because i love un-birthdays too.
looking up at the sky on the way home from school and seeing the stars sprinkled all over like salt on a dark table.
Opening the cover of a new book waiting to see what surprises and adventures are in store, along with that new-book smell.
Standing in the store room breathing in the musty smell that i know so well.
Lying on the floor while talking on the phone with the people i love most in the world.
Sitting down at the piano with a new score.
Cycling down the street with hair whipping my face as we cycle toward the playground.
Getting the closest i can to flying on a piece of rubber and two chains.
Singing happy songs as we walk down the street together.
Talking delirious nonsense.
Hugging The Bolster tight as I visit Old Mr. Chou.
Laughing about inanities with Jooser and Nic and Fanneh.
Burburix&Co.
ECKY dolls.
Pretending to be intelligent and asking questions that don't make sense.
"What do you get when you divide by bread by a knife?"
Swimming.
Giggling with "Wennie and Friends".
Bandroom Blockbusters.
Dixie chick(ens) - the asian edition.
Geekspeak 101 - Ver2.1
Bishi-bashi.
Listening to new CDs fresh out of the case.
Kaya Toast from Ya-Kun.
Snorlax and Jigglypuff and Gyrados and Meowth.
Mumbly-grumbly mumbo jumbo.
Weirdo lists.
These are the things that hold me together, that make me the person I am.
These are the things I can't do without.I am such a weirdo, it's somehow amazing that I can get through the day without being sent to IMH for some serious psychoanalysis before being thrown into what Nic fondly refers to as "cushy cells" and having weird people talk to me at different times of the day, all offering to make me sane when they it's scientifically not possible to change someone who was BORN weird.
Oh my oh my it's a beautiful day and I think the 10 days will just culminate in me taking a serious break. Oh how wonderful it is to be able to sit down and smell the freshly-cut grass and the cooking smells floating by on the wind. Or to laze in the sunshine as I doze off, dreaming of happy days to come. It's liberating to be able to be free of emotional burden, to be free of thinking of someone else so much all the time. When I can recharge and become myself again, the carefree person I'm supposed to be. Before this it was all just a facade, just pretence on the outside that I'm happy, pretence on the inside that I really am. I think reading back posts of happier days has helped.Maybe it wasn't really a facade? I think it was more like a tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired happiness.
Tried and tested - The Original Formula for Happiness.
1. Throw in some sunshine. Liberally, but not too much, as we want to ensure that the subject will not turn out like a gory brown peeling lizard.
2. Have good happy music. It always works.
3. Let simmer after putting in a dash of Good Books.
4. Stir Good Friends in.
5. Cool in the fridge overnight, along with a sprinkle of exercise and stupid jokes.
6. Don't forget the dressing of hugs and kisses!
Meehahaha.
Retardedness is probably as easily contagious as you can be sure the sun will rise from the east tomorrow.
So get infected today.
Disgusting-ism too!
I say woot you say woot.
I say moot you say moot.
I say see what see you say never die before ah?
I say go and die lah you you say CHOI!