didn't ask for presents.

We walked and shop and then wanna eat food...our lunch. At first we went in the Sushi shop...they wanna eat the sushi buffet but I donwan cos I'm allergic to seafood...won't be worth it if I eat the buffet and I wanna eat the Ramen..but this stupid shop just wouldn't let us sit together unless we all on buffet...it makes me so embarrassed when they all wanna eat the buffet but I was the only one reject.....don wanna go to tht shop and eat again...stupid rules, stupid manager, stupid food!

Wat can I say? Sorry to my frenz lor cos I really cannot eat the sushi wif so many seafood and I can only eat a few...then I'll be very disadvantage cos I pay so much then eat so little? No way! So we went out of the shop and go pastamania eat. Afternoon, we meet Chin Mei and Pei Yu....yah, I think tht's all. Our class gathering very small...only a few ppl turn up out of a class of 30 smthg.

We chit chat and gossiped abt our classmates last time and up date our own lives wif them. Then we go to the mind cafe at Dhoby Ghaut there play heart attack! Yah, our drinks spilled as a result. Played too vigorous le...then wah...still needs service charge $4.50 because of tht. Should have refilled the glass wif water again and purposely spilled over the place.

Then it's time to go home...there's nothing much to say abt my christmas day celebration esp wif my sec sch fren I feel so dull and dry tht day. It's damn bored and only during the game did I enjoyed a bit. Just one word, Sian!

I just can't resist the smile!!!

hahaha....whose smile so powerful tht I can't resist? Well...it's not hard to guess...my Idol Bernice!!! Saw her frm the Jayne stars news...her smile simply great!!!!

She and steven together again ar? Wait later another rumour...haha

I liked her "peace" sign wif her smile sure bring peace to me!

She's really very photogenic...same as she had won the miss photogenic title in her miss Chinese international competition.....good!

Sometimes...I really wanted her smile and how I wish I could exchange smiles wif her...maybe I go plastic surgery change my mouth into her one...hahaha...then I can charm down guys le...muahahahaha...but don have her beautiful eyes and nose leh...hmm...maybe I'll change them too. Then in the end I become Bernice liu le hahahaha! Sorry lah...my wicked thoughts.

Flooding Season

Yesterday and the day b4 yesterday was the most flooding days in December month. Wah...the rain keeps on raining non stop...and when I looked out of my window, I realised two things:

1) Since when I put up a nice shade of curtain that I couldn't even see the block next to mine?

2) Did I wash my hair? The shampoo I used must be made from the clouds...

Nah...it was raining so heavily tht if I don close my windows, I would have to thank god for giving me a free swimming pool to swim around. Ok, enough about windows...how am I going to get to sch? yah...good question. Dad will drive bro to his workplace cos more important mah and I very slow de, so I'll go to sch alone.

I bo bian had to take Bus 859 frm my hse to the mrt there. Of course, I had to bring my almost going to uprooted umbrella to shield myself from the devils of rain. Very pai seh when I opened my umbrella, three sides of it had dropped out, out of the 6 sides. Ppl must have thought tht why would there be a Beggar at this hour bringing a garanguni also don't want umbrella here?

I managed to reack YCK....and on my journey to NYP, one stupid car just drove past and I happened to withness a tsunami in Singapore just right in front of my eyes....the wave came splashing down on me...This is not the worst part. If I want to get drenched, I's rather, my whole body than to have my half body drenched.

Wad does it looked like? Well, to think I have a currypuff hairdo and half side of my hair been wet and flat. The other side of it still very "pong" explosive....wah...an alien from the outer space? Thanks to tht "F9" car driver who generate tht tsunami. I'm so cold, even my lump of fats also cannot help to keep my body warm. I think my fats also frozen lah...

When I go back home, NYP also a bit flooded and my shoes inside also flooded....thank u rain for helping me wash my smelly feet.

Today morning very "song"! The rain had stopped and again, when I looked out of my window, WAH and WOW! The most beautiful clear scenery had appeared b4 my eyes...it's very clear and I could see malaysia far away with the breeze, cooling sensation! Well, but I couldn't say if afternoon would be the same as morning so song....

I know tht since Singapore don have snow, it'll rain...and the christmas song must change to:

"You better not shout, you better not cry, you better not shout I'm telling you why, Singapore is flooding heavily..."

True frenz are hard to find...

Lately, I found myself quite lonely....why? Cos I don seem to have many true frenz...good frenz, yes..alot but to have a few true buddies frenz who understand u frm inside and outside are so hard to find....

During FYP....if my studying jap frenz and his frenz didn't come and ask me to have lunch wif them, I think I would have been alone all the while and yah..to think of it, will make me depressed...I can make fren easily, eat out wif them but to find a common topic to talk abt would be not easy to do so..maybe my horoscope is Cancer which explains why.

One day, I can even count the number of words I speak...so few! Gonna become mute le! One thing is tht now my previous MIt0413 classmates all having study break now for abt 3 wks and as a result, I would have no one to play wif...my two siow gals also break...all my dear frenz all having break while I'm the only one having my FYP...my sec sch frenz also quite busy..miss them and gonna meet them out sometimes...

sorry, today no jokes, no humours to entertain, just my lamentation of my loneliness..."lonely, I am so lonely..I have nobody....."

Blogskins design..I'm sucked at it!

ok, just changed my blogskin...I know it's very ugly and lousy cos it's my first time in designing blogskin.

The only part tht I'm extremely unhappy about is the below part tht will appear awkward as it doesn't blend after the repeat of the background...I donno how to make it looked perfect like the previous ayumi blogskin tht Kat had helped me to do...

I feel so bad for my design skills...I'll try to improve on it....but right now, I'm tired...so laugh all u want at my poor design skills...I'm not meant for it.

However, I still wanna try out more on design...seems so much fun and as for this Bernice liu layout, I didn't do it quite well...anyway, thanks for mich for giving me suggestions but she's too busy so I won't bother her much but she's a very good designer and helpful gal...

I still wanna thanks Kat for her first ayumi layout for me though I'm afraid tht she'll scold me for changing away hers...hahahahahaha...ok lah, tht's all for now.

A time of violence and a time of embarrassment

Yesterday after FYPing, I went to play vigorous badminton with my frenz....we had booked three courts but again, it's like only two were used by us and one would be placed there for beauty (beautiful meh? Only a piece of wood and a few white lines...).

We were all siow ones and we played very violent and again...I think I've accidentally hit tht Zhi Hao or Kelvin's back...wah gonna create a feud between us le..last time, I accidentally crushed his thumb, donno he still got the thumb for identity or not....nvm, still got right thumb for thumbprints....Well, here to say sorry to him cos if we cont' like this, sooner or later he's gonna end up in hospital and me, in the prison cell....

The best part I like about badminton is tht I could exercise my arms and if the shuttlecock doesn't hit my badminton racket (tht is I missed), at least I could slam my flabby arms forward to hit the shuttlecock..hehehe, no one will noe...

While I'm tired abt playing badminton after one hr, I played a table tennis without "table" tennis. I hit the ping pong ball wif my table tennis racket to the wall and bounced back and hit again...then suddenly, the similar history repeated of mingli's flying badminton racket. No, it wasn't the racket tht shoot off like a rocket, this time round, it's my sole of the left shoe. Bo bian...I took off my shoes and played badminton..

I was so embarrased when I smelled my hong kong feet...even after I washed my feet for a while, I could still smell it! I donno if other ppl had an experience of the unique Hong Kong "feng wei" the wind stomach..well, I think they did smell it...anyway, hereby to say sorry for the suffocation...all thanks to the smelly covered lousy track shoes.

First time I experieced having a long short leg cos I still wear tht shoes home with one side's sole missing. I really really symphatise those physically disabled ppl...ok, enough abt yesterday since it's history already and I hated studying history...

Today, my frenz having their ICT proj management common test...omg, it's the dryest module I've ever studied, even worser than the maths tht ah Lam teached. At least during miss lam's lesson, I still can hear the "melody" of her voice which always kept me awake! Good luck to all my fren who took the test today...and thank u for accompanying me for lunch, I love u all! And have a safe journey to the Hougang mall...don get bombed by the terrorist!

Injuries inquiries

Yesterday, I played table tennis wif my fren in sch....long time nv nv played liao..think got more than 3 yrs bah...it was quite fun...one malay guy..tht ihsaak (sp?) and I played like hell, he actually used the calculator's cover to act as racket to hit the ping pong ball! Pro man! yah, pro til the ping pong ball always hit my face, my other body parts.....it's all dented lah!

Today doing the configuration for the router all these stuffs...haiz...alot of errors encountered. Donno wad to do...3rd wk le. Think gonna ask ah ang for help again. Today I intend to play badminton wif my fren they all and tht Katherine phua wanted to play table tennis, so I brought the rackets for her but no ping pong balls...hahahahaha....she go and buy some balls le.

