Wednesday, August 26, 2009
First Time
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time
tried to hunch; 2:43 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
As James reluctantly released her mouth, he whispered against her lips,
'If you want me to go ...?"
Immediately her arms tightened betraying around him.
'No ... no, I don't.'
Somehow or other she managed to stand still when he framed her face with his hands and searched her expression with deep intensity.
'Is it the same for you, then?' he asked her softly.
Which of them was trembling, or was it both of them?
'I think so,' she admitted shakily. 'I'm not used to this kind of thing.'
LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME
tried to hunch; 12:03 AM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
We all want to forget something, so we tell stories
Two furry words: Clinical Insomnia.
tried to hunch; 12:14 AM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
High and Dry
Mother always told me to rip the plaster out at one go. Because it's less excruciating. Mother lied. :(
tried to hunch; 2:35 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
The Mangostines
I was flipping through my stupid book and I found quite cute things ah. I don't understand how sometimes I want to write things down but yet I refuse to be completely honest about it and I don't write it down explicitly because I'm too shy about it EVEN when it's my own stupid diary. So I start penning it down in codes. And then two months later, I find that, I can't really remember what was it all about. But thank goodness I still kinda do.
Example 1:
18 June 2009, Thursday
CAR
ARM
BAG
24 June 2009, Wednesday
HEART
EYES
MOUTH
IPHONE
27 June 2009, Saturday
POWER
2007
IPHONE
Ok, I wanted to give a second example, but I couldn't find one. All the other pages are a bit too frank to publish on such a public domain.
Oh boy, what I'd do to travel back to Thursday, 17 June 2009.
MD, what's taking them so long to drive here. I'm supposed to be in the car on the way to Melbourne now.
God has been good, and God has been faithful. Even when you feel like nobody loves you and nobody likes you anymore, and you start to expect the worst from yourself, remember that Jesus is your All-in-One. His everlasting and unfailing Love - something to hold on to.
Stupid people are calling me. I'm staring at my NDP goodies to calm myself down. My head feels like a tornado stuck WWIII. Fighting Spirit. National Pride. Teamwork. TEAM SINGAPORE. My heart pain sia.
Britney Spear's video of I'm a Slave 4 u is .. Sia lah.
I feel like a slice of cold pizza. And you know how yucky those things are.
tried to hunch; 1:50 PM
Saturday, August 08, 2009
"I can't do this, Sam."
"It's like in the great stories ... Full of darkness and danger they were ... Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.""What are we holding on to, Sam?"---God be our Victory >:)
tried to hunch; 11:46 AM
Saturday, August 01, 2009
Build my world of dreams around you
Today my heart committed a bit of suicide when it decided to watch High School Musical 3. Emotional ambulances were immediately called to the scene to salvage the remains. And clean up the mess. Another way to look at it would be that my heart committed a crime when it decided to watch High School Musical 3. It went into cardiac arrest. Sheesh, I think I'm so crever!
But my heart bled like i knew it would have. Not because Vanessa Hudgens was being whiny, weak and irritating, and also not because my ex-flame Zac Efron was being .. Zac Efron. But because it was so perfect. This is where my Perfection speech starts. And ends.
I really hate this post. Don't leave teeth whitening gel on for longer than recommended.
tried to hunch; 12:32 AM
