i got to know more about myself thru the camp.
the other side of me. (: haha. well, it was nice i guess.
and today, i found out abit more too.

today. i miss someone who's no longer by my side.
i hope you're happy (:

tmr's hall camp! another five days. (:

UNION ORIENTATION CAMP 2008 WHOOOOOOOSH!

on the very first day, met carmelsoon for lunch at thai express! nice lunch.
then rushed to tampines mrt to meet up with my uoc group, EYRA!
was kinda excited and shy tooo. excited cause 'yay, can make new friends, can have fun!
shy cause ' my super turtle bag makes me look like dumb and im alone!
but anyw, got to know a few of the girls and guys, soon, we got out of our comfort zone and ...
we had our pre-orientation night/stay at a chalet at changi.
we were in a room, all squeeezeddd close together, with some games and introduction.
we changed our status from strangers to eyra-mates!
its really amazing how a group of people who totally dont know one another get to interact soo fast in a short period of time. cards and sleeping together really helps in the process of making friends! haha. anyw, we woke up to a grand start of the camp!

our seniors prepared breakfast for us! super nice sandwiches and milo and hotlog! super nice....!
thennnn sooooo, we made our way back to school and to hall 10 to do some flag painting, cheering, and sooooo we had our race around NTU! haha. then we got to come into contact with a few different guys while being blindfolded, thats when we chose our SP(secret pals) haha.! felt real weird but funny too. yeah. then was another round of games and stuffs before the really really cold night ended with a run back to the hall and to bed!

second day of camp we had pool games! some games at the fico hub! then group dinner at newyork newyork cityhall then CLUBBING woooooo~ haha. i thot clubbing was gonna suck, but surprisingly i enjoyed myself alot. we had some alcohol, tastes super not nice. but i guess it was some kinda help too. the whole eyra group got down to the dance floor and we started moving ardound, dancing to the beat. it felt weird at first, with the beats of the music trying to make your heart pound and pump as thou its gonna jump out somehow somewhat. haha! and we had cai quan thingy. HAD FUN! haha. nice first time clubbing!

third day of camp was a day at sentosa. it was the day the group started to get closer, more compact, more mixed up. the first half of the day was when we lost most of the games. but surprisingly a random teamwork did the job, we sorta sprung up from there! the girls and guys started to mix around, team whoooosh and team final thingy seems to bring us luck! haha. we started the winning streak! haha. most exciting was the candle fight. SO OH MY TIAN! SUPER VIOLENT. BUT SUPER SHIOK WINNING EXPERIENCE. V I C T O R Y was really the word for that game! haha. damn happily we went back to our chalet, nice nice place! then nights out!

forth day of the camp was a relaxing day. we had our SP date. each girl was allocated a male partner. the male partner was to visit the chalet where his girl is in and try to date the girl out by going thru various forfeits and tasks given by the seniors. haha. yeah, so i went on a date with my sp. haha! lucky we both tried to come out with topic, so all along the way, we were full of crap, speaking non stop. haha! yeah. then we headed to bugis for lunch at waraku. nice food! haha then watched the dark knight. haha! i kept falling asleep in the show, so my sp kept waking me up, haha! super funny. yeah. then we went back to the chalet to meet up with the group. haha. we all shared our sp date experiences, super funny and nice. then next was the fright night. it was super cool i SWEAR! haha. then back to sleeppppp.

fifth day of the camp was the most exciting day! and the most healthy day for me in this whole entire year! we sorta ran for 6 hours or so? of course less than 6 hours! but it was really alot of long distance sprinting and stuffs! super cool when everyone's encouraging one another, cheering each other on on the orchard road, shouting our group name prouding and winning the race beautifully! super nice night. we had cheer fight then bbq then the long night started.
it was mahjong.. gossiping.. playing.. gossiping.. sharing.. then suddenly i felt like going out to take in fresh air alone. haha. so alone i went to get some mango juice then walked to the pasir ris park to bake cake! then suddenly got this woman behind me. walking kinda slowly, scary! omg. we got into the same toilet, then she started taking off the tudung thing on her hair, damn slow motion, super super scary can! i wanted to run out but the cake cannot wait. so yeah, i hurried my cake to be baked, then hurried out to see her white powdered face. omg. GUI AH! i then ran out of the toilet and back to chalet. then all sorts of funny things happened, drunkards. haha. i had one shot of ta-ki-la. haha! anyw, yeah. fell asleep, then woke up to see a darlie toothpaste smiley face on my thigh. rah, thats punishment for people who sleeps on the last night, but NEHMIND, i had my revenge. haha! lol. anyw. the whole camp ended with our group, EYRA being the best group! and peiyi being our best freshie! congrats! we had our lunch at ehub, then keith drove some of us back to somewhere convenient to go home. haha.