Just now having a chat wif Mich online...the webmistress of the Bernice liu network website....gonna "tou shi" from her...learning some of the web design basics...she really very pro, only 15 and can create such a magnificent splendid website!!!! She really had talent in it. But I scared she'll feel very frustrated, so I said I'll ask her more next time....haha, maybe next time she won't be online for me to chat wif her and bombard her wif so many questions le...muahahaha!

Today is another sian day, don feel like putting in any humour inside this post, cos I can't think of one nice nice one and not much of a particular topic to tok abt. Hmm...donno wad I've done to make my tummy so bloated wif air...always wanna fart but I "ren!" cos I'm inside the air con room...Wad if I farted? Then it's like the catastrophe with the earthquake, tornado, hurricane, volcanic eruption, flooding, tsunami all came crashing down on Singapore. Powderful huh?

I don wan to write any essays here le lah...too tired to write and I've been trying to change my blogskin cos it's been so long tht I used ayumi as my blogskin and wanna try Bernice or ron but most probably, Bernice. I'll try to do the skin on saturday or so when I'm not in school....sian!

Are u rude enough?

So let me ask u, r u rude enough? Sometimes, some ppl would defend for themselves and would say tht they had the world's most kind and thoughtful caring heart in the whole universe....oh pls, don make me puke!

Well, all I can say is tht, for some ppl, they don need to say anything to prove tht they are rude, actions will do...Why do I say tht? Cos in the mrt train, especially in the morning when there are so many ppl cramming together, there will be this "some guy" who would still open their arms wide wide to read newspaper despite tht some other ppl already had their face attached to the door.

C'mon...if u wanted to read newspaper, pls alight the train or when the train aren't tht crammed.....if u don, at least spray some perfume under ur armpit pls.....the flu season is over...u don want ppl to suffocate without blocked nose do ya?

Today morning when I was about to alight the train, there's this kiasu "big" woman who rushed her way out of the train, hitting ppl with tht ugly bag of hers. I don understand what's the rush about..the door was only a few metres away frm her and it's not as if she would get trapped or fall down into the train tracks and become another ba chor? The door wouldn't close so fast and gripped ur shaking fats one lah....

I hated this kind of ppl...I wanted to alight too at the same station and this woman just push her way through by hitting ppl faces wif tht smelly bags of hers. I don think it's a branded bag cos I don see any brand. I think right now, I still had the scar of the crocodile skin on my face.

And there's these ppl who would come in and when failed to find a place to sit, they would find a place to lean against. And when all the favourables "leaning against" areas had been taken, they'll leaned against the pole tht ppl put their hands on for tight gripping for balances. And then, many ppl would take back their hands in pain after the slamming of some piggy's back onto their hands. I noe, this kinda ppl just wanted to show off their pole dancing skills, since they had failed to prove themselves in the "so u think u can dance" audition. And they would say "Come sum apa music!" (the jacky wu's words)...and funny enough, there would be someone playing some music for them to dance on.

There may be more rude cases but I'm too tired to highlight all these dumbass. So how rude are you in being courteous? The courtesy lion no longer had a place in our hearts do we? Sad to think tht so...

Sleeping Ugly....

No, don get me wrong, I wasn't refering to this gal but me. Yah, today after eating lunch wif my fren, I returned to the lab (nice story huh?). Halfway, I feel so sleepy like a pig tht initially, I was sleeping with my head still off the desk. Yah, but my head wasalways dropping down and hit the desk tht I had to pull my hair to keep it upright while sleeping. I think I had blueblack on my forehead le...hmmm hope the blueblack should be like a moon like justice bao.

Since it's so hard to slp upright, I tilted my head >180 degree til my head banged against the desk. Again, blueblack. It wasn't until the lab tech waked me up...wah if I'm a guy huh, at this moment I'll fall in love wif her cos normally it's like the TV series like when a guy is blur or smthg, and u see a beautiful woman standing b4 u, u tend to see an angel even though it may be ur hallucination tht this "beautiful" lady may be a "ru hua". No, the lab tech is not ugly lah...

Maybe it's my snore and bad breath tht filled the whole lab tht alerted her plus the lack of oxygen being taken up by my big mouth and small lungs tht she needed an oxygen but didn't have, so she waked up by slapping my head....Oh no! she must have seen my ugly face while sleeping wif the nostrils wide apart and some nose shit inside.

Yah, after this, I dare not slp le cos I'm afraid my nose may shoot out the nose shit on her face if she wakes me up again....

mixture of past, yesterday and today...

Haiz~ the day had finally come!!! Today my sup wanted me to try out the configuration of the WAN switch so I moved from my usual peaceful and calm "home" feeling lab to the depression lab...wah scared in the end, I become the ba chor under the train! Holy! Touch wood!( but no wood for me to touch leh...hmm touch the paper lah, made frm the once alive crying tree.)

Yesterday was the most fun! I played badminton wif FiOH they all. We supposed to end at 8pm but in the end, we ended at 8.30pm. Initially, we played doubles, then mixed doubles, then triple and then quadrets (sp correct?)...in the end, one court wif nine ppl playing.

And the usual violent grp of ppl like us...there's bound to be casualties...yah two almost blind, one almost lost his thumb, one almost nv get the chance to celebrate fathers' day himself and one was said to be lucky tht she's still in one piece (the shuttlecock like daggers frm donno wad sect always shoot either just over her head, or it will be swirled past at either side of her body..)

Interviewing the "said to be lucky" person (lucky):

me: "How do u feel abt the badminton game just now?"
lucky: "Wah...you all arh played so violent, smacked here and there then one even got the racket flying around!"
me: "wah really arh? I tot we played normal! but the flying of the racket is really very powderful!"
lucky:"Yah, powderful indeed, can sing the song 'Flying without wings le'. We should have bought the insurance earlier...see, the dying ones and the physically damaged ppl.."
me:"yalor...should have bought the insurance, sure can claim and buy a house!"
lucky:"in any case, I just wanna say, I'm so happy to be alive!"

~end of interview~

Today lunch, eat wif Shen yong..the studying jap fren and his frenz...one called wad..eh (let me think..short term memory mah)...Yan Ping, I think. Wah..she very tall lor. 1.75m! Wah wah...she can bully ppl by joining basketball team or netball team or rock climbing...sure win de. She one hand hold the ball up high, the shorter ppl can only practise high jump le...very funny when she's standing in front of me, I couldn't even see the front. So tall! Hmm...can become a professional model since she's not only tall but also beautiful and kind.

There's this other guy..I forgot the name le cos they all called him bodyguard til I forgot his name...damn shy guy. Seldom talk..maybe is because I'm there...cos I'm a stranger to them mah except shen yong. But don worry lah, I'm not a new deranged species but a normal eh...maybe not so normal human.

We chatted alot and the topics were all very dynamic! Yah..laughter and of course, salivas spilled here and there. Hmm..both of them seem to be kind ppl, can become frenz? Make more frenz..good good..then to make more enemies..bad bad!

Now come to think for the reason why I can't bond well wif my IAP prog side ppl. Don understand lor...first day already liddat..actually, I tried to befriend wif them but failed. I like making frenz and I found out tht so far, I think I had more frenz than enemies bah...enemies..hmm...who ar? Think I don have prob in making frenz but my IAP period was the worst experience (maybe for this moment) in my life in making frenz...first time totally cannot bond..yah, we did chatted but I still feel tht there's a firewall (very hot!) in between us. And I can say tht up til now, I don have all of their contacts. Anyway, for this case, it's a total failure so might as well don care and live the way I want!

I feel so tired and restless after the badminton game yesterday...today intend to run wif my other frenz but too tired. Don bother to slim down le lah....so lazy pig!!! How to succeed? Continue wif my swinging of the flabby arms lah! (*weep*~ Sad...no way, I must slim down!!!!!!!!)

Jealousy kills me!!!

Haha...should be curiosity kills a cat but seriously...I am so jealous of mich. She's the webmistress of the Bernice liu network forum and the Bernice liu website. Aww...she actually did go to fetch Bernice frm the airport and took and photographed wif her!! Together wif 10 autographs, omg....if only I were there! I feel so sorry for myself..but thinking tht even if I were there, I may be tht bold to take a photograph with her and I may not even get the chance to be4 near her. (so many ppl mah)

Added mich into my msn contact today and chatted wif her. She's actually only 15 and already got the height of 1.64 M!! Almost same or taller than me, the looked like 39 yrs old witch...muahahahaha! Wat a big contrast, she actually looked younger while I aged alot...holy ****! Well, she's sure noe how to design a webpage, so talented!!! And she noes how to search for Bernice information. She said tht Bernice is coming here every yr since 2004 or 2005...so I hope to see Bernice again...

Hmm I actually intend to copy and paste the pics into my blog frm mich's blog..yah, burn away all the copyright rules...but even though I can copy and paste, the pics are like decolorised...donno why...so might as well not pasted here. Just give the links to mich blog and see lor.
http://michtvbfan.blogspot.com/

Bernice without make up also looked so beautiful but when she's not wearing any makeup, she looked more westernized as she doesn't look like a pure chinese to me.

