i've moved!
bigbullyer no more (:
i'm a smallbullyer now.
Monday, November 24, 2008
WITH REGARDS TO WHAT I'VE SAID ON SATURDAY.
LET ME MAKE MY STAND CLEAR.
haha. like i've said.
i dont even care if i get hated.
(oh btw, if you have so much energy to hate me, i would rather you spend your energy on something else, it will be more worth it. im not worth your energy :D not trying to be sarcastic, but yeah.)
i repeat, I DONT CARE.
but just wake up your ideas.
and reflect on what was done.
or maybe i should be more clear.
just look at your past entries about sjab. (:
and efforts put in for the trainings (not only during the last week).
and you tell me if we deserve the champion.
i acknowledge the effort put in of course.
and im glad to see the change in attitude for the last few trainings.
but, what about before that? why cant the attitude be constant and positive thru out?
the fact that we lost the champion.
i accept that the fact.
and it is not cause of the judge or what.
when we've lost, it just means we're not the best.
if the judge was biased, others can see it.
but its a matter of fact that holy was better.
i dont exactly care if we're gonna get the champion.
i really, dont really care.(yes maybe, for that bit for the past two champion teams. i felt the pity.)
but i think im really concerned about the kind of cadets we are gonna train up.
if you still think im just trying to vent my anger or sth by scolding you people.
i just want to say, im not that childish, i have better things to do.
my main point was to make you guys reflect about how you all have been treating sjab.
what i've said is not just about fdc, its about how sjab has been these days.
just think about it.
(:
LET ME MAKE MY STAND CLEAR.
haha. like i've said.
i dont even care if i get hated.
(oh btw, if you have so much energy to hate me, i would rather you spend your energy on something else, it will be more worth it. im not worth your energy :D not trying to be sarcastic, but yeah.)
i repeat, I DONT CARE.
but just wake up your ideas.
and reflect on what was done.
or maybe i should be more clear.
just look at your past entries about sjab. (:
and efforts put in for the trainings (not only during the last week).
and you tell me if we deserve the champion.
i acknowledge the effort put in of course.
and im glad to see the change in attitude for the last few trainings.
but, what about before that? why cant the attitude be constant and positive thru out?
the fact that we lost the champion.
i accept that the fact.
and it is not cause of the judge or what.
when we've lost, it just means we're not the best.
if the judge was biased, others can see it.
but its a matter of fact that holy was better.
i dont exactly care if we're gonna get the champion.
i really, dont really care.(yes maybe, for that bit for the past two champion teams. i felt the pity.)
but i think im really concerned about the kind of cadets we are gonna train up.
if you still think im just trying to vent my anger or sth by scolding you people.
i just want to say, im not that childish, i have better things to do.
my main point was to make you guys reflect about how you all have been treating sjab.
what i've said is not just about fdc, its about how sjab has been these days.
just think about it.
(:
Sunday, November 23, 2008
FDC is over. the result.
said something to the cadets. i was rather harsh.
i guess just wanted to bring out the point that,
the attitude for training could be better.
im sure, i saw the effort made to go down for training by some of you.
i recognise that. but what about the others?
how about during training? what goes through your mind?
what was your attitude? i dont expect it to be perfect, at least positive.
touch your heart, and ask yourself.
this competition will be over, people will move on.
no one will bother abt it.
of course, everyone who have put in the effort to train will rmb the experience.
yes, to be true, yesterday was the best performance i've ever seen of the squad.
you all did really well. but.
why did i say you guys dont deserve the champion.
if you bother, go find out what the holy innocents' cadets' attitude were for fdc.(the whole of fdc)
or maybe just ask your seniors, the willingness to improve and sacifice time for training.
how much you did, and how much they did?
and then you'd understand why they deserve the champion more.
why the past two champions won.and why i said what i did.
when you lose, you gotta still keep your head up.
learn to accept the fact that you've lost.
