well. meet richie on sunday. haha. and we went to get some of the things he need for army and went to the place he wants to visit. had a nice time ((: haha. stupid botak. hoho. get well soon eh.
monday..went back pjc. woooo~ met mdm lai to find out more abt tutoring her son, it seems like a challenge, hope i'd take it well.! haha. anyw. met celine and fangxuan, then mrs tong for lunch. really really happy to see them. then sinyee and ivy came along. talked and talked. enjoyed the time. haha. waited for them at the concourse and came out with a SOLAR SYSTEM quiz for my pri five kid. while they went for their reliefing. haha. sooon, iris and tin fong came. rahh! talk and talk and talk. sinyee came.. talked more. haha. then went sinyee's place to... EAT SEAWEED. lol. no lahh. let her put her bag and change lo. then we went lot 1 for dinner with the gang. haha. met up with elycia and ai zhen. haha. went pasta mania. had a good time chatting,eating.then jieying came along. followed by LOSER sock. and then MIAOLIAN. haha. yeahh. really enjoy spending time with them. seriously. makes me miss school even more only. RAH. hahaha. then went home, took the 190 i used to take so often, on the bus. listened to songs, thots abt same old things. haha. yeah. watched my coffeeprince and slept.
tuesday.din really slept well the night before.woke up feeling weird and weak. yeahh. couldnt tahan, beens quite some years since i felt that weak. yeahs. so asked mum's permission to go home to sleep for an hour. rah. had a bad headache then. head felt damn heavy, so i just laid on my darling massage chair from 11 til ard 3. woke up to clean up the house. rahh. thot of gg for sj, but cmi. so took a bath and stoned. haha! rah. finally went down for the first meal of the day after dad did some qua-sa-ing on me. haha! yeahh. took panadols. laid on the sofa, finally felt better after sometime. ahah. yeahh. watched coffeeprince.. and had an early night. hoho! ((: oh oh!! i exchanged phone with my mum!! hohoho.!
wednesday. woke up feeling great! hahah. had a nice dream too. lol. well... worked til 3 plus. manually copied the 200 ++ contacts from my phone to mum's. cause i din save them in my SIM. rah. and my samsung phone doesnt want to copy it for me. RAH. went over to grandma's place to have dinnner. then met my darling. haha. okay. my WIFE. clare fu. this woman's gonna leave sooon. sundayyy. rahh. so fast can. anyw, we had dinner at this high class japanese restaurant. lucky, i wasnt in my shorts. guess i dressed alil more formal. haha. yeahs! we just sat in that nice nice place for soooo long. like from 7pm til 9.30pm? haha. lol. yeahh. had nice food... nice waiters and waitresses. haha. the prawn i likedd actually comes in two sizes.. omg. i preferred the small one.. but too bad. ordered wrongly. still got that two prawns into my stomach haha. salmon was nice. haha. and ahhh. loads of fun and jokes with that woman abt anyth we could see/think/talk abt. haha! well, we left for some hokkaido ice cream.. today's jap day! haha. sat by the river and talk talk talk. hahah. walked her to the mos before i returned to my temple. haha. ((: had a really nice night with my woman! hahah! YEAH. thanks honey for the night. anddddd that muffin you made.. and the certificate!!!! will keeep them well.....! do take good care alright! will miss you, BUT we'd see each other sooon eh! ((: 7 months onlyy. hahah. yeahh. on the way home, saw vanessa. haha. woah. totally different from the girl i used to see in the past. haha! but nice meeting her thou. haha. yeahh. kinda enjoyed the walk home.. nice breeze. nice weather. nice music. haha. had a great night! haha. coffeeprince end lo. rahhh. i will be soooo bored at night now. nvm, i shall be more constructive.. haha! (( ciaos!!!

hoho. well, training on friday. eh. rather harsh one on some of them i guess. but yah. hope they improve. (: MET MEL! haha. kinda rewarded her for her good results. we watched 'the house'. well, not too bad. haha. and watched some magic show haha. and went fairprice. lol. nice night. (((((: haha. thanks mei!
saturday!!! rahhh. went to work ard 8 plus then ended around 3 plus. cause was cleaning up the stall. haha. well, then went for my first ever tuition to TEACH. omg. haha. the first time feeling was rah. haha. dont really know how to describe. but the kid i teach is rather nice. hope this tuition will be successful! ((: yeahhh. back home... (:

