Sunyi sepi sayu....

Dalam gerimis aku menangis kerana tak siapa tahu hatiku terguris
Hujan menistis serta airmata tiada beza jatuhnya berderai

Dalam gerimis aku menangis membawa hati dan batin terhiris
Hujan menitis seakan mengerti apa yang sedang aku alami

Aku turut segala kehendakmu, mengalah tak mengira waktu
Aku sedar siapa diri ini hanya menumpang kasih bermanja sebelum putusnya nyawa

Aku rela berundur sebelum terlanjur, sebelum terlajak jauh
Tak guna berpura dan sering bermain kata

Salah nampaknya padaku, tidak pula padamu
Yang sering diperkata, dipersenda oleh mu

Bibir tersenyum manis tetapi menyimpan kedukaan
Hati pedih terhiris tak siapa yang perasan

Taking flight...

Deep down inside the cavernous pit of my soul, I'm still precariously hanging and secretly hoping....I don't know why but I think it's wise for me to loosen my grip and free fall into the abyss...I can't perched any longer as it is not beneficial to me...let go I shall....

Age of Innocence

What's left after 3 months...

Well...what can I say this time around....

Things have been the same...going round and round...
I tried to intervene in some matters but progress doesn't seem to be escalating...I'm still at it...
Slipped ever so slightly into a mode of emotional distress but was quick to recover...as always haha
Now, exams are round the corner...I'm not too confident this time as the modules are pretty heavy...especially so for maths...I haven't got much of a clue of what is going on really...but thank God for biology...my saving grace for this semester...
Damn long holidays will follow the exams...should I go somewhere or should I just stay put?
I don't know yet...well, it'll come as it goes...I'll just go with the flow...
Time passes real fast...for me, for us, for you, for all....

Caught in a whirlwind, hurled and flung and came crashing down...picked myself up and go through it all over again...such is the thing called life....

Sanity is important

Don't because of love, you lose yourself...
Wake up from your fantasy before you fall in too deep into its cavernous abyss...
Find back your lost soul....find back sanity....

Changes...

I know changes are inevitable but I don't know why I am unable to accept changes this time around. I can't help feeling some negative vibes resonating all around me and it's freaking me out. I just don't feel good about the changes. I've yet to take it into my stride and it's certainly taking a very long time for me to do so. I can't explain this and I'm very disturbed.


Free me!!!

Sola otra vez

At the end of a long day, when the evening sun sets upon the horizon, when every ounce of life seeps through, when the last breath is drawn, one will come home to himself...sad but it's true...

Life's endearing truth...