Monday, November 29, 2004

*growing up***

hahaa... well this post kinda struck on me off guard. Just when i was chatting with angela sweetie, I was telling her, Hey Alex Huang gotten his car licence. She replied- He aint no little boi already... Yes Alex if u are reading this post, i am and we are talking about you...

So it brought me back to the memory lane on how i met this little boy......

This was how it goes......

At 16, me and my mates signed up for OBS. I din not wanna go, cos my grandfather was critically in the hospital ill. I was contemplating hard, i din wanna be away for long. But that camp was 5 days if memory din fail me, and within these days many things could have happen which i feared... I carried a heavy heart along with me, as i went on board the boat.

With only 5 loyang ppl and 20 over cheung cheng ppl.. we were splitted into two groups. Alex and I was in different group den, but he is always with the loudest group. i din realli exactly talk to him much throughout the camp.

But well, there are inventions sucha like IRC (Internet Relay Chat) then... gotta know this little boy betta, somehow we clicked... and still clicking.. hahaa... Now, at 19, this guy i known haven change one bit. Patient, gentleman, funny and the mummy's boy. And the list goes on. =)

He sings well but much betta his voice break. That's how i will always remember him still, with his "Xiao Hai Bu Ben" by Andy Lau, Jackie Wu and Xiao Hei.

I know u are sulking...

Listens to me well, great company when i am bored and down. Movies. Starbucks. Just a small conversation with angela, suddenly struck upon me, how many of us grew up!
And to a boy who i wasnt even in the same school with, its nice that we are still in close contact. Just wondering, how alex would look like when he is balding... Pls dun glare at me -smirkS-

I had fun through the camp, as bad as i dun mean. I forgotten about my illed grandad. I realli truely enjoyed the camp and made lotsa friends! Though the only ppl i still contact is Alex and Rayduin from CCHS. On the note, they are both not from my group.

It's another chapter of my life, i wouldnt forget in my lifetime. (",)

Posted by HERE! at 1:57 AM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

*Reminscence***

This post might be a long and boring post. Thus this is a warning sign, to stop reading or else prepare a packet of tissues to aid u while u get bored to tears. =)

Today, elsie, louis and me was required to make out way down after lunch to Chinatown.

Task of the day: Source out for tenants that is interested in setting up booths in the transit in the event of Chinese New Year 2005.

We walked arnd for bout 3 hours, i could say Chinatown still have this very old traditional feeling and i love it. Its historical feel and value is still intact which enable to let busy working people slow down their pace there. I like today's weather, it wasnt too hot to walk and to date i love walking. Hahaa, its realli enjoyable with the company of the two crappy person! I love the soft wind blowing against ur skin, u get the chills and cold but you feel realli good.

In memory, there is this woman who said we are kids! we dunoe bout stuffs, she claims that nobody works on Chinese New Year days. Well, tht's why we are enquiring right! There is this shop, the distributor of tea leaves and tea pots. They are really great people, 4 of them including a monk was sitting at this low wooden bark shaped table and chairs enjoying a afternoon of chinese tea and pineapple tarts. They make seats for the three of us, treat us to the chinese tea, and it realli taste good! and to the pineapple tarts which they insist that we should try and will not regret it! Its sucha great feeling, to meet people where they welcome you in to join in for a cup of chinese tea and chat.

Following we went down different kinda shops, food-clothes all sorts that sells traditional Chinese stuffs. There was then this particularly shop, where the man mistake me for a japanese. He start talking to me in Japanese, i am like stunned and i din noe how to react and i dare not expose him by speaking in my native language. So as not to abruptly spoil his mood of introducing his shop products, i decide to try to act as a Japanese as well as possible. Not to embarass him and also myself. I juz kept nodding to him and smile at him as sweetly as possible and kept say Ok, Ok, OK! hahaa... as i left without buying anything, i felt bad, like i deceived the man.

Went driving at night, was great and at lesson 7 i was left with two test routes. Pretty impressive right! hahaa. looking forward to advance theory and well pass it too! so that my licence would not wait too long for me to collect. heehee!

Tomorrow, Kristy and Cordelia concurrently are flying of to Hong Kong and Sydney respectively. Hope they will have a great time there, while ME slogging at Changi Airport Terminal 2~ nice.

I was on the bus back from driving, my mind was reflecting myself. I realise, ME, MYself, at times tried hard to make people around me happy while i aint at all. I realise i had enough of it. Get a life PORKY!

To speak, i was chatting with Alex. He said something which i thought it was kinda nice. He was telling me to take things at a time, he said if not i'll fumble cos i am a blursqueen. So i was like, i aint like tht la! Then, a BUT came,he said it was my shinniest point. haha... shinniest point that people always laugh at! hmphF!

Yesterday, a disgusting thing befall on me~ so sad. I was taking cab from Bedok back home. I din noe why but i took the front seat. Then the uncle told me to put on my safety belt, so i was like huh. He says there is road blocks around, but i din see any frm the distance. But i juz buckle on, as i was clicking the belt on, his hands suddenly reach out n "Tried" to help me with it, and it touched some sensitive area. I was so shocked and scared. Din noe how to react, i juz called my fren. Then i remembered the plate no. All my frens insist that i should call n complain, Alegnand helped me with it. Thanks! Gurls!! *** warning: do not take the front seat if you are taking cab alone. Now i have this phobia of taking cabs and well understand the importance that guys send the gurls home!

Posted by HERE! at 10:57 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2004

been a dead blog here, where attachment started!!! juz gotten the pay 149.03 bucks... how pathetic... =( well, airport is fun! busy walking everyday here and there, transit and all. Well, i dun get to use the computer much, at home too, cos my lil bro is always hogging it. Currently busy going cdc for driving lesson, wanna get my long-awaited licence soon!

Yesterday i went to Highest to cut my hair, ohh man, tht guy straighten my hair!!!!! I whine to my frens that i lost my curls, well for one day! heehee

i pass my supp paper, everything is back on track, happy now for myself!


I Love this picture, romantic aye.. i took it btw!


Cordelia n Me... standing at the road of the bridge. so blur! blame the bad skills of the photographer


Me and cordelia!

Posted by HERE! at 7:20 PM

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

***If god is reading my post***

i was told beforehand wat to expect and does not know wat to unexpect. my tear glands failed me. my knees failed me too. i couldnt breathe when i saw him, he is in bad shape. I heard, he is getting betta and he will be betta. Deep down, i am praying so hard that he will and he must. He now holds the hopes of so many people who cares,in their hearts -praying- He is the son to his parents, brother to his sister and bratha to his ever-supporting frens/khakis. I could only see him from the glass panel, I couldnt recognise him, not at all, not the guy i used to see around and know. I could recall him at Business Park, with the usual cliques, joking around and as a usual way with the others... calls me "Auntie Juan". Bless him, with love and power to be healed. It would be a joy to see him come back, Please, for the first time i am praying, praying with all my heart, BLESS HIM.

Posted by HERE! at 4:16 AM