oh yeah. listening to 'one more try' now. haha. a song that reminds me of many many things. haha. but no.. wont look back alrdy. haha. (: whats over is over. haha. rahh. anyw, went for 'so cute' surprise party yest. haha. nice night. met betty to teach her integration. omg. haha. feel kinda proud that im still able to do it. well well. went to get my wallet! haha. kinda preyed on it for quite some time lo. and finally got it.!! haha. and there goes my 50 bucks. lol. but dad gave me 50 at night, haha. sooooo. he actually bought my wallet for me! haha! dang. went vivo and yah. met the gang and on the way there, we had fun. the party was a success. haha. and nice meeting sai. haha. anyw, yahh. made new friends. a nice night indeed. (: and.. SOOO CUTEE... HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!! lol. ((:

today... worked. haha. went bras pasah to get some stuffs. and yeah, went back gma place to cook dinner. haha. ((: i finally burst the blisters. rahh. they are grrrrr.. haha. anyw, my dear mei got both A1 for the o' level subj! well done mei! really my pride eh! (: happy for you. alryt. life's cool. (:

well. met up with jh on the sunday to have meeting on the combined camp. haha. this guy is making me change my impression of him slowly. lol. for the better of course. used to dislike him eh. HAHA. shall tell him how irritating he was sooon. (((: shun met me before that to talk abt sjab stuffs. haha. thanks bro! thanks for the biscuits. haha. yeahh. then went over to grandma's place. had my dinner and yeahh. home! watched CELLULAR. rather exciting show. went online, did some stuffs and yeah. K.O.!

haha. worked today. morning always seem to be a torture for me. to be dragged out of my dream. every morning i'd wake up with different scenarios in my mind/dream. haha. dangg, just want to find out more abt my dream. its like a different story everyday, thats why i look forward to sleep everynight, cause i know i'd dream of sth different. anyw, yeahh. there were some actors/actresses at the hawker area too. haha. rather happening then. yeah. saw rain at the stall, she was with her mum. haha. mummy's girl. well.. haha. went home, bathed, went gma place..! along the way, got a call, have got myself a tution appointment! haha. rather happy and excited. am going to teach a pri 5 kid. rahhh. hope he/she is nice. haha.! cookeddd.. and oh dangg.. THAT FISH GO SPRAY OIL ON ME sooooo i've got myself BLISTERS on my ARMS. ohhhhh. rahhhhh. pain pain. haha. but nvm, for the food. its worth it. haha. made my way to queensway shopping centre. haha! kinda enjoy shopping alone cause i can take my time, or rush... and need not bother abt anyone. haha.! its nice. purely my own opinions and what i want. thats why i love my new NIKE DUNKS. hoho!!! its not a new model. but its nice, i like. yeahh. got daddy a shirt cause his birthday is tmr!! or rather. TODAY. NOW. haha. yeahh. help my sis get her fbt shorts too. soooo. i spent $105. wooohooo! feels cool. yeahh. went vivo, got sth and back home, after bath, on my SOFA.. with my TEEVEE. yeahh. life's great! tmr's training...(:

haha. just felt like blogging. been kinda into sjab recently, getting a hang of training and stuffs. haha. proud to still be able to help out in the place that grew me up. haha. (:
every since end of A's, life's been rather cool for me. life gave me some things i've once lost but took some away from me. but i guess im still handling all well. thou its kinda hard to accept what is lost, cause its sth you once held soo close to. haha. well, its life bah. life goes on. change is a constant. while i fight to handle my emotions well, i will also learn and grow. but i gotta agree with something i nv did in the past, and that is how important my family means to me.
saw this story. rather meaningful. so just wanted to share... (:

a young lady was waiting for her flight in the boarding room of a big airport. as she would need to wati for quite some time, she decided to buy a book to spend her time, she also bought a packet of cookies. she sat down in an armchair,in the vip room of the airport of rest and read in peace. beside the armchair where the packet of cookies lay, a man sat down in the next seat, opened his magazine and started reading.
when she took out the first cookie,the man took one also. she felt irritated but said nothing. she just thought: what a nerve! if i was in the mood i would punch him for daring.
for each cookie she took, the man took one. this was infuriationg her but she did't want to cause a scene. when only one cookie remained,she though: ahh..what thi abusive man do now? then, the man taking the last cookie,divided it into half,giving her one half. AH. THAT WAS TOO MUCH. she was much too angry now! in a huff, she took her book, her things and stormed to the boarding place.
When she sat down in her seat,inside the plane,she looked into her purse to take her eyeglasses,and to her surprise, her packet of cookies was there, untouched,unopened.
She felt so ashamed. she realized that she was wrong, she had forgotten that her cookies were kept in her purse.
The man had divided his cookies with her without feeling angered or bitter..while she had been very angry thinking that she was dividing her cookies with him.And now there was no chance to explain herself...nor to apologize.
IN LIFE, THERE ARE 4 THINGS ONE CANNOT RECOVER.
the stone, after the throw.
the word, after it's said.
the occasion, after the loss.
the time, after it's gone.

