28 June, 2012
Fun that happened in VJC
Yesterday went out with my VJ bball friends and some who just came back from Aussie. HEHE. And I was reminded of this epic video of beatboxing that I did when we were having Sportmen's night on 2010. HAHAHA! But I really had fun and it marked the good ending of 2010 before we took A lvl exams. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_YfMxRGB1Y
18 June, 2012
Personal reflection 2012 June.
So far so good. I really enjoy my life still up to this point. HAHA. And I really thank God for every blessings that I have now. Firstly, I really want to talk about my journey for Uni Application. Not many people will know about how I have went through apart for some of my close friends, but I really thank God that He is faithful to perform what He has promised, and for sure all glory will be back to Jesus. HEHE!=)
I really struggled through 1 yr plus when I got back my A lvl results. I keep asking God and complain to God why I didnt get good results. Why I thought his promises are for me to prosper in whatever I do, and I will get what I seek from Him. But it doesnt turn out the way I imagine it to happen. I got bad results, one of the worse results that I have ever gotten in my whole life. GP didnt managed to pass. And all the past experience from teachers that GP fail = no Uni entry. But I choose not to believe whatever the world says and I continue to struggle but also trust in Him as I struggle cus' I really got no other ways but to just place my trust on Him.
1st yr of application, all the Uni rejected me 1 by 1, I was very heart-broken, keep thinking and complaining to God as usual, but in my heart still believe that if this yr I cant, I know that there is still 2 more yrs for me to try to apply into local Uni, one of my greatest dream. Taking all these blows, I continued my journey in NS, God prospers my NS life and make it easier as compared to others and I really kind of enjoy the tough-ness that I went through during my trainee period.
1yr in army has passed, and I have gotten my 3SG rank, now taking charge and kind of "enjoying" life in Tekong as 2nd king. HAHAHA.So this year, I continue to apply for my uni application, still proclaiming God's goodness in my life and also trust that He will do it for me. I just rmb so clearly that during 5th May, arrow svc when Ps Gabriel was invited as the guest speaker for arrow svc, he preached on this verse Romanss 5:5, God has given has hope that does not disappoint .... , immediately it struck a note in my heart, hope that does not disappoint. He went on to elaborate about hope in hebrew is known as Elpis - A confident expectation of good things to come or happen. I'm like WOW, God that's for me man! I'm very excited during that svc and meditating on this verse, I continue to 'UP' my faith in believing that God will prosper my Uni application. However, day in and out, when I heard about other ppl getting their Uni offers and yet I still didnt receive any replies yet, I feel very devastated. And I kept complaining to God, WHY WHY WHY! God, when my unceasing fruitfulness is not here, why i'm not the one being bless and emo here and there. HAHA! But nonetheless still continue to struggle with my faith in believing that God will bless me and fulfill his promises in my life.
Finally, my first reply came in about mid May, I got rejection letter from SMU, when I got the letter I'm like, okay lor, kind of expected it, saying all the very emotional stuff, but I still continue to struggle to believe that God will give me a chance in my another 2 applications for NUS and NTU.
Praise the Lord. True enough, In the last week of acceptance window for Uni placing, NTU got back to me and I got accepted by NTU EEE, I was super-overwhelmed by it man. I tell u, I can almost jump and dance around. I keep praising God and thank God for his faithfulness even though I doubted Him here and there. But God is really faithful in performing what he has promised us. Thank you Jesus.
Lastly, recently I just want to share that I got to know this new girl called Oink-ster. HAHA! She is a very open and fun girl to talk to, and I really enjoyed talking to her and sharing with her the things about God cause it encourages me as well. But I'm just very confused about my decision on whether should I be close friends with her or should I keep a distance? Cus she is a A lvl participant this yr, my heart of course want her to do well in A lvl as much as I want to be very close friend with her. It's really a very real dillema. I dont wish to disturb her in her journey for A lvls but yet I also want to be close friend with her! God what should I do??????????????????? *struggle*! HAHA. I pray that God will lead me and her to the path of His plan. Thank you Jesus.
End off here, going off for guard duty! And final mention is I really love my CG - JC EAST! Everyone in the CG is just so awesome! I cant really describe with simple vocabs, but trust me, my CG is just WOW! I love all of them. Praise the Lord for such an awesome CG for me! Love JC EAST CG! =)
I really struggled through 1 yr plus when I got back my A lvl results. I keep asking God and complain to God why I didnt get good results. Why I thought his promises are for me to prosper in whatever I do, and I will get what I seek from Him. But it doesnt turn out the way I imagine it to happen. I got bad results, one of the worse results that I have ever gotten in my whole life. GP didnt managed to pass. And all the past experience from teachers that GP fail = no Uni entry. But I choose not to believe whatever the world says and I continue to struggle but also trust in Him as I struggle cus' I really got no other ways but to just place my trust on Him.
