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Sunday, July 31, 2005
--lost for words.

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tried to hunch; 12:02 AM

Monday, July 25, 2005
let's go.

sigh. school sucks out the spirit in me.
the more time i spend in school, the more i feel psychologically disturbed and unsound.
it's driving me crazy day by day.
as i've said in many entries previously, i hate its irritating, unconsiderate, unreasonable, horrific, ugly (okay, my vocab's super limited) and just simply unkind educators.
sucks out my spirit.
drains out my energy.
erases whatever motivation i have left to study.
teachers are just out there to scare you cos "NEXT YEAR IS 'D' YEAR", or rather "O" year.
what the hell. please lah. we're only in sec 3. not sure whether that word "only" is suitable or not. depends how you look at it. but anyways, there's no life for the poor souls who reside in 3/7. in short, school does alot of damage to student's sanity.

anyway just joking. i love the school. i cant wait to go to school. so exciting.

tried to hunch; 7:04 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005
denisee!!

denisee!!
ohmy!! i'm super full now. i drank bubble tea and ate some funny rice.
hmmm. lalala. now i'm very bored. hmmm. super bored. lalalalalalala.
let's go play badminton. yay!! i'm bored. very very bored. hahah.
you know what? i just knew a bitch that proclaim me her bitch and claims that this someone is a bitch. i totally agree. hahah. okayy i'm mean. lalala. i'll telly you who's the bitch when i see you online. (:
for now. tata!
i'm off to manufactur my sports bra. (:
love,
grasshead no. one!!
-melissa lee

tried to hunch; 3:11 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005
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my boat has been a little happier lately.
yay.
tiffany's going to draw the happy cumby boat!
=)

[edit]
it's 12.38am now. and i'm seriously bored in charlene's pathetic attempt to entertain me. haha. just kidding. i'm supposed to be entertaining her. (aren't i always doing that??) yup. i amused charlene and myself by trying to analyse and interpret jay chou songs. (omg, jay chou rocks.) yes, and i amused charlene and myself by talking too much about jay chou. the whole conversation has been evolving around that taiwanese guy and other lame and sad stuff. let's switch off the computer and cry. haha. the part about the sad stuff part is not true. i just decided to make it up to excerise my fingers.
--end of editing.
[/edit]

tried to hunch; 11:08 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005
and the white flag goes up.

i surrender.
after all these months of lying and faking everything, i'm finally gonna give in to my parents.
after all the cold shoulders, the talking back, the shouts and yelling..
after the recent dispute over the cancellation of ONE LESSON of CHINESE tuition due to flag day..
after all the nagging about "how important chinese is.."
after all the nagging about "how important my STUDIES is.."
after all the nagging about how my attitude sucks and how i refuse to cultivate good habits..
after all the nagging about "how i wouldn't make it to a good JC.."
after all that NONSENSE SHIT.

I SURRENDER.

it's been a long and tiring day and i have SS standard test tmr morning. so, i've practiced my piano already (which is a miracle) and now i'm going to study SS.

mug mug mug mug.

this sucks. in any case, the phones are going to be gone for almost forever anyway. so what's the difference. might as well just give up and stop all the lies and defiance or whatever. if i continue on my old ways, my dad will sooner or later throw me out of the house. it'll be quite an experience actually.. don't mind trying. but to avoid more disputes and quarrels and shouts and yells and hatred and anger and regret and what not from building up, i've decided not to try my dad's patience.

today i had to write a compo about pets. it was quite good actually. i said having pets were a waste of time and expenses. of course, many people can counter that. but oh well, i think ms kang is going to scold me for my last paragraph. added alot of alien words which i now think don't fit into the sentence itself. something about our complacent and cynical community we reside in. *shrugs.

now, let's go study about how stupid north korea is. =)

tried to hunch; 7:44 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005
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just fell in love with yet another jay chou song.
hahaha. his raps are super crappy. dunno what he mumble mumble.
but his slow romantic songs are just so.. romantic. hahah.
yi lu xiang bei. =)
sigh. Initial D.
i'm gonna like buy the soundtrack. =)
sigh. Initial D.
haha.

the most important thing i have to get done by this month would be

Get the computer sound card FIXED!!

it's such a bloody inconvenience when there's no sound from the computer. can't listen to songs properly. have to transfer the song/s to mp3 player first, then connect mp3 player into speakers, then can listen. i can't watch music videos. if i want to, i have to synchronise both mp3 player and video to start at the exact same time. super irritating. if its not right, have to stop or pause then play again. stop play stop play. irritating. waste of time. i'm downloading the most important movie now, which is Initial D, hahah, and the sound card better be fixed by then.. my computer is handicapped. so sad.

i'm damn bored now. shall go invade charlene and cao tou's blog now. but on the other hand, i've got an a maths test to study for.. *takes a glance at my bed* sigh. my platypus is seriously dying. i'm finding more beads on my bed. ARH. CALL AN AMBULANCE!

OK?

--ok.

tried to hunch; 8:02 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005
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RAH.
i hate school.
and i despise its freaking educators.
super irritating.

band just just learnt a new song.
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA.
so spooky. hahaha.
i'm gonna dl the whole album one day.
i find myself humming and whistling the tunes of the songs once again.
sigh. the phantom is her angel. haha. where's my phantom? nono. on second thoughts, i wouldn't want a phantom to "guide me and to guard me". i'll just start freaking out. hahah. i keep thinking of that part where they went to his secret dirty drain water place, and she just sang "AHHHHHHHA" and he kept saying "SING! SING MY ANGEL!!" and she keeps going a semi tone higher each time she sings "AHHHHHHHA". until she finally just screams out "AHHHHHHHHHHH!!" hahahaha. i think its hilarious. like her mouth is always open...

seriously, can you imagine getting singing lessons from this phantom guy who wears half a mask all day? and who has the guts (excluding the naive ms christine "die-air") to pull off his mask? tsk.

so yups, it's 9.15 now. i better start doing my hmwk.. sigh.

tried to hunch; 8:28 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

denise!!
hahah.
i'm currently situated in the library.
it doesn't really sound as quiet a library should be.
but nvm
hahah.
i'm with joann
hahah
later is badminton
hahah
i'm kind of looking forward to it
but now its okayy
hahah
yupyup.
hahah.
you and charlene are both having english classes now
hahah
i'm so bored lah!!
argh!!
hahah.
soon you people will be in tampines mall
and soon we will be juggling with shuttle cocks.
hahah.
okayy.
have fun!!
hahah
i'm so tired.
joann says hi!!

love,
-melissa lee
grasshead no one

tried to hunch; 2:55 PM