last wednesday, i lost my handphone.

if only i hadn't been lazy and walked instead of taking shuttle bus,
if only i didnt go for the seminar,
if only i had been more careful,
i wouldnt have lost it.

now all my photos and contacts are gone! so sad lah. hai...went for primary school gathering on sunday and many of them have lost their phone recently too. i called my phone 2 minutes after i got down the bus. it had a dialing tone but no one picked it up. throughout the day many people called my phone and it was still dialing. if someone stole it, he/she would probably switch off the phone right? i spent the afternoon taking the different shuttle buses and talking to many bus drivers to find the bus that i took. finally found out his next shift and got up the bus but i still couldnt find it. wondered if someone really stole it.
i went by 2 days without my phone. so not used to it. people couldnt contact me and i didnt have a sense of time at all. i've become so reliant on my phone.

on a sidenote, i went to the nus career fair today. found alot of companies with management trainee programmes. but i'm not sure if being a manager is really for me. always end up feeling depressed after attending career fairs. dont know if i should find a lab based job first or just go into something different. alot of the jobs seem to have very stringent interview selection processes. just an SIA administration officer has to go through 3 rounds of interview including a english essay and math test. they have some funny booths too, like the library association and mc donalds. the most special would be Louis Vuitton. they are the only booth with sofas and all the representatives were decked out in LV clothes and accessories from head to toe. their opening was a retail executive trainee where you will aim to be a store manager after 1.5 years training. but it just seems to be like a high class retail assistant to me. 1 year of the training would be on the shop front.
what should i apply for?? headache...