i'm 19 today. sigh...18 sure sounds nicer. haha... this week was full of treats and dinners. i had my last day of work on tue. my dear colleagues ordered pizza and kfc to treat me and the other part time guy from the shipping dept. $120 worth of food for 10 pple... couldn't finish all that food. then i met yixi and guirong for dinner. they insisted on giving me a treat at marche. but i was still full from lunch so didnt eat much. but at least i dont feel so bad. haha... we went to esplanade and slacked at the roof terrace. its become one of my fave places. then we walked down to raffles place to take the mrt. had a great time catching up with them.
yesterday, i met up with the gals for dinner at pasta mania. they gave me a bag for a present. tks all of u.love ya hui put it in a pure milk shoulder bag. she wont help me carry~ i look weird carrying a shoulder bag and a sling bag. call herself my dear. haha... cya all tml for the bbq~

Christmas is here~ had an enjoyable day at office yesterday. received so many presents and the christmas lunch was very nice. the lasagna was superb. i was surprised that my colleagues even gave me presents. only worked there for like 2 weeks.but it has been boring these two days. no work orders came in cos of the holidays in the france main branch. got nth to do besides filing. sian... looking forward to the family party tml~
Merry Christmas everyone!

just got back from work today. had an admin job at loyang. and it sucked!! i was doing filing for most of the day. so sian... they gave me piles and piles of invoices to sort out and file in the oredi overloaded files. sickening... only until the last hr did they give me a stack of reciepts to key into the com. had to rush thru everything so dat i dont have to do OT. i'm so not going to enjoy this job. 2 weeks and 4 days to go...
checked my results just now. so happy i passed everything. woohoo~ got B for biophysics, organic chem and biochem. got C for modern bio and computing. i was quite disappointed in organic chem and computing. didnt finish the organic paper. sigh... but i'm just glad i passed modern bio!
went out with the gals yesterday to celebrate yun's bdae. had lunch at swensons. too bad i was too full for ice cream. haha... used to go to the airport branch to celebrate my bdaes when i was young. we gave yun a pink leaf-shaped lamp. very nice~ though the box was kinda big. but at least we helped her carry. so gd of us rite? haha... happy bdae yun!

had quite an enjoyable day today. met up with ying, xiuhui and zhikai and watched the national treasure. that zhikai was sooo late. me and ying called him at 1 and he was still at home at 1.40! sigh...why i got this kind of kor. then xiuhui left to meet pey pey and gang. havent seen all of them in a long time. now pey's hair so short, but her character still nv change. haha...xiao la jiao. saw nana and ling at tm too. so many pple, really headache. lucky not working at isetan. see them so busy... anyway, too bad the guys didnt meet up with us. havent seen them in a long long time. heard that izhar grew taller. haha... that stupid gary lah. last min say not coming again. am looking forward to the bbq on new yr's eve!
oh yah, i went for the secret shopper thing again yesterday. nearly couldnt find the office. thot i went the wrong place until mark came. phew... i finished the shops quite fast today and i can finally join in the guys' conversation at lunch today. sam showed me his antique camera, so cool! no need batteries. u have to turn the film urself so it allows for alot of tricks. and the camera is loaded with black and white film. didnt noe there's such a thing. and i caught someone at funan. felt quite bad after that. cos he actually did promoted original software. just that when i sort of pestered him a bit to help me install pirated software, he obliged. i was surprised, cos mark said that this shop will be no prob, reputable shop selling IBM notebooks. he somemore gave me his namecard. so it got attached along with my report. the guys were saying that its cos i'm a gal, thats y he agreed to help. but at least he wont get into trouble with the law...

went to work yesterday. got a part time job lasting 2 days frm shiwen's fren. its quite cool actually, i had fun. we got to be secret shoppers for microsoft and our target is the computer shops at sim lim square and funan. we had to go in, pretend we wanted to buy a PC and see if they promoted pirated software. if they were 'clean',we gave them $20 cash. so actually it was quite dangerous cos we were carrying alot of cash with us. get robbed and i die. funan was very 'clean'.we had to question more at sim lim. and i made a mistake. so paiseh!! i went into the wrong shop and gave out the 20 bucks! cant believe how blur i am. then there was this shop which only caters to corporate users and refused to serve me. the 3 other colleagues in my shift were guys and 1 of them encountered this problem too. he went in and said that he's planning to set up a small company and needs about 5 computers. the salesperson was suspicious but only said that they dont get walk in customers but they did serve him. but if i kena this kind of shop again, i cant go in saying the same thing lor. as if they will believe me. anyway, we worked for like less than 2 hrs, slacking the rest of the time. cos the company has to pay us a minimum of 4 hrs. hahaha...

Exodus 04' - Utada Hikaru
i had a trial listen to the cd in tower records yesterday. honestly, i prefer her japanese songs. i liked her english song before, 'simple and clean'. its the english version of 'hikari', and also the theme song for the ps2 game 'kingdom hearts'. that's a nice song. but this english album is catered more for the american audience i guess. the style of all the tracks are similar-RnB but just more special. i liked easy breezy and exodus 04' but the rest dont really stand out i think. but the lyrics are quite catchy though, as in u will really notice and listen to them. all in all, i still prefer her japanese albums

woohoo! taufik won the singapore idol last nite! i think overall he is better than sylvester, his vocals and dressing...
anyway, hui told me some bad news today. the landlord gave us 1 mth notice for us to move out. we told him to cancel it yesterday. i'm not goin to pay 1 mth's rent for nothing. then angela complained to hui that our hse very messy and dirty. and that our bathroom floor an basin so dirty and stained. so fucked up. their hse was oredi dat dirty and stained when we got it, if not worse. they handed us a dirty hse so they have no right to say that its dirty now. they gave us a hse full of problems and now they want a hse sparkling clean back? they can go and die~ bet they are gonna blame us for all the problems in the hse. next time gotta be smarter. hui say she learnt alot this time. but i think we just learnt how much we dont noe. now we got the problem about our internet subscription. really need to find someone to take over. if any of u needs/knows anyone who needs starhub cable internet, PLS let me know. thanks!
on to the happier stuff, i met up with meizhen,shiwen,xinyi and les for lunch at marche on tue. we made meizhen finish an ice cream crepe on her own. shiwen and les didnt eat much so it wasnt really that fun. then les left while the 4 of us just picked a movie to watch. we caught Bridget Jones. quite a nice movie. i saw ida working at carrefour too. queued up at her counter by chance. after they show, i wanted to look for a present for ying while shiwen was looking for a present for gary. we walked into the adidas shop den saw this bottle with a unique shape. we both bought it on the spot. fastest bdae shopping ever! haha...i also saw this very nice pair of sneakers. but i dont tink got my size. xinyi's feet just fit the largest size. hai...sad. and so qiao,i found out that ying was having her attachment at suntec so i met up with her. her pay is gd...$600 excluding OT pay. thats high...
gd luck to me on sun...hope it wont be that bad...

