Exams!!! Half way mark reached!!!
Yay!! Today i finally took my 4th paper!!! i finally completed more than half of my exam schedule!!! How great is tat! Well, not tat great considering most ppl are already celebrating their holidays/graduation already......... and pathetic souls like me still having 3 more papers to look forward to..... One more week... and it's all over... i must endure!!! Haha.. just kidding la... i think this time there's really no diff of finishing exams or not... coz for the most of this exam period.. i'm not tat hardworking.. been slacking a lot in fact...
How slack? Let's just say i finished watching 2 Jap series since the exam started.. and also my weekly anime of Naruto n Bleach! Having sources to provide me with shows esp during term time or holidays is very good but not if tat happens in exam!!! I watched one episode of the show sent to me and after tat is all history..... i just kept watching..... ok.. one series is only about 12 episodes and for 2 series.. tat's about 23 or 24....... but tat's quite a lot of study time wasted already!!! argh!!! but.. back to the shows... the 2 shows tat i watched is really nice... to me at least.... the 1st one is H2.. a story about baseball... ok i know.. i'm not a baseball fan.. but story like this is wat guys like.. and wat's more... there's pretty Jap girls to watch!! hahahahah The 2nd show tat i watched was somewat similar to GTO.. but it's the female version of GTO... haha... very nice show. Funny, and yet .. touching at times.... this time.. i'm really watching for the story's sake.... and of coz the action la... See a female teacher bashing up rascals etc for student's sake... haha.. can it ever happen in reality? i wonder......
I guess i've written enuf for today.. later need to start working harder... the past 4 papers.. while weren't disastrous.. but nonetheless not up to my expectations.. let's hope i can do better in the next 3..... pray for me k!!! wherever u are!! ^_^ Wishing everyone well.....till the next post....take carez everyone!!!
Believe....
The exam is less than 24 hours away... as i await my 1st paper for this semester, i'm wasting my time blogging! hahah nah.. just kidding... Taking a break after reading some notes.... well i guess i'm more or less ready for tmr.... i really dunno wat else i can do.... You know.. there's a stage whereby u have no idea wat else is there to do but to get into the exam hall and face the paper!! To me, wat's important is my confidence..... as long as i'm sufficiently confident, i believe i can do fine..... Never ever go into the exam hall with a defeated mentality... the result can only be disastrous..... Tat's y... always believe......
I believe that the exams is nth more than a small hurdle...
I believe that there's always sth good in all outcomes....
I believe that anyone can stand proud if he/she has done his/her best....
I believe that everyone has his/her ups n downs.....
I believe that nth is too hard if we try hard enough.....
I believe that somethings are impossible but many many more are possible......
I believe i should get back to my notes.....!!!!
Last but not least.. I believe i can fly!! So .. watch me!! haha...enjoy the new song that i put up.. esp for ppl facing exams... remember.. must believe......
Indifference........
I'm having my 1st paper in 2 days time and yet i'm not showing much initiative to study. Wat i've done so far is to go thru the notes slowly.... with my concentration level never reaching even half of it's potential. I'm wondering if i'm taking it all too easy... because this time round, I'm facing one of the worst semester.....(imagine... i couldn't follow wat's going on in most of the subjects tat i'm taking this semester) Probably i'm just too sick of exams or maybe.. it's just my good old habit at work..... somethings i just never learn.... maybe it's time for me to get my kick in the butt aka wake up call again.... For those who dunno..... i have a very bad tendency to take things too easy once i'm too used to a certain environment. Yup. Maybe my actions can be perceived as cocky/arrogant by certain ppl. I'm not hardworking... in fact, i usually slack around a lot. Some ppl find it surprising tat i'm actually such a person becoz of my grades. I dun deny tat my grades are.. above average but getting good grades doesn't mean i'm a nerd tat work my ass off every single nite and bury myself in books behind my doors. Maybe i;m at fault too. Becoz, in the daily life i;ve been behaving all too indifferent to studies. Perhaps my actions could be misunderstood... ppl who ask me about homework but i can;t help..... When ppl start imposing their beliefs on u... there's nth u can do... Arrogant, selfish, snob...... maybe i am such person to u? I dun really care anymore.....
On the other hand, my grades so far have also brought some nice impression to others.... ppl who think tat i'm smart... thank you.... But there are times when ppl exaggerate and when tat happens, it kinda hikes up the expectations on me.... although it's nice to have ppl praising me, excessive praise often turns into a form of pressure. I dun really like being branded as a smarty, brainy or watever.... simply because i know i've been a lucky lad. Ok i may have my fair share of wits but i'm not as good as wat ppl say i am....... Some ppl would like to be known as a scholar, a genius or watever. But to me, tat's definitely not the exclusive way i wish to be known.... but then again, the society is such and wat can i do about it? When u stood out from a certain grop of ppl in certain aspects, u risk being stereotyped. Ppl like to make comparisons and this i believe can be good and bad. Esp in studies, i'm glad tat i've learnt to only compete with myself... the only question i ask myself every time is.."Have i beaten myself? Have i overcomed my original expectations?"
It's strange y i never like comparing myself with others in studies and yet i find myself harping on my own 'shortcomings' at times.... inferiority complex maybe? hahaha yes.... i'm not as confident as wat ppl think.. in fact i can be seriously pessimistic.... but then again, tat's out of the point.... the point is..... i should be studying... and wat i'm doing? i'm blogging... really dunnno wat's got into me.. a sudden urge to blog.. and maybe... the topic is kinda weird.. it don't have any special meaning though.. just a sudden urge to crap..... shall go get some sleep and start my serious preparation tmr..... good luck to everyone who's preparing for exams ya! remember.... the only obstacle is urself!! Gambate!!