Suicidal depression suicidal

Oh, today morning, someone wanted to help the chef save money on "ba chor" so he/she became one ba chor for the ba chor mee. Wah...a nice and fastest way to become a ba chor is to dive into the train tracks.....and he/she sure look up into the "unauspicious" book to choose the date and the perfect bloody timing when everyone needed to go to sch, or work.

I was still at home around 7.35am when my bro called my dad saying tht he was late and wanted my dad to drive him to work...I tot why he would be late since he had left home around 7.15am. And I just asked my DAD to go ahead and drove him to work first...don bother abt me cos I'm still dressing up. If I had known the situation was the train disserviced, I would have changed my gear to full speed.

Too late...I just walked to the bus stop and waited for bus 859 to Yishun so tht I could change bus to 853 to AMK to sch. And I waited for bloody hell cos the 859 buses were all cramped and full tht the easiest way to become a terrorist is just simply to fart in the cramped bus and think the bus will go explode or breakdown....

Luckily and thanks to JM, he told me tht the train service had resumed. I hurried to the train and took the mrt. Upon passing Yishun, I could see the police banner and at one end of it is a police blue tent..think really someone become a ba cor mee bah if not why is the blue tent there? To camp there meh? Hmm..I didn't manage to get a glimpse at how ba chor is it but I'd rather not..

Luckily, there's no blood stain, think they washed away le. I reached sch around 8.45am and I was late but nvm, not as late as the 30 min one. Now, I think it's really the depression period for all the citizens cos the gahments keep on raising the GST cost and even the postage rate(which made me quickly wanna post the letters to my JAP frenz today)...told ya gahment tht there will be more ppl jumping down the tracks, u don believe? See lah, now one by one, they died bcos of u all...keep on eating our hard earned money.....

Unless the gahment makes life easier for us wif everything low cost and not raising the cos of everything, I donno who's next....

Just out of the Prison cell

Wondering why I put my title like that? Haha because, yesterday I had my Japanese Language Proficieny Test (JLPT) lvl 4 at the Changi Ulu ulu place and the sch structured like a prison camp and of sourse, nearby, there's this changi prison.

No, I'm not joking, I really took this test yesterday...Sunday huh? Yah, Happy super Sunday mah nad crazy...the time was frm 2.20 to 5pm! Took up my whole sunny afternoon! Sian!

I had to say sorry here to my frenz who took the test yesterday wif me...I'm terribly sorry for being late!!! Okurete sumimasen.....totemo gomennasai! Cos I walked to mrt..I noe I'm gonna be late but I didn't noe I would be tht late for 30min!!! The first train to the city hall one (sorry, I donno how to take bus) was damn slow!!! The uncle drives like scared off ppl jumping down onto the track and become a chef in cooking minced meat...yah, might as well go take rickshaw to the tampines.....

I noe I had alot of excuses and my time management is so bad!!! But I seldom late like hell..cos I noe how embarrassing it is for ppl to wait for u like shit!!! Furthermore....I'm afraid tht I may caused them to be late and disqualified for the exam....luckily, Candice's father took us there.


The test begins...experiences the Japanese culture!!!

First time I went to a Japanese sch and it's primary sch...but the sch is so giantic! However...it's really very primary inside...the toilet is damn cramp and the toilet "bowl" is really like those bowl u can find in ur kitchen...cannot even contain a few shit!! Oopss...sorry for my disgustingness...and the hygiene sux cos after u urinates or "ps", u had to go out of the toilet to find the washing basin. And heck! The washing basin was so low tht I had to drink Anlene high calcium milk!

Ok, enough abt the nature call thing...now going to the classroom to take test...wah the Japanese culture demands us to take off our shoes before entering it...luckily I didn't wear the other shoes if not all the ppl inside can get a free taste or experience of the unique HongKong feet w/o the need to go overseas...Help them save money mah!

And OMG...is tht the chair and table I'm going to be seated in? How many cups of Anlene do u want me to take? The table...omg...u want me to shade my answers on my flabby arm issit? And where's my pencil? OIC..it's on the floor. The chair is of no better condition....no, it's god condition cos it don need superglue also can have my butt sticked to it...power! And it took me quite a while to get my roti prata butt outta the chair.

During the test....

Ok, the first part of the test...average...the second part is the listening which is the gates to hell. I near to the totally couldn't understand situation ....except for a few questions...I think the examiner cheated on us..they're not talking Japanese lor, I think the speakers are frm little India one lah! Ok, the last part of the test is the donno vocab or grammer got reading understanding one...the redaing understanding part is ok for me but the front part is not hell not heaven but mortal for me though I still feel it's abit near to hell.

After the test...

Wah, after the Jap test, I can see a beehive in front...even the bus stop also got one beehive. We decided to walk to another bus stop further up so have a 50% more chance of getting onto the only hero #2 bus. My time wasted for 50 min to wait for the act hero bus to come. Wah...should've slimmed down...the bus is so squeecy tht I think my nose is under someone's arm pit..... YUCKS!!!!

Meeting my mum at the NorthPoint U2 tht side....for a change of a pants cos the size too big and the length too long for me. Changed the size but need to change the length. Ok, I admit I don havelong and sexy 42 inches long legs like Bernice liu but a short and carrot legs yah...feel free to chop off the additional flesh of my legs to make carrot cakes....recipe below:

Method of cooking carrot cake:

Ingredients needed:
two large pieces of Shuting's carrot thighs
water 330ml
1 egg
3 teaspoon of salt
2 1/2 teaspoon of sugar
1 jar of 1 litre milk

Method:
1) Make the Shuting's carrot thighs into flour like .
2) Then add in the water and stir.
3) Next add in the egg together with the salt and sugar and stir extremely well.
4) Now add in the milk and smell the weird aroma..if u smell it, then success! If not, cont' to stir.
5) Steam it for about 30 min and then put in the fridge to cool down.

Ok, so much for the cooking of carrot cakes...hmm go try it out! The taste is unique! Oh ya, for those who don have the Shuting's carrot thighs, don worry, it's going to sell on the market soon.

Just now I go PS, donno why, my tummy doesn't feel so well...hmmm liddat better, afterPS-ing can go jog wif them...supreme slimming down!!! Ok, I shall stop my essay here.

Bernice liu and ron ng growing up captured!!!

Ok, as I've promised, I'll post Bernice and Ron childhood growing up photos...so let's get started wif Bernice liu...

Bernice liu bik yee:

Past:



Now:

Ron ng Chuk Hei:

Past:

Now:

(I can't believe he's so man now...he looked quite cute in his baby photos though I prefer Bernice more...the Bernice Baby photo in the fist pic is so chubby cute though she looks like a boy)

There will nv be old frenz unless u forget abt them

Now then I realise my mistakes for declaring my frenz as "old frenz"...huh huh...cos tht time my definition was tht I had a long time nv contact wif my frenz and I had changed path from B to A, so diff class...as a result, I declared my old MIT 0413 classmates as my old frenz....sorry, my fault actually...u all shall nv be my old frenz...but my good and best frenz always...

Yesterday had so much laugh wif my "daughter" maoling! Hahahaha...we talked abt the past milo advertisement like the swimmers in the sea then they said..we're not swimmers...we're dolphins! (Think the line is something like tht)..then the scene like changed to a grp of dolphins in the sea. Hahaha..it's like the swimmers become the dolphins huh? Then something tht she said really made me laugh like hell!!! She said wad if the swimmers said "we're not swimmers, we're sea turtles!" Hahahahahaha...does tht mean tht the swimmers become sea turtles?

I noe now tht I'm describing it is like not very funny lah but u had to be present at tht time to feel the joyness and funny part of the story. But too bad..we can't turn back time and so...sad lah!

Wah..Mr Ang finally came to look for me yesterday! He gave me a proj is like related to networking but I've nv touched tht weird giant (not very big lah but bigger than those routers and switches) equipment..saying wad, it was a WAN switch and I had to do smthng abt the telephony thing....wakau! I long long time nv touched my networking books already then I had been given this proj.

He gave me a CD abt tht equipment for me to read up on and for me to burn at home....don worry, don need the firefighters to come, I'll just need the candles and matchsticks...talk abt copyright? haha forget it lah..even he also said tht there's no copyright one.

Wah..I now feel like living in antartica, very very cold...cold til my armpit frozen(Quote from Ihsan) Today I brought the Yr 2 networking book to study...wah didn't realise tht my book is so yellow yellow dirty fellow, still got smell one...ok lah..the smell not tht bad, it's the smell of the crying once alive poor tree. Feel so sad for the tree.

I'll post the growing up of Bernice later...

Life is full of stories

Today morning, I woke up late but yet managed to reach sch quite early. On no...not tht boring huh? ok lah let me spice up a little.....today after I alighted from the mrt, I accidentally stepped on this malay gal shoes. Wah...u've should have been there to see her reaction....She gave me the murderous sadako (donno sp correct?) look and I think I can read frm her mind tht she's screaming:" I wanna KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL U for stepping on my precious cowdung shoes...u noe how much I bought for this pair of shoes? $1500+ u noe? And now u're stepping on it! I want to KILLLLLLLLLL u!"

