Wednesday, October 29, 2003

~*~ itS yoUR LovE~*~


Dancing in the dark, middle of the night
Taking your heart and holding it tight
Emotional touch, touching my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doing all over again

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love, it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder about the spell I'm under
Oh, It's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happend by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever, I'm happy and free

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love, it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder about the spell I'm under
Oh, It's your love

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love, it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
so if you wonder about the spell I'm under
It's your love (say it's your love)
It's your love (it's your love)
It's your love

*this is one song which i oso particularly like by Natural-- It's your love, the lyrics is nice too*
won't be blogging much after exams and my exams officially over at 3rd Nov 2003 after 11am!!!



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Sunday, October 26, 2003

*mE, mYseLf & I*

juZ some simple tots that i had blog it down.... the stages, the feelings i had felt... i had 2 of them below... heeheeee.. nothing serious anyway cos i gotta nothing to do also then start typing about certain incidents.... read it kaYz!!! if there is comments, post them on the tag board! (",)

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*a gReat xxXxx*

When i am down
Its you that always been there for me
Its you that always being there to pick me up
When i am bored
Its you that always been there for me
Its you that always being there to make me laugh
When i am happy
Its you there standing at one corner looking at me
Its you there feeling just happy seeing me happy

Tolerating my nonsense, laughing at my silly jokes
Being so accomodating to me whenever i flare my temper
Is something you really good at it....

You were there, when i needed you most
You were there, when i needed comfort
You were there, when i needed to share my joy
You were there, when i needed a shoulder to cry on
You were always there somewhere

But...

Was i ever there, when you needed me most
Was i ever there, when you needed comfort
Was i ever there, when you needed to share your joy
Was i ever there, when you needed my shoulders
Was i ever there somewhere

Posted by HERE! at 2:05 PM

*iN LovE for tHe fiRst tiMe*

Never knew you cared
Never knew how much i meant to you
Never knew anything till that day
That day you teared....
Was it my mistake or was it yours?
Or was it a mistake at the start
Recalling the arguments that wear me down
I wasn't angry nor sad when we went our own ways
I was relieved
Was there true feelings involve?
I wouldn't want to know now
The prints you left inside me had been wiped away by the tears
I wouldn't want to turn back time if i had the chance
I wouldn't want to make the same mistake twice
Thanks for letting me go, relieving me of the torment i had been feeling inside

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Thursday, October 23, 2003

~*~LovE sTorY~*~

They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who
meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He
was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess
married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time
she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's
the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest,
please forgive me,! forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar,
but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never
thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm
dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee,
what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole
life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live
for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,
even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".

Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.


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Monday, October 20, 2003

~*~ LoVe sToRy~*~

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing
after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of
the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but
due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous
to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home...suddenly he
asked the waiter: "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my
coffee"

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but, still,
he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously: why you have this hobby?
He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked
playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown,
I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying
that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell
out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,
has responsibility of home.. Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice
talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story...........

Posted by HERE! at 1:37 AM

*mE, mYseLf & I*

did nothing today.... but something realli makes me happI!!! abt my frens... i am so glad that everthing is going well for u two... and u found her through my blog... makes me feel tht my blog is soo cool... haha.... rem wat u promise me k! not to bully her, if i ever noe it.. haha... twist ur ear off.... hehehe.... i want to hug someone now at this time 1.22 am.... dunnoe y....hahaha... just felt happi about everything today though i jus do nothing at home.......

tannia..... u realli a sweetie k...... and i hope "god knows who" treats u like a princess k!!! heehee... hugs from u makes my day.. love ya! ;o)

*will be posting a story, realli sweet*
catch it kaYs peePz

(",)

Posted by HERE! at 1:21 AM

Sunday, October 19, 2003

*moRe pResEnts*

haha, though my bday is like over few days, been receiving presents still......

