i copied this from ez=)

ahhhhhhhhhh

I so miss the good old days

I LOVE PRIMARY SCHOOL BUDDIES!!!!

its been agesss

and at last we all met up!

ahhh shit exams sucks la

HAPPY

BELATED

BIRTHDAY

FIZA=))))))))))

I NEED A MIRACLE TO HAPPEN!



A MIRACLE TO WOW ME


A MIRACLE TO MAKE ME SMARTER COS FOR SURE ALL THE RAISINS ARE NOT WORKING

A MIRACLE TO HELP US GET THROUGH

A MIRACLE TO STOP THIS CONSTANT WORRY
THAT I HAVE EVERY SINGLE DAY

A MIRACLE TO MAKE ME HAPPY OR ATLEAST SMILE



PLEASE JUST ONE !!

IM SCARED BUT IM PREPARED FOR THE WORST BUT I DONT WANT!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INSYIRAH RUSLEE
WE HAD FUN TRYING TO SURPRISE HER
WELL PLANNED PLAN ALL
I HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENTS THE CARDS THE PREEETY CUP CAKES THE SURPRISES
HONEY I HOPE YOU LIKE IT
I BET YOU DO
EXCEPT FOR THAT ALL NOT WORTH EATING FOOD
THEY EVEN TRIED TO CHEAT US OF ONE ADDITIONAL MIXED VEGETABLLE SOUR SOUP
DON'T EAT THERE ANYMORE ONCE IS ENOUGH
IT IS CALLED THE AYAM KEDAI

PICTURESS


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I WANT GLORIA JEANS COFFEE!!

Check out my Slide Show!

I miss playin on mySAX!!!!!!!
i miss making noise music whatever you call it.. i miss em all..
the pain is unbearable.. i feel so empty without blowin my instrument
i know im a werido.. normal ppl would be thankful to stop being in the band..damm im just emotionally attached maybe...

now that im emotionally drained without my dosage of sax-ing.. im physically and mentally taxed by just listening to teachers..

now now back to geog.
NOW

its time to study now!
no more procrastinating
no more sleeping on notes hoping it might enter your thick skulls via osmosis
no more dwelling on the HW!WTH
NO MORE!
because the mid years are coming!like soon
shit i want a new bag more clothes a new jeans a new school shoe more buttons...
brush that aside cos iWANT IT! not that i need it

i NEED to freaking do better in my exams to booost ME!!
i cant be demoralised my own red MARks!!
I CANT AFFORD TO BE STUPID!
because im not that stupid
im just not hard working enough
i think...?

our school's sports day is so hawt!
guys wearing shorts that is as short as fbt with the number tags hanging aroud their waist lookin like a loin of cloth covering ahem
the sun is scorching hot too
huimin ruting pat and sally not forgetting spencer lol
you guys did good man
im so proud of you guys
you know the best milo you can ever get is not from the tin or the carton or the vending machines
but from the mile truck!!
my last sports day and i have no photo to remind me of it..
i didnt know there is a paralympics?
and we SINGAPORE has a high chance of getting a gold by our very own paralympcis athelete!!YAY right?

yay! we got silver. that was two weeks ago. but im glad my last syf didnt end with a COP!

actually most of neighbourhood jcs got silver.so this only proves that WE got into schools that dont care abt the arts cca. anyway i dont care anymore..do i? err there seems to be this strong feeeling towards the band. how we worked hard together improving ourselves to not fail each other.. thats why the affinity is there..

and we took lots of picturesssss


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i wrote about my sister birthday but the post went missing.

so i re-write..here it goes..

we ate north indian food
yumyum

the naan is sehr lecker

so is the tall waiter heeeeh

and my first tyme in a bollywood bar? club?
i dont know the difference la

oh no! she's eyeing on the cake!!

not me la duh

she has TWO CAKES!!

the bottom one is from secret recipe=)

its tall!!

i gave her a ck hand bag. yah i know how sweet.