I wanted to reply her saying:" Oh c'mon gal, how cowdung is ur shoes? I can't believe u're easily deceived by con man into buying this shitty shoes for $1500+...omg, ur IQ must be the lowest in this whole universe! I could get a pair like this for $15+ at the pasamalam! Oh...u're not going to let go of me are u? Ok lah...$1500+ izzit? I pay u.."

Maybe there's a telepathy between us and she could've said:"Don u insult my shoes u bitch!Oh...I don think u got tht much money..u poor monkey! But I demand u to pay...let's see who wins! hmm..and I don wanna u to play any tricks so let me made this clear tht I want the money to be in Singapore one, not Japanese nor Indonesia or Philipines...u get me?!"

Wah...trying to act clever in front of me eh? Well, ok then I replied:" Ok lor...Singapore Singapore lor...I pay u $1500+....made in Singapore.....Hell Bank Notes." Upon saying tht I think she was so angry tht she stomped off...yah..I could feel the vibration beneath the ground. Could've caused a system shutdown for the mrt train for tht....

Hmm Derrick didn't come today...guess he really mastered the Ninja Turtle lvl 10 "Disappeared into thin air again"...tot it would be of less ppl but today add in one more guy.....let us welcome this new guy here! (applause) Hey my supervisor had yet to see me yet, so I'm not sure if this new guy is my proj partner...anyway...let's leave it until I found my MIA sup. TOday or tmr, hopefully today, I could find my sup....it's been long enough and I'm turning mould and I'm afraid tht sitting all day would result in "anus ulcer being developed" sorry for this disgusting description.

I today also cannot go sporting with them..sigh~ I don have any track shoes and I can't swim wif them right now. My big aunty mother still not over yet and it's quite long huh? yah..it was quite short when I was in my IAP....weird...maybe the food here is much better than the food during my IAP so more nutrients bah...

Oh yah..I was wrong..just now, Derrick came..but he was late..maybe he masted the Ninja turtle only at lvl 5 bah...Hmmm sad tht I can't play sports with my old classsmates. Gotta go and pass stephie the shoes!!! Jya mata!

How well is your every step?

Ok, I'm not toking about the philosophy of lifenor am I taking about medical health. Pls note that the following article only refers to those physically abled and not meant for those physically disabled humans.

This morning on my way to the mrt station, I happened to see a woman walking normally. But what attracts me the most is the shakingof her leg muscles. I've nv seen anyone's legs tht could shake like tht! Hey, I'm not a pervert to look at other ppl legs but just tht some of them really attracts my attention. That woman, with every steps she took, her leg muscles shaked as though she's dancing cha cha (cha cha boom!).

Some walked like their legs are spreaded apart as if suffering frm mild stroke. While some trying the model stance, initially they've succeeded looking very good in walking but the next moment, they fall down. It's like first u see, then u don't, kind of cases.

Another type of ppl walked like they've signed up for marathon competition and wanna took their every "steps" of opportunity as a practice. I've even seen one human walking like a pisa tower, learning forward tht I think in a few steps time, his face will mop the floor.

Tht's not the end, there's this person who walked like a zombie...I'm serious, I've seen this type of ppl b4 tht they walked half dead and they swing their hands at a minimum momentum...tht is, they like nv swing their hands (of course, I'm not toking about swinging ur hands til u cannot even find ur arm...detached..gross!).

Ok, there are more but I'll just let these ppl off. I'm not good in walking either, so I can't criticise much about others. My walking is like not balanced. U can see frm my sole of my shoe tht one side is used with more force to walk than the other side. My mum said tht I walked like got wind being generated. Yah, wat she meant is tht I walked very manly and cool. Yah, I certainly don walked like a woman with the butt shaking like that woman's legs. I don have nice sexy butt but a big and flat roti prata butt.

Oh yah...some ppl said tht they saw these ppl walking like drifting like tht, very fast....ARE U SURE THEY ARE "PPL" OR ARE THEY.....(ARH HUMP....U NOE..THOSE INVISIBLE BEINGS?)

Hey...don think too much! those drifters are rollerbladers lah! Muahahahahahaha!

Self entertaining for the second day

Today is again another boring morning, afternoon and evening...night I'm not sure. Well looking at all my frenz, all MSNing, I also go msning. But tht doesn't KILL MY BOREDOM!


Haiz, my supervisor and george tan all MIA..think they both go shootfor "Mission Impossible 3" bah. Wah, the moment I told my frenz who my supervisor was, they all hover around me then started toking about "ghost stories". So scary! Haha, Derrick said that my blog is too squeezy, must leave some space...ok, I'll do tht but I often forget one.


Just now very funny, I didn't noe where's my fren was. I did saw her walking into the lab just opp my lab and I only blinked once and she's DISAPPEARED into thin air!!! Tell me I ain't dreaming! Wait, she's not a witch is she? No lah, she's so kind and kawaii how to be a witch? Then on the MSN, I asked her where she was, then the funny scene appeared....she popped up her head and I saw her there...oh so tht's her! I did saw a coconut shaped head at the far end of one pc (sorry, no offense, just tht it really looked like one when the head is being cut off to only a quarter of it) but I didn't noe it was actually her!


Hmm..wondering wad to write now...oh ya, now my IAP prog collegues walked past me, they'll pretend they nv see me...I don't think they really nv see me but they pretended to cos I'm so big sized and sit near the window tht if u wanted to view through the window, u can only see my tummy...unless their eyes got a failure "lasik" surgery...if not, my conclusion is correct! It's very funny to see how human can change so fast! Ok, since u all not tht much liked to see me, and I have no power to make myself disappeared into thin air for a moment like my fren did, too bad, u all can only borrow the specs from the blind society cos we are all situated at blk s , same lvl...too bad (music playing the "too bad" sound-Qua qua qua!) I'm ok wif it cos, I'm used to it for the past three months...man, I'm glad tht my immunity system had improved! thanks mama for the care and love to make me grow stronger!


Well, at least I'm glad tht they don treat me like an alien tht keeps on looking at me as if I'm from some outer space...Nah, I only like astronomy but I don get a chance to go outer space...yah, I don mind if any of u give me the cold shoulder, cos after all, Singapore had such a warm weather. It would be good if u all can help cool down the temperature. I'm feeling cold now, maybe is the coldness from their shoulders just now....

hmmm not bad...they actually can emit such coldness! Must have been raised up from the alaska and lived in igloo b4! Next time must ask them to take me there donno whether they'll agree to be my tour guide or not...anyway, if any of my frenz wanted to drink iced milo or cold beverages, I'd recommend them to put their cup drinks on my IAP prog collegues' shoulders (oops, no offense but if u all don like, fine, go brainwash these part of reading lor) Anyway, thanks for try to being friendly with me during IAP, greatly appreciate tht!



Wahh..I'm starting to write essay again huh? No way! Oh ya, gonna spice up my blog with these cute pugs pics!

A brand new fresh day with a boring content

I've finally finished my IAP and got the certificate and now, I'm going for my FYP. Yah, first day is kinda sucky and sianny....I had no idea wad I'm supposed to do....my supervisor is Ang KW but so far, he's MIA!

He nv come see me and I couldn't find him either.....wonder where's nhe now and if only he had come earlier to brief on wad I'm going to do, at least I won't feel so sian...SUX man! Wanna go out wif my frenz to gym and slimmed down but just now I actually go to south canteen and stuffed my mouth wif two char siew fried buns..yah, yummy but fatty... don think I can slim down if I cont' on like this.

Hmmm...guess wad? I'm sitting at Azzy's place and got the same supervisor as her bah...hmmmvery sian(donno said how many times le), cannot see Youtube, cannot go play yahoo pools cannot play frozen bubbles...cannot this cannot tht...even wif the proxy settings bypassed also cannot. How ar? Gonna see suai ge here lor...lolx! Yah, just spotted a few cute guys walking around but I think all like bu nai kan de, one glance handsome, the other glance normal, I donno wad will happen for the next glance.

Nv gonna see me cry the Last goodbye...

The title above was taken from a sentence in Atomic Kitten song. Yah..I hate goodbyes but this time round it's different, I've been anticipating this very last moment for so long and YESH!!! Finally, it's the last day of my IAP!!!! I don't really like my IAP for I've been trying so hard to slim down yet I've GAINED 2 KGs! Listen, its 2 KGs! not 2 grams!!! yah, getting more and more resemblance of a ball le....sad~ :(

And guess wad? I really fulfil my promise to myself that I'll steal the "for guest only" cups to brew hot but not so hot milo for myself!!! YESH!!! Calling that a confidence boosting!! It took me quite a courage to openly take a cup from the cupboard and brewed milo for myself...

only a few things a like about my department in this company....the Jacobs Weetameal biscuits ( wish I could bring that tin of biscuits home too), the clean toilets with nice aunties smiling, the rockababe one arm chair and the structure of the CPU design...Hmmm...ppl said I'm the lady boss here mah...the initials of my name is the company's initials too. Hmm nxt time mus opened a new company in front of this company calling it the "ShuTing Eccentric PTE LTD"....yah, sounds like a good idea.