i will not throw my family my friends away.
i will be mindful of what i say from now onwards.
i will try my best not to miss any occasions or any chances to make one smile.
i will treasure every moment i have with anyone.

i will be my own strength, i will stand up each time i fall and rise stronger.
i fell, still recovering from my fall. but im sure that will make me stronger.
i wanna thank all who were there for me. thanks. really. (:

thursdayy..
worked as usual. went back gess to get the forms filled up. oh dang. haha. met jiahong and we had a great time trying to get all the details in. rahh. haha. took a cab to hq, wah 12 bucks can! omg lahh. alright. then we stayed in the cafeteria for quite some time. haha! dang. fooled around while waiting for the info. haha. left the hq ard 8pm plus. haha. and then homeeeee... (((:
friday..
worked as usual. haha. went back to gess for training. haha. yeahh. rather interesting. ncos, stay steady eh! (: was rather happy to see the fdc team improving well. hope they can keep the spirit up. i'd also try to make trainings more enjoyable bah. haha. well, then met jh/pw to talk abt the combined camp. hope it'd be carried out. yeah. then met some juniors. haha. and we started talking and talking and playing around. haha. really nice to still be able to mix ard with them. and that eugene is quite cute eh! lol! naughty lil boy. haha. yeah. then went home. wooohoooo.
TODAY.
worked. haha. simin and gang came by,cause they were having flag day. oh dang. gave them coins. haha. then shihui and geckngoh came by too. they are soo cute can. haha. i treated them to drinks but din accept their money, so they went to get me sweets. haha. very sweet of them indeed. good MONSTER daughters. hahah. then half way. dont know why. i couldnt walk really well. haha. cause the stupid nerve at my hip area or sth is cranky. as i walk, i feel pain. rather uncomfortable. grrrrrrrr. so, after work, went home. and just lie on the massage chair and sofa. haha. napped and watched tv. haha. until night time. when i was alone, tv aint nice. sooooo. i got up and came online. haha. yeahh. dad gave me 20bucks! hoho! got myself a subway dinnerrr. HAPPY... haha. thats my day!

life goes on. be the contender. haha. what's past is past, no point pondering. i gotta move on. haha. and look forward to the better future.! i will.

hello people. (((((:
i had a really beautiful night...on 15 jan!
with a really beautiful woman in my life.
clare fu! the princess. (: only one.
haha. the memories shall be ours only.
soo. not gonna shareee! haha. but really.
LOVED THE NIGHT. haha. thanks honey!
i am really looking forward to being drove around sooon!

16jann!! haha. worked. met mel!!! for the movie we were supposed to watch on sunday. haha. caught ONE MISSED CALL. haha. rather okay show. haha. and we went for dinner. crap talk as usual. haha. but enjoyed the time with this mei of mine! haha. ((((: lovers concerto... LONG GUN. OAT MEN. RAH. MEL. (:

rahh. woke up to find my arms really painful. dangggggggg. couldnt really bend it well. lol. gahhh. went to work as usual. worked till 4plus. haha. ahh. i think i always forget to mention that every morning of my work, there will always be this little baby girl who will make my day a better one. haha. small lil cute girl. haha. ((: yeahh. felt kinda unwell during work. haha. but still at bad. serve me right for not trying to excercise. haha! lol. so now, its hurts. still hurting. rahhhh. haha. anyw,went over to gma's place. cooked...and learnt.. haha. ate and took a nap. hoho. watched tv then sent gma homeee. and pei her till 10plus. and am home lo...haha. (((:

imu.(((:lol.

i swear. this is the last time. ((:
moving on. really.

haha. yesterday wasnt really a bloody day. another cousin of mine.. haha. HAD A BLOODY DAY too. had korean food at my place. lol. then the relatives came and we had a mini gathering at my house. haha. met cousin after that, went tiong to watch le grand chef. rather nice show. go catch it someday eh! (((: came home and realised channel 8 was showing one of my fav movie. featuring vaness. haha. oh dang. love him! haha. okay. more of his body. haha. ooooops. okay. and finally couldnt tahan, fell asleep on the sofa around 2 plus in the morning. haha. yeahh.