budden i asked my brother to buy and he bought the same one as his gf's

haiyo..boys boys

he still havent buy for me the green tea parfum..

there has been many ups and downs ever since..every single moment of the day my mind wiil be like a non stop train.speaking of train, i took a train to my uncle boys wedding! i love the train..the sound of it the scenery. like the trees and the rural parts of malaysia.=) oops!digressed.coming baack. i've been thinking and thinking. trying to find answers why things happened. what i could do to prevent it from happening. i do reflections like everyday. what have i done wrong what ive done right.
i will take constructive comments but your sweeping statements wont change me.
i know what im good at or not.
friends forever?promises made when we were naive and have not known any better on how cruel the world get, true colours not shone at.
these are all superfcial promises unless you prove me wrong
im tired of thinking about the past i want to move on
be my normal self without all this moodswings
it dampens my spirit or maybe even shorten my life span
eh will it?
i hate it when the two of them just leave for weekends or holidays. they do it tooo frequeent.RESPONSIBILITIES!! you guys are not showing it!when im sick with like a leaking pipe nose and and my head feels like i was just hit by a hammer! whatever i dont care..

ive been trying to be back on my feet not slacking taking note of any slight ignorance i acquire
i have to understand all these concepts that ms ggoh is screaming
the understandable chemistry which i had pass with a C only recently!



i dare not hope for more
im scared

what do i do?to not forget my past. i dont have childhood memories.all i have are vague flashes of the incidence occuring.
gosh this is so so bad. i need to eat more raisins. for all you know.. 20 years down the road i might forget in when she calls..
wont that bad. my good friends are all bound to my heart so no need to use this weak brain i have.
but still............
maybe theres no way of knowing if i were friends with you before in primary1?

i went chinese new year visiting!! but to one house only..

guess who's?
i had to run on heels..ouch...
so unglam i know

ITS ELEANOR'S BIRTHDAY!!!

happy 18th birthday gurl..

love ya

have fun

god bless my dear i hope its gonna be a smooth sailing year for ya=)

each day just pass like dat without giving me the chance to reflect.

its really like a bullet train

i guess i should run too

cannot waste time anymore

Vday to me is friendship day

so its okay

im not supposed to celebrate

but it was funfunfun

the epic is officially one of the not-worth watching in cinema for 750 type of show

but watching with lotsss of friends makes it worth watching

thank you my beloved babes

for the chocolates,sweetnotes,flowers,selfmadekeychainwithmynameonit...

iluveyouallmanymany

mycookies nice right?

there was those stupid irritating SPAs!!!!!!!!

which i stupidly screwed both i think?

andand band CNY performance just now was exhilarating

actually its just me

im always nervous when im not stage

i hope we did average?

theres dis aura on stage

we did better onstage den any of the rehersals i thnk

finding the right juices to cure our ailments


my memory problem...


eva's cold&flu


sakinah's craziness


aishah is not sick i think?

anyhow take picture only..anywhere and everywhere also take!nut it was fun..

i want this bag from accessorize!!its floweryflowery one and it cost abomb!!!111.90 bucks!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

its the golden plate year right?

hope i got lots of money..irrelevance..lol

oh ma gawd... its so painfool.. my body is aching everywhere..
stupid pc but pc is actually not that bad .. it is still stupid though.

life would be better after spa..
both literal and applied meaning

some people are just t00 free
while
some people jsut dont have enough

randomness again...

awww.. i love my hair...
i wonder how ppl look without their hair........
hmmm...

what we have now are all temporary
someday we might get left behind
or even when we move faster than the others, we live them...
life goes on no matter what
it is painful
but time will heal
you will get used to his absence and continue living knowing that HE too is living his life to the fullest
sometimes we question god for his unfairness
but im sure he has his reasons
thats the package of life

soso

its only one month? since school started and everything is all going so quickly
i need to get the express ticket*
gawdddddddddd im super tired every single day in school.
its as if i stayed up all night to mug.
7 days in a week
5 days in school
2 days at home
in this 5 day, homeschoolbandhomeschoolhomeschoolband....
= NO LIFE!