Today tot I'd be eating alone with the tiny little Gardenia raisins bun cos KY and KP the support grp side all going to eat with their supervisor. And I seldom go out with my programming grp to eat cos pai seh lah...but haha, maybe the god pity me and rained heavily!!!

Then the upstairs pathetic two stalls canteen, overcrowded with humans that I think a child could get lost in it with a frantic mama! Then all of them came back to join me...nope, not on a hunger strike but a feasta later...KFC!

Yah, tot of slimming down eating the raisins bun only ended up eating more!!!! I'm going to get myself a shrooms burger before I become the shape of a mushroom. Wah, power lor, the support grp side, most of them had all 5 max points in their evaluation forms..so good!!! I doubt our programming side could have the same result...hmmm just hope that our supervisor can be lenient enough to give us good ratings!!! And hope I could get a good rating too!!!

"Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!Nan wu amituofo!" Praying hard with these spells.....GOD BLESS!!!!

Randomised topic

I'll start by writing about yesterday since I've missed the chance to tok more yesterday....and the post for yesterday had been long enough. Yah, I had a bit of monday blue but was lightened up by the sumptous meal tht my supervisor had treated us.

Yesterday around 11am, we were all doing proj stuffs when our supervisor suddenly came and asked us to have lunch with him...he had a very serious tone and I tot he had something serious to tok abt...so, I agreed to go. In between, there's a little joke as in when our supervisor asked us if we would like to eat "jap food", I think all or most of us heard it as "jackfruit!" haha, it was kinda weird as in why would he asked us this question and at lunch time eating only jackfruit?

ok lah, I don mind, cos if u eat like 20 pieces of jackfruit sure full one. It wasn't until he tok about "sushi" did we then realise the misunderstandings! Quite funny if u were present at tht time....Off we went wif our supervisor at around 11.30am. Poor Evelyn, tht she was down wif flu and no appetite so she didn't joined us.

Now is flu season....TZ and QL today didn't come, sick too...so many ppl sick! Ok, back to the food thing...I finally get a glimpse at our supervisor's car...didn't bother to look at the brand cos I donno abt cars...Wah, no one wanna sit in front, so I sit in front loh...initially the heat inside the car was like as if u're coking an egg in the Sahara desert. and quite stuffy inside due to the humidity of the weather.

Luckily I didn't sweat lah cos my sweat pores been blocked by the air inside the car. It was like 10 min later then the car inside got air con. Hmm finally cooled down...I didn't noe where he wanted to take us to makan but then he said jap food mah..got a rough idea of wad it was. We got into this mini restaurant in upper thompson rd there and I ate the Omu rice...basically is the fried rice inside the omelette. Ok, not bad!

And I tot how serious this gathering was! Chey! We tok abt anything else lor...even related to wad rape crime in police stations in other countries (I won't specify which country)! I forgot how we managed to link so far....ok lah, quite a peaceful and happy meal (not the macdonald meal).

We went back to our office at around 12.30pm...and I was like 3 mths or maybe 6 mths pregnant look...hmm hope I didn't hurt anyone else with my bouncy tummy. Hahaha, tht's all for yesterday...as u can see, the prime light for yesterday was only food!!!! Yah, I'm a greedy pig but I don wanna get fat! Gaining 2 KGs at work is horrendous!!! Must slim down like myolie wu le.

Today basically reading blog, understand some of the project codes and get most of the TVB celebrities blog and put them in my blog....I only put those I noe...too bad Bernice, myolie, ron and moses doesn't have one. I found those old threads tht had Bernice liu's email but I don think it worked anymore...she might have closed it down already since it's been broadcasted...and it may not even be her. Now trying to look at those cute little pups....pugs. I love them, so cute! They're like the late BIBI tht my ah ma used to have as a pet.

A moment of fall - learn to stand up again....

Yesterday had a very fun day with Mao ling (kat) and sherlyn at east coast. Initially we agreed to meet at 11am. Then Sherlyn said she'll meet us at the east coast there. Ok, so I meet Kat at 12 at Bishan. While waiting, I wanted to go into the 7 eleven to buy mentos, the fresh maker. However, I was shocked at the price that it actually cost much more than those pasamalam goodies stall.....So, I went out of the 7 eleven not buying anything.

Then mao ling came. I was scolding the bus driver for bus 13 for taking such a long time to come then my curse worked tht 3 min later, the bus came. It was a damn long journey and when the bus passed through the geylang street, we actually look for any condoms shops and prostitutes...haha..very pervert right? But we bo liao mah...

We reach the east coast and waited for sherlyn at the Mac there...heck! for almost 2 hrs! Then sherlyn, to compensate for our long waiting, bought a bottle of green tea to calm us down....yah, to blow away our angry fires...hahahaha....nice one, sherlyn! We went to rent the rollerblades....wow, $10 for an hr! Daylight robbery man! but no choice, the other rent shop closed down already le, even the lockers also went missing with it....

It's very damn funny tht initially at the shop there, I cannot go out of the area, the slope! I donno how to brake! We went to the beginner's corner there first to blade for a while....I still can't master the technique of stopping. The place getting more and more crammed with some "so-called-experts" who were hao lian enough to show off their beautiful skating...pls lor, I wanted to practise one, don bummed into me and blocking my way unless u wanna teach me how to blade!

WE decided to move outside, on the path of the east coast to blade...yah, my real story begins here: Prepared for a fall? At first we're quite smooth.....Kat had herself guided by Sherlyn while I'm all alone, following behind them. I'm quite slow lah cos I scared falling down mah..since I donno how to brake.

When we bladed a few meters....OMG, there was a small hump there....it's funny that we three all stuck at there, refusing to move on...then I donno who moved first....I only noe tht was my first cleaning of the road. I tried to keep my balance and when I'm going down the hump....my mind was shouting: "OMG...OMG...Holy shit, somebody helped me!!!!! ARgggh!!" Then bangbabommba! I could see my legs reaching for the beautiful blue sky.

Hmmm...actually not at all scary lah...surprisingly, no scratches...but my short pants, one of the button gone...nvm, not the front one was ok le. I thought I had just passed the gate of hell when there was another hump ahead!!! Ok, this time round, I'm prepared...totally prepared.............for a FALL!!!!

Yah....the road sweepers should be glad tht there was such a clumsy person in this world to help them clean up the leaves on the ground, the ants being smashed (I felt sorry for these ants, if any)...a smoother road for the others from tht point onwards...I managed to pass all the humps from the going direction...We did not blade far as we had our 1 hr almost up....

We bladed back..yah, the returning journey was almost the same....fall and stand.....I seemed to be fearless of falling but my palm got blueblack le...and this time round, my head is singing the National day song: "Stand up, stand up for Singapore!!!!" Yah, it's like since when I loved this country so much tht I keep on singin this song in my mind?

Not bad!!! I managed to stand up on myself with the help of slapping my fats backwards to keep my balance up. When we returned to the shop, we had our photos taken with us fully geared b4 taking off all of them...Wad a relief! I donno if my back got a new pics of ants and leaves on forming a nice pic but I noe my palm a bit dirty and painful...luckily for me, my falling impact not tht great and when I fall, no bicycles behind to roll over my face and no other rollerbladers to blade over my middle finger...heck...otherwise, i won't be able to point with it at suckers..OOPs, sorry for my poor mannerism.

Haha, sherlyn wanted us to go her bf house there to play...yah the condo mah, got swimming pool...Paiseh to borrow her bf mum's swimming suit, so borrow the shoes only to jog in the gym...damn small, tht gym! Wah, nv imagined tht I could run non stop for 2.4 km...yah, cos in different environments mah..imagine running outside or in a stadium, I'll be out of breath...

Hmmm..sherlyn and Kat were in the pool..wah, sherlyn, wearing bikini lor...very slim figure, totally no fats liddat...unkike me, swinging my belly to and fro with every step I take...hahaha....sherlyn always said tht I've lost weight but I actually gained 2 kgs in IAP....and she didn't see my lower abdomen on how enormously big it is!!!

Stayed there for 2 hrs liddat then we went to the nearby kopitiam to eat bee hoon...nice bee hoon but average side dish. The milo drink a bit too sweet and Kat felt cheated of her ice lemon tea with such a cunning design of a thin below and lots of ice inside...yah, I think 3 sips can finished the drink. Then I spotted another guy being cheated with the same drink ordered....poor guy and kat!

There was a big stray dog there, very ke lian and poor thing it was, waiting at the other side of the table for food but I don see anything dropped into its mouth leh..then after a while, tht dog like very sad and walked out of the kopitiam, into the rain....We finished our dinner and sherlyn not going home wif us. I went home wif maoling with the bus 72.....to yck where we parted our ways and headed for different trains....wah, the bus 962 damn long loh....should have taken bus 859 from the interchange... wt*! Yah, I'm a bad gal.......hee :)

Don't bother to read this....

Nothing to write abt....now very sian at work. But I'm going home soon in a few minutes time. Currently very sleepy...hope this weekend can go out with Angie, sherlyn and kat.

