Tuesday, September 30, 2003
Nvr felt so lonely beforeNvr tot i wud miss u so badly..
Always been in control of my life, but u took control since d day u walked into my world
U've given me hope, believing U're D ONE..MY ONLY ONE
But the very next moment, u dashed my ONLY hope.. telling me, I'm NOT D one for U..
Maybe u've made d right choice..how could a gorgeous man be with a plain jane like me..
The day u went away,i was so lost and confused..lost in ur world as i dunno which direction to go, which exit to make...should i open d door or shut the door tight..??
I've given u my love, my time, my everything..i've put so much in it, believing u'll always love me.. It might be time for me to wake up..
But the pain in my heart needs time to heal..
It might take a day, a week, a month, a year or even a decade..
I believe, by dat time, u wun't appear in my heart..but will always linger in my mind..
I nvr regretted loving u even though u put a dart thru my heart..
*i tHinK thiS iS a gReat pOem..... so so true in every word... this is created by sEpHy. i tot of sharing this with u all! hmmm.... i think its how every gurls would feel after they feel hurt after a relationship. so guys out there... dun ever make a gurl feel this way kaY!!!* (",)
Posted by HERE! at 8:17 PM
Monday, September 29, 2003
*tHE rULeS*(15 commandments)
1) The FEMALE always makes the rules
2) The rule is subject to any change without prior notice
3) No MALE can possibly know all the rule
4) If the FEMALE suspects that MALE knows all the rules. She must immediately change some or ALL THE RULES
5) The FEMALE is never wrong
6) If the FEMALE is wrong it is due to some misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the MALE said or did
7) The MALE must apologise for causing said misunderstanding
8) The MALE is always wrong
9) The MALE may be right if he agrees with the FEMALE unless she wants his to disagree
10) The FEMALE may change her mind any time
11) The MALE may never change his mind without the express written consent of the FEMALE
12) The FEMALE has every right to be angry or upset at any time
13) The MALE must remain calm at all times unless the FEMALE wants him to be angry and upset
14) The FEMALE must under no circumstances let tge MALE know whether she wants him to be angry or upset
15) The MALE is expected to mind read at ALL TIMES
*hahaa..... how true are this rules??? hrm.. i saw it at a cafe and copied down, seems quite cool to me... heehee.... quite a interesting RULES we have here!*
Posted by HERE! at 11:37 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2003
hey peepz.....life is getting so boring man! i feel so aimless everyday. i hate this feeling of not knowing wat to do next! aRgH!!! will be going chalet for the next 3 days.... so u guys wun be seeing me online den... dun miss me k.... haha..... and i MUST make aLex, rOn and gAb quit smoking.... this is my challenge! this 3 guys ok la... except ron abit hard.... but nvm i'll try my best... (",)
Posted by HERE! at 9:29 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
*wHat iS LoVe???*LoVe is starting out nothing but love
LoVe is showing your emotions
LoVe is about letting her/him know about your feelings
LoVe is getting passionate about someone
LoVe is speaking her language
LoVe is giving him another chance
LoVe is wanting to look beautiful for him
LoVe is dieting with her to make it easier for her
LoVe is being understanding not demanding
LoVe is scratching her back before she sleeps
LoVe is giving her a hug when she is tired
LoVe is giving her kiss to make her loved
LoVe is true not fake
LoVe is simple yet complex
LoVe is not about only four letters
LoVe is wanting to cook for him
LoVe is wishing the music never stop
* tHe LisT wiLL go On and On...... u decide kaYs!!!*
Posted by HERE! at 9:16 PM
Monday, September 22, 2003
You�re the one who lights my fireYou�re the one who keeps me strong
You�re the one that I depend on
When my world is going wrong
You�re the one that I hold closer
You�re the man I�m dreaming of
And I really, really love you
I just want you to know that
You are mine
There�s no other one for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete
I can�t wait till the day
When I�ll hear you say
You�re the one that I need
You�re the one that I�ll keep for all time
*exTract frOm sOluna- for all time*
some parts of the lyrics i realli think its very sweet and nice!!!
i playing this song on my blog.... enjoy kays!!! (",)
Posted by HERE! at 1:43 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2003
*tHe tRutH aBout GIRLS!!!** When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's
crying in her heart.
* A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves
(which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the
relationship's over.)
* A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to
react to them.
* When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she
will melt.
* When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl
would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just
as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare 'kie?
* Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
* When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl
may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is
back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start
telephoning her friends to spread the news.
* Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her!!!
