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Saturday, January 01, 2005 Wishing everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
A new year, a new beginning. A new beginning, a new blog! Praise God. As of 1 January 2005, my new blog is www.firedup4Him.blogspot.com aCKj
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Friday, December 31, 2004 Around 4 hours and 30 more minutes before a new year. Haha. With only a few minutes writing this. This is my commitment for 2005:
Let's start off this year well by renewing our love for God and our pledges to Him. I truly belong to him and everything I have is His. I will answer and fufil His calling in 9 years time. Let's remain open to new things and live a live of adventure for Christ. Amen! aCKj
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004 Been rather busy with preparation stuff for the thanksgiving cell group this Friday. Haha. Editing lyrics isn't that easy as it seems to be. And Christmas has come and go. So sad. Now with the festive mood dying down, I realise that its 4 more days before school starts again. Haiz...
The tsunami incident that happened so near to our sunny island is devastating. Killer tsunami. Killing 100,000 people. That's ALOT. Luckily our island was not hit, because of the neighboring countries that are surrounding it. My church sent out a six-person team to help out. This isn't much but we hope it helps. Thank God if not the whole of Singapore would be washed out. But something is definitely not right about this incident. Could Christ's Second Coming be near? This incident seem to fufil the prophecies in the Book of Revelations. Then is the end times now? I pray its not. Because I still want to see millions saved in my future ministry a decade from now. Pray God for protection. Will update on more of this incident soon. Pray for the survivors/victims and their families ya. aCKj
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Monday, December 27, 2004 Why must my mood swings happen during this times? It seems that most of the entries nowadays talk about my mood swings. I don't know why, but I seem to have mood swings more frequently than ever before. Is it Satan's attack to me for taking 4 souls from him? Or I am just being too over sensitive to events nowadays? Why do I have to think about all these things? Haiz... I just don't know.
Ouch... I hurt my back and my leg. Yesterday at Suntec, I twisted the veins of my legs and was limping (although people couldn't notice) and recovered after walking for a while. I hurt it again while at City Hall. What on earth is happening to me? And a few people are in bad mood these few days. I believe I'm at fault. I mean, the way they talked to me means I must have said something wrong or treated them badly. Sorry. Enough ranting. Although my mood swing is in clearing mode. Today went to JAMs Christmas Big Day! This is my 3rd contact with intellectually disabled children and it seems I do not feel afraid anymore. I am like more open to them. Haha. Which is good. But after the whole thing, I felt very tired. Alot of energy wasted on entertaining them. They're cute! aCKj
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Saturday, December 25, 2004 First of all, I would like to wish all of you a MERRY CHRISTMAS! Haha. So do I deserve some presents?
Okok. Two days of service at the Singapore Indoor Stadium! Woohoo! Watched the drama two times but its still as funny and touching during the second time. Haha. Went to Orchard on Tuesday and Friday (countdown), fun! Our church singers, musicians (Strikeforce!), breakdancers (yep. we have a breakdancing ministry) and choir are all down at Orchard! Most of the events on stage were hosted and sung by our church and our guest ministry. Friday was crowded with much pushing. Haiyo... didn't know that Singaporeans could party. Haha. Ok. Back to service. Congratulations to Meiyi, Karlong, Cheryl and Dianna for accepting the GREATEST of all gifts. They have decided to take the step and open up the gift they have not opened. Hey guys reading this, if you do not know this gift, it is the gift of salvation. Yup, it is right there before you and what you need to do is to take the step and unwrap this gift. Anyway, welcome to our family! Tomorrow gotta go to the church building for JAMs Big Day. Haha. Good right? But bad thing is that my kor ps me. He really bad right? Nvm. I shall tell Daddy. =) LOL. aCKj
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Thursday, December 23, 2004 Just recovered from a mood swing after listening to one full CD of Praise and Worship from Hillsong United's "More Than Life". I mean, I don't know why I get these mood swings. Is it because of what happened just now? Or is it because the devil is always trying to make life difficult for me everytime when I reach out to friends. I was almost killed after reaching out to my friends during the Ulf Ekman service in SIS. I had a very terrible mood swing that almost led me to commit suicide last Thursday when trying to reach out for the Sentosa Outreach and today, I had a mood swing after my friend, who agreed to come for Christmas services at SIS, said that my church services are too scary. I mean if he wants to back out at the last moment, just say directly.
Am I being too sensitive? Am I overeacting? I don't know. It seems like when my depression attacks, I seem like a student from JAMS. No joke. I just can't control my feelings and emotions when I have depression attacks. It seems like that there's no human that I can trust with my feelings. Yep, not even my parents. They would ask me what for I have mood swings when I do not need to worry about anything. They just don't understand. HAIZ... aCKj
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004 Hahaz. Finally change layout! But I shall find a Christmas layout. Hopefully by tomorrow. Yeah. I have been pretty busy this week [PTL!]. Today went with Cecilia to Lifeworks! Activity Centre at Bedok. 6 hours of rehearsal for the JAMS Big Day! I'm not involved but still pretty tired after the whole thing. Find it funny? Haha.
Oh and speaking about JAMS [Jesus for All Minds]. I've decided to join! Yup. When I first saw the intellectually disabled students, I felt that although they were different from us physically and cannot express themselves well, they are still children of God! They have a carefree attitude and are actually cute! I don't know why on earth does the world treat them like aliens! And some go to the extent of calling them "crazy" or even "hopeless"! Well, it isn't even their faults idiots! This society is too class-minded! Go and look at yourself in the mirror. If you call them this, I assure you that they are better than you. Go and repent! Haha. Scolding done. By the way, SCROLL DOWN THE RIGHT HAND SIDE BAR TO TAG IN MY TAG-BOARD. aCKj
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