and today, had a gooooood long sleeeep. haha. woke up kinda late. at 11am. haha.! went marina square with mum and sis. shoppppped. and bought clothes i guess no one would really expect me to wear. haha. lol!!!! dang funny. haha. nvm, shall start try changing my image. give me support okay! (((: and thats best done by not laughing at me... haha. well, went over to gma place. wanted to meet mel, but she couldnt make it in time. haha. so we're gg to watch the show some other day! yeahh. haha. helped gma cook dinner. ate and bought ice cream for that naughty lil one. and yeahh. am home!! and ahh!! my arm hurtssssss.. :( lol.

wells, worked yest! and went back sjab. rather nice day. (: andddd did that BF1 thingy with honggay till 3am!! lol. wthh..

today is a bloody day. ahhhh. woke up at 7am plus. went down to workk. around 8am plus...
mum asked dad while looking down on the floor; ' ehh..why lidat..'
and dad said; 'i dont know' and i asked; 'whats that...' and i took a look.
IT WAS A BLOODY POOL OF BLOOD. oh god, dad's leg vessel burst and he's bleeding profusely. i was stunned by the blood, i guess it just felt different when the casualty is someone close to you, MY DAD. haha. well, mum went to the hospital with dad. he filled up one whole plastic bag with his black blood. omg cann.. and that retarded taxi driver initially didnt want to drive my dad there but luckily he did. i guess he didnt have his brain or smth, hello..someone's bleeding, cant you just send him to the hospital, we can always pay you for whatever loss lah.rah. cant stand people like that. wth. anyw, yahh. and i stayed back at the shop to clear up the place. the pool of blood. omg. rah! was really stunned. bros came down and we starting closing the stall. and suddenly, one call came.
'Are you Mr Teo Ching Hwa's family?' ... and i said 'YES I AM'
and i heard, 'Your Father died'. OH MY GOD. at that point, i totally blanked out.
thot of what would happen to mum, to the family. could not even think rationally.
and suddenly, that arsehole laughed soooo loudly. WTH. IT'S my dad who called. omg, i thot it was some indian nurse okay. i couldnt really think, wasnt really calm. and was really freaked out, almost bursting into tears, really scared. i swear i was fucking scared k. reallly lost. but that bloody joke lying on the stupid hospital bed no. 2 just called and punked me! wth. i just screamed FUCK YOU to my dad into the phone okay. omg omg. really scared me okay! ahh. never felt that way before, haha. but was really happy that he's fine. yahh. closed the stall, went over to the hospital and yeahh. today's a bloody day (((:

his pig trotter-ed legs. ((:

rahh! (: yesterday was niceee..
cooked with gma..! haha.
met the odac gang. and we had dinner. rather fun. then we pooled. the guys are gg army lo. botaks. haha! well, all the best guys! see you ppl soooon. went home, lie on the sofa..and watch tv. lol! it seems like the best thing to do at night when im just too lazy to do any other things.. ((((:

sooon. guys are going into army lo. haha. worked yest and went back pj to get my moneyyy.! eagles award. haha. lol. met serene and we headed for bukit timah to meet that yao siew kia. well, three 'noobs' play pool seems cool. haha. then left and met the rest of the og at lot 1. haha. settled down at pasta mania. ate and chatted. haha. rather nice time thou not many were able to make it. yeah. and we separated around 9 and left for home cause they have got schoooooool the next day. haha. went home. and yeahh.
as for today.... ITS IRIN'S BIRTHDAY. happy birthday to you, sam patt! bahhh. hahaha. worked. laughed. ate. and gg for sj sooooon. meeting richie ltr. he's gg army loooooo... gonna become monk, so i shall go support and admire his hair for the last time no matter how ugly it is. (((:
HAPPY ARMYING PEOPLE (:

hello sunday! (:
well, woke up to find weeling and peigee at my door. haha. they came over to return the stuffs to me. and they got me a chop chop! yea..! thanks eh! and yes, we'd meet up sooooon. cause i miss you soooo. hahaha! yeahh. rotted at home, omg. din feel like moving at all, but. no choice, for my $300.. went to kampong glam cc. omg. it was really long. but yes, ms denise phua was right, we say very lil thank you. and we tend to miss out those who care for us quietly. here, i just wanna thank those who have been caring for me. THANK YOU. (: well, met husband. haha. alex lah. yeahh.and then our daughters! another family outing. haha. really like my own kids mann. enjoyed myself. yeahh. forever cute carmel and clever simin. hahaha. yea. thanks for the night family(: and i know why cow wear bras. winks!

she's grace, and i just love bitching with her.. danggg cute. love seeing you. (((:
and she's my dearest dearest one and only MEL! (: ever-cute. draggie loves dinosaur!

see, thats why i love her. haha (: so retarded.