* After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she
never noticed him before.
* A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she
loves now stays in her heart.
* Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get
close to their 'prettier' friend.
* Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL
girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
I think its quite true aye ..... girls out there don't u think so??? (",)
GUYS better pay attention AH!
Posted by HERE! at 12:35 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
hey pEEps.....http://card7.silversand.net//movie/fla_img/3997.swf
* this is a very nice flash, i teared when i watch this*
Posted by HERE! at 8:14 PM
Monday, September 15, 2003
heYZ.. a little poem my dear fren SHAWN made for me! ahhaa..... so if u all notice anything special about the poem k!*Her luscious curls of jet-black so fine
*Undoubtedly the best of its kind
*Is the girl you wish you�d find
*Just the kind that lingers on your mind
*Unless of course she needs some time
*Now tell me! Are you mine O� mine?
Look closer and u will notice the magic thing about this poem k!!! (",)
Posted by HERE! at 10:10 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2003
"Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardropsaid to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and
lost him. Who are you?"... "I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets
letting a girl go...
Posted by HERE! at 1:07 AM
Friday, September 12, 2003
Don't be too Good, I will Miss you.Don't be too Caring, I Might Like you.
Don't be too Sweet, I Might Fall for you.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
Posted by HERE! at 12:51 AM
A Guy's Diary
*Jan 2*
A new girl has taken over your seat. She does not like poetry,
but she likes to hum pop songs. Wh en I asked her if she knows
Jia Bao Yu, she replied: "What talking you." Yes, you were gone.
But to me, the seat is still unoccupied, and maybe no one will
ever occupy it......
*Oct 26*
It was the last day of examination and I rushed to NUH to
continue my story. When I reached there, I only saw the nurse
arranging th e bed you once slept on. When I asked about you,
the nurse told me expressionlessly that you had passed away. It
was a bolt from the blue for me. I stood motionless for a long
time. I hated myself for spending the last few days preparing
for the last examination paper. I hated myself for not staying
longer the last time I visited you. I hated myself so much...but
you were gone...... I can't remember how I got home that day.
When I woke up, I was already in my room. The pillow I slept on
was wet. The next day, I went for the funeral. I heard from your
father that on the day you passed away, you were still reading
the Poetry collection I gave you as a gift for your birthday.
Standing in front of Your portrait, I had no tears, they were
used up on the day of your death. All I knew was sadness, my
heart was like shattered into pieces and died.
*Oct 5*
It was a ordinary day but to me, it was an important day. I felt
an impulse to express my love. I walked over to the side of your
bed, holding your hand. I told you the story of how an ordinary
guy fell in love with a girl who likes poetry and Chinese
classics. As I told my story, my eyes started to flood with
water, and uncontrollably my voice started to choke, and finally
I broke into tear But you held my head against your body and
with watery eyes, said: "I understand such a love, so did the
girl." I returned my eyes to her and at that moment, her tears
dropped, and for the first time, I saw some redness on her lips.
Posted by HERE! at 12:37 AM
Dont be to Good, I'll Miss u.
Dont be to Caring, I Might Like u.
Dont be to Sweet, i'll Fall For u.
Something nice... before i continue my *A Guy's Diary*..... (",)
Posted by HERE! at 12:31 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2003
A Guy's Diary*Oct 2*
It was drizzling that day. Our form teacher sadly announced that
you had got cancer. As she finished her last sentence, outside
the classroom, it seemed to me that the drizzle had turned into
a downpour. I could only hear the sound of the rain, nothing
more. I rushed to NUH ICU to see you immediately after lesson.
Your face was whitish in colour, showing no trace of red. I
learnt that you had just undergone an operation. The
life-support system was just beside you with tubes piercing
mercilessly into your left wrist. "I am all right, it is just a
serious case of anemia. Believe me, my parents told me that".
you said convincingly. I knew fully well what you were thinking,
you did not want me to be worried. "Are you comforting yourself
or comforting the fears and hopelessness that was written all
over my face?", I thought to myself. I was not strong enough
to disagree with you and I nodded my head with a forced smile.
You responded with a smile too-with great effort.
*Oct 1*
The news came as a shock to me. I was so worried when I learnt
that you had fainted in the canteen. I was struggling to keep my
worried face in control as I looked at the ambulance that
carried you away.