i said what i've, not to demoralise you people, but i need you guys to wake up.
to get the champion, its not just a few days of training, its not that easy.
i hope you people take what i've said positively and reflect on your attitude for sjab.
and the respect you give to your own cca.
i dont care if you're gonna hate me or what cause of what i've said.
but at least give some thoughts about what i've said.
learn to respect yourself, before you want others to respect you.
said something to the cadets. i was rather harsh.
i guess just wanted to bring out the point that,
the attitude for training could be better.
im sure, i saw the effort made to go down for training by some of you.
i recognise that. but what about the others?
how about during training? what goes through your mind?
what was your attitude? i dont expect it to be perfect, at least positive.
touch your heart, and ask yourself.
this competition will be over, people will move on.
no one will bother abt it.
of course, everyone who have put in the effort to train will rmb the experience.
yes, to be true, yesterday was the best performance i've ever seen of the squad.
you all did really well. but.
why did i say you guys dont deserve the champion.
if you bother, go find out what the holy innocents' cadets' attitude were for fdc.(the whole of fdc)
or maybe just ask your seniors, the willingness to improve and sacifice time for training.
how much you did, and how much they did?
and then you'd understand why they deserve the champion more.
why the past two champions won.and why i said what i did.
when you lose, you gotta still keep your head up.
learn to accept the fact that you've lost.
i said what i've, not to demoralise you people, but i need you guys to wake up.
to get the champion, its not just a few days of training, its not that easy.
i hope you people take what i've said positively and reflect on your attitude for sjab.
and the respect you give to your own cca.
i dont care if you're gonna hate me or what cause of what i've said.
but at least give some thoughts about what i've said.
learn to respect yourself, before you want others to respect you.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
sometimes.
when you think life is unfair to you.
you are suffering.
you gotta ask. ask yourself.
is it cause of others?
is it always others?
what about me, myself?
have you done self check about yourself? your attitude to others?
have i done what i should, i could, i would?
have i given enough?
have i put myself in others' shoes?
why do i keep complaining and make myself more miserable?
since i think no one understands, no one bothers, why the more do i not understand myself?
why is it always cause of others, you feel down feel bad?
am ithat weak to always be affected by others?
god gave us our different life so we can learn from our obstacles, our difficulties and grow to be a better person?
isnt you yourself who is the most unfair to yourself?
cause when others are depriving you of unhappiness, you allowed them to and also join in?
look around, are you that unfortunate?
your family? others dont even have one.
learn to be happy with small little things you have.
learn to not complain, start praising, start rejoicing.
life is about you and how you want it to be.
when you think life is unfair to you.
you are suffering.
you gotta ask. ask yourself.
is it cause of others?
is it always others?
what about me, myself?
have you done self check about yourself? your attitude to others?
have i done what i should, i could, i would?
have i given enough?
have i put myself in others' shoes?
why do i keep complaining and make myself more miserable?
since i think no one understands, no one bothers, why the more do i not understand myself?
why is it always cause of others, you feel down feel bad?
am ithat weak to always be affected by others?
god gave us our different life so we can learn from our obstacles, our difficulties and grow to be a better person?
isnt you yourself who is the most unfair to yourself?
cause when others are depriving you of unhappiness, you allowed them to and also join in?
look around, are you that unfortunate?
your family? others dont even have one.
learn to be happy with small little things you have.
learn to not complain, start praising, start rejoicing.
life is about you and how you want it to be.
Monday, November 17, 2008
if i were to blog about anything now.
it would be about sjab and my cadets.
hey people, you have gone thru months/weeks of training.
feeling like shit. feeling motivated. feeling suaned.
mostly bad feelings. but im sure there were moments you had fun.
the time has come to prove to yourself, to make all these worthwhile.
believe all of you can do it and just go for it. for gess sjab. for yourself.
all the best FDC'08 squad.
