rain is over.

come rainbow, come.

i think im not that weak afterall.

see, i am on my feet again and soon on my rainbow.

(:

i so regret not going for the nike run.
just with the excuse that i havent been running.
argh. i dislike myself for being so retarded.
i want the me before.
tell me i'd be stronger.

tell me i'd fight for what i want.
tell me i dont give things up so easily.
tell me i can make things all right again.

i realise i've been missing out alot in life.
many things i've been wanting to do so much.
getting a life of my own.
doing something i really enjoy doing.
i'm too laid back, too lazy, too relaxed.
its so unlike the me i used to be.
so competitive, so full of energy.
now, i rather stand back and let others do it.
i dont like to compete, unless there's a need to.
alright, i do compete with myself.
i saw the importance of journey, the team bonding along the way to our destination.
and many a time now, i find small lil things irritable.
im no longer as forgiving, okay maybe i am, i might just be not bothered at all.
i dont really care abt things so much now, i let my hands off.
im so much weaker now.
all those positive talks, yes i do them.
but i feel weaker, my strength no longer last as long as they did in the past.
yes i know, i will and i can do it eventually.
but. something's just missing. :/
i hope this is part of growing up and.
i hope i get stronger.

yet, again.

HAHA. IM HERE TO UPDATE MY BLOG.

LIFE'S COOL.
LIFE'S GREAT.
LIFE'S ONLY ONCE.

I'VE DECIDED NOT TO BE A COWARD.
I'D FACE MY CHALLENGES.

AND TODAY IS MEL'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!
DINOSAUR RAWKS.

MEL & CLASSMATES (:

MEL & TT GANG ((:
DRAGGIE & DINOSAUR! (((:

I HOPE IT WAS A GREAT ONE FOR YOU.

JUST LIKE IT DID FOR ME LAST YEAR (:

im feeling so rah right now.
moodless? i dont know.
dang dang dang.
can someone talk to me right now.
but i dont feel like talking.
rah rah rah.
something's wrong.
the time of the month has come i guess.
rah rah rah. hmpf.

i was tagged.
Instructions: Tag 3 people and tell one of their strong points, as well as one flaw. It can be physical or their personality. In turn, they will have to tell you one of your good points and flaw &pass it on.
however, im just gonna tell carmel about hers. (:

CARMEL SOON JIA QI. my dinosaur! my mei!
STRENGTH STRENGTH STRENGTH : her cuteness is something no one else can replace in my heart. her straightforwardness makes me feel very comfortable talking to her, at least i know she says what she means, and that she's not hiding anyth from me. she is very ''open'', we can talk about anything under the sun! she's the one who can stand/ tolerate all my nonsense, my lameness, the only one who will smile even when what i say dont even make sense at all. so, i feel very assured with her. her encouragements, her company are always the best. as you can see, she's alrdy part of me, next closest to me other than my family. '' euk rocks powerpuff jie's world! hoho! ((((: '' loves.
FLAW FLAW FLAW : you should also take the initiative to ask me out! im totally okay with your straightforwardness, but sometimes its your flaw also, cause not everyone can take people being straightforward to them. you should try to be more expressive, let those who you love know you love them **hint hint! (: yup. you're kinda flawless to me. so heh!

first day of school.
afternoon lect.
german teacher.
i was full.
and the air con was nice.
so yes.
i fell asleep. (:
for awhile. i still managed to find out the rough content of the course.
heh.
dinner & dance. (:

second day of school.
morning lect.
angmoh teacher.
i was semi-full.
fresh and energetic.
sat there for 2hrs of lecture.
and i was full awake.
congrats to me!
add/drop sucks when there's nth much to add.
haha!
back in gess for sjab.
went back gma place for dinner.
grandmother's cooking is still the best!
back in hall.
and the bra i just hanged out to dry is gone.
stolen or fly away? GRRR.
another day of uni life! (:

hello! am back from my hall camp.
currently in my hall room alone cause my roomie isnt here yet!
well, hall camp was great too! dont ask me to blog abt the details, too lazy to.
yeah, the people are fun. in short, both UOC and FOC are great! ((:

well. on saturday, was supposed to meet my roomie!
BUT i overslept, how mean :/ haha. anyw, yeah.
went back to clean up my room and i collected quite some bit of dust.
rah! then went to meet the E peeps for kbox. quite nice. then to hospital to visit granny.

SUNDAY! it was a carmel day again!
haha. met dinosaur for MONEY NO ENOUGH 2! haha.
and yeap, we watched it at 10.20am! haha. early heh!
its quite alright a show. yeah. can be watched! (:
then we went walking ard the place for things i needed for my room.
went to take a look at the pjc bazaar, nth much thou.
yeah. then headed to ikea. it was really sweet of you to accompany me to ikea!
THANKS MEI! haha. and at ikea, i got what i needed and she got hers.
then i headed home to complete my packing.
went grandma's place for dinner! then mummy sent me to ntu.
cause there was really tonnes of stuffs to bring over. haha! and finally am settled in!
woohoo. new life. new start! (: cooool.
anyw, thank you dinosaur for the past two sundays. you made those days! as always!
i love you! ((: hee.