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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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Just realized that I 'm just someone who wants to be heard. And when I'm with a group of familiar ppl, I seem to demand to be heard. But when I'm with unfamiliar ppl, I struggle to be heard
1-1-11

Bye 2010, u were nice to me but u could have been better. Not sure if I have truly grown this yeAr but I hope I did. The game of love I still don't understand. The game I still fear. Perhaps I've grown so scared that I even want to avoid it.

Sorry to those whom I might have hurt in any way.
Thank u to those who were there for / with me :) I dun have to mention ur special names :)

New year resolutions for 2011.

This will take awhile.. Need to think real hard..

1. I shall work hard in school. 3 more semesters to grad. Time flies. Nvm about 3.5. Just do my best :)
2. I shall be optimistic, I shall try to. Since I only get to live once, why not make the best out of it. It's gonna be tough given how pessimistic I'm, but I shall give it a try :)
3. I shall be mOre confident :) the aura around me could then hopefully change :) maybe I'll become prettier :P
4. I shall be less fearful of commitment, of relationships, of differences, of giving it a try :)

I might not achieve all these but I'll try.

And ya.. A rite of passage to mark the 21 years of my life :)
count down to christmas

it's the 20th.. My holiday is coming! Yay~

Wanted to leave a note to remind myself the difficulty in forgetting someone or something. To remind myself how possessive I might become. Remind myself that there's no perfect other out there which many are searching for.
9th dec

I don't believe u can be "accidentally in love"

It's not because I don't like shrek 2. I guess it takes effort in some ways to allow yourself to be attracted to someone. And of course it takes effort to make the other person fall in love with u.

I really love tumblr.. Am following some really great people now.. Inspirational although sometimes the quotes are quite emo. I guess there's a lot more for me to find there :) I guess I'll skip twitter, or at least postpone figuring that out
day 2 of intensive studying 16/11

day 1 - didn't manage to look and try out past yr papers :(
Day 2 - I thought I only had 4 weeks of notes to cover, instead I had 5. so, I wasn't able to cover lecture 5 and once again past year papers.

Nevertheless. These 2 days were commendable. I managed to study way more than I usually do this sem. Yes I know I ought to but still good job!

Tmr's gonna be way tougher. I plan to do the whole sem's lectures. I shall rest well and prepare myself for that battle. please let me cover up to lecture 10 at least:/