Sunday, June 14, 2009
I screwed up pretty big.
Hai le derrick. I'm sorry.
What to say, my eyes da stamp. Give him wrong shoot timings....SHIT.....F*@(@ Probably cos I cannot operate under stress. This may not be the line for me after all.
Today's mood is emo...Or is it plain bad. Plain bad i guess.
And how do I convince someone to do something when I don't believe in it. Guess it's just a system thing. We're just institutionalized animals. Don't question, just do. Even me, the instigator.
Whatever. I'm a big jerk.
Five more days. Then pelepah. Looking forward to it. Even if I don't have to climb, I will look forward to it. =)
Its just me and you <3 .
11:57 PM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Decided to vomit all my tots&feelings in a few separate entries, so it won't go into a mega-long entry.
First so, my resolution NOW is to check my mail more often. And go on msn more often. Been very reclusive this whole 6 months..or is it a year? Maybe longer.
But anyway yep. very motivated to make my FYP a good job. Not only for me. For the 4 of us. But because it's something EXTREMELY meaningful. It's not some glamour glamour video we are doing, but something with purpose lo. Actually very fitting for our group. =)
Anyway, for the person who rejected me, I don't blame you! Just sad such a good opportunity missed. SO SAD! But anyway, if you are a sexually-active person, and sometimes out for fun will play around. BUT want to do something really meaningful, PLEASE TELL ME!
Its just me and you <3 .
9:53 PM
Eh how to say leh...
A lot of things going through my mind.
First I must say... I SHOULD be going Thailand to do my FYP.
HUAT AH!
(Although I suspect I will keep la-ing the other three to pei me see the lady girls, go krabi etc etc. Saw this programme on lady boys, SO MEI LO THEM...shall go and watch in thailand)
ANYWAY, my topic should be on HIV-positive children living in orphanages. Been finding their videos on youtube. Very heart-wrenching.
SO....ANTICIPATE MY FYP VIDEO BA!
Decided to vomit all my tots&feelings in a few separate entries, so it won't go into a mega-long entry.
First so, my resolution NOW is to check my mail more often. And go on msn more often. Been very reclusive this whole 6 months..or is it a year? Maybe longer.
But anyway yep. very motivated to make my FYP a good job. Not only for me. For the 4 of us. But because it's something EXTREMELY meaningful. It's not some glamour glamour video we are doing, but something with purpose lo. Actually very fitting for our group. =)
Anyway, for the person who rejected me, I don't blame you! Just sad such a good opportunity missed. SO SAD! But anyway, if you are a sexually-active person, and sometimes out for fun will play around. BUT want to do something really meaningful, PLEASE TELL ME!
Its just me and you <3 .
9:50 PM