met up with shiwen on fri. we walked from PS to heeren to taka and paragon only to walk all the way back to PS. wanted to get this precious thots musical jewelry box for meizhen but all the shops were out of stock. in the end still have to go back to the original shop. we filled the box up with hersheys chocs then tied it up with purple ribbon. it looks very sweet. haha...so pinkish. walk until my legs so tired.
yesterday, i finally met up with the gals to go sentosa. but in the end only got yun,ling,nana and me. that hui overslept. she was still in bed when i called her at 12 lor. then les also, forgot that we were supposed to meet this week. we just wasted the day at sentosa, sitting and chatting for 3 hrs. lucky nv rain. but cos i sat on one side, my right arm became red while my left arm was ok. argh...i gonna end up with an uneven tan again. after that, we went orchard for dinner. realised i was really hungry when i started eating. lol...hui finally joined us and we shopped around.
yun and ling, sorry i went off so early. we'll meet again soon k~

Today's gonna be another long day. Oh well,I'm meeting shiwen tml. And i'll be meeting the gals to go sentosa on sat. That's worth looking forward to. have been blog surfing just now. Came across some pretty nice and interesting blogs. call me a busybody but this is actually quite fun, getting to see wad's going on in other pple's lives around the world...I mean how else would u get to know wad a teenager in Germany, reporter in Iraq and an air steward travelling the world is thinking. The world is in my com. haha...
Oh yah,i watched Shutter the other day. That was some horror show. Never closed my eyes so many times before. Was scary frm the 1st min to the last. The ghost was one hell of a sight. White face with bloody features,esp the eyes. Its scary cos this time,u actually get to see the ghost's face. Unlike those jap and korean shows where the ghosts just have too much hair.
Have fun u all! Esp ling on ur trip. So xian mu. sigh...

WoOhOo! its been 3 freaking weeks but now... its O.V.E.R!! yay, cant wait to go out!

hai...this past week has been most unproductive. i havent been studying much. *guilty* but i feel like i'm in holiday mood le. last wed,shiwen finally came over to stay. we went to watch Shark's Tale in the afternoon with hui n her jc classmates,pei,yu,jud and yuan man. all 10 of us. weird combi...though i noe all of them,it feels like we're watching in 3 different grps. after e movie,shiwen n i left on our own. bought alot of things back den slacked for most of e nite. we had jus sat down to study for less than 1 hr when shiwen say she's hungry. since our hse was practically empty,we went out to buy snacks at 7-11---at 12am. cool huh. but e whole nanyang market was full of bangla workers. really fun to have her over. too bad have to study or can slack ard more.
after that,my whole mind was on play mode. didnt study as much for my organic chem. its supposed to be my fave sub. was quite disappointed with myself actually cos i didnt finish e paper. misunderstood e qn and did too slow.
will be having biochem and computing this week. den no more studying! i'm really trying to concentrate on studying but nth ever seems to get into my head. hai...how? i'm way behind time! and this stupid sore throat of mine is really uncomfortable. now have to talk softly. and my appetite is gone too. hai...mus jia you tml. pls let me be able to study...cant understand how i can be so slack

jus changed my template! had been saving it for quite long. but now see like not as nice as the previous one. shall find another one during the hols. kk, time to study again!

hiya~i came across this song lyrics on the net. dun tink its very accurate, the lyrics seem kinda weird at parts but its quite a nice song. this is the english version of lin jun jie's 'hai pa'. its penned by himself. shd listen to it if u hav the chance.

Endless Road
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to myself
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this I think
I never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

anyway, i'm left with 3 more papers! 3 more papers and i'm freeeee....

shucks!i dunno wad happen to my template. i merely deleted the webmusic code and somehow the whole side bar is gone now. my links and tagboard! argh! too tired le. shall do it when i'm free. which will be like after exams? hai...

ok,i havent blogged in like ages. not much has happened ba. jus dat i finally got to meet up with e gals and meizhen a few weeks ago. so miraculous dat all of us were free on one sat. nan de... on a sadder note, got to learn that mdm eng has passed away a few weeks ago. the news spread like wildfire. was supposed to go to her funeral wake but in e end me and hui didnt go. felt kinda bad... mdm eng was still so young lor. life is so unpredictable. really have to treasure the pple around u before they are gone.
anyway, these fews weeks has been very stressful. i have never been so stressed before in my entire life. i'm always having to rush lab reports and tutorials. yun,is it like that in poly? cant imagine this is only the first sem. dun even have time to study. didnt do very well for my biochem quiz. and its mcq lor. haiz... but i'm finally finished with everything today. exams are next week! wonder how to finish. see everybody so pia, i oso very stressed. then become very moody lately. cant gao xing qi lai. no reason to anyway. i want my life back!
but at least now i noe more pple in class. or shd i say, more pple noe me. i was so insignificant in class before. the presentation has made me closer to some of the rest. but nick chose to quit sch 1 mth before exams. tink its stupid lor. he wants to transfer to law in nus but he quit sch before even he appeal. tink very wasted. den now everybody treat him as an asshole cos of the project.
i cant wait for exams to be over. i wanna meet up with my frens. i wanna enjoy my hols. i wanna go out. and i hope there's chalet.
gd luck to pple having exams!

whew...had an enjoyable day today.went to jurong bird park with hui and wanyu.havent been there since i was 6.really had a fun time seeing all the cute birds.there was one parrot which kept folowing the direction of the music from wanyu's hp ringtone.very smart and musically inclined.haha...but the best part was when we were at the waterfall avairy.we were lucky enough to catch the feeding session.thot it would be boring but tens of different birds began flying around us to feed on the worms.very spectacular.i asked the keeper to let me try.he put a handful of worms on my palm,den the birds perched on my hands to eat.it was really special.the worms were really ticklish though.hui didnt dare to try.the highlight of the day was supposed to be the new exhibit,the lory loft.it would have been if not for the bird shit that i kena right smack in my face.couldnt have been luckier.well,there were like hundereds of lories flying free. there was a suspension bridge too but the australia one is still the best.i still like lories though,even after wad one of them has done.they are less fearful of humans.and i still have the photo from perth!took alot of pics today.mb i can upload after developing.

at nite,we caught the 9.30pm show of 'white chicks' with shuhui.wanted to watch the midnite show but shuhui think too late.too bad.the show was totally hilarious!should go and watch.really worth the money.
haiz...still got lab tml.hope it wont be another disaster.

