Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I
am glad.....for alot of things.
For I known what I always unexpected, but I am glad I came to know the truth. Really. =)
The harsh truth, my heart did sink instantly. But I really did get over it with a smile.
I knew all along there have nothing serious going-on, but I have to admit, I felt betrayed? Is that the right word?
For I always thought that the next one I meet would be different, I thought he was. Thanks for proving me wrong. Yet once again..
All the fun times I enjoyed totally, the company, the places, the things we did, the movies, the smses.
Thanks for putting me high and pushing me down again. Its was a great experience. =)
There will be no boo-hoo-hoo this time for getting you out of my life. But I never regret that I met you. There were good times that I will remember down the road.
And again, I will try not to blame you because I understand you for being a true blue Martian.
Now. I am earthbound. Because you took me higher than I ever been.
Posted by HERE! at 12:55 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
As he tugs strands of hair behind my ears. Running my hair through his fingers. Rubbing each and every one of my cold fingers. Tugging me close as I sniffs a little. What's the situation like? Maybe the spaces between our fingers fit each other. <3
Posted by HERE! at 11:13 AM
Friday, June 24, 2005
Its been a while since I do anything to this stagnant blog. Yes. Its boring.
Life's good and I feel good. About myself.
The thought of his sweet dimples makes me smile. Yes. His charming and sweet personality which I used to be swoon over. Things change and many of my post dedicated in his name. I feel something different now, its more on the maturity level. Like what Cammy said :" if i were u, and the guy who used to be known to be a playa cos he's cute and attracts alot of girls, but yet he gives u special attention and shows that he's taming down." How true is it? Haha.
Things seems to be reversing as time passes.
The more time passes, the more irritated I gets with another Him. He gets on my nerves with his weird way of erm.. communicating? The way he tries to get close or intimate leaves me on the bay. Which mostly I dont react or don't know how. Well, I thought things might be different when I met him but nopes, no heart-racing that thumps my heart hard. Its just the same old me, I don't get jittery, aha! which I thought I would. No more anticipation.
Dont ask me what I really want, cos I don't know the answer.
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Rip this part from last month Cleo. Which I thought is interesting:
4 Under-rated sex moments:
1) When you open your eyes mid-kiss and see him making the silliest and cutest concentration.
2) Realising you dont have to wonder whether the sex will be good tonight because you know the answer.
3) Inevitable fumbling of clothes when getting each other clothes off, because no matter who do it oh-so-smoothly, sombody's button always get stuck.
4) The moment after making love when you're sweating and your hair looks like cyclone's hit but you still feel amazing.
Posted by HERE! at 5:58 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
he said. they are nice to you for reasons...
what was his then?
Posted by HERE! at 11:42 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
MAD-a-gascarIts 100% entertainment, but it aint worth $9.50. But well, i gained a good laugh! The characters are all oh-so cute! I did a little editing and piece the classic pictures of these characters together. =)
Now you guys know I have so much free time on my hands. Oh wait, I've got an exam next sat. Shit. =P
Posted by HERE! at 4:09 AM
The Narcissists.



I Love my Babes. Period. <3---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------We are all rowing the boat of fateThe waves keep on coming and we cant escapeBut if we ever get lost on our wayThe waves would guide you through another dayAnd every time I see your faceThe ocean heaves up to my heartYou make me wanna strain at the oars, and soonI can see the shore
Posted by HERE! at 3:08 AM