ATC's coming. i hope all can attend this ATC.
we're trying to make this camp something that you wont find a waste of time.
so do make an effort to come for the camp.
it would be about sjab and my cadets.
hey people, you have gone thru months/weeks of training.
feeling like shit. feeling motivated. feeling suaned.
mostly bad feelings. but im sure there were moments you had fun.
the time has come to prove to yourself, to make all these worthwhile.
believe all of you can do it and just go for it. for gess sjab. for yourself.
all the best FDC'08 squad.
ATC's coming. i hope all can attend this ATC.
we're trying to make this camp something that you wont find a waste of time.
so do make an effort to come for the camp.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
haha. wonder if you would ever see this. but since i happened to see my name there in your blog, i shall do my job! haha. (:
01) The person who tagged: Mervin Lim
02) Your relationship with him/her is:haha (: my first!
3) Your five impressions on him/her: faithful. sweet. direct. stubborn? boy-ish.
04) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you: many? haha. creating a poem! haha! okay, that was the sweetest.
05) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you: hoho. (: you know i know.
06) If he/she becomes your lover, you will: haha, be nice to him?
07) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: no idea? dont really know him now thou. people change. (:
08) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: Haven’t thought of it. Kill him maybe. haha!
09) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: he did something really hurting!
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: to be there for him if ever he needs someone to talk to? haha. if you see this, yup,just wanna say i can always lend you my listening ears, thou we never did talk for quite sometime alrdy! haha!
11) Your overall impression of him/her is: Mr Nice/Shy.
12) How you think people around you will feel about you?: hmm? i dont know. tell me tell me!
13) The characteristic you love of yourself are: optimistic!
14) On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself are: im possessive!
15) The most ideal person you want to be is:ME.
16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them: I really appreciate that! (: Thanks!
17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
(1) Carmel
(2) Clare Fu
(3) Eehui
(4) Laiyan
(5) Mervin
(6) Richie
(7) Serene
(8) Teckwei
(9) ChenJing
(10) Kahang
18) Who is no.6 having relationship with? single (:
19) Is no. 9 a male or female? Female.
20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?: They never met before. Eh. i doubt so! abit of character clash? haha.
22) What is no.2 studying about? Tourism & Hospitality
23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3:Yesterday night!
24) What kind of music band does no.8 like: Eh, Deng Li Jun? thai songs perhaps? haha.
25) Does no.1 have any siblings: yep. one elder sister!
26) Will you woo no.3: haha! nope! oops! haha!
27) How about no.7: haha. eh. dont think so too! (:
28) Is no.4 single: NOPE! ATTACHED! HAHA!
29) What is the surname of no.5: Mervin Lim Wei Loong?
30) What’s the hobby for no.4: eh. how about slacking? haha!
31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?: Dont think they know each other!
32) Where is no.2 studying at?: Singapore Polytechnic.
33) Talk something casual about no.1: A nice individual. She's just herself. My dinosaur rocks!
34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?: HAHA. OOPS. YES. HAHA!
35) Where does no.9 live at?: Perth?
36) What colour does no.3 likes?: sky blue i think? haha.
37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?: haha. but i think they know each other? haha.
38) Does no. 1 have any pets?: i dont think so, unless draggie is a pet!
39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?: HAHA! she used call herself sexy! haha! oops.
40) What is no. 10 doing now?: hmm. in camp doing duty? haha.
anyw, 19th birthday was well spent! really appreciate those who wished me, really nice to know so many still cared to msged me at wee hours! really nice, really touched. and esp those who came down personally to meet me. even more thanks! really (: great 19th!
01) The person who tagged: Mervin Lim
02) Your relationship with him/her is:haha (: my first!
3) Your five impressions on him/her: faithful. sweet. direct. stubborn? boy-ish.
04) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you: many? haha. creating a poem! haha! okay, that was the sweetest.
05) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you: hoho. (: you know i know.
06) If he/she becomes your lover, you will: haha, be nice to him?
07) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: no idea? dont really know him now thou. people change. (:
08) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: Haven’t thought of it. Kill him maybe. haha!
09) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: he did something really hurting!
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: to be there for him if ever he needs someone to talk to? haha. if you see this, yup,just wanna say i can always lend you my listening ears, thou we never did talk for quite sometime alrdy! haha!
11) Your overall impression of him/her is: Mr Nice/Shy.
12) How you think people around you will feel about you?: hmm? i dont know. tell me tell me!
13) The characteristic you love of yourself are: optimistic!
14) On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself are: im possessive!
15) The most ideal person you want to be is:ME.
16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them: I really appreciate that! (: Thanks!
17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
(1) Carmel
(2) Clare Fu
(3) Eehui
(4) Laiyan
(5) Mervin
(6) Richie
(7) Serene
(8) Teckwei
(9) ChenJing
(10) Kahang
18) Who is no.6 having relationship with? single (:
19) Is no. 9 a male or female? Female.
20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?: They never met before. Eh. i doubt so! abit of character clash? haha.
22) What is no.2 studying about? Tourism & Hospitality
23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3:Yesterday night!
24) What kind of music band does no.8 like: Eh, Deng Li Jun? thai songs perhaps? haha.
25) Does no.1 have any siblings: yep. one elder sister!
26) Will you woo no.3: haha! nope! oops! haha!
27) How about no.7: haha. eh. dont think so too! (:
28) Is no.4 single: NOPE! ATTACHED! HAHA!
29) What is the surname of no.5: Mervin Lim Wei Loong?
30) What’s the hobby for no.4: eh. how about slacking? haha!
31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?: Dont think they know each other!
32) Where is no.2 studying at?: Singapore Polytechnic.
33) Talk something casual about no.1: A nice individual. She's just herself. My dinosaur rocks!
34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?: HAHA. OOPS. YES. HAHA!
35) Where does no.9 live at?: Perth?
36) What colour does no.3 likes?: sky blue i think? haha.
37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?: haha. but i think they know each other? haha.
38) Does no. 1 have any pets?: i dont think so, unless draggie is a pet!
39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?: HAHA! she used call herself sexy! haha! oops.
40) What is no. 10 doing now?: hmm. in camp doing duty? haha.
anyw, 19th birthday was well spent! really appreciate those who wished me, really nice to know so many still cared to msged me at wee hours! really nice, really touched. and esp those who came down personally to meet me. even more thanks! really (: great 19th!
Monday, September 15, 2008
well, life's been good!
too enjoyable for studying.
this is quite sinful.
but yes, i shall work hard. (:
and as truth reveals, it wont hurt anymore :D
haha.
oh, did i say im in soccer now? haha.
but still a noob.
well, family is doing good, my main concern. (:
as for friends, those i love will always be loved. haha!
as for social life, haha. i shall let you fill up the blanks.
jiayou all my dear friends!
and laiyan and shun, yep, heard you two!
themis, yup, i'll. (:
too enjoyable for studying.
this is quite sinful.
but yes, i shall work hard. (:
and as truth reveals, it wont hurt anymore :D
haha.
oh, did i say im in soccer now? haha.
but still a noob.
well, family is doing good, my main concern. (:
as for friends, those i love will always be loved. haha!
as for social life, haha. i shall let you fill up the blanks.
jiayou all my dear friends!
and laiyan and shun, yep, heard you two!
themis, yup, i'll. (:
Sunday, August 31, 2008
i realise i've been missing out alot in life.
many things i've been wanting to do so much.
getting a life of my own.
doing something i really enjoy doing.
i'm too laid back, too lazy, too relaxed.
its so unlike the me i used to be.
so competitive, so full of energy.
now, i rather stand back and let others do it.
i dont like to compete, unless there's a need to.
alright, i do compete with myself.
i saw the importance of journey, the team bonding along the way to our destination.
and many a time now, i find small lil things irritable.