love,
angie

hi pple~i havent been blogging in a long time.last week at sch has been a total disaster!went back on mon after the hols to find that i had to submit 2 lab reports on that day.and i havent completed any!damn those lab reports.hate doing them.i skipped the second hr of bio lec and cooped myself in the com lab finishing the pdb report.finally managed to finish on time.only had myself to blame for slacking during the hols.funny thing was i wasnt stressed out.is it a gd or bad thing?i dunno.haha...mb cos seeing that leepei was more stressed than i was kept me calm.
den my wed organic lab got shifted to sat.that was another disaster.sth had to go wrong with every single step i make.my gloves got soaked in the dichloromethane.hope it didnt seep to my hands.nearly wanted to give up.and our efforts would have gone down the drain if nick didnt help us in time.
on wed finally got to meet shiwen and siew.went shopping with shiwen and i bought my pants frm giodano.at long last~ : ) both of us were like throwing the clothes to each other over the changing rooms.haha...like shopping with her. found ut that ezzat working there too.
this week was much better.played badminton with hui on mon.den on tue,the 4 of us plus fang eng,limin and lydia gathered under our block to shang yue.we were eating mooncakes and playing truth or dare.very fun.tml going to jurong bird park.lol...looking forward to it.pls dun rain~

ah~finally its the hols.hope can go out with my frens this week.but nus and nyp's hols are next week.wasted...den so many lab reports to finish.hai...
anyway,the past week has been rather...exciting at the jurong hse.thing was,on the previous fri when we were packing our clothes,me and hui found some of our clothes rather wet.i hung mine on the window sill,and the wall had tracks of water running down it.weird but hui's were worse.she hung her jeans on the window grill itself.high above the sill.she found dat her jeans were very wet,with patches of water down the legs.the weird thing is ,though it rained,our windows were closed.there's no way hui's jeans could hav gotten wet.
when we came back after the weekend,we found 2 puddles of water in our room.abt 1m apart and half metre away frm the window sill.the windows were closed.and this time,shuhui told me it didnt rain at all over the weekend.is this creepy or wad?
den the last fri,angela(the owner's wife) called hui and said she had sth urgent to discuss with us face to face.when she came,she asked if she and her daughter can move in with us.major shock lor!den she started saying she got problems with her husband and started crying.me and hui were at a loss.nv knew wad to do when pple cry in front of me.adult somemore.so we jus agreed.den moved everything frm our room to wanyu's room.but in the end,leepei and hui's parents blamed us and strongly objected.i admit we might be rash but when we saw her brake down,we totally couldnt bring ourselves to say no lor.even though we were a little skeptical abt it.anyway,on sat morn,hui called me and said angela found another solution.so everything will stay as normal.whew...y we shift in got so many problems??

this has been quite an enjoyable week.apart from sch lah.was trying to do my website using frontpage and saving it in my unix account.then got so many problems and my saved pic cant be seen on the web.totally suck at com stuff.sch work's getting more difficult too.even for organic chem.but its still my favorite.i hav to remain gd in it.or i'll be gd in nth.den at home,leepei's always so stressed up studying.she keeps saying everything is so difficult den keep sighing.but she oredi noes much more than me.until i so stressed up by her.dat day felt kinda pissed off.had to control myself frm bursting out at her.i feel so slack.i shd be studying.mb like leepei.but i only manage to do tutorials.and with much help.sigh...
anyway,i watched 2 movies this week.went to watch 13 going on 30 on thur with hui,leepei,yu and layhwa.its a nice show.and cant believe i cried near the end.tsk tsk...i'm getting too emotional these days.haha...den watched alien vs predator with mum and aaron tonite.dats a show i would NEVER have watched.but cos aaron insisted.anyway,it wasnt as bad as i thot it would be.quite exciting.
i'm too tired to blog le...till next time,take care pple~

this has been quite an enjoyable week.apart from sch lah.was trying to do my website using frontpage and saving it in my unix account.then got so many problems and my saved pic cant be seen on the web.totally suck at com stuff.sch work's getting more difficult too.even for organic chem.but its still my favorite.i hav to remain gd in it.or i'll be gd in nth.den at home,leepei's always so stressed up studying.she keeps saying everything is so difficult den keep sighing.but she oredi noes much more than me.until i so stressed up by her.dat day felt kinda pissed off.had to control myself frm bursting out at her.i feel so slack.i shd be studying.mb like leepei.but i only manage to do tutorials.and with much help.sigh...
anyway,i watched 2 movies this week.went to watch 13 going on 30 on thur with hui,leepei,yu and layhwa.its a nice show.and cant believe i cried near the end.tsk tsk...i'm getting too emotional these days.haha...den watched alien vs predator with mum and aaron tonite.dats a show i would NEVER have watched.but cos aaron insisted.anyway,it wasnt as bad as i thot it would be.quite exciting.
i'm too tired to blog le...till next time,take care pple~

watched the swimming and table-tennis of the olympics this week.so exciting! especially yesterday's match,li jia wei vs the north korean.it was sooo close.a pity she didnt win.the last game was matched point by point till the korean finally won.hai...and jia wei lost today's match too.so close to winning a medal.nv been so excited watching a game.
had my 1st lab prac this week.had to look thru the microscope to identify cells.but i couldnt see anything clear enuf to identify,except the dirt on the slides dat is.then we had to draw a boxed image of blood cells in a vessel i tink.didnt hav time to draw there.2 classes had to share 1 pathetic image.so guess wad,everybody whipped out their camera hp and clicked away~ the bliss of technology.haha...
after that,i went orchard to meet up with shiwen,meizhen and xinyi.its been a mth since we last went out.its been a mth since i last went out with anybody.had dinner at mos burger and went to kino.den we stood at the mrt station till it was time to go home.lol...had planned to go mc cafe but we were stuck there.jus chatted alot the whole evening.it was a simple outing but it felt gd.

looking for pple with 'image'.much more superficial than the american version.dun like...but itwatched s'pore idol this week.its totally hilarious!!the lemon tree guy was so funny~he really earned the title of s'pore's william hung.to think pple will be proud to declare dat.lol...and there was this disgusting 'full time eyebrow plucker'.had met him on orchard road.he approach me and shiwen den ask if wan da ge ge to shape our eyebrows.disgusted...but overall,american idol is much better.got simon cowell.haha...tink he'll faint if he hear the s'pore contestants.the judges seem to bes a gd comedy though.haha...
as for sch,very stressed studying biochem.the lecturer seems to be setting to break a new record each lecture.this week,he finished 63 slides in less than 1.5 hrs!cant stand it.he thinks we all shd have the basics oredi and its an ok speed.but there's alot of new things.even to those with bio background.so of cos i dun understand.argh...he talk so fast,all his words get slurred together.mus get tape recorder.haha...really hope to meet up with some frens soon.like no life lidat.
oh yah,i stayed at kawei's hostel yesterday.its quite nice actually.got a chalet feeling.pple are jogging at like 1am.and playing volleyball and badminton too.seems cool.jus dat her hostel is super far frm sch.hav to go up and down countless of stairs.tiring...but i would hav stayed at e hostel if i could find a room mate.at least got free internet access.and probably get to noe more pple.shiwen,wish u were here.sigh...
cant believe it but i like this britney spears song.was never much of her fan.dun even noe the title.haha...hu noes can tell me?

