Thursday, January 26, 2006
To the sweetie-pie Minz.I can't tag on your blog so I decide to post here. Hahaa.. you are so funny lah! Don't needa envy me.. You will do your soon too!!! Hopefully its not 4k! I think you are so silly-ly funny... So excited for me with regards to the braces. Had fun meeting up though a short while! Thanks for all the compliments that you give, cause I was so afraid I will look so god damn weird in braces. When the day come to fix yours, you will be scratching your head and say 'so fast?'
Love you! <3
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The Braces!Alright, FINALLY. Braces are on, the procedure is actually not that painful its the aftermath. My tongue hurts from the abrasion. I chose lime green colour for my first time. Haha... I think its damn nice! Everyone agree that I look so much younger like 17 years old. Which deduct so many years off my actual age. Heh...
I did my hair too, highlighted and trimmed it. I love the new look.
You tell me?
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
People who I miss dearly.
Cammy
Cammy, Sylvia. At Syl 21st birthday party.
Tanning at the Sentosa. I miss those days.
Clubbing days- Cammy, Sylvia, Charmanie
Kelvin Ling, my lil bro, I can't even remember the last time I seen him.
Saadiah- I haven't seen her in ages. She is now working in kids gym.
Qiuying- We haven't been going swimming for a long time! boohoo
Gabby, Cammy, Josh.
The sentosa-days. Monorail rides.
Shengleong who is kidnapped to Tekong by the Government.
Allister, my history class partner. He always get bullied by me. Again, serving NS.
Kelvin Chia Wee Kiat, my budd that have MIA-ed. I haven't seen him in a year I think.
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
To my friend Paul.Peace in Heaven. To be in a better place.
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It is sad aint it. Life is fragile and we must treasure every moment. To alot of people, this is the phrase that we hear too many times. But when situations hit us in the face, we realise its nothing but true. To share, my friend, whom is my ex-lifeguard colleague passed away in his sleep. His dad told us, the only consolation he has was he died peacefully with music in his ears. We were all shocked and upset. Cause he is fit and never had any problems with his health. It was still unknown why he never wake up from his sleep. The speculations was because the place was poorly ventilated or he was too fatigue and tired too wake up. I didn't recognise him from that thing he is lying on. He look different. I see many of his relatives crying, it brought tears to my eyes. I want to still bumped into him in town or clarke quay and just simply crap away. It is quite hard for his parents I think, him being the only child, their only hope. I see them being strong as they could for people that turned up, but many occasion I saw the look in their eyes or standing in the corner sobbing away. All the while the mom talked to us, she told us we have to be strong, we have to continue living but just so suddenly she breaks down. I stroke her arms and told her to be strong. She breaks down saying, that now that the service is going on she will be okay, but after the service she will be alone and the memories will come flooding back. I hope she will be brave, living him in her memories. Its hard I know, as memories fades over time in your mind but never in the heart.
Bless him where ever he is, somewhere beautiful.
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The road to my Million dollar SMILE!I did my extraction of 2 teeth. I heard alot of hearsay about hurting and you can't eat and stuff. Suprisingly its not true! I was so damn nervous while waiting outside. The thought of pulling off 2 teeth just gives me the cold feet. Will it hurts? Will there be alot of blood?
So when I went in and I look at my dentist, I felt more relieved. I dunoe why, but I think he got this kind look. Haha.. He slowly explained everything in detail. First he will apply a strawberry scented cream to make the gums numbed so that when he inject the anaesthetic it wouldn't hurt that much. But seriously it still hurts a teeny weeny bit when the needles is poking. The anaesthetic works in a way that you will lose all sensation except pressure. I cringed abit and I was closing my eyes when he is doing the procedure. Den he used his equipment and knock against your teeth and asked if it hurts, to prove that the anaesthetic works. He used the "pliers" and clamped the teeth, den he pull, shake, pushed whatever he could to extract it out. You will hear some "crack" sound when the teeth goes loose. It is normal to feel that your right jaw hurts when extracting the left side.
Usually they extract from one side to another and eg: extracting the left, you needa pull of the upper and lower tooth on the left.
Then you have to bite the cottol bud tight for one hour. This is to help the blood clot to form and stop bleeding.
But the pretty disgusting thing is that I can't swallow my saliva, cos it reeks of the bloody smell. So I end up using ALOT of tissue to cover my mouth and soak up the saliva. It was so bad that when I tilt my head forward, the saliva starts dripping uncontrollably. It happens also due to the anaesthetic haven't wear off. You can't control the muscles at the area.
Well...
No Pain No Gain
Posted by HERE! at 7:27 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
A small convo between me and this friend.He never fails to make me feel appreciated. He drops sms-es once in a while and it lights me up really.
He says:
i'm just amazed
He says:
hah
pork calling the cattle black says:
with?
