see? i told u a war was going to start! and it has already started! =P

engine camp.. YES? NO?

hmmm...

alert from changyuan minutes ago who asked me to read someone's blog.. so i went to see what happened.

i was thinking whether to explain myself.. but maybe i should to make me feel better and not to be mistaken by someone though it doesnt really matter to me anymore.

i never was a changed person, but even if i did, i learnt to cherish myself more, and to be even more protective towards myself. i just want to clarify that i spoke to you in that manner last night is because im pretty tired of u coming back to me to talk to me again and again. not saying that u can't but it makes me feel that it's not over from ur side. i understand the point that u're getting, some sort of like a concern.. i appreciate that, but that concern seems abit weird from u, and i dun really like that kinda feeling.. maybe it's my problem.. or maybe u'll think that i havent gotten over it.. whatever way u want to interprete but the final thing is.. i like it the way i am now.

i find solace, never solitude.. =P

tsk. i know a war's gg to start now.. but who cares?

it's been a while i know.. cos there seems to be no inspiration for me to blog about anything or even anything under the sun. haha..

anyways, i've tendered wef 20th June. can u imagine the euphoria after that day? can u imagine that i actually can knock off on time on my last FRIDAY there??? and can u imagine that i actually broke down on my last day there early in the morning due to the blardy reports?? 3 weeks of 6 reports each?? ALL BY MYSELF DOING IT FOR THE FIRST TIME?? and the yelling and screaming from the accounts team on me cos they're so stressed up as well?? and can u ever imagine me being rude to them?? i cant but i had to.. hahaha... anyways, it's all over! I AM GLAD IT'S ALL OVER even though i've really learnt alot alot alot there besides my tenure in dbs hr. hmmm.. AND I GOT A TESTIMONIAL FROM THEM TOO! my bonus is still on its way to my letter box as well.. (i still rmb whoever's treat i owe.. =P)

i just love the feeling of working and learning things at the same time!

okok, enough of XL RESULTS FOUNDATION.. i moved on to MJC for invigilation. kinda interesting and exciting to do.. but it's only for a week plus. after which, im getting my life back.. A NORMAL (w/o exams or any worries yet), PEACEFUL KINDA LIFE I'VE BEEN YEARNING FOR QUITE A LONG TIME EVER SINCE NOV. yea, nov u didnt see wrongly. HAHA... =P

till then...

every year daddy's day is always so low-profile.. it's definitely not comparable to mummy's day, and i think it isn't FAIR! so....

even though we were on a budget till daddy had to fork out the extra $30 for dinner, we definitely had a great time-out together. last minute dining at fish & co. was a brilliant decision because they had nv tried sitting in a western restaurant jumping for joy because the food is simply too appetizing for them. it's difficult for them to dine in those kinda places because either the food doesn't taste nice, or they just dun like eating those kinda dishes. but this time round it was a little special cos daddy cldn't stop talking abt how delicious those prawns & sotongs (seafood platter for 1) were, and mummy cldn't wait for our dishes to come and started digging into her spaghettis. i had my usual baked salmon (which initially was supposed to be in cajun style but nvm, they're lucky i didn't grumble) and my sister had her sambal fish, which in turn was kinda ironic because that size of fish which my family usually eats can feed 4 of us, but this time round, my sister had it all by herself. it was kinda funny cos daddy and mummy started laughing because of this 'weird' issue. 4 of us had the jumbo jungle freeze and there goes daddy starting to get excited again because they were a mix of his favourite fruits.




hope he's happy yesterday!!

gratitude to him for bringing up the girls in this hse, who nevertheless always cheated on his feelings by pretending to be asleep so he can carry us up the house all the nights after we came back from shopping or dinner. but this trick didn't last cos he realised that we were just pretending. HAHA..

here goes some hip pictures of him!

've been working till 9pm for 2 fridays in a row.. not that we're incapable of tallying the amount that we have to, but rather we're always stuck somewhere cause the process just doesnt seem to flow. but luckily, im getting the hang of it so was done pretty fast. hmmm.. anyway, this is gg to last till next fri, so im pretty cool abt it.

and thank you lovely changyuan for getting me the pancake.. thank you for saving my stomach just now even though u didnt know that i havent had my dinner. THANK YOU!

life's been pretty amazing lately just that i think i needa break from work again. like what i told chelsea, this is another 2.4km run. when u stop halfway, u'll feel like stopping again. that's the mentality.. im not sure whether u feel this way as well.

been bumping into ex-colleagues cos apparently im still in raffles place.. and the most guilty part is when u meet someone from Ernst&Young and they said hi to u, but u just dun know what to reply. arh.. who cares...

im tired.

then again.. i've certain comments but shall keep it to myself.. zip! that shall be...

oyasumi nasai.. :)

TIME TO SAY GOODBYE


Quando sono solo
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole
si lo so che non c'e luce
in una stanza

quando manca il sole
se non ci sei tu con me, con me.
Su le finestre
mostra a tutti il mio cuore
che hai acceso
chiudi dentro me
la luce che
hai incontrato per strada

Time to say goodbye

paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te
adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro
su navi per mari
che io lo so
no no non esistono piu

It's time to say goodbye.

Quando sei lontana
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole
e io si lo so
che sei con me con me
tu mia luna tu sei qui con me
mio sole tu sei qui con me
con me con me con me

Time to say goodbye

paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te
adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro
su navi per mari
che io lo so
no no non esistono piu
con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro
su navi per mari
che io lo so
no no non esistono piu
con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro

Io con te.

i love my job primarily because it's maths and a lot of logical thinking...
u truly try to make sense out of things which u're unsure of.
that's what it makes my job interesting though it's figures after figures.

im accustomed to the walking speed of any working adult in raffles.
even to the fact that if i were to slow down a second, i start to ponder what is wrong with me.
other than that, if i were in some place other than raffles, it should be fine i guess.
but i just love the adrenalin of what a workholic is.
i think im mad but i love my life.
i love the stress though i sometimes think i needa break.

i am a WORKAHOLIC, yes that's right.