Everytime I try to fly,I fall
Without my wings,I feel so small
I guess I need you,baby...

ah~home sweet home.finally 1 week has past.the air has never been fresher.haha...i'm not exaggerating.the air in the west sux.all e smoke frm big lorries and buses.and its near industrial areas.worst is,there's this weird,smell dat i absolutely hate.so smelly~shuhui says its the 'jurong soil' smell.lol...
its fun to stay outside with no restrictions.can sleep anytime i want.haha...but home is still more comfortable.the noises there can get creepy sometimes.all the weird noises even at midnite.and the house is full of flaws we didnt noe before.our kitchen floor got flooded on the 1st day cos of the rain.one of the windows like going to drop off any min.the main door cant be locked cos lock oredi cant unlock.the fridge and flush is spoilt...and i dun like the flat being so dark.but overall its a new experience.its better too cos i get to study with lee pei.can discuss our work.
sch is less stressful than last week.though its still a mad rush for printing of notes.and the biochem lecturer still goes at a pace i cant catch.got lousy biophysics and biochem tutors.but tink organic chem will be not bad.

things can get better.and it will.someday...till then,i'll miss u

hey chantel,i'm blogging now k.so dun complain.haha...have to do a quick one.today didnt go as well as i wanted or expected.it was e 1st lec of biochem today.oredi so stressed.had to print out all our notes ourselves.a freaking 48 pages.wad was worst was dat e korean lecturer went at a super fast pace,finishing all 48 pgs in like 1.5 hrs!i totally couldnt catch up.i forgot my chem principles,and dunno all e bio terms.it was stressful sitting beside shuhui,hu seem to have alot to copy.kawei too.i thot 1st lec would be intro.but noo...it didnt help dat e notes were so brief.

after dat,we went for lunch and the cca bazaar.signed up for odac.reached home at like 4.45.so tired after e journey.but i went out 15 mins later,meeting siti to go rose's chalet.met up with chantel and rochelle den went together.had so much fun there.so much to talk abt.yus and sharifah came after work.yus was high and laughing so much as usual.we took so many photos and chantel took a super lame video.lol...i'm still keeping it.

after i went home,shuhui told me have to print notes for tml's lec.luckily its only 20 pgs.(only as compared to 48...).i wanted to print it on double sides but e printer jus wont listen to me.after i printed all e odd no pgs w/o any probs,it took 2 pieces of paper while printing e even sides.thus disrupting e pg structure.happened more than twice.so my notes are all haywire now.argh!!had to stop printing so many times but still couldnt save it.so pissed and fed up with e printer!and guess wad,i ran out of paper.i cant reprint and i cant print my tutorial.argh...so late le.i'll go crazy if i always hav to print with this printer.

haiz...need to slp.so damn tired.tml still hav to wake up at 7.wish me luck dat i'll understand e lec tml.luv ya~

time for an update!realised that blogger has more functions in posting now.haha...but i'm in a hurry so shall not try it out yet.anyway,we found a flat today!!like finally!paid the deposit le.but layhwa back out so its jus hui,wanyu,lee pei and me.so exciting~the flat's at jurong west,very near ntu.i tink i'm goin to take jap as an elective too.either jap or comm studies.too bad the marketing module clashes with my schedule or i can go for lec with hui.we'll be moving in next sun.5 room flat.haha...like so big... the only bad thing is dat when we were at boonlay mrt,we saw like a big congregation of bangladesh workers sitting outside.soo many,so intimidating.like second serangoon road lidat.shuhui oso told me dat she practically runs home when she goes home late cos they'll be walking ard,looking at her.and she told me of the buses to advoid cos its dominated by their pple.wont dare to go home alone le.
 
last tue,i went out with shiwen and meizhen.spent a whole 19 bucks on food.1st,we went to the choc bar in esplanade for the choc fondue.we dipped fresh strawberries,banana,marshmellows and bread in milk,white or dark melted choc.pure sin~haha...had planned to go gelera for their ice cream waffle but we decided it was too much.had gone out on tue specially for this actually.after satisfying our sweet tooth,we went to party world next to heeren for 3.5 hrs of ktv.wasnt really confident of singing lah.and the supervisor there thot shiwen was cute!so there were dark figures walking past our door and coming in every 10 mins.damn irritating.and he didnt even dare to ask for her number himself.lol...
 
its getting late.shall continue next time.ciao~

hiya~time for a new template!still got things to add in though. went out with shiwen yesterday.caught windstruck at lido.its really nice but the seats suck.got an aching neck after sitting there for 2 hrs.the show was so funny in the beginning but got kinda draggy towards the end.it was so sad and can hear pple sniffing and crying around.anyway,wont bore u all le. till next time,this is angie,signing off~

ah...finally able to blog.this stupid com's giving me problems again.looking forward to tomoro~meeting the gals to cut hair,den go shopping and dinner.after dat meeting hui and the 4A peeps to watch spiderman2.yup,thats life.enjoyed our sentosa outing last sat.simply lurve the sand there.the wheather was great,though it would be better if the sun came out more,then can gain back my tan.
met up with xinyi,siew and hong on thur too.xinyi starting sch le.soon it'll be my turn.sigh...think my brain rusty le.havent met them for so long.we were taking pics in the middle of tangs shopping centre.lol...
have been spending quite alot lately.must really take my pay.but have to wait until mon~ haiz...i'll be broke by the end of tml. guess working's better,wont spend so much.
to those starting sch,hope u enjoy.haha...hope to meet up soon

ello~sorry for not blogging in such a long time.jus lazy to do so.hee...believe my blog would have been covered with virtual cobwebs by now if there were such a thing.
hmm...these past few weeks hav been quite tiring but quite fun. had quite alot of freedom to do wad i wanted at work.was supposed to train geok kwee to be cashier this week but i didnt really noe wad to do.i didnt wan to be too naggy with telling her wad to do since i tink she noes oredi.dun wanna become another irene.i'm supposed to let her be e cashier but i was quite bad and selfish i guess.it was my last week and i really wanted to be the cashier.and tink i taught her pretty well with wad needs to reprint cos she started telling me for every transaction dat it gets irritating.
cant believe i've worked there for 5 mths!but it actually isnt as bad as wad everybody thinks.if u dun keep thinking abt e pay at least...yesterday was my last day.feels weird dat i can be at home typing this now.haha...at least save me frm e OT i would hav gotten if i were still working.felt quite sad clearing my locker. siew lin put me in almost all e zones yesterday.lol...was at each place for less than an hr.except cashier.keyed up to receipt no 500+.1st time~anisah cooked sambal eggs for me.so nice~den all of them gave me a huge hello kitty dats as high as my thighs.now dunno where to put it.
now dat i'm not working,can go out more often.hope everybody's free!goin to go shopping~oh yah,i watched harry potter with shiwen last week.no exciting~though shiwen say its like a horror show instead.hee...looking forward to goin out...
on to a more fustrating thing...lately i've been receiving alot of letters frm nus AND ntu.thot i had oredi stated dat i'm goin nus.they were e pple hu say wan us to make up our choices.y still send me letters saying congrats and asking me to join e bio sci camp?but it does seem fun.nus has been giving letters abt so many different camps but they're all so ex and i feel so sian jus seeing them.50 bucks for a camp is too much.i keep wondering if i've made e right choice.everybody oso says bio sci is better.it really does seem tempting.dun like e indecisive me.jus hope everything will be fine and i've made e right choice afterall...
cya and take care everyone~

seems like ages since i last blogged.nth much happening dats worth mentioning recently.
going to work is becoming more and more of a drag.siti quit last fri and chantel's quitting on wed.i'll feel so bored.now siti not ard oredi got so many things to do.hav been doin alot of return stock these few days.so tiring...esp for dat frasindo.i seem stuck with that brand.y do all e stock hav to come at e same time?and jenny lim keep asking e baby staff to go down to be in charge of e mogu.dun they noe we're short of staff?but i like e mogu though.but after seeing wad pple do to e display sets,jus warn u pple,never take e display sets.so absolutely disgusting!den now always different shift frm chantel.sadz...went out with siti before she went to work on e last day.went all e way to compass pt and she ended up late.haha...had fun...

