I don't know why.....

Though i said "I Love my Life" but there is only one thing that is missing & not found yet. I don't know why & im still guessing about it. This is the only thing that can make me feel so down but after some time i will move on again. Oh ya....its been a long time since i last blogged. I have been a lazy blogger so i didn't blog about what happen all these while. So many things in life came in store for me & it is all good! I was so tired & busy everyday before i could be sitting here blogging again.

When this mood comes along i just feel like calling someone to have a chat but i don't know how to start off but i'm very sure it will sound damn random...anyway, if i were to call someone that person will be someone i can just speak my mind & let everything out. I use to feel so frastrated about this thing & it makes me feel so hopeless & moody but i haven't thoroughly share this dilemma with someone.

I don't have envy for others but im really curious & wondering why is my state like this? I will be very exuberant when i have found what i have been wondering where it has been all these while. I get something that comes to me so much but dang! its not what i want though it can be a good one. I don't want all this crap! Its so frastrating.

Whenever i feel down or no good music is a great remedy to ease away all the stress & arghhhh! A few favourite songs & voila! im back to normal. I am gearing up for a better start. This year might be the start of something new for me. My mindset will make me a clearer person, things will take a twist but fret not i will still be the same old Jia Li that you knew.