He's finally here

Well our little guy is finally here. Baine Brady Bobka weighing in at 7lbs 15 oz & 21" long. He's perfect! He looks just like Brady to me so of course I think he is the best looking little boy on the planet! He sleeps great, eats all the time, isn't too fussy and cuddles me. I couldn't ask for anything more. Like I said.....he's perfect.

Right after birth

I only held him for a second because I was so doped up I thought I was going to drop him.

Hanging out with Daddy.

First swing ride.

First bath. He doesn't know what's coming to him yet.

He figured it out!

He hates his hair washed. He does pretty well with the body until I get to his hair. Then he starts a wailing! He pretty much pees on me all the time too. I need to figure that one out.

After the bath with Grandma trying to calm him down.

See I told ya he was perfect!

Changing Table

Here is a picture of the changing table that Brady made. I love it! It's perfect. The day he made it he was not trying to tell me about it because he wanted it to be a surprise. He free-handed Baine's name in it. It looks pretty neat. You won't be able to see it once I put the changing pad up there so I had to show it off before I go buy one!

I had to put this picture of Ronin trying out my car seat for me. Hahaha it was funny! I turned around and he was in it so I told him to stay there while I got a picture and he did. I tell you what that kid listens to everything you say. Maybe he's just scared of me though.... I have been crazy lately! :)

4th of July

So we pretty much did the same thing this year that we do every year so here are some pictures of the festivities.

Bryn

Molly

Jess, Molly, Tiff, Kiera

The fireworks show that we had to do before it got dark because we had 3 impatient people. (I won't name names) Haha

Jaxon really was awake I don't know why his eyes are closed here. Oops.

Brady pretty much rocks at softball!!

They won the softball tournament!

Brynly and Molly were loving the dogs.

Glade, Grandpa and Suzette

Suzette and Jordan. Jordan's a bum.

Grandma and Tiff

Lindsay and her friend

Lauren

Sonya and Steph

The grand finale of the famous Lewiston fireworks show!

Afraid

Well it's getting to be about that time when reality starts to set in and I'm realizing that there is no more just me and Brady time but now there will be a little one. I have a long list of things I'm afraid of and well here is a few......

• just because I'm a mom doesn't mean I know everything (you gotta love the young moms that just because they are in their 20's and have a child think that they know it ALL, and if I turn into one.....shoot me.)
• what if I'm too nice and spoil my kid
• what if I'm too hard and they hate me and I ruin them
• what if I don't pay attention to Brady enough
• what if I don't pay enough attention to Baine
• what if I turn crazy and need happy pills
• what if my marriage falls apart
• what if I have to quit working

Yeah don't worry I'm not going too crazy I just need to write this down so the next time I'm pregnant and I'm a freaking emotional roller coaster I can remind myself that this is normal. Just like it's normal to cry when a hallmark commercial comes on.

I'm also starting to freak out that I don't have everything ready. Brady just tells me to calm down and if there is something I forget at the hospital or our first night home, he can take a trip to the store it's not a big deal.

On the positive side of life, Baine will be here soon and I'm so excited to meet our little guy. I love having him in my belly and feeling his every move. I thought he was a calm baby until the last month. He moves so much I don't know if he sleeps. It could be the caffeine I've been drinking. I went to the doctor yesterday and she said he flipped and since I'm 37 weeks along, the chances of him flipping head down now isn't too good. She said she would try to flip him but the chances of him staying flipped after that isn't good so, I will be finding out within the next two weeks what kind of delivery I'll be having. Either way I don't care as long as he gets here safe. I figure they have doctors for these kinds of things and they do know what they are talking about. So we will see.