i went for e s09 gathering at les's hse on sat.felt kinda guilty for not goin for my family gathering.now always nv eat with them.had a bbq at les's hse.didnt see most of them for so long.e guys look better after goin army.finally got to catch up with shiwen.so many secrets to tell.haha...hopefully can get in e same uni as her den can be room mates.
went to bugis with her yesterday.spent alot on food.haha...after dinner,we walked past swensen's den jus decided to go in for ice cream.siao one.haha...

hope things will be better.luv ya~

haiz...i'm so so messed up right now.dunno wad to do.i got letters from both ntu and nus.nus gave me an early offer for science fac,which is gd.but i hav to apply by 4th may!like huh...so fast.mb its not so gd to get an offer so early afterall.and i got offered for bio science in ntu.simply cant believe it!firstly,they didnt even bother to interview me for mass comm.secondly,they actually granted me bio sci in which i hav zero bio background and only has 80 places compared to e 180 in mass comm.but now,i dunno whether to accept e bio sci or do a chem degree in nus.chem is sth i'm familar and comfortable with.bio sci is sth i had interest in but its kinda scary cos i dunno if i can sustain e interest when i actually try it.but e job prospects seem better than getting a chem degree.everybody seems to think its not very gd.cos it doesnt hav much of a specialisation i guess.but i went down to ntu today and it kinda puts me off.i dun like e environment.e buildings look old and grey and e place jus seem so boring.besides its sooo far.nus is more vibrant.e campus is much better and makes me feel dat i wanna study there.but i dunno.i hav less than a week to decide cos hav to send e cheque to them by e application date.argh!e letter alone took almost 5 days to arrive lor.wth...how??

btw,i agreed to extend my contract at isetan.everybody thinks its stupid but dun care lah.jus goin to work for another mth i guess.had my 1st shortage dat day.sad sia...but janet and e rest helped me so i 'balanced'.concourse has been a gd experience.but chantel told me dat we kena complain letter today.customer say we went together to look for stock for stroller together and took 20 mins.say we took our own sweet time.cannot be lor.wth.and on her 2nd visit,she ask us to look for stock for dress and we cant find.but siti found it in less than 5 mins.suay sia...dunno which customer so free.come piss me off at this time.couldnt care less lah.

hey yun and ling,it was nice meeting up with u 2 today.hope to cya soon and gd luck for ur exams!

hmm...my off finally came.dun really like fri off.seem to hav to wait so long for it.anyway, hav been sick this week.was using up all e toilet paper at e cash counter.my super ask if i wanted to extend my contract.need to give her an ans by tml.dun really noe if i shd continue.cos i'll be alone.wont be fun w/o siti and chantel.sadz...wan to try finding a new job but at this period,it seems difficult to be able to find a 2 mths one.it'll be gd to try sth new.but cant believe dat i'm actually considering to continue.how many times in e past hav we wanted to quit but we still stayed on.my super was saying 'dun hav to see them,stay for e money'. haha...like chantel said,if we were working for e money,we would hav quit ages ago. everybody keep asking y i work there in e 1st place.i dunno.but e pple are simply great.e temp staff and e pple in my dept are anyway.even gloria and 'sao ya' hav been very nice to us now.and inthra doesnt seem so bad anymore.haiz...to quit or not to quit...

been kinda lazy to blog now.probably bore anyone's hu's reading anyway.been so pissed off at work the past week.we new staff always get blamed for everything.really dont wanna see siti cry again.they jus give us everything to do and when sth goes wrong,we get e blame.getting tired of anisah.she always does things halfway.gave me her work to do.didnt really mind but i was really pissed off when it sounded like i didnt do my job.lucky rose noes e truth.and today's e last day of many pple.goin to miss xinyi,hui zhen and e crappy abang of chantel's.haha...but now i'm having more meals alone.dun really like it.i started e cashier by myself today.did it for e 1st time.proud of myself.hehe...but didnt balance.on a happier note,i got my pay today!such a long wait of 1 mth.tink i shd be finishing my contract.hope e irene wont piss me off.and i really dun wanna combine with e ladies dept.

enuf abt work...iz is goin into e army tml.gonna feel weird without his teasing.e whole grp,with e addition of omar went to eat at e OA cafe.our last grp outing was like eons ago.its a miracle dat everyone can make it today.though it seems funny dat e guys were talking like iz is goin to die or sth.we went swensen's for ice cream but not everybody ate so it was quite sian.dat silly hui tried to tie e cherry stem in a knot with her tounge.and without surprise,she failed.wonder when's e next time we can meet...

i applied for uni yesterday.put sci and mass comm as my choices for nus and ntu respectively.but up till now,i cant say i'm really sure dats wad i wan.dun wanna think anymore.i'm tired,i'm confused.my mind is in a mess.dont wanna think abt anything anymore...this is bludolph,signing off...

hmm...so many things to say but dunno where to start.tink i shall backtrack.haha...went to watch 'my girl' with hui,ling,iz,gary,jy and tius yesterday.it was quite boring at 1st but it was very funny.e ending was quite sad and touching.den we went east link mall to eat and talk after dat.long time nv see e guys.heard dat one of e guys frm dmn passed away last tue.heard it was a viral infection.so shocking lor.i mean we're so young.and he jus got his 'a' level results too.made me realise dat anything can happen to us...

chantel,anishia and i oso bought e same top frm converse but all different colour.got 35% off including staff discount.rose was so nice.she lent us her card and said we could pay her back at e end of e mth.and sun will be anishia's last day.anishia,i'll miss u so much.my lunch partner loh.all e best for ur appeals yah.dun worry too much.and cant wait for e staff purchase dats coming.25% off.havent found sth to buy yet.hee...

on wed,i finally hav sth to do at work.got new stock for seed.haha...e denim skirt so nice lor.haha...it'll always be my fave brand.chantel and i were like so excited.we were packing e store when we did sth incredibly stupid.seriously not our fault lor.haiz...chantel,i havent told anybody abt it yet.feel like getting it out but cant.after work,siti came to meet me and me and chantel pulled her back to isetan.we wanted to show her e seed clothes.and she was wearing e seed denim dress!me and chantel went to try e clothes for fun.lol...cant believe i did dat and i could actually wear it.but e skirt was like damn short.e toga and skirt looked nice on chantel though.even nicer than e real mango denim skirt.lol...we showed told rose and jo and they ask us to reserve lah.haha...how i wish e skirt got bigger size.

