15 days of summer.

"One fairer than my love? The all-seeing sun
Ne'er saw her match since first the world begun."

- William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, 1.2

"For you and I are past our dancing days"
"O! she doth teach the torches to burn bright"
"Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight!
For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night."

- William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, 1.5

I've been led on
To think that we've been
Trying for too long.
Every time we drift
We're forcing what is wrong.
At last that voice is gone.

Please take your time
But you've got to know that
I am taking sight.
Oh, you look good
with your patient face and wandering eye
Don't hold this war inside.

Come back when you can.
Let go, you'll understand.
You've done nothing at all to make me love you less.
So come back when you can.

You left your home
You're so far from
Everything you know
Your big dream is
Crashing down and out your door.
Wake up and dream once more.

Come back when you can.
Let go, you'll understand.
You've done nothing at all to make me love you less.
So come back when you can.

Come back, I'll help you stand.
Let go and hold my hand.
If all you wanted was me, I'd give you nothing less.
So come back when you can

i know the answer. but i'm just afraid to face it.
it's been 6 years. and i'm back to square one.

it's like as if, i never learnt anything.

faces.

i have 3.

face 1 - leader, choreographer, senior and mentor to those whom i've earned their respect.
face 2 - devoted, loving, giving, girly baby princess of a girlfriend to my other half.
face 3 - depressed, confused, attention seeking bitch.

if you could love me for all 3 faces. then you love me for real.

If roses are meant to be red

And violets to be blue

Why isn't my heart meant for you

My hands longing to touch you

But I can barely breathe

Starry eyes that make me melt

Right in front of me

Lost in this world

I even get lost in this song

And when the lights go down

That is where I'll be found

This music's irresistible

Your voice makes my skin crawl

Innocent and pure

I guess you heard it all before

Mister Inaccessible

Will this ever change

One thing that remains the same

You're still a picture in a frame

Lost in this world

I even get lost in this song

And when the lights go down

That is where I'll be found

I get lost in this world

I get lost in your eyes

And when the lights go down

That's where I'll be found

I get lost in this world

I get lost in your eyes

And when the lights go down

Am I the only one

live to dance

7 years of dancing  and choreographing for KR has come to an end with a huge bang. it is way too hard to give up dancing, even harder letting go of the people that have entered my life and my heart in such unforgettable moments. aside from all my shouting, screaming, whining, and incessant spurts of vulgarities...i'm really just a girl who needs a shoulder to lean on when im tired, who wants someone to hold my hand behind the wings, who lives to dance, and deep down every movement on stage brings tears to my eyes. i'm so glad i never gave up.. and i hope that my dance journey has not ended yet.

Please give me a lifetime of performances. 

I was a little girl alone in my little world 

who dreamed of a little home for me.

I played pretend between the trees, 

and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, 

and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream

That I could fly from the highest swing.

I had a dream.

Long walks in the dark through 

woods grown behind the park, 

I asked God who I'm supposed to be.

The stars smiled down on me, 

God answered in silent reverie. 

I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream

That I could fly from the highest tree.

I had a dream.

Now I'm old and feeling grey. 

I don't know what's left to say 

about this life I'm willing to leave.

I lived it full and I lived it well, 

there's many tales I've lived to tell. 

I'm ready now, I'm ready now, 

I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.

I had a dream