hello.. fridayy.. pretty meaningful day.
well,worked in the morning then went back gess. orientation was fine. haha (: met ogls! and we went back for orientation, pretty cool. was damn glad and excited to see them alrdy, then know what. i saw miaolian, sinyee and sock! omg. we were like screaming lahh. that kinda feeling is really nice. (: missed them lots. anyw, the finale atmosphere was great! andd.. we danced once more. hoho! left for cafe cartel, had a nice dinnerrr. and tour ard the bpPARK. haha. was really a nice day. enjoyed myself alot. thanks OGLS and my dear RETARDS. (((((:
worked today. met sean,taught him some vectors stuff, went home, nap, steamboat dinner(it was my treat, cause i worked.hoho.) (: simple day. rather tired.

yest's bus ride home, thought abt rather loads of things. haha. time flies, things changed. i'd accept and adapt. haha. but really glad i took things rather relaxing in jc, and i was rewarded with the company of friends and family. haha. i miss soooo muchh things. really missed. still missing. my class esp. odac. my ogls&slos!!! omg. (: haha.

hello. haha. slept at 3am yest night! dang. was looking thru all the emails and stuffs. haha. things really changed alot. haha. well, anyw, work was good. real busy, real good. haha! but it was dangy cold at the stall, the wind's soooo strong. but yahh. changed my ATM to GO card. hohoho! pay and sign (((: then went over to gma place, cooked with her. watched some tv and fell asleep. haha! then walked gma home while i went to get some stuffs. haha. ((: sooo fast, its fridayy..!

haha. my mum WOKE me up from my dreams. met someone in there whom i havent seen for quite some time. haha. actually i was frightened awake by her thunderous bang on the window,was sleeping beside it. haha! dang. went down work. haha. normal lahh. except for some idiotic asshole who thinks he's some big shot, so i attituded him too. if not he think we hawker then he can anyhow talk to us like we are some class lower than him. arrogant toot. haha. yah. had my fav food. haha. but soon, i might get sick of them mann. lol. anyw, met my og!!!
PAE OG 15 rocks! met david and jianjun at the 7-11.. sooon, yukee came then ahmad. haha. and we met zoey and kahhang at the cathay. caught I AM LEGEND. haha. tried to see if its nicer if one watch it a second time. haha. find it alright this time. haha. then we went ps for dinner, walked abt and finally settled down at kfc. well well, haha. had a great time eating. stupid zoey just cant stop being funny. well, once an ogl, always one. really enjoyed the time together with them! thenn went somewhere NEAR paradiz centre for beancurd. haha. wasnt really fantastic thou. haha. but still, it was nice time spent! haha. well well, i shall catch more og outing!! ((: hoho.

wheeeeee... last day of year 2007 was such a wonderful day.! really really nice.
haha. first was work at projectshop, my real last day. stood at the back for an hour plus again. haha. dang cool eh. got my dad and father both something from projectshop, i think its rather cool. hoho! ((: then went home. slacked awhile then left for 2h bbq. hoho. the journey there was rather long, but lucky i got newspaper with me. haha. yeahh. alighted at the wrong stop! lol. happily missed one stop. lol. its stupid. met the guys along the way. haha. cute people. really enjoyed the session, thanks jeremy tang and jerel for hosting. soooo nice to see each other. haha. yeahh. so we bbq-ed, talked, played and yeah. then went off to meet the sj peeps. haha. was a long way there but it was all worth it!
haha. had a good time searching for them..then finally met them, played some stupid games but was really enjoyable.. haha. and soooon it was countdown. the fireworks were great, better than last year's. haha. really enjoyed myself, made my new year wish and left the past behind. haha! yes ahh! and we did some gessian cheer. haha! dang cute cann. and yeahh. made our way to clarke quay.. haha. it was a long and hard way there. but yeah, sat by the river before we sat off for roti prata. i swear it was a nong nong journey there. haha.! walked, talked, joked. had a really nice time playing around. omg. haha. and yeahhh. we ate and then left for tiong bahru park where we played the king's game. hohoho.....((: then was home finally at 6.30am! hahaha. and we didnt take any public transport the whole night. sooo, we practically walked from marina bay to clarke quay to river valley to tiong bahru from 12 to 6. haha. how cool man! you guys rocks lahh!
and woke up at 12pm after fainting at 7am this morning! haha. went down to help my mum at the stall. went home and bath before going shopping with mum. haha. i got myself a RED long sleeve shirt! for new year. oh dang, its cool mann. loving it! haha. yahh. bought a cake fore mr yong le, its his little birthday today.! cute lil handsome boy. yeahh. and here i am! thats my wonderful last day of 2007 and beautiful first day of 2008! ((: hohoho..
GREAT YEAR AHEAD PEOPLE.!