AND IT FEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS SO DAMN GREAT TO BE BACK HOME! SUPER NICE NICE. HAD MY NICE NICE BATH, THEN TUTORED MY COUSIN AND BROTHER. YEAH. THEN HEADED TO BUGIS FOR DINNER AND IM HOME! GONNA BE KNOCKED OUT SOOOON (:

shall talk about my groupmates and seniors another time! ((((:

saturday was a nice day.
in the morning, i met my primary school friends. thennn we went sentosa.
BURNT. i am red like lobster now. rawr. it hurts! :/
anyways, after that was grandma's birthday. she's 78 lo! yayy. hahah.
then after that was cousins' outing. watched red cliff, but was damn tired, so i slept thruout. omg.
haha. then finally slept at 4am.

before i slept, i happen to chance upon so cute's blog.
was kinda molested. thanks for the post.
true, we arent that close until like wow.
but you're one i can go on yak-ing and still enjoy myself talking to you.
and i meant EVERYTIME. our conversations are always laugh-able and enjoy-able.
haha. i like your random msges. i'd start trying to send mine too.
haha! yeap. thanks for being so beautiful, my friend! i'll miss you too!

and im off to camp today! and so gone for the next 7 days! take care people!

monday! betty's birthday @ timbre,art house. nice night.
tuesday! shopping?
wednesday! movie with mel and yichun.
thursday! slack?
friday! meet retards. meet richie.

and soon, i'd be gone... ((:

but it lingers on. maybe. it wasnt really the end. :/

oh wow! just got back home. still have that tiny winny bit of energy.
and since the one in perth is online, i shall talk to her! haha. rah. sometimes i just really miss you man. haha! lol. so if you're back, i'd make sure i stick to you like super glue!
anyw, outing with laiyan was great! super cool. fun. sharious (it means great sharing, MY WORD.) hahah! AND WAHA! PEOPLE, THERE'S THIS NEW PLACE CALLED COFFEE BUCKS. didnt know starbucks changed name. haha. anyws. i prefer to keep what we been thru today to myself. cause yeah, it'd just belong to us. wahaha. so no need to share, cause you're my only shareholder, so since you know, i dont have to share lo.. haha! just want you to know i really enjoyed too! yeah.
the night ended really late for me. but nice too. especially with my perth one! haha. company at subway was nice too. hahaha. MOS CODE. SALTY, YOU UNDERSTAND? hahah!! rahhh. super nice day in short! love-d!

hello blog.

tuesday : dental( there was a huge hole, but filled now ((: ) and farewell for kristine koh. haha. all the best girl. then supper with maio sia and eve.

wednesday : medical check up at ntu & back at pjc to collect my sgc (im finally a JC-graduate! haha) then home for a totally knocked out nap.

thursday : supposed to go swim, but rained. so i went shopping ((:

friday : met dinosaur! movie with her, weeyang & his gf. bun-ned at ikea, katong laska at queensway, shopped! haha. drink-ed at anchorpoint, met jessica,cheryl,wanteng. sent dinosaur home. then home. haha. with mel, it was a very very very nice day. heeee.

saturday : after work. sim lim-ed. bugis-ed. dinner-ed. my family day. haha.

sunday : woke up at 1. hoho. going to meet my shareholder sooooooooon. i hope it doesnt rain.