we didnt hav time to pack finish e stock so there was still one carton left in e store.den they said e big boss frm japan coming and hav to clear e clothes off e racks. i dun understand lor.most of e racks look neat enuf oredi.anyway,i had to clear so much clothes,there was hardly any space left in e store.and e wagon cabinets were full too.so obviously i didnt take out e seed clothes.but jo left a msg on e schedule to me and chantel today,asking us to clear e stock.den wonder if we can see.funny lor she.

kk,goin to sleep now.tml early shift with siti!oyasuminasai!

didnt hav time to blog on sat but anyway sat turned out to be quite fun.i met up with siew and izhar to go for e nus open house.surprisingly e journey was quite short.abt an hr i tink.we met sokwan,hui and e rest on e way.at e sports hall where all e faculty booths were,i saw alot of familar faces.mostly were dmn pple.saw some sea sports pple frm tpjc.den shiwen and her sis joined us.her sis looks like she's e older one.lol...e booths were so full of pple dat i barely squeezed thru to e science booth but there's nobody to talk to and i ended up stuck inside.siew and iz were like laughing at me lor.anyway,i, jus wasted my time there.didnt go for any talks too.regret dat i nv go ntu.but its like so damn far.i prefer nus's location and system dat u get 2 courses and e chance of changing it at e end of yr 1 but i tink ntu's courses might be better.haiz...cant decide.and nus like so difficult to find a place to eat.i found dat they only hav 4 canteens.worse than poly lor.we couldnt get on e bus out of nus cos it was packed with pple and there were hardly any cabs too.i waited half an hr jus to get on e stupid bus.me and iz joined wanyu,layhwa,weiqiang, kwokjian and benny after a late lunch at 4!so hungry!we went to west coast park.its so small.e stretch of sea is so miserable and instead of e beach,its replaced by a sand pit.we sat down and talk and didnt realise dat our pants were all brown frm e mud.lol...e clouds turned dark grey so we left and no sooner when we reached e bus stop,it started raining heavily with raindrops so big and falling hard.e guys were very sweet and thay stood on e outside to protect us frm e rain.we tried getting 2 cabs to city hall but there were hardly any empty cabs.and now layhwa has all e nos to every cab company.all e lines were engaged btw.tink there's sth abt cab drivers in e west.all of them got attitude problem!all e empty cabs jus whizzed past us.1 driver was even smoking as he drove.we had to walk out a long distance to take bus back to clementi. and it doesnt help dat layhwa is super scared of lightning.had to make hui wait alone for so long.sorry hui.and sakae sushi was full.but we ate at e sushi restaurant outside funan.it has thai and korean food too.quite nice.weiqiang took a plate of fried fish,supposedly ikan bilis.it was so nice!and not to mention dat some of
e waiters are quite gd looking.but some look very gay too.lol...today my meals seems to be at weird timings sia.we ate until e restaurant closed den went chimes to walk.walk until got no place to go.haha...had a really fun day.till next time,gd nite!

finally got my results yesterday!waited 3 mths for this piece of paper.didnt wanna stay at home to wait so i met siti in e morn.we walked ard so many shops trying clothes.lol...we even went to metro children's sect looking for e 'itsy bitsy' dress.den i bought lunch up to ling's hse.dat gal too lazy to go out liao.ling,ur sofa very comfortable lor.always feel like sleeping there.met iz after his prayers and went to sch together.all e army guys so different liao lor.didnt recognise weixiong and bryan though they were standing beside me in e bus.everybody was so anxious in e hall yet dat stupid principal(forgot her name) still take her time reading e statistics.i got ABC and B3 for GP.cant believe it lor.really happy for e GP.even wendy goh was so happy for me.hav to thank her and iz.most of e rest did quite well too.sadly,iz didnt.he say he's glad for e pass but tink he's hiding it.anyway,i went out with e dmn pple after dat.surprised dat e class gals nv go out together.we ate at pizza hut.all 14 of us!its e biggest grp i ate with i tink.now hav to tink wad to study in uni.haiz...really dunno sia.

siti told me dat they sacked angela too.though she wanted to quit earlier,its different when u get sacked.felt dat they shdnt do it lor.mb its her work attitude ba.now left me,chantel and siti.but joyce can really serve customers very well.so sweet too.feel a bit paiseh today when she can lower e walker and i couldnt.

jo put me to cashier again this afternoon.today so funny lor.chantel asked me for help to do transfer for a box of shoes.i said hav to paste e sticker but wasnt sure where.anyway,it was pasted right across e box!lol...jo came and asked hu paste until lidat.den four of us including siti was laughing like siao at e cashier.didnt even care dat pek hoon was there.so glad jo is our supervisor.

after work,ling came to isetan to find me so i went back in.turns out dat she noes e king koil promoter there.e one whom hui zhen say his hair look like bird's nest.so funny!ling,sorry for leaving u alone for so long.

today's jenn's last day.so sad lor.jenn,i'm gonna miss u.she kept goin on and on abt her 16min 21sec conversation with hongming and how cute he was.still say dun like him anymore.buay tahan.haha...den she got e mcdonald's manager to give me,chantel and her a free twist each.haha...e mc's pple are prob gonna miss u too. hehe...treat e pic i gave u as my parting give ba.haha...

it has been quite an eventful week.first time had to do ot at work.so tiring lor.finally got my pay on sat.but they deducted $104 for my sun mc.heartache sia...chantel and co,after i read ur blogs,i almost feel like adding all e 'can' at e end of my sentence.lol...shall control myself.this week we were busy with stock take.didnt noe wad all e fuss was abt.didnt tink it was as difficult as wad e seniors were saying.but at least it gave us sth to do.but it was quite chaotic on wed.pple frm all depts came to help us.and my partner,mas frm accounts ,was like telling sharon not to puit her here next time.lol...oh yah,there's this new gal joyce.she sort of replaced aini in our dept.so sad,i miss aini.hope this new gal wont affect our places in our dept.but this week so many pple leaving.so sian...
went out with hui and ling yesterday.so long nv see hui oredi.took them to e cafe at killiney road.e food damn cheap.had a fun day yesterday.
results are coming out in abt 4 hrs!haiz...i'm not really scared yet but i really dun look forward to it.dunno wad to expect...dun tink i'll do well actually.everyone was wishing me luck yesterday.tks u guys...but its not gonna affect e results anyway.hope i'll be as happy as u all were last week.ciao~hope i'll hav gd news.*crossing fingers*

hey yo!work wasn't dat bad today.was so busy cos of e promotion going on.i was e cashier in e afternoon and took over siti at e customer service counter at night.quite fun actually.den they all got their results today.most of them were not bad lah.esp qiuwen. happy for them.hope i'll be as happy as them next week.oyasuminasai...

So sian...i'll be alone at work for most of e time today.everybody's getting their results.(gd luck to u guys!).next week will be my turn...so scary.yesterday was probably my unhappiest day at work.i jus didnt feel like smiling until rose kept teasing me abt my toothpaste being to expensive izzit.jus dat got alot of things on my mind and everyone's talking abt quitting.so sad jus thinking abt dat.dun really wanna find another job but i've been feeling sian this week.and e stupid doris goh complain abt us in e office yesterday and threatened us saying dat one of us will be transferred out after stock take.if dat happens,i'm going to quit immediately.so far i'm ok with everything.never really get scolding before.i can ignore all e management shit and hypocrisy but i dun wan anyone of us to get transferred.i'll be so sad if siti and chantel quit.dun wanna quit before i get my results anyway.haiz...we'll see how after stock take.

this is e 2nd week in a row that i'm spending my off at home.super sianz...nothing much happened this week except for 2 outings.but feeling so disappointed...

