Sunday, January 16, 2005
* the Realm of My Fantasy**Its a cooling saturday evening...
There is nothing much i could ask for...
Let my fantasies become reality..
Just for one day...
Let the sun, the sky, the sea, the sand. Merged just for One day.
Let us hold our hands, enter
The Realm of My Fantasy...
Let the broken hearts be healed...
Let every child have ample time to taste the simplicity of life...
Let every child lead the innocence of their childhood in their lifetime...
The cool summer breeze, brought back the memories that withold 7 years back. I am thankful that fate lead us to have this bonding. Thanks darling! Its been a wonderful time having you in my life, my classmate, my fren, my confidant.
There is needless to say much, let me just fall into The Realm of My Fantasy...
Let whatever told and untold be engraved deep in our hearts......
Let us live in surreality, out of the reality.
Posted by HERE! at 5:32 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
When I'm down and all aloneWhen nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
[Chorus]
Is think of you I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
[Chorus]
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
[Chorus]
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
Currently playing: Tata Young - I think of You
Posted by HERE! at 7:45 PM
I stayed back in school to do my SIP report and I can proudly says i am through half of it. With this pace, I should be able to complete in due date. So to give myself a little reward for being such a good gurl, I bought myself a packet of M&M chocolate peanuts.. yumMies! I munched my way home......
I walked the same route I take everyday home, being a day ended on a happier note, I saw the security guard there. I wanted to smile at him! as i walk 1...2....3... step closer, my mouth twitch a little, preparing to flash my mega watt smile......BUT i din dare to as he looked glum and unhappy. I betta not find any troubles.... So meanwhile i was pondering what kinda jobs should i sought after graduation. And no i wouldnt be a security guard, cos then no one will smile at me! Seriously, i have no idea why would there be a security needed standing in between Biz sch and ITAS. Tht poor man is standing there doing nothing. Life sucks.
I continued walking.........
Then i saw couple of men painting the school grills..... And i can see that they are doing a good job and further down i saw these men plucking out weeds... So i am thinking i wouldnt make a good painter nor a person than can pluck weeds.. Firstly, i hate the smell of paint, as they stink as much as cat's shit. Secondly, i dun really like the idea of squatting under the hot sun and pluck weeds. No luck thinking about jobs. argh. And i wanted to offer the blanga my chocolates but i din anyway... What's with my funny thought these days.
I continued walking.........
As i stood by the curb waiting by the road, in my head i was calculating the possibility i might get killed by jaywalking.. Then i realise, how risky my life is everyday. Cos i jaywalk to school everyday. Mayb i should get another policy real soon.
*I am indeed freaking stupid, i have blogged for year plus, i JUST realised that i am suppose to use the Compose to draft my posting and not Edit HTML. How dumB, seriously i need a good knocking in my head. No wonder i always ponder why my words can't edit colours with them and why i cant edit the font size and the font!. How smart aye Huijun**
Posted by HERE! at 6:25 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
*caveman*Being back in school is really great, and i am gonna enjoy the last few months of
being labelled as a "Student". It has been the second week of school and to speak the
truth i still feel lost. Haven settled in well just yet but with piling high of
reports to hand in.
How nice aye...
Today i was diligently doing my report in the computer lab, as i flashed out my
Iomega 100MB big chucky red zip disk from my bag (which i still kept the disk in the
case for protection purposes) wanting to save my report in it and i frantically
tryed to slot my iomega zip disk *proud* in every available drives. But to my
dismay, THERE IS NO ZIP DRIVE! wat the hell! I lowered my head and instantly
my eyes dart around and see if anyone is looking at me, as i felt like a complete
fool and instantly someone who had just exited from a cave! i bet people beside me
must be laughing their balls off, how old fashion! Who still uses zip disks. HEY *
waves waves* TP, i spend like 20 bucks on it when you wanted us to buy it. Well,so i
turned around and check out the people besides me, true enough, yea yea... they have
their stylo milo thumbdrives inserted. So i decide before i do any foolish acts
again, i betta check out the new Acer Pentium 4 computer and its functions and the
drives. So with me being a computer idiot thinking that "the button" is to eject out
the CD drive, ONCE again, i just showed how stupid i am... "the button" was the
On/Off button. YES~!! well done now...
i just managed to off my computer without hassle....