He says:
u
He says:
hah
pork calling the cattle black says:
and y?
He says:
for bein u
He is amazed by me for being me. Haha.. Its something simple but I just can't describe it.
For being me.
Posted by HERE! at 12:30 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
My dates: Cammy & CordeliaCamera man: Jiron
Location: Coffee Club
Her new hairdo, due to her stagnant blog. I decide to post some pictures of her here. She's not dead yet. Haha... But her computer connection is.
Not exactly very clear pictures but she permed her hair, that's about it.
Yes, don't get air blown, but I think she looks great with the new hair. =)
ohh... cause its curly like mine! haha
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The long-overdue Christmas pictures..
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
I got this from the same book...'What is love? As far as i can tell, it is a passion, admiration and respect. If you have two, you have enough. If you have all three, you don't have to die to go to heaven'
hmm...... penny for your thoughts?
Reading this book -Straight Talking by Jane Green.
A birthday pressie from boogie to angie and yes it landed on my hands.
Many thoughts running which I can't just put in words. This book have situations very similar of stories I heard. In regards to decisions, emotions and passion.
It slaps you with facts many of us deny to believe.
"That when a man doesn't call it's not because he's too busy or he lost your number. It's just because he doesn't want to call"
Bottomline: Many often we cook up excuse for them that they doesn't call just to make ourselves feel better.
In this book, the narrator (Tash) speak about many of the men in her life. Handsome and rich that sweeps her off her feet. The average joes that she doesn't give a wink. The down-to-earth but finish last kinda guys. The charming one that makes your legs go jelly once they flash you with that million dollar smile.
And after few episodes of heart breaking experience she's lost in herself. Confuse and not knowing what she wants. What kinda guy she desires anymore.
Along came this best friend, Adam. Happens to be her ex-beau best buddy. Who fell for her as long as he knew her. He kept his feelings under through years and being there for her when she needed comfort.
Then came a day he plucked up the courage to let her know he felt. He knew it probably ruined the friendship they shared. But he need her to know how he felt. She felt betrayed, cause she didn't want anything to ruin this perfect friendship.
I digress, so there is no platonic friendship between a man and woman i think.
After much considerations, she thought she probably just give it a try. Sure she felt comfortable with Adam, she love him but she is not in love with him. Adam gave everything he has for Tash. She still can't stand the thought of not keeping her options open and she finds herself still looking around for other man. Mayb Adam is not for me? She feels comfortable or too comfortable with Adam. But she feels the passion lacking from it. The distance between her and Adam is passion. Will passion grow? How do we nurture passion? What's the passion Tash has for other flings and not for the goody Adam?
I haven't finish the book so I don't know the ending just yet. My old habitual reading habit is that I've the tendency to read till the middle of the book and flip to the last page to find out the ending. I am still withholding the temptations. I'll let you guys know the ending. Soon.
I wanna share this story about my friends. They are from my secondary school. Namely Faustina and Vincent. They are life example of why life can be simple and loved. When I see them together they are so happy, I mean many of people might disagree that its only the outside. Its a facade. But I say no, cos I feel their happiness and they basking in love for 5 years. I see that they enjoy each other company, just talking about things being there in each other life. Its just that simple not about anything materialistic. I can feel the happiness this girl has in her life with this guy, the glow in her never faded for the last 5 years. I see pure happiness in her eyes, her smile and laughter. It makes me happy seeing her happy. Add a note, they still talk to each other for at least 1 hour daily for the last 5 years. And still talk like they were at the getting-to-know and very excitable stage when they first get to know each other.
And that's why I still see Hope. We always hang on to the word hope, don't we?
Posted by HERE! at 10:50 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
I ripped this from a book...*********************************************************************
You gradually get over the pain. It doesn't go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with. One morning you wake up and he's not the first thing on your mind. And then a few months down the line you realise you've made it through half the day without thinking of him.
Sometimes it takes months, sometimes years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about them occasionally. You manage to do this because you don't see them, you don't hear them, you try not to think of them.
And then you bump into them walking down the street, or someone unexpectedly mentions their name and the memories come flooding back. But memories also become less painful in time.
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I guess many of us goes through tough period of getting over someone. I come to realise you don't get over but it just hurt lesser. Someone told me, loving some is easy but its the hardest to forget the one. Did this prick your heart, and your mind thinks how true it is, unconsciously you are nodding your head in unison as you read on. Haha, we all fall in the same plight.
But well, I still believe in one day which we will recover and stop feeling sorry for ourselves. Because the world still continue spinning and the days goes on. I wake up each morning trying to instil myself to be happy today. I smile at the clear pretty sky, inhale the fresh air and feel my steps goes lighter by each one. I nearly fly (ya right). Hahaha
We move on and we meet more people.
I guess this is Life. =)