Problems, problems and problems!!!!

yah, it's problems*almost infinity. The project that we had now supposed to be complete but our supervisor wanted to make it more reusable so we had to modify the codes and now...we're stuck! Does anyone noe how to call a function in another frame in flash? For example, the function is placed in the first frame and I wanted to use the same function again by calling it in another frame. I tried to call it in another frame but failed...haiz...seems to me we cannot finish this project on time. Maybe the next batch students can help us continue to finish it bah...

I'm just voicing out!

Well, I'm now a very very unhappy citizen....and I don like the government from raising the gst to 7%....What's the pointing in raising to 7%? Last time 3% only, then 5% (kena booed by citizens already) now still wanna increase further?

Oh pls! It's not as if ppl salary will increase lor....say until so nice like this is to boost the country economy? wt..* Wanna eat ppl hard earned money just say lah... And did u actually go out and see if ppl lived well enough b4 u increase the GST huh?

U all government just anyhow increase, want more ppl to jump down the railway tracks izzit? so bad hearted! And everytime the rich ppl will be richer and the poor ppl will be poorer, how to close in the gap? Wait long long...say wad will help those in need...where got, if u really want to help us, then don increase the bus, mrt, taxi fares lah...say so much!

It's funny to see tht poor ppl are more warm hearted than those rich one as they are more willing to help each other, whereas those rich ppl most of them will not even give a single cents to those in need. Maybe the government think that this country just lack of warm hearted ppl so they intend to make more ppl poorer with bankrupcy by increase the money here and there except wages, Good plan.

I still don understand why the government still wanna import so many "foreign talents". It's not tht I protest or wad but I think too many foreign talents already...a few or some I can accept but liddat like minimising the chance of us getting a proper job as there are more competition. Oh ya, maybe they wanna more foreign talens in giving birth bah...the population getting lesser and lesser...

Well, the government smtimes really must boost their brain cells into thinking that it's not the younger generation tht don wan to give birth..is tht they have the ability to give birth as many as they want to but no ability to raise them up.

Oh pls lor the costs of life so expensive and just buying a single flat also need so much money!!! The cost of buying one flat here if compared to other countries lke indonesia, I can buy two or three u noe? Government, don blame us for not wanting cute chubby kids and those who wanna have kids would migrate to other countries....whose fault is this? not us!!! Pls do some evaluation b4 pushing all the blame to us ppl for causing the aging population.

And one more thing, everytime got so many charity shows and always asking the ppl to donate money, did the government actually helped to donate some or not? maybe a few of them bah and the telephone company, power lor...asking ppl to call to donate still wanna charge the fee? Bad hearted siah!

We ppl are supposed to be kind hearted and will glad to donate but with the additional fee charged by the telephone company, we feel kinda cheated rather than blessed to give hope to the others u noe? And the telephone company got donate all of the additional fees charged to the charity meh?

Wt*! Outsiders (foreigners) must be thinking tht we had a very high standard of living here like we had our own luxury. Ok lah...own luxury as compared to those third world countries bah. How rich do u all expect us to be? Those foreigners only see the shallow part of our lives but not deep enough pals.

Yes, we had TV tht always aired old and repeated TV shows, TV series, humble water taps that are not made of gold, air-con only for displaying purposes....and of course we had our own mode of transport.....our "cars" (legs lah)...pls lower down the cost of electricity...It's not as if we would play with it to get electrocuted?

I donno whether I said all these would land myself in deep trouble or even in jail....afterall, we had such a "fine" country!!!!

Award for myolie wu

Although in TVB 39 anniversary, myolie wu did not win any awards and we can tell tht she's quite disappointed with the best actress award going to Chermaine sheh. But now, I'm going to give her another award...the most "versatile" look. Why is it most versatile? Cos in my last posting, I've said tht myolie wu is one of the few actresses tht can have many different hairstyles and all doesn't make her look too ugly.

Her short hair in Survivor laws...cool right?

Her medium hair length in Triumph in the Skies series

Her long hair in the TVB calendar 2007....

So wouldn't u had agreed with me that she deserves this award? Haha...I still can't believe that Kevin Cheng got the Best actor award! He's not too good in acting as compared to stven ma and moses chan...maybe the most improving award to him bah but the best actor award? TVB sureiis good in giving ppl lots of surprises...

I missed the HK show Triumph in the skies yesterday...man, how could I have forgotten to watch it? But I didn't miss the HK comedy variety show "super trio" on malaysia channel RTM2 ....the guest for the show includes Wu jun lu (Donno her canotonese name), Fransis ng, and others forgot their name...though this show is like 10 yrs ago cos they all look so young but really damn funny...haven't got a good laugh like this for so long!!!! Man, I love the show!!!!

Triumph in the skies - How triumph am I?

Today is a better day than I thought as there's seems to be no communication breakdown between me and my fellow collegues...I'm so happy and glad that the ice finally had broken down though I would still feel a bit awkward with all of them...hope I can "eradicate" this unnecessary uneasy feeling of mine.

Yesh, mediacorp finally aired the TVB show "Triumph in the Skies" with sammul chan, myolie wu and most importantly, Ron Ng!!!! hahaha, actually it doesn't really matters if Ron is in it or not cos I'm not those crazy fan of his..I'm into Bernice.

But of course, it would be so good to see him in there, many handsome guys in this show....hehehe. At first i tot Joe ma is not handsome and he's only very man, tht's all...but the more I looked at him, the more I think he looks handsome.

And OMG, tht's myolie Wu in the show? She's so cute in there! I mean her character is cute and I think this is the show tht she got the best suited hairstyle for her. The hairstyle in Survivor laws is too short and ain't as good as this one but I like tht too. I think she's one of the few actresses tht had a face whereby long or short hairstyle suited on her. Many of the ppl don't like her hairstyle in Survivor laws but I think it's very stylish and cool and I had to admit tht if Bernice is to cut tht hair style like myolie in survivor law, I would puke!!!

hahaha...So far, in the new generation of the TVB actresses, I only liked Bernice and Myolie Wu.... I don understand why ppl criticise myolie for her looks tht she aren't pretty and very ugly in the forum. One even said tht she may be the prettiest among the ugliest....wtf? Those who criticise her must think of their own looks loh..myolie looked much better than u all...at least she's cute and she had won the second runner up in miss HK 1999.

Actually most of the actresses who don wear make up can scare ppl one..I've seen an article where they had these actresses who will scare u to death if they don wear make up...these actresses include Dodo cheng, Tavia Yeung, shirley Yeung, etc. They also featured Bernice...but I think she, myolie and Jessica Hsuen are the ones that looked the most ok even without makeup..though Bernice looked a little tired(maybe too stressed wif her work?) but her smile brightened up her whole restless face...Bernice should be grateful to her parents for giving her such a bright and charming smile.

And I would laugh at Florence chan for having a naive thinking abt fate in this TITS series..but it's quite romantic tht whoever guy picked up ur bracelet, he could be ur mr right as fate brought u two together...now I was wondering...wad if it's a woman who picked it up? U gonna be a lesbian and be wif her? Ridiculous! Haha, but good one for day dreaming and hopefully it really comes true with ur mr right...looking forward to more HK shows with young HK actors and actresses...can add in those old ones but not all pls.

Will post myolie pics wif short, medium and long hairstyle and ron pics in this show next time....

Reminiscing the...huh wad?!

Haha, today morning bored, so tok with my fellow collegues on our NYP lecturers.....I tok about our miss lam WC..and surprisingly, they don noe her! I tot she was so popular with her screechy witchy voice of hers and trademark "peanuts" if u noe wad I mean (sorry miss lam, didn't mean to tok bad abt u, u're actually a good lecturer)...

hmm, maybe the most popular lecturer in NYP award should go to.....(drum beating...) Mr SON!!! Our william son! He was such a good lecturer and yah, a funny guy...loves his teaching. REmembered drawing ninja turtle in my lecture notes, then suddenly, discovered tht he looked like one...MUHAHAHAHAHA! so bad sia! Oops sorry, where's my manners?!

The second award tht I wanted to present is the most kind and motherly award...haha this award as stated by its title, only caters to the lady lecturers...well, not hard to guess right? Congrats to our Mdm See C P!!! U rocks like a mother!

Remember when my class many of us were eating chocolate in the lab, I tot we gonna be scolded by her...but no! Surprisingly, she even cared for us by reminding us to wash our hands as our hands were dirtied by the chocolates...Awww...So good, I miss her!!!

And I would laugh whenever we had our class wif her, Yichuan would hymp the music of the song "si shang zi you mama hao" English song title is "only mothers are best in this world" (direct translation) Muacks to her! Like a mother to us! Even a better mother than I am..(I'm nicknamed mother)

Most hated lecturer award...hmm..this award is very competitive and I donno who to give to...wah, there are so many disliked lecturers in NYP!!! WEll, not me, voted by the others....(This is solely based on my own opinions and if anyone should disagrees, it's none of my business)....

there are a few participants for this award...(my tutorial maths lecturer(tht sissy, don bother to noe his name), Kwan ko(Voted by others not me, I donno who but I heard not only frm my collegues but also my frenz in my current path), the night class lecturer for C++ prog(my class one, not the others, think his name is mr Gan, I just don like him) and some others I don remember...but I think poor miss lam also on this list...Hmmm..so bad, should abandon this award...so I don give this award to anyone of u...