*Aug 7*
I could not deny it. It was a feeling I could not identify
accurately. Wenever you laughed over a joke with other guys,
that emotion filled my senses. It took me a while before
identified it. I was in love; the feeling was jealousy. I felt
the need to express it. But, I was afraid...that you would
dismiss my feeling, that you and I would be stuck in an
embarrassing situation, that our long nurtured friendship would
crumble...therefore, I kept quiet.
Posted by HERE! at 11:51 PM
A Guy's Diary
*May 5*
From then on, we would often meet in the study area to discuss
about the good and bad things of the character in these Chinese classics.
Do you still remember the time when we almost broke
off because we could not agree on whether Jia BaoYu hurt Lin Dai
Yu? Our argument was so fierce that we never talked for that
week. But when Friday came, we still met in the study area and
laughed over the incident. After which, another argument
started.
*April 5*
I met you again in the study area. That day you were reading the
Chinese classics "Romance of the 3 kingdom". Your ability to
appreciate Chinese classics left me with admiration. You were
indeed unique in many ways.
Posted by HERE! at 8:33 PM
A Guy's Diary
*March 22*
I started to know more about you as days passed and my opinion
of you changed for the better on each passing day. I realised
that you were from a wealthy family but definitely not a wilful
girl. You were nice and friendly. You got angry that day we
first met because I had left a footprint marking on the poetry
collection you loved dearly. We met often during lunch break and
I found something in you that was different from the rest of the
girls - your passion for Chinese poetry. Often you would mumble
something to yourself. Initially, I thought that you were
humming a pop song but
later I realised that you had been reciting Chinese poems from
great poets. You were so knowledgeable that you knew every poet
and which poems they composed. I was very impressed indeed.
Posted by HERE! at 5:38 PM
A Guy's Diary>>>>>
*January 2*
Do you still remember the first time we met? It was the first
day in school. I was hurriedly entering the school gate when I
bumped into you as you stepped out of a luxurious Volvo. The
books you were holding fell all over the ground. I quickly
picked up the books and returned them to you along with words of
apology, but all you showed me was your intimidating look. My
first impression of you was thatyou were a wilful girl born with
a golden spoon in the mouth. I had rejected you completely and
had hoped not to meet you again, but surprisingly you turned out
to be my classmate.
Posted by HERE! at 5:23 PM
hey PEEPz... attention k.. i gotta this story quite touching i think and meaningful... i'm gonna post it slowly so u all can read it k. To those who read before sorry ah, have to bear with me a while.... The title is " A Guy's Diary". Hope u all will like it..... (",)
Posted by HERE! at 5:20 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love make you happy but often it hurts, but Love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....
Posted by HERE! at 6:39 PM
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
heyz..... so sian bleah.... nites is all i can saY!Posted by HERE! at 11:28 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2003
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
What feeling do you represent?
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Posted by HERE! at 4:34 PM
HeYzz.... i'm still abit sick! gaga.... sch starting tml! i actualli is looking forward to it hahaaaa.... cos holidays realli do nothing except work n getting sick.. arghHhh. sunday afternoon in my cosy room. in front of a super well invented gadget i think. i always think those peeps who invented computer and fax telephones all are my idols... how in the hell did they do it?? haha. ok back to my thing.. sunny day. good day for swimming but due to some unforseen circumstances i can't!! i must get well soon ah.... or else haiz.... oki... listening to my winamp lalalala... daydreaming.............
Posted by HERE! at 2:59 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2003
i'm sick today.... so sick.. gotten flu. hahaa... i remember someone telling me. one sneeze is someone misses u... 2 sneeze is someone misses u very much.. 3 sneeze is u realli are SICK!!!! i had so many sneezes that i lost count. running a slight fever now.... ahh... i hate being sick. makes me feel so useless.. sniff sniff~~ nites peepZ.... take care of ur healthPosted by HERE! at 11:28 PM
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.
Made by
Sara
What color do you see the world in?
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Posted by HERE! at 2:40 PM
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Posted by HERE! at 2:26 PM
hey peePx!
how's everyone preparing for mooncake festival?? yummies mooncake i saw at work.... arghhh hungry again at the mention of food. Do u guys also have that kinda of hunger pangs whenever u talk bout food...... have a peaceful day today nothing "gigantic" happened. Missed alot of peeps... wanted to meet up with lotsa frens. but NO TIME~ haha... probably going zouk tml... with my 2 dar... jingjing n qiuying.. then 2 girlish boy who could'nt make up their minds of going anot (u should noe who u are if u visit my blog)
chilly night...... nice to Zzzzz.... 1 sheep....2 sheep.....3 sheep......4 sheep................ZZZZZZzzz....