no complains
life circulates around school...

the Vday is coming!!
i want give presentsssssssssssssssssssssssssss !!

its confusing how things happened

one moment we might be as close as any thing

but the next we are drifted

or even arch enemies

life is unpredictable

blood is thicker than water?

i wonder how real isit in life..

the big A's stress is getting to most of us

we just have to known all those bloody facts at our fingertips

FAST!

no much time left

honestly its scary

thats so many "what ifs" popping around my head right now

at last i uploaded pics from the camera

this is half of my current band:

they are really nice people can?

we shall werk hard for syf! FIghting!

band prac seems more band like with more j1!!

we got the dunking station

i dont even know how to play that

love fiesta is like soon

seems like i have to self absorb my coupons

=(

eva's birthday was fun!!!

YIpEEE!! someones already 18!! buy tickets for us!!

JOIN BAND!!

cca recruiting thingy

hope got lots of ppl join!!

i love ppl

cross two fingers tightly**

pray to all your gods***

i like my maths teacher

but i dont know her name

shall find out soon

going airport to meet herr sutiono!

i love going to airport

got nice smell

its so spacious and big

the trolley is a free way of entertaining oneself

tommorow is gonna be hectic

i want the love fiesta shirt!! pink colour one!!

i need my daily intake of japanese and korean !!
ahh this is so addictive..
as usual school is super stressing
band? lagi stressing
LL super lame!! but the teacher is super nice.
20th jurong minds!!

woke up in a different bed different room
i must be so tired that i fell asleep on my brothers bed
didnt jog today..tommorow i promise!!
but i walked alot today
went town with my sister. we are supposed to go town area to buy gifts for her boss and her psychopath
but we saw flea market outside tanglin mall.
so we alighted so much further from our initial destination
alot alot alot of used stuffs are sold there
i mean we can sell our oversized clothes, too tight ones and all other nonsense we have that is occupying too much space in the room and earn some money although you dont get even half of what you have spent, still...you manage to give an extra space for the new ones coming in!!
like the saying.. ones man trash is anothers treasure isit rite?


birkenstocks!!
heels!!
novo plastic shoes!!
a newly made over pinkyellowgreen room!!
(i had to list what i wanted before i forget!)

continue back to walking all the way to whatisthatplacecalled? ... wisma
still searching for the right gifts
walked to taka
den to paragon
where we found namecard holders and valentino wallet!
okie thats the shopping part

i wanted yong tau foo and it must be banquet's
so we had to go bugis !

okie more walking and shopping and meeting sandiee
and esplanade and marina sq.



i got free regular caramel ice blended in the end thanks to k.o.
im supposed to be studying

happy new year!!!
a brand new year
a fresh start
A's year = more late nightss
and so on..
not exactly thrilling but life has to go on
since i chose this path
im still not sure what im going to do in the future
waking up everyday going to school
trying to find a reason to live
which i still have not find unfortunately
but all i know for know
its family and friends
simple thinking hur

death comes so easily that i dont know how to react
its really sad
but all i can do i pray for them
pray that they go to heaven
i lost my ustazah that thought me since young
and my uncle...

!st week of school has past so darn quickly
i guess its gonna be that fast throughout the year
new gp and math tutors
same old geog teacher
i dont see ay improvements at all
guess we just have to accept her
new civics tutor old chem tutor which is good
we made a phenomenal thing one the first bio test given
the whole class didnt submit our test except for one..
not something to be proud of though
just shows that our bio knowledge is 2 months behind the rest
we shall gahm bate!!

J1s.. i cant believe we used to be like dat
naive and slengeh
we all have to go through that phase of life actually being so gendeng
before we can be not- so- gendeng

there is gonna be LOVEFIESTA on the 3rd of february on a sat!!
its gonna be super fun
for the first time ever im gonna get to do a carnival and not go to one
and der is this 5 10 bucks tickets that i need to sell......................