1) Kiss from Shujing
2) A gift from Paul (hrm.. some weird present i get, first of its kind. If ya wanna noe can ask me k!)
3) 1 Necklace
4) 1 Earrings
5) 2 tops

been realli a nice bday this year! nothing much to blog tonight, but nevertheless keep coming back to my blog kaYz! (",)

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Thursday, October 16, 2003

*reView foR 15 Oct 2003*

18!!! finally 18.... old liao! haiz..... but however it is i look at the good side, can go clubbing without fears... legal age to do almost anything and everything... well been pretty fast then i had gone thru this 18 years since 1985? aWwWww.... a 198* something, seems soo old compare with 2003... its all in the mind! haha

~tHinGs i reCeived on mY sPecIaL daY~

1) A kiss from Felicia sweetie
2) A hug from Daniel- Jacob, Peixuan, Kristy, Angela
3) 1 baseball jersey
4) 1 cool skater cap
5) 1 classic pooh bear
6) 1 necklace
7) 1 bracelet
8) 1 chocolate cake
9) 2 earrings
10) 2 perfumes
11) 2 pink blouse
12) 2 card (1 hand made from angela dear, real big!)
13) 4 betty boop figurines (all thanks to the parkway group)
14) a record of song for me, sang and play guitar himself
15) MANY handshakes, till i lost count!!!
16) MANY smses from all the cool peepZ out there
17) MANY well wishers to me, thanks ya!


heY.... been realli a great & fun day for me!!! aWwww... so haPPi also not onli because i received lotsa present, they are cool but also because from many of friends that rem me and my day, wishes me soo mani things to make me feel loved!!! and frens tht i dun realli contact wishes me too.... well wat more can i ask for right!!!

~*~ I aM tHe hAppIesT gUrL on eArtH~*~

(",)

Posted by HERE! at 11:04 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

*mY pRe-biRthdAy*

i was so happy on the day on 14th Oct.. i was online many and my greatest pals in school was online....... and they wish me all at 12.00am when the clock hits 15th Oct !!! LT17 rocks k! Love you peeps, one of the best ppl i seen arnd!!! To this special friend too!!! though i think he dun come by my blog... ahaha. Though the present wasn't something great to boost about but i swear i was deeply deeply touched by it..... THANKS so much noe, it makes me teared, well he is one person that i least expected to by "touched" by him... din noe u had such a talent... one of the best present i received! the present is actually he recorded this song ric bunga-sway... he sang it and played the guitar and send it to me as a present... realli thanks, out of so many projects that you needed hand in on 15 Oct, hahaa u still took time to make it for me... and its something i never knew he could do it out of so many years i noe him... probably that is what makes it unforgettable and priceless.

*simple things could make people touched*
not big things!!!
simple things could make people their day
not big things!!!
happiness is actually so easy...
*i nv knew it, till the day u showed me...*

Posted by HERE! at 9:08 AM

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

~*~mY tHouGhts~*~

never thought simple things could make life so meaningful
did alot of us, after passing so many phrases of life
at one point of life, jus felt NO LIFE... aimless??
because there is nothing new to entice u any more?
well, u are not the only one... because i did too
one i guess that was my lowest point of life
i just felt dead inside, nothing for me to look forward to
everyday i am repeating the same old thing...
how can some one at my age be wasting time like this
morning, kukukukuuu....... wake up, leave the house, go sch....
back home again, sleep, online, blogging.....zzZzz
well should life be so boring like this???
i decided not to, i wanted to do something to change this lifestyle of mine
well, i did not do big things to make myself happier
as i mention, i went for a night run....
its so simple, yet it makes me feel "hey!, this is life"
it is nothing great but i felt great inside....
the satisfaction u get is so different from what u get by getting a DHL(director honour list)
no great things like DHL but a simple thing like running or even swimming
the breeze that is so gentle, the air so fresh
hahaaha
juz suddenly every thing weighing down on my head, my shoulders have been blown away
gone.... gone with the wind...
i was able to focus better... the smell that use to stink suddenly smell so nice
life would never be aimless if u try to get out of the shell
i never know the moon is so big till i step out of my house with my running shoes one yesterday night ago
life is coming back to me
the gurl u will see now, is back!
never thought simple things could make life happier!!!

so today onwards.... i want to be the happiest gurl on earth!!!

*ss... thanks for the comment... i am happy tht my blog made an impact on u and u went for a run...heehee!!!*






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Monday, October 13, 2003

*mE, mySeLf & I*

receive alot of feedback on my hair...... haahhaa...... not too bad la.. though some says they prefer me in my previous hair style..nvm will grow back! hahaa..... been rather ok this few days! nuthing much happened.... arh.... went for a run yesterday night, was realli great. i felt so good after the run, the

the night where there is on one
no one on the track
gentle breeze blowing against me, causing gentle chills...
i chuckled to myself, what a good start for my first night running out of the whole 18 years
i started running, bit by bit picking up what i lost since i left secondary school
1st round, 2nd round.........
i could hear my own heart beats as if my heart are grown on my ears
i wanted to give up, in my mind i was debating to finish 3 rounds or 5 rounds...
till the 3rd round, my whole mind was like giving up and my legs starts giving way
but i tell myself, I can do it
the determination to run 2 more rounds
its jus 2 rounds...... and i did it... completed my 5 rounds around the track
was so happy and satisfied with myself.......... thought that i was the happiest gurl on earth!!!