17/2 met up with some of e guitar pple today.too bad e rest couldnt make it.so long never see them.found out that shenyao is working at marina mandarin.haha...i was supposed to be working there too.met yi xi earlier to accompany him to e m1 shop.this nostalgic guy cant forget his 3310.sigh~trust me,8250 is a better phone.after guirong,shenyao and chun boon came,we went to e pasta mania at funan.tink my appetite getting bigger.e baked rice cant fill me anymore.it was nice though.we walked to e esplanade after dinner.yi xi was busy taking photos all e way. haha...and i love e roof terrace.e view is so nice.tink we disturbed e peace and quiet of e many couples there.haha...enjoyed myself.and i had wad seems like my 1st face to face conversation with my cousin in a long time.i'm amazed...

21/2 supposed to meet up with e usual grp today.but hui,gary,iz and jy didnt come.so disappointed...its so hard to meet up.i didnt even noe iz wasnt coming until i called him at home.it was so fustrating at e mrt control.i was alone and we had trouble communicating.i felt so tired and fustrated at 1 pt dat i jus felt like walking off. i'm sorry,not blaming any of u.but we managed to settle for dinner at pasta fresca.nana looks so pretty with her rebonded hair.hope we can hav a decent outing soon...

had stock take training this week too.u all probably tink i'm siao but i'm pretty excited. tink it'll be a gd experience.received my xtra $12 yesterday too.so happy~and chantel's still as popular.now popular with both young and old.haha...chantel,u noe wad i'm talking abt rite?haha...cya guys at work!

havent posted in quite a while but i'm totally bored now.it isnt every week dat i get 3 off days but i've wasted 2 days at home.i dun like staying at home!sitting here,rotting in front of my com.had a sore throat since v-day which totally sucks.almost lost my voice yesterday and i got assigned to cashier somemore.was kind of scared after fri when i made so many mistakes.thot christina was goin to complain to e supervisor.pity angela,she still havent tried cashiering.
on thur,i ate lunch with les,wl and iz.den we went ling's hse to sit for awhile.so dun feel like going to work after dat.iz met me for dinner again.he ate with me,salinah and her supervisor.so super duper weird!dun mind eating with salinah dat much,as compared to uma.urgh!hope i dun hav to eat with her again.work otherwise has been quite ok.everyday tease poor chantel abt her abang.haha...she's so cute and fun to make fun of.but aini,jasmine and shah comfirm quitting at e end of e mth.so sad...
kk,enuf abt work.watched lost in translation last tue.quite a nice movie actually.it gets so funny when e americans and japanese cant understand each other.but too bad they dun hav subtitles for e jap dialogue.e gal in e story is lost abt wad to do with her life.kind of like many of us right now.results are coming out in a few weeks but i still havent decided wad to study in e uni.i dun wanna regret for e rest of my life.its so scary...
looking forward to e guitar outing tml.at least i noe i dun hav to stay at home.yay!
cya all soon...sayounara...

finally got my pay last sat.my 1st pay for my 1st job.so excited.but e pay not alot though.got ard $500 for 17 days of work.alot of pple like jasmin and aini planning to quit soon.it will be bored to stay on if everyone's quitting...i dun mind e job but e pay jus sucks.heard abt e misunderstanding btw salinah and uma today.over hu else but farihin again.is he really dat disirable?sigh...anyway now its so boring at work dat we're gosipping most of e time.cant wait to go back to cashiering.more fun...
hav been meeting quite alot of pple this past week.finally got to meet up with ling,yun and shiwen.yun,ur sis is sooo fair.she looks so different frm last time.had fun eating and catching up with ling.watched stuck on u this week too.its quite nice.e jokes are so lame!went out with shiwen yesterday.so long nv see her,both of us like become siao lidat.went to parkway and saw willie too.den dat gal say wanna walk to paya lebar mrt,say its very near.end up she wanted to go her cousin's hse.we walked all e way to old airport road!even e cousin say we siao.after dat still walk to ajunied mrt.havent walked so much in a long time.my legs were like goin to break when i got home.but nice to spend time with her.
read an email today.jus took out bits and pieces.sorry but its in chinese...mb i'll translate another time.
'gan qing zhen de hen wei miao.dang na ge ren xi huan ni de shi hou,ni bu jue de zi ji xi huan ta.dang ta fang qi de shi hou,ni que fa xian zi ji yi jing xi huan shang ta.dang ta ji ji de shi hou,wo wang wang bu zhi ke fou.wo zhen de xi huan ta ma?ye xu,wo hui yu dao geng hao de.ran e,dang ta bian de xiao ji,dang ta bian de hao xiang bu xi huan wo,wo que zhao ji le.ta shi bu shi yi wei wo bu hui xi huan ta ne?wo wan quan mei you zhe ge yi si.wo zhi shi bu xiang yi qie li de tai quai...wo bu xi huan tai nian de sheng huo,dan shi wo yi dan ai shang ta de shi hou,you bu shi de xi wang yu ta zao xi xiang chu.na wo...dao di zuo de dui bu dui?'
i lazy to go on anymore...sorry if today's blog sounds boring.ciao~

i was supposed to have cashier training today but they only let me be packer.sianz...but still better than being on e sales floor.haha...and i met up with ying yesterday!so long nv see her too.she had dinner with me,including my colleagues and limin.weirdest combi.anyway,i heard frm aini today dat irene poh is e new discipline officer of dmn!cant believe it.ling,ur bro sway liao ah.mr bernard got promoted to vice principle.haha...glad i'm not in dmn anymore

