Monday, February 27, 2006
How do we walk away from the memories or we don't?Nostalgic past keep bugging me. Why does he seem to always haunt me.
I keep thinking of the good ol' times, I miss those days, I miss him.
I miss him cracking me up with those silly nonsense, I miss his laughter, I miss his smile.
Truth is I want those days back, I want him back in my life.
How many nights I left pondering, how things would be different. We would both would be happy, together.
I dreamt of You.
I was sitting beside you.
You tried to hold my hands, which I rejected many times.
Though in the dreams, I hope you keep trying. Cos I was trying to act tough.
Finally I relented, you held it and put it on your lips.
Then, I asked you
Why do you have to do this now?
Someone told me we don't walk away from memories, it leaves you.
"You only walk away from the pain, it will leave you once you get use to the pain."
I am just afraid to fall back. I was just beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel. It took too long tryna climb out.
SY told me, the dream might be trying to tell me something. Mayb somewhere part of me has already given up.
Still there is a secret wish in me all the time. About You.
Posted by HERE! at 12:15 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
The Table Analogy...Corde and me were studying in East Coast MacDonalds. That is where this table analogy came about.
We were sitting inside and feeling damn cold. We gave up the old table we had and shifted outside. First we chose a bench, we got there and realise it was "bird-shit" infested. Okay fine, we changed to some where outside MacCafe then, but we decide it wasn't a good spot. We changed again to one that is near the toilet. We settled ourselves comfortably then we smell a stench. Ohh nooo... its coming from the toilet, once the door open the smell punge out. And we decide to SHIFT again. We shifted to where it was more expose to the common walk way. I was thinking pretty good spot, while I cleaned the dirty table and settling down a huge gush of wind came about and water came splattering on us from the nearby fountain.
So we SHIFTED yet again. This time we moved into MacCafe.
We were saying not bad lah this spot.
In the end, we keep moving till we don't feel cold anymore.
At this point, we were saying how this changing table can relate to relationship as well. We choose to give up what we had, we move and keep moving and ultimately realise we keep making the wrong choices. When we ended some what comfortable and safe, we looked back and think why did we leave in the first place.
Then Corde was saying, it's a different story now if we moved back to the old table.
I added, sometimes when you wanna go back to the old table, you realise it is taken. Some one might had taken over the table you decided to leave.
Corde said "But we could wait there, they will leave ultimately"
But sometimes they probably wont.
Posted by HERE! at 10:39 AM
The wonders of Braces!I was just browsing through pictures on my phone. So people change from time to time. For me, the obvious change would be from non-braces to braces.
I don't know but I think it really slim the face and weight overall.
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The change is quite big right?
I used to look like my cheeks support my eyes. Fleshier cheeks. Don't know lah, just looked wrong.
So you get to slim down AND straighten your teeth! haha
Posted by HERE! at 10:39 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
funny quote.Sex is like math:
Add the bed
Subtract the clothes
Divide the legs
Leave your solution
and pray that they don't Multiply. =P
Don't you just love math?
I got it from my fren's msn nick, just thought its pretty interesting.
Posted by HERE! at 7:23 PM
My so SPECIAL VALENTINE. I didn't get a date. Seriously. Don't raise your eyerbrow. But I was happy =)
It's no big deal. Haha... I still get my fave calla lilies every year. Thanks Alex!
Usual dosage of my girlllfrieeendd. I prolly become les if she aint straight. Hahaa.. Kidding. Cos we are too tight together right darling?
Had fun listening to the live band at Hark Cafe. Nice ambience and nice decor. If you trying to impress, go up there and sing for us! But don't croon like some chicken please.
I heart You. <3
Ohh, my lecturer from India says I look like a doll. Do I? Well, it brought me back to secondary school where I was called Barbie Doll. =P
Posted by HERE! at 7:23 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
Ministry of Sound!
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I am guilty. I felt bad when I walked out of the cubicle I saw a girl in wheels waiting for it. Yes, I used the handicapped toilet. I felt really bad, I apologize to them though. But I still feel bad. Sigh.