hahaha...... but in the end of my happiness and satisfaction, what i gotten today was muscle aches.. could not walk properly... hehehe.... shown signs of me not exercising for a long time! ahahha.... i will work harder!!! (",)

Posted by HERE! at 10:47 PM

Friday, October 10, 2003

vonda shepard is one female singer which i realli like
intro this particular song, i am playing on my blog... nice song!

*baby, don't you break my heart slow*

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Am I mistaken do you say,
Do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow


"awwWw... wat a nice song ya"


Posted by HERE! at 11:32 AM

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

todaY been quite fine... but today i did proj and was abit fed up.. but a while later i'm Ok! hehee..... so i went to cut my hair today! yes AGAIN!!! hahaha... i like to cut my hair.. changed the style a little bit. I went home, mum was folding the clothes and glance and me..........

*conversation between mum & i*
mum: u cut your hair AGAIN!!!
me: yea.....
mum: rich ah~
me: i'm damn poor
mum: u should go ten min cut
me: eeeeee...... ten min???
mum: i cut mine there, looks ok
me: haha... tht's y its like tht
mum:.........................(giving me all the excuse becos i shoot her)


then later i complained tht there is a lizard in my room..... so wat did my DEAR mum do? she took the bamboo to hang up the clothes then she put scotchtape on it (she is terrified of lizards)...... and she wanted to tape the lizard..... i laughed my ass off!!!! haha..

Posted by HERE! at 8:46 PM

Monday, October 06, 2003

*sIgHzzZz*

waTs the matter with me??? y couldn't i juz wake up on time as i planned!!! arGh.... bloody hell.... kk... as u all noe, i'm late everyday on the first lesson and today is worst.... i suppose to wake up at 9am for 10am lesson... well i woke up at 10 instead then i am here blogging at 11.10am... sucks noe... haha... y couldn't i juz wake up..... i will planned new strategies to force me to wake up!!!

"ps: if u peepx got any good suggestions can drop me something on my tag board!! thanks"

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Thursday, October 02, 2003

TODAY!!! suppose to start school at 10! but i overslept till 10.05am.... i was like wahh... so late ah. haha.. then did wat i needa do then left and reach sch at 10.50am like this... i was late for the whole 50mins!! mine.... btw i stay opp the sch, i think tht's the cause of me being late EVERYDAY for the first lesson of tht day (actually i like to laze.. then its like 5mins more....). lucky, i reach the classroom and i saw a few classmates outside and then i QUIETLY followed them inside hahaha.... all my classmates give me the "slanted look" or gave me a sly smile. And one guy mentioned "eh, juz now i think i din see you go out hor" haha... i was so scared that my teacher saw me coming in after near to 1 hr after the lesson commerce. but i juz sat down, and she din realise i was late ahahah.... how blur can a tutor get. and the lesson carried on. WEeee~~

After lesson at 4pm, i was so bored and din wanna go home. I find me darling... peixuan and talk talk with kelvin dude.... he gave her a zouk complimentary card so no need pay cover leh! good sial, but not going with them tml la. sat got work and tht stupid NE talk.... come on lor... its damn stupid must accumulate like 5 hours and then the talk is talking about the same thingy.... so y go so many times for the same thing. mayb mayb this time round the speaker will change his speech, the roleplay no abigail as dunoe wat fairy or wat.. cos i was sleeping inside the tcc oso dunnoe wat was going on then.

SO i went with PX to e-biz lab something like tht... for BIT students. why ah! BIT students got sooo mani labs of their choices to use....silicon and dunnoe wat lab.... their e-biz lab so cosy somemore.... got sofa, got techno music playing. then ah even the chair oso betta quality then the level 1 lab... which was the grey plastic one. their chair, can adjust high or low..... still can lean back REAL low... very comfy! so envious. at times when i urgently needa use a com, there isn't any com at level 1 to use. hrm! and i had to go ITAS to use computer.... how pathetic can i be.... haiz.... so i was complaining to them (px and zj) they were all laughing at me! haha... i am serious, u guys are so lucky! ARGH.... i go change course liao!

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