Ooh, speaking of NYP, I had a long long time nv go play badminton le and library, I don noe how it looks like le, don think I even noe where it is now....I'm gonna be pretty lonely when I go back cos my frenz all diff path and my Path A class only gal tht goes IAP first is me...sad man, no sad woman....gonna entertain myself again...

Hope my "daughters" won't forget me or else, mother will come chop u two into pieces!!! HAHAHA..violent siah! Yah, don worry, I won't kill both of u, love u two too much!! Hope I'm u two sistas better than mother, makes me feels so old....

lala land or....? An action packed dream

Well, I'm not really sure of wad's lala land means...some sort of fairytale dream which doesn't seem so thrilled to me...I always liked my dream. It was like an action packed movie and yah, I'm the main actress in it and I'm always starring as a guy's role.

Remember I had a post on my dream b4 tht I got stabbed in the stomach by assasin and or I hid in the fashion shop as a fake model to trick those "zombie" or "ghost" into thinking that I wasn't in there? Hmmm..kinda underestimate the IQs of the zombies..afterall they're once humans..maybe their brain been sucked off? yah right..I tot zombie only sucks blood?

Haha... so wad's this time round? Though some of my dreams are continuation of previous dream, this time round, it's a complete 2 diff dream in a single night! The first is very action-packed and I was like James Bond.

1) first story-setting is on top of a train....This dream seems to fast forward to the scene where I fought with a few big guys...Wow, I actually fought with them single handed and I'm supposed to be a girl! Hmm..sorry, not a girl, a woman...sorry to those big guys tht I've won them. I rem pushing one or two of them down under the train and the train like jerked a bit...gross...if u noe wad I mean...ya, maybe for some of u who had these dream may not dare to eat ba chor mee the ba chor for a long time....

When I finished killing all of them, i tot everything was over, I tot my dream had ended, but no! I looked behind the train...guess wad I saw? A truck at an incredible speed coming up trying to collide into the train...oh, trying to kill me this way huh? I was surprised tht the truck actually is small enough to go through the tunnel! Maybe should call it a lorry bah...

It wasn't until near the opening of the tunnel did I see two cars(police cars I think) blocking the path of the train tracks! Those two cars like rusty and no one was in the cars...I panicked and decided to jump out of the train..but how?

Well, since it's still inside the tunnel but near the opening, I jumped and ran along the wall (really played too much of Prince of Persia where there's this technique to allow u to run along the wall) and jumped and crossed over the police cars and then I rolled over to the eh..left I think, there's a grass patch at the side....not soon after I did tht, there was a loud "boomba" explosion as I saw the huge fury flames engulfed the whole train after the truck(maybe filled with explosive?) collided into the train...man! Ain't I'm lucky to be alive! Wow, tht was so fun! ok, tht's the first story of my dream...maybe there's a "to be cont'...." ?

2) Maybe the dream only lasted for only a few hrs tht wasn't even enough to fill in for the rest of my sleep...so it gave me another dream..a total diff but quite a short story...

Ok, this dream seems to have a lousy story plot and quite stupid with no beginning and end. I happened to meet Christy chung li ti( The marine France bodyline woman) and it seemed like we're already very good frenz...haha I sort of like her( OMG, I'm not a lesbian, why put me as one in dream? Wait, am I a guy in my dream? wt....*) and we seemed to be in a rush...there's a need to escape, escaping from someone or a bunch of ppl (monkey assholes, my dream always got these ppl to try to kill me but haha, they always lost to me!) and we escaped together til we're hiding around in one of the HDB void decks.

Then u noe wad? We or rather, I, kept on waiting and waiting...yet those monkeys nv came and chopped our heads off...it seems like they vanished "into thin air" (my favourite TVB series title..thinking too much le) and god always give me all these funny senseless dream..

Christy(I think her Engish name spelled this way) suddenly wanted to go for....guess wad? A birthday party of my frenz..wtf! And the party is in the house of a HDB flat and even more ridiculous, the HDB flat tht we're hiding! Ok, so we went upstairs to Bao's birthday party...~THE END~ U happy with my story? Not happy? Neither am I...this story would be better if those monkeys come after our life...and how we managed to lose them or maybe not even able to escape! Though I may die in my dream but at least pls, spiced it up! not down(dull) with it! I wouldn't want a "to be cont'" for this story...

I noe the reason why I'd meet the HK celebrity in my dream cos yesterday I watched HK TV show "無敵獎門人-super trio" (donno how many yrs ago de show) on Malaysia RTM 2..and she's in it playing, together with other celebrities...but donno why my dream only includes her, maybe she had the charm? U think it's the TV show "CHARMED" tht she cast a spell in my dream? Haha, c'mon, why would she wanna get killed in my dream? Yah, Snap out of it, Shuting, stop dreaming bullshit!

Oops sorry, I just like to dream in my lala land...

Let's scream for ron...(pics included!)

Ok, like I promised, I'll post ron's pics here so as to show off how handsome he looked. Didn't noe Candice (my jap class fren) also like him, haha.....even scolded me for fighting wif her! hee...but I tot u like Raymond lam? So who do u like more? Ron or raymond? Anyway, it's RR for u lah..for me, it's R&B!!!! So, ron, here u go:

This pic is so hot! He's very photogenic too....

This must be the day when he had his biggest eyes...

This is a new series of him and david tao and sammul chan..hmm ron in this pic looks like RZ while sammul looks like KC...hmm why huh?
Here comes the tough guy, singing....rock and roll! haha, this is a pic of him in the TVB 2007 calendar
This is the pic when I first noticed him. I was searching for some Bernice pics then I found this cute pic where R&B were judges for the children competition...kawaii! Tht time, I saw him and I tot, hmm not bad looking, then started to search for his data..haha, sounded like secret agent?

How I hope Bernice can be onscreen couple with him! Though, I like moses and Bernice together, but I think Moses is a bit too old for Bernice....7 or 8 yrs older bah...

Now for my lamentation: Mediacorp sux to a certain extent....though I appreciate tht now they finally got HK TVB show with younger actors and actresses in it, they still lack of HK shows! I wanted to watch Healing Hands 3 which had Bernice inside but was shown on SCV.

Nvm, but when I wanted to watch Into Thin Air which also had Bernice in it, it was again, shown on SCV nd worse, after HH3 was finished!!!! If it wasn't right after HH3, I wouldn't be tht mad....haiz...Candice, good lor, can watch alot of TVB shows on SCV...I no money mah, cannot subscribe...but I like it when she like Bernice singing the theme song for ITA and we sang together on sat after jap class! haha....Love Bernice liu's Truth (sat ching)

It's fan-tastic time! Idols, pls smile!

Today I'm gonna post many pics of Bernice and Ron together. As for ayumi, I currently don have a nice nice pic of her. I only got her poster and the internet pics not so nice leh, maybe post next time bah.

This is Bernice and her dad, I think she really look like her dad, the smile and the nose and the shape of the face...

This is little Bernice! she didn't changed much, did she?

She really had a look of a model and she's quite tall..1.7m I think

The rumoured couple-Moses and Bernice


Another pic of her when she's young, so cute! she had those killer smile since then..

Ok, due to time constraint, I cannot put ron's pics here...I need to go home soon from work, will post ron's pic next time I come here provided if the image icon presents.

22 more days to go....for my IAP

When the clock strikes 12 on the night of 31st oct, haha I was elated to welcome the coming of Nov! Maybe should do a house warming event huh?

Hmmm...this significance event had again, two meanings: 1) $500 should be dropped in my pockets now..
2) the last month of my IAP le...actually the last month was supposed to be counted from 25th oct but I prefer having it said on a new month.

Wah, really miss my frenz in NYP...hmmm..gonna lose weight when I go back to NYP..gonna run everyday (U serious?) haha, if my frenz can accompany me then sure no prob! Hmm..haven't even been to the sch gym once except for the orientation..haha! Lazy pig mah...haiz..wanna post ron and bernice pic here de but the blogger.com page again doesn't allow me to do so again..unlike last time suddenly can, siow one lah!

Sorry to katz, angie and sherlyn, this sat I can't go out wif u all cos not only I have jap class till one(Preparing for the final exam) but I also had to go out afterwards...so maybe next sat bah...or u three go first lor...ask more ppl to go wif u all if three's too lonely and cold. But if u all wana next sat go out too, I think i'll be able to...gomennasai for this sat not been able to go out wif u all. Love u all muacks!

God, what on earth am I thinking?

Ok, today nothing to write abt, just too sian le...hmm trying to find smthing to write abt...oh yah. Tell me, do i look like a man? Today, one of my fren said tht I look like a man in women clothes.

Though this may sound hurting to a woman, but I just laugh it off, maybe I'm not a real woman after all! hahaha...I asked her wad makes her said tht? Is it becos I really look like a man? She nodded her head saying tht my features of my look really look like a guy and if I got short hair...hehehehe...