1st yr of application, all the Uni rejected me 1 by 1, I was very heart-broken, keep thinking and complaining to God as usual, but in my heart still believe that if this yr I cant, I know that there is still 2 more yrs for me to try to apply into local Uni, one of my greatest dream. Taking all these blows, I continued my journey in NS, God prospers my NS life and make it easier as compared to others and I really kind of enjoy the tough-ness that I went through during my trainee period.
1yr in army has passed, and I have gotten my 3SG rank, now taking charge and kind of "enjoying" life in Tekong as 2nd king. HAHAHA.So this year, I continue to apply for my uni application, still proclaiming God's goodness in my life and also trust that He will do it for me. I just rmb so clearly that during 5th May, arrow svc when Ps Gabriel was invited as the guest speaker for arrow svc, he preached on this verse Romanss 5:5, God has given has hope that does not disappoint .... , immediately it struck a note in my heart, hope that does not disappoint. He went on to elaborate about hope in hebrew is known as Elpis - A confident expectation of good things to come or happen. I'm like WOW, God that's for me man! I'm very excited during that svc and meditating on this verse, I continue to 'UP' my faith in believing that God will prosper my Uni application. However, day in and out, when I heard about other ppl getting their Uni offers and yet I still didnt receive any replies yet, I feel very devastated. And I kept complaining to God, WHY WHY WHY! God, when my unceasing fruitfulness is not here, why i'm not the one being bless and emo here and there. HAHA! But nonetheless still continue to struggle with my faith in believing that God will bless me and fulfill his promises in my life.
Finally, my first reply came in about mid May, I got rejection letter from SMU, when I got the letter I'm like, okay lor, kind of expected it, saying all the very emotional stuff, but I still continue to struggle to believe that God will give me a chance in my another 2 applications for NUS and NTU.
Praise the Lord. True enough, In the last week of acceptance window for Uni placing, NTU got back to me and I got accepted by NTU EEE, I was super-overwhelmed by it man. I tell u, I can almost jump and dance around. I keep praising God and thank God for his faithfulness even though I doubted Him here and there. But God is really faithful in performing what he has promised us. Thank you Jesus.
Lastly, recently I just want to share that I got to know this new girl called Oink-ster. HAHA! She is a very open and fun girl to talk to, and I really enjoyed talking to her and sharing with her the things about God cause it encourages me as well. But I'm just very confused about my decision on whether should I be close friends with her or should I keep a distance? Cus she is a A lvl participant this yr, my heart of course want her to do well in A lvl as much as I want to be very close friend with her. It's really a very real dillema. I dont wish to disturb her in her journey for A lvls but yet I also want to be close friend with her! God what should I do??????????????????? *struggle*! HAHA. I pray that God will lead me and her to the path of His plan. Thank you Jesus.
End off here, going off for guard duty! And final mention is I really love my CG - JC EAST! Everyone in the CG is just so awesome! I cant really describe with simple vocabs, but trust me, my CG is just WOW! I love all of them. Praise the Lord for such an awesome CG for me! Love JC EAST CG! =)
10 June, 2012
Life in 2012
Time has passed so quickly then when I look back, I just realise how long I did not blog here. I really missed the times I blogged here daily. But nowadays just kind of lazy to do it. HAHA. I really love my family and church and the church people. It just gives me a kind of peace that I could not explain. I really enjoyed all the teachings by my Pastor Joseph Prince. God has really blessed him and as much as possible, I also got blessed.
My CG is really awesome, so many cool and fun people around. But 1 question that always pop out in my faith-walk with God is - where is my closest kingdom friend? I don't really seem to have one, but have a handful of close friend. But I just know that I need one closest friend in CG that I can share and crap with. I still continue to ask God for it and I trust God that He will place the guy at the right place and the right time for me to fellowship with. Thank u Jesus for my Caregroup!=)
My CG is really awesome, so many cool and fun people around. But 1 question that always pop out in my faith-walk with God is - where is my closest kingdom friend? I don't really seem to have one, but have a handful of close friend. But I just know that I need one closest friend in CG that I can share and crap with. I still continue to ask God for it and I trust God that He will place the guy at the right place and the right time for me to fellowship with. Thank u Jesus for my Caregroup!=)
Going into NS!
WOAH! Had a wonderful and blessed service yesterday at New Creation Church 2nd service preached by Senior Pastor - Joesph Prince. The service is really once again mind-blowing, it blows me out of my shoes man! Once again, Pastor reminded me to rmb that whatever my prayers are, he answers, because Jesus is my high priest before God, and he takes away the unholy from my prayers, add fragrant to it, and present it as aroma before God. God loves it, and blesses me all the days of my life. Just want to share a little about Sunday's service - God gave Adam access to Heaven, but Adam gave Satan the access (due to Adam being tricked to eat the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil), and therefore Satan has access to Heaven and acts as Prosecutor of Law and accuse us of our bad doing, but Jesus, the greatest saviour, sit at God's right hand, acts as mediator for us before God, HE makes intercession for us so that today when we stand before God, we are righteous and whole.
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