RESTART.

sunday was a good day.
woke up at 9 just to find myself falling back in bed till 1pm.
haha. had a good deal of sleep.
took mrt, and there i am at the muaythai workshop.
took attendence of the participants.
and went on the course. discipline. (:
kids learn discipline. its cute.
suddenly realise guys who fight are kinda cute. HAHA. whatever.
anyw. yeah, just a short 2 hour course.
so went home after that.
initially wanna to go for a run, but but but.
i never keep my promises, so from now on, i wont promise anyone anymore.
haha! so lazed at home. watched tennis.
caught the wimbledon finals for MENS.
was for fed. but. shant say more for the sake of mel!
cheer up lil girl! and yah. the night ended!

monday monday.
worked. went to attend my uncle's death 1 year anni praying session.
watched hancock with sean. pretty cool show. ((:
then back home with my tv tv tv and travelmate. haha!

well well, life's been rather mono these days. i need something to spike life up!
want to be back in those super busy, super tired kinda life. where commitments are all over me.
where i can study (oh gut, i miss studying, seriously.)
im kinda excited that school's starting again. am gonna be thrown into a new pool with new molecules.
but yet again, im a lil afraid. been long since i was super enthu kind. have toned down ever since then.
no longer as energetic, perhaps its due to these prolonged periods of slacking.
starting afresh is sometimes quite a task, but yet, something i really look forward too.
these days, have been thinking alot. i've concluded that lesson 2 has ended for me and i've learnt.
learnt how to rmb the happy memories and not the sad ones.
learnt how to not hold on too tightly to things i have.
learnt how to handle my emotions better.
learnt how to allow space and gaps.
learnt how to think wisely.
learnt how to let go.
afterall, life's short. i dont even know if i can live past tmr.
what if i wake up tmr to find out that i've some cancer.
i just hope those who i really treasure knows i really do treasure them.
and that you who still owes me porridge with minced meat & beansprout, who if, still reads my blog, that yup, i'd always be there if you need me. just be happy and take great care.
life needs me to move on. i will learn to try out new options.
i used to be very narrow-minded. but i think i have to let myself learn how to take up all sorts of challenges.
open myself up to different stuffs, so i can decide better. what i really want.
just felt like sharing. oh yeah. shareholder, am so gonna see you sooooooooooooooooooooooon in that ntu in that uoc camp on that 20th! (((:

haha. i realised i havent been talking about people in my life.
well, these months of holidays let me realised who are those real important in my life.
first of course, is my beloved family. they make me feel as thou i need no one else.
my mum and dad ; an evolution of them (like pokemons huh. lol.) but yah, as i grew, i learn how to talk to them and share my life with them. its super cool i find. parents are the most precious in life. they understands my mood best, how i'd wake up with a foul mood and my dad would know when to irritate me and of course, my mother who will scrimp and save to provide us with anyth we want. i never knew so much of her until now.
my brother ; an asshole who's nice to talk to as well. have super good knowledge, thats why always scold people stupid. but still, niceee brother. i prefer your black botak hair.
my younger sister ; a girl who's growing up, going thru some rough patches in her life, learning as well, i have faith in you and am always proud of you (okay lah, just dont be like a mad girl, so san pa can alrdy. haha :X ) at the end of the day, you just have to answer to yourself, do what you want and which you feel that is right.
my younger brother ; okay. another asshole. bigger one thou. he has the qualities to excel, but i guess he's just not ripen yet. lets see, im sure he'd shine someday.
my grandmother ; ONE AND ONLY SUPER SO CUTE grandmother. a great woman of our lives. and a great role model for us all.

okay. gotta go work! update again! ((:

hello bloggy!
im back.
and im blogging with my cute lil travelmate. (((:
here's short sum up of my life recently besides working till afternoon daily!
last friday : back @ gess for sjab! meeting w adult members!
last saturday : celebrate hokokhow birthday!
last sunday : tuition with cousin! sim lim shopping spree! kbox til 2am with jas!
monday : met strong girl and f****u! haha! not fuck you k. its F_ _ _ _ U!
tuesday : sjab!
wednesday : met fiona and jingyi!
thursday : swam at delta! shopping at queensway/ikea!
friday : sjab!
saturday : shopping at vivo! dinner with family :)))))!

to the one at perth, i miss you! do take good care! hope to see you soooooooooooon. really really.
to shareholder, believe nothing is forever, tough times dont last tough shareholders do, im here!
to strong girl, the rainbow will come soon, just endure the rain for these times! im here too!
to leeeehui, do your best! i'd be there if you need me too!
to teosiewhuai, i love you! ((((((: voooom voooooooom voooooooooooom. i wanna learn how to drive drive!