im no longer as forgiving, okay maybe i am, i might just be not bothered at all.
i dont really care abt things so much now, i let my hands off.
im so much weaker now.
all those positive talks, yes i do them.
but i feel weaker, my strength no longer last as long as they did in the past.
yes i know, i will and i can do it eventually.
but. something's just missing. :/
i hope this is part of growing up and.
i hope i get stronger.
many things i've been wanting to do so much.
getting a life of my own.
doing something i really enjoy doing.
i'm too laid back, too lazy, too relaxed.
its so unlike the me i used to be.
so competitive, so full of energy.
now, i rather stand back and let others do it.
i dont like to compete, unless there's a need to.
alright, i do compete with myself.
i saw the importance of journey, the team bonding along the way to our destination.
and many a time now, i find small lil things irritable.
im no longer as forgiving, okay maybe i am, i might just be not bothered at all.
i dont really care abt things so much now, i let my hands off.
im so much weaker now.
all those positive talks, yes i do them.
but i feel weaker, my strength no longer last as long as they did in the past.
yes i know, i will and i can do it eventually.
but. something's just missing. :/
i hope this is part of growing up and.
i hope i get stronger.
Monday, August 25, 2008
HAHA. IM HERE TO UPDATE MY BLOG.
LIFE'S COOL.
LIFE'S GREAT.
LIFE'S ONLY ONCE.
I'VE DECIDED NOT TO BE A COWARD.
I'D FACE MY CHALLENGES.
AND TODAY IS MEL'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!
DINOSAUR RAWKS.
MEL & TT GANG ((:
DRAGGIE & DINOSAUR! (((:
I HOPE IT WAS A GREAT ONE FOR YOU.
LIFE'S COOL.
LIFE'S GREAT.
LIFE'S ONLY ONCE.
I'VE DECIDED NOT TO BE A COWARD.
I'D FACE MY CHALLENGES.
AND TODAY IS MEL'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!
DINOSAUR RAWKS.
MEL & CLASSMATES (:
MEL & TT GANG ((:
DRAGGIE & DINOSAUR! (((:
I HOPE IT WAS A GREAT ONE FOR YOU.
JUST LIKE IT DID FOR ME LAST YEAR (:
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
i was tagged.
Instructions: Tag 3 people and tell one of their strong points, as well as one flaw. It can be physical or their personality. In turn, they will have to tell you one of your good points and flaw &pass it on.
however, im just gonna tell carmel about hers. (:
CARMEL SOON JIA QI. my dinosaur! my mei!
STRENGTH STRENGTH STRENGTH : her cuteness is something no one else can replace in my heart. her straightforwardness makes me feel very comfortable talking to her, at least i know she says what she means, and that she's not hiding anyth from me. she is very ''open'', we can talk about anything under the sun! she's the one who can stand/ tolerate all my nonsense, my lameness, the only one who will smile even when what i say dont even make sense at all. so, i feel very assured with her. her encouragements, her company are always the best. as you can see, she's alrdy part of me, next closest to me other than my family. '' euk rocks powerpuff jie's world! hoho! ((((: '' loves.
FLAW FLAW FLAW : you should also take the initiative to ask me out! im totally okay with your straightforwardness, but sometimes its your flaw also, cause not everyone can take people being straightforward to them. you should try to be more expressive, let those who you love know you love them **hint hint! (: yup. you're kinda flawless to me. so heh!
Instructions: Tag 3 people and tell one of their strong points, as well as one flaw. It can be physical or their personality. In turn, they will have to tell you one of your good points and flaw &pass it on.
however, im just gonna tell carmel about hers. (:
CARMEL SOON JIA QI. my dinosaur! my mei!