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hi all~been too lazy to come on net these 2 weeks so hav to blog all at one shot.sorry but this is goin to be long.shall start with last tue...
was shopping last tue for shiwen's present with iz and we went to holland village.it changed so much since i last went there.but my grandma says dat business is still bad. hope e new yr will bring in some business for them.anyway,we were at starbucks when this weird lady sat in e sofa opp ours.it was e same lady we saw at e airport last yr!how on earth could we meet her again?!i mean like is s'pore dat small?!!
she kept standing up and sitting down again.i couldnt stop laughing.more in disbelieve.last yr when we studied at e airport coffee xpress,she came and sat opp me and suddenly asked 'is changi airport safe?are terrorists goin to attack?' and i she looked really uneasy.luckily she went away after awhile.s'pore is full of weird pple!
cny new yr finally arrived!i've to admit,listening to all e new yr music in e store and seeing all e excited kids buying clothes have added to e new yr spirit.and most importantly,i get 3 days off!haha...had alot of fun this yr though e hongbao money was greatly reduced.won at gambling even though its only a little.but i missed taking e SAT. cant believe i got food poisoning.was so scared that nite i could only cry.i'm not goin to touch roti prata for a long time.wasted my sat off.and my money too.heard frm hui dat e test was easy too.haiz...
work with e new yr period over,there's hardly any customers now.time drags by sooo slowly.they are training me in cashiering now.its fun but its stressful. got alot of things to remember.and i totally suck at giftwrapping!thankfully no customers complain.now i jus listen in to e conversations btw e aunties and e osh kosh promoter.they are really nice pple.and its interesting listening to them talk.they tell me abt their family problems and things like how they dun trust their husband,divorce,malay families,e role of men and women...haha...kind of drama.its kind of sad too.like e things that they would try to endure so as not to divorce and save e children...wad has society come to?
today went to watch e last samurai with iz today.it is so cool!esp e fighting scenes.very realistic.ken watanabe is a really gd actor!he shd be e lead actor instead.haha...they was one saying in e show said by tom cruise but i forgot e exact phrase.sth abt 'you shall try...until ur destiny is revealed'.cantremember but i tink dat was cool.met hui on e streets after e show.miss u guys so much!when can we meet again?tks wl,for coming to visit me e other day.so long nv see u le.miss u so much too!
finally finished...is anyone still reading?haha...hope to see u all soon.oyasuminasai!happy new yr!

had my off on tue.i will be looking forward to this day frm now on.haha...had a fun time with iz and les.we were like eating e whole time.had lunch at east coast park and walked to gelare(is it spelled like that?) for waffles.yummy!it was a long walk and e sun was so hot that my shoulders were red when i got home.iz had his daily dose of coffee.he's like so addicted now. den we walked over to parkway to find ignatius and ate e chin chow downstairs.learnt that theo was leaving yesterday.sigh...didnt get to meet him at all.
anyway,abt e job,i dunno how long i can last.my mum said i'll quit within 3 days.sigh...e confidence she has in me.but i'm tired of standing for 7+ hrs.but its better than on e 1st day oredi.can serve customers though still a bit blur.found out that got quite a no of tpjc pple working in tamp.saw a s11 gal and shujun's fren jac during my break.they recognised me but we didnt wave.until e gal came over and talked to me.at nite was better.9pm was like e hospital visiting hrs for me.iz,my mum and jac came 1 after another.e senior staff was probably unhappy with me after dat but heck,i dun care.its funny how e tpjc pple i met will say hi now after we graduate even though we never talked before in sch.was thankful for e ride home in my dad's car.my mum commented that i was like a burden to everyone when i'm working.pple waiting and buying food for me.not that i want but i appreciate it.dun tink i'll get this kind of treatment again.haha...really hope to find a better job soon...

started work at isetan today.really cheap labour sia.i found out dat e basic pay is only $645.its only after they add e allowances dat e pay is $895.and e uniform sucks!it doesnt fit me.gary gave me a 5 out of 10.stupid guy...iz told him i working today and he came to find me.gave me such a shock.there were 6 other new staff.all 16 or 18 yrs old and ALL waiting for their 'o' results.i got assigned to e children's wear dept.yea... haha...basically jus stood there e whole day.and i only get a fixed tue off.tml off day!but now very difficult to meet u guys le.wl,if u working in tamp mus tell me k.
haiz...hope to find another job soon...
oh btw,e other job offer turned out to be a hoax.its jus as wl said--outdoor sales.and e gal who took me and siew was like an ah lian.supper attitude.waste my time going to e 'orientation'.too bad...e pay so gd.haiz...

jus saw yun and hui's new templates.so nice...*envious*mus really go and try dling the thing again.went out everyday this week and i'm super broke!bought 3 tops this week.went to e body world exhibition at expo with les and iz for the 2nd time.les and i actually got free tix after doing a survey.wad a nice surprise.haha...we ate at bk after dat and started talking abt all the mucus and vomit stories.not a very nice dinner topic but we laughed alot reminiscing on our pri sch days.
met the guys for lunch today den went to meet siew to go for job interview.i had actually accepted the isetan job oredi but the pay is quite low.only $875 basic.suppose to start on mon.this job pays $1000 at least and they said i'm accepted!now i hav 2 jobs.but my parents are having doubts abt the company.i admit their office doesnt look like an actual office at all.so small and dun hav a single com at all.its so...empty. haha...but e interviewer quite shuai.until siew couldnt pay attention to wad he say. suppose to go for orientation tml.sounds so lame.reminds me of last time in jc.haiz...dunno which job to reject.gd nite everyone!oyasuminasai!

2004 is here oredi.e last yr seems to have past so fast and i'm getting emotional again.haha...i'm a person who resists change and hangs on too much to e past.e past yr has been 1 mad rush studying for e 'A's and all e activities.e guitar cip,national day concert,sea carnival...i'm glad to be able to learn d-boating.i'll always remember e class practises and e outings after dat.and of cos my 1st medal!its e 1st time in my entire life dat i won a medal and i'm proud of that.made alot of frens in these 2 yrs of jc.not only dat,its weird but i became close to my sec sch frens only after we came jc.i became such close frens with hui,les,wl,yun,iz,gary and jy.u guys are simply great!i hope our frenship will last for yrs to come. hopefully we'll be able to meet frequently even after iz gets enlisted.and not forgetting ying,zk,xiuhui,serena,weiqiang, ignatius and all other dmn peeps.and all e guitar pple,my classmates frm s09 and previous s10 and all other frens,my frens' frens.haha...really glad to have met u pple.i was clearing my cupboard e other day and found all e photos,letters and movie and entrance tixs dat i kept since pri sch.haha...i'm a sentimental person. brings back all e sweet memories.last yr has oso been e yr of my happiest and saddest times.havent been on such a rollercoaster for as long as i can remember.and as we go into e new yr,new fears unfold as we are faced with more uncertainties.i still dunno wad to study in e uni.i cant help but feel a little sad too.i cant belive i'm saying this but i'll miss going to sch and seeing all my frens everyday.for e 1st time in like 15 yrs,i didnt hav to go to sch on 2nd jan and it feels kind of weird.everybody will be so busy to meet now with their jobs and later in e uni.e guys are going for ns and it will be even more impossible to meet them.goin to miss my kor. sigh...hope 2004 will be a great yr and i'll be a happier person.hope i can find a course i like and hope all my frens can keep in constant contact.all u frens,tks for giving me such happy memories and hope we'll have even more great times!
all e best to everyone for e new yr.may ur dreams come true! smilez always... : )
HaPpY NeW YeAr!!!

i've been hoping to change my blog hence this new one.so exciting,hui and yun jus got their blogs.now we can link to each other!haha...kk,here's a summary of today's events.i went for dinner with izhar,gary and zhikai.i'm the only gal again cos ying counldnt come.but we went to find her at ntuc. den we went cafe cartel to find hui.we met wanyu and layhwa again!so qiao.hui 'smuggled' me in to join them.laugh the whole nite sia.sokwan and meiting so funny.the guys came to meet us outside after dat.izhar surprised me with my bdae present--2 soft toys!really didnt expect dat.today's been a fun day.meet so many pple.haha...