She even theoried abt maybe when the first day I was born, my mum took me for a sex change becos my mum wanted a daughter! haha, tell me, which mum would take her baby for a sex change on the first day the baby was born? so poor thing! hmm, maybe not on the first day but how do u explain my every month "Big auntie mother" ?

haha, don tell me got timing placed in my body after the sex change huh? hahaha...ok lah, no, I'm not angry, just finding it very amusing. don worry, I'm the petty type and I admit tht I look like a man because I look like my father...heck, why can't I look like my mum, prettier mah, but at least I consoled myself by keep telling myself tht if I got the look of a man, at least I wanna look handsome...hmmm, now I think I really looked handsome than some of the guys...hahahaha! So bu yao lian!

But really, I got a low voice and I can sing a guy's note but I can also reach up to a certain high(not those very high) note when I'm singing...depends lor...contented with my versatile voice. Maybe tht's the main prob why I didn't got a bf? cos my face is a guy's face, my voice is a guy's voice and I don have great body figure which a woman should have? I'm getting fatter....haha and I like to play guy's game..those PS2 like the prince of persia, splinter cell, Burnout...but then if the gals won't play all these, then wad PS2 games r they gonna play?

Like very sian leh....and I also like women too...don get the wrong idea, I'm not a lesbian just tht when comes to idols, those women celebrities are easier to become my idols than the guys...maybe is because they can act pitiful and cute tht's easier 4 ppl to like them like ayumi and bernice, hmm myolie wu too! But for the guys to act cute and act pitiful would be too gay, yes, they can act cute but pls, be natural funny and cute, don fake it!

Ron ng is just a pretty face and he's cool too! He wouldn't act cute! Bosco wong and Raymond lam are cute and handsome. The way they act cute doesn't seem too weird and both of them r hunks and funny!

To all my gals frenz, don worry, I'm still straight, just tht my face is crooked, not straight! hahaha, maybe I should post my "handome" pic up here if I got one! hee :D In order to compensate for my crooked face, I'll work harder to burn off my fats to become more feminine. Hee, but I was once a tomboy....maybe now still? Go and judge me!

Alright, right on!

Today surprisingly at my workplace, I finally can post pictures le. Donno why last time I could only type in text and not pictures for I couldn't find any application in the blog that allows me to, and I seldom go blogging at home. Tht explains why my blog is so plain with no pictures. Haha, smthg to brighten up my day...Yukimi reply to me through email. I was so happy to receive her reply and I'm sorry tht I keep on dragging the time to sent the letter to her. I haven't go print out the photos that I intend to give her. Hmm I really wanna go ice skating with sherlyn and katz this sun, then maybe we'll go take some neoprints for me to send some to yukimi in exchange for hers. oh yah..time for me to post some Bernice and ron pictures...

The pic above is steven and bernice acting together in TVB series "Operation Breakthrough" I really like her smile!

Aww, tht's just so sweet and cute of them!!!

My hansome Ah ron, he's so suave! I like his face, good features...

This one cracks me up a little...look at Bernice's expression..trying to look scared and helpless! haha, cute wif Raymond lam trying to scare her by acting like a ghost. Tht's what I like abt them, so funky and funny and high, yah tht's right!

Hmmm..next time I wanted to post Bernice and Ron together and ayumi when young photos...if I ever find any good pics of bernice or ron or ayu, I'll post them here...oh ya, I've yet to post the pics of yukimi here!

Believe it or not...the phenomenal in human beings..

I'm very interested in all kinds of strange things...including ghosts, UFO, the Bermuda Triangle, Big Foot, all the unexplainable stuffs. Lately, I surf online for the facts abt Bermuda Triangle (I very "eng" mah..no lah..I very sian)...hmmm there had been many cases tht planes and ships just got lost near the Bermuda Triangle and it wasn't only a few...

However, there were some scientists tht said tht there was nothing unusual abt it. The reason why it was so "dangerous" was tht the place was so much close to the earth's center of gravity tht when a plane passed by, the pilot would had mistaken for a true "North" direction as there would be a 45 degree difference in the compass north and the true north reading. So of u would say, wad's the big deal? 45 degree only mah..but tht means alot to a pilot.

Besides, tht place emits a high level of methane gas(I'm not sure if I've rem wrongly for the gas)...tht sure posted a danger to the pilot. what if he was lost? then he kept on relying on his misindicated compass direction and eventually, he had no more fuel and the plane crashes into the sea. Besides, the media does make a big fuss abt the Bermuda Triangle, exaggerate it like it was some holy sacred place...

However, no bodies were found bah..which was wad made it even more mysterious. But certain facts had not been published. hmm..I don noe much more..I tried to search for the stonehenge too..how weird tht no one noes who built it and who the hell would build a structure so ugly and so insignificance? the aliens? hmm maybe..I couldn't find much abt it leh...the UFO..I donno whether to believe it or not..some looked real while some just cut and paste an airplane then make it distorted or blurred the image...so lame!

Hmm here comes my favourite: Ghosts and spirits----???

Do u believe in life after death? I've read up in one of the ancient old old reader's digest article tht some ppl experienced the effects of life after death...one of them had a heart attack and was supposed to die on spot.

He reaccounted tht while he was unconscious or dead for a few sec, he rem his spirit floated away frm his body then he saw a very bright light in front of him...b4 he heard someone toking to him:"It's not ur time yet, go back!" Then back to where he was, he awoke but was sent to the hospital for treatment.

Another I read frm the net tht a boy had recalled his past as a (donno which country) soldier. He was a pilot and a soldier on the aircraft fighting with the enemy when he saw a missile fired towards him and the enemy was a japanese. Anyone would not believe his story but wad he said had been true and the experience was reaccounted so realistic tht any normal boy wouldn't had been able to do so. He knew alot more than he would knew at his young age about the army stuffs(I forgot most abt the article le, short term memory i had)...

Now comes the ESP-Extra Sensory Perception...here comes the stories abt ESP..
Story 1-A woman was watching a local TV variety show when suddenly the image of the TV changed to the scene where her man was killed by the enemy. She was shocked and after a while, the TV screen returned to normal. She tot it was of nothing tht it was her hallucination..maybe she needs to take medicine le..The next morning, there was a call, not frm her man but frm the army camp to call for condolences of her man being killed in the war..she was shocked by the news and broke down.

Story 2-This was a short story. Remember US late president Lincoln? It was said that the night b4 he was killed, his usual good behavioured dog suddenly went crazy and kept on barking non stop! No one noes why the dog behaved like tht until they figured out tht the dog probably had a hunch feeling tht it's master would leave the world soon and can't bear to leave him and so he kept on barking.

story 3-It was once believed that the sinking of Titanic was juct an unfortunate misshap and no one would expected tht such a big grand ship would sink by an iceberg! Well, are u sure no one? Well, there was a dying girl tht laid on her bed wks b4 the Titanic sinked had already forseen this outcome. In her dying breath, she told the ppl around her tht she had a nightmare. She dreamt og a very gigantic ship with lots of ppl slowly sinking into the deep cold sea.

Everyone was screaming and running for their lives yet only to freeze in the waters. She said tht the dream was so vivid and scary tht she was afraid if tht it would happen. However, no one believed her and tht poor girl in the end carried tht dream and together the reality to heaven.

Story 4-A worried mother tried to contact her son after hearing the news of the ship(not the titanic) sinking which was the ship tht her son had boarded. There were alot of casualties and death toll kept on rising. The rescuers were still looking for survivors and any other bodies tht they could find. The worried other couldn't sleep for a whole night. On tht night, he appeared. Who's he? Well, it was her son. However, the mother almost couldn't regconise him as his whole head was bandaged and after a while, he disappeared.

The mother cried and the following days, she received the news tht her son was in the hospital, however, he was dead on the previous night. SO his son had come to say goodbye to his mum b4 fading away huh? Wad a filial son! I feel so sorry for his mum.

Story 5-I couldn't rem this story but I think it had something to do with the plane crashing in the snow or somewhere else where they couldn't find. The family wanted to find them, eno matter whether they're dead or alive (yah, the movie DOA, very real huh, but it's true, so it's real) They had tried to use technologies to find but still to no avail. It wasn't until they had used the last resort by asking the old man(there was a term to name this type of ppl but I forgot) who used a pair of sticks to find out the direction on a piece of map where the bodies could had been found...Eh, I donno whether it's plane crash or wad lah but in the end they managed to find the bodies..

Ok, tht's it for the boring stories. I think some of the parts I may have added in myself but not to much to alter the real story. The stories are based on a book called ESP and were all true account of ppl, the humans.

Oh ya, for women who wanna find out whether u r sporty enough, having the sporting talent, look at ur hands. If ur ring finger is longer than ur index finger, u have the blessing of a sport talent, but don be too happy yet, the bigger the difference in the length tht ur ring finger is longer, the more buth u're though u're very sporty. I donno whether this is true or not, read it frm yahoo! yahooligans!