Posted by HERE! at 6:09 PM
how does it feels to be living under someone's shadow? I shall not speak. =)
Posted by HERE! at 1:30 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
I would have given you all of my heartbut there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
*really nice song from Sheryl Crow-First cut is the deepest*
Posted by HERE! at 1:33 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Jesse McCartney
*best pic*
.:I want you and your beautiful soul...... haha... or rather jesse?
Posted by HERE! at 1:39 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
I don't want another pretty faceI don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You beautiful soul, yeah
Currently playing: Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul
Posted by HERE! at 1:37 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SLYVIA darling!!and
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SHENG LEONG!!
Wishes them well for this new year, new start. Cheerios my pals.
We are growing older day by day, growing more mature. Time and tide waits for no
man. How true!
It was a fun party at sylvia and its way cool. With all the dimly lited candles,
shadowy figures reflected against the slick white walls, decks in place, music
played at the right decibels, wooden chairs, beers, thai flavoured food-yummies.
THE BIRTHDAYS
THE PARTY
This little cutie car i saw!!!
Went to watch Meet the Fockers with Alex today! it was hella funny! Ben Stiller gorgeous aint he? Hahaa..... I love L.J! He is such a cutie pie, i wanan squeeze his rosy cheeks and pluck a salivary wet kiss on it! ahaha...
and for bratha, u had ur long-awaited Jack's Place. And yes, its my treat! -winks- =)
Eartquake at Swensen's, it was his first time, he was so excited bout the 8 flavours! haha... well, he asked, what would come after earthquake? i said "Diaster". True enough, ice cream is in a messy state, which looks so murky n yucky. Well,it goes in and comes out in a "disastrous" state anyway. haha -grins-
Posted by HERE! at 2:16 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
happy new year!It was a bad year to end, it certainly wasnt the best way to start...
To put on a cheerful note, bad things will all put an end in 2004 and bright ones
ahead 2005.
I wish everyone reading my blog a year filled with joy n love.
I am here in my room, with my eyes half closed realised that its 2005. 1 Jan 2005
How nice to spend a new year at home.
Home alone.
It wasnt really quiet as i had my tv on, but on with all the sad and heart breaking
news of tsunami's victims.
My heart went out to them, tears swell in my eyes till i couldnt longer hold them
there.
As i read, hear, watch the reports, i heave a sigh, life's fragile... aint it?
I learnt to treasure, cherish everyone, everyone i spend time with, friends whom i
dun spend time with.
We are only human, no superman neither superwoman.
We laughed, we cried, we smiled leaving 2004 behind us.
Welcoming the new year ahead with anticipation, pondering what god had installed for
us in the new year.
With a bad year gone, isn't it only fair, to have worldpeace?
-smiles- sounds like a miss congenality
Many people are clinking their glasses high above their heads, merry making *cheers*
Candle lighted tables, stone cold seats to feel, familiar faces that warmth you up
in this chilly night.
I only had one person "Jing Jing" flashing on my msn list. good enuff darling. =)
Angela's over earlier on, we spent real good time together. missed it so much. simply
too too much.
Caramel frap, starkbucks serviette, smiley people. my fave hangout.
Angela's as mentioned in her blog, that some people are god's will to let them live,
those who left a day earlier home from phuket, or shedule to reach there a week
later.
Fortunately, i was the chosen few.
Flight is on monday, i feel lucky. many many told me its a blessing in disguise.
Kelvin ling said he is thankful that i was still on internship at that period of
time, and boy, thanks, it really touched me. cos he said, if not i would be there.
and he said he Love Me so much! but well cos i am his biggie sista. n i love u bro.
period
Sunshine is not stolen, it warmth me up with reports how so much humanitarian aids
are given to the needy.
But i feel sad juz thinking how many are there not clinking glasses of celebration
but they are sipping from small packets of water given juz to quench the amount of
tears that flowed.
The loss of love ones. The tremors to even recall how the wicked waves swept them
away.
The painful look that will be etched on their expressions and forever in their
hearts.
I hear no more cries as they dried, heart are stoned. Lost
With happier hearts, lets give ourself a pat on the back, to go through a rough year.
Happy New Year my friends.