ただいま。

みんなさん！おひさしぶりです！
Everyone, long time no see !
おげんきですか？
Are you all doing fine?
わたしは いま にほんごお べんきょうしました！
I'm learning Japanese now!
すこしお わかります。
Although I know just a little.
7しゅうぐらい にほんごお べんきょうしました。
I learn Japanese about 7 weeks.
まだ ベギナですけど ははは。
Still a beginner lol



So, yeah.. this sem is a short sem.. but everything is so rushing.. I don't even have the time to blog
Well, many things happen in this short sems.. most are unpleasant one haha... so i dont even wanna bother to type those out...FOR NOW LOL~
but the good thing is that, i finally got to learn hiragana and katagana~ LOL haha and i learnt how to play a malay song with keyboard haha although just one song~ :D
Overall, I find this sem is more fun then previous but also more dum-shum-hau moment~ and thanks to those, my health has been declining.. I've been always sleeping late, for few hours, then wake up early rush to university, getting sick almost every month, pimples popping on the face more and more, eat late dinner then bath late..and what worst is when i tried to draw... my eyesight is getting bad and my hand shakes so much that i cant draw straight/curve line in one time... ;(
Hopefully I can manage the next sem and gets healthy back again!
Everyone, please take good care of your health too! :D

Minna! Its my big day today ! （´∀`）ｂ

banzai~ :D
finally~ its my big day ^^
I had 3 surprises from my loves~ XD
1st was S.I ! lol
I thought they asked me out for a normal dinner and blow water ~ xD
dearie sally couldnt make it.. :( as she reached home late and all.. so we started the dinner without her
haha who knows, there are really dessert after a meal :P hehe thanks!! really unexpected !
however when they suddenly brought the cake to me, a part of me was hoping for another Chopper cake ! XDDDD but it is not~ well, its better this way, as it makes my 21st birthday cake more special and unique ♥
thanks !! my 22nd first cakeeeeeee ♥ after steamboat ! XD
nom nom nom♪ Thankyou S.I ! Love you all so much~ thanks for celebrating for me :')

then the next next day, my family decide to celebrate my birthday earlier too~
as my bro is going oversea for his work so he cant celebrate with me on my actual day.. T.T
sad sad lor.. haha anyway, this year special~ ice cream cake ♥ yumsss
nom nom nom♪ Thankyou Mom, Dad and Gor :3 Love you all !

the same night itself... was my 2nd surprise ! LOL
dearie sally came after the journey back to see ah gong ~~ :')
she gave me a cake too ♥ hahaha thank you for coming though you're tired :)
nom nom nom ~~! imma gettting diabetes soon lol ! XD

hahaha and this 3rd surprise really unexpected! on my actual big day !
my dear panda smsed me lol XD
i was wondering what's up
she came and drop me a surprise too !
i just got up from bed not long , with messy hair and unprepared state and was studying for mid term
she came to my house and give me pressie! so touch!!
sorry ya for making you wait for me so long til sweat while holding your cute little angry bird umbrealla T_T
feel bad le... forgive me! >< at first I thought you gonna gimme another cake xD i was abit worried thought xD for eating so many sweet stuffs in just few days ~ (P.S i love eating sweets, but i dont take sugar daily..or u can say i dont eat them unless special occasions , no reason though lol imma weird kiddo :P)
then i see properly OMG .... its my love, CHOPPER ! ♥

 

tension straight went up real high ↑↑↑
feel so touched as she know i love chopper so much :3
but im still feeling guilty for unable to give ur present on actual day... T.T 
i will try my best to find a nice present for u ! ><


As a conclusion, I'm really thankful for everything that you all have gave to me
Support, Advice, Love, Care, Time :D really appreciate it!
I'm 22 now ! I will do my best in everything and will treasure every moments more from now !
ありがとう !!!♥

S.I

There are times that we don't have anything to converse,
but we will still make time to meet up with each other.
This proves how strong is our friendship where we could just gather and
just seeing each other is already good enough x)
laughing over each others every little silly mistakes or experiences
advising and giving courage to each other
believing and have faith in each other
its more than enough for me, to say that I am really lucky
to have them as my closest best friends / jimui(s)

to jimui(s) who reading this,
its embarrasing to say this out all the time, but thank you for everything ..
looking back at our previous conversation, and comments really puts up a smile on my face
i even grinned at some old pics ..haha old good times..
I'm really always saved by you all when im in the deepest dark hole..
Thank you! I'm always a happy girl whenever I think of you all :]
私は本当に感謝してます!

ありがとう !!!♥

BEH TAHAN ... dont read warning boring alert lol..

again, history is repeating..
once again, i fell into a trap... the one way road again...
why so dumb?
really dont understand why i can trust people so easily?
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to s.i members who read this lol (if u are)
if u noticed my facial expression went down/angry/upset and keep checking phone during our lovely dinner few days ago..
(but if u din noticed also nevermind, it means i managed to hide it somehow lol)
if u wanna know why....
its because of this particular miss A who attend the same uni with me
suddenly acted friendly with me and start to cling on me after knowing that i score a little higher than others
... at first i thought maybe she just wanted to be friends after knowing me sometime..but i was wrong..
and naive for thinking that.. this piece of shit is just wanting to leech me in everything, assignment , quizes and even wanted to ask me to give her to copy during exam! what the hell is wrong with this person... not only that every single exam also she wanted me to TEACH her at the very crucial last minute where by i myself also need to study for myself YET she wants me to teach her, keep pestering me.. seriously, i also dont understand why i can bear with that til now... during the class, she dont want to listen to class, play fb, instagram and twitter , and during assignment,  just a word "dont know" then no need to do issit? then when u go work, can u just tell your boss that u "dont know" ?? then u think the boss will still need u in his company and continue paying u salary? u dream on la, even if that boss keeps u, i wouldnt be surprise if he pays u peanut! shit u! find solution la, then wait god come help u meh?
deng her lung, i duno why am i still tolerating ? seriously, if its me in last time, i would probably slap her or even scold til her ancestor ! i've never hated someone to this stage where i will think of cursing one!
REALLY GIK SUM ARRR!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH PPL LIKE THIS?!
I really hoped that after this, i wont have anything to do with her ANYMORE ! really kao shen bai fatt! TOLONG LEAVE ME ALONE! i seriously so dumb...for making history repeating twice with 2 different ppl but same ngan sik !