STRENGTH STRENGTH STRENGTH : her cuteness is something no one else can replace in my heart. her straightforwardness makes me feel very comfortable talking to her, at least i know she says what she means, and that she's not hiding anyth from me. she is very ''open'', we can talk about anything under the sun! she's the one who can stand/ tolerate all my nonsense, my lameness, the only one who will smile even when what i say dont even make sense at all. so, i feel very assured with her. her encouragements, her company are always the best. as you can see, she's alrdy part of me, next closest to me other than my family. '' euk rocks powerpuff jie's world! hoho! ((((: '' loves.
FLAW FLAW FLAW : you should also take the initiative to ask me out! im totally okay with your straightforwardness, but sometimes its your flaw also, cause not everyone can take people being straightforward to them. you should try to be more expressive, let those who you love know you love them **hint hint! (: yup. you're kinda flawless to me. so heh!
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
first day of school.
afternoon lect.
german teacher.
i was full.
and the air con was nice.
so yes.
i fell asleep. (:
for awhile. i still managed to find out the rough content of the course.
heh.
dinner & dance. (:
second day of school.
morning lect.
angmoh teacher.
i was semi-full.
fresh and energetic.
sat there for 2hrs of lecture.
and i was full awake.
congrats to me!
add/drop sucks when there's nth much to add.
haha!
back in gess for sjab.
went back gma place for dinner.
grandmother's cooking is still the best!
back in hall.
and the bra i just hanged out to dry is gone.
stolen or fly away? GRRR.
another day of uni life! (:
afternoon lect.
german teacher.
i was full.
and the air con was nice.
so yes.
i fell asleep. (:
for awhile. i still managed to find out the rough content of the course.
heh.
dinner & dance. (:
second day of school.
morning lect.
angmoh teacher.
i was semi-full.
fresh and energetic.
sat there for 2hrs of lecture.
and i was full awake.
congrats to me!
add/drop sucks when there's nth much to add.
haha!
back in gess for sjab.
went back gma place for dinner.
grandmother's cooking is still the best!
back in hall.
and the bra i just hanged out to dry is gone.
stolen or fly away? GRRR.
another day of uni life! (:
Monday, August 04, 2008
hello! am back from my hall camp.
currently in my hall room alone cause my roomie isnt here yet!
well, hall camp was great too! dont ask me to blog abt the details, too lazy to.
yeah, the people are fun. in short, both UOC and FOC are great! ((:
well. on saturday, was supposed to meet my roomie!
BUT i overslept, how mean :/ haha. anyw, yeah.
went back to clean up my room and i collected quite some bit of dust.
rah! then went to meet the E peeps for kbox. quite nice. then to hospital to visit granny.
SUNDAY! it was a carmel day again!
haha. met dinosaur for MONEY NO ENOUGH 2! haha.
and yeap, we watched it at 10.20am! haha. early heh!
its quite alright a show. yeah. can be watched! (:
then we went walking ard the place for things i needed for my room.
went to take a look at the pjc bazaar, nth much thou.
yeah. then headed to ikea. it was really sweet of you to accompany me to ikea!
THANKS MEI! haha. and at ikea, i got what i needed and she got hers.
then i headed home to complete my packing.
went grandma's place for dinner! then mummy sent me to ntu.
cause there was really tonnes of stuffs to bring over. haha! and finally am settled in!
woohoo. new life. new start! (: cooool.
anyw, thank you dinosaur for the past two sundays. you made those days! as always!
i love you! ((: hee.
currently in my hall room alone cause my roomie isnt here yet!
well, hall camp was great too! dont ask me to blog abt the details, too lazy to.
yeah, the people are fun. in short, both UOC and FOC are great! ((:
well. on saturday, was supposed to meet my roomie!
BUT i overslept, how mean :/ haha. anyw, yeah.
went back to clean up my room and i collected quite some bit of dust.
rah! then went to meet the E peeps for kbox. quite nice. then to hospital to visit granny.
SUNDAY! it was a carmel day again!
haha. met dinosaur for MONEY NO ENOUGH 2! haha.
and yeap, we watched it at 10.20am! haha. early heh!
its quite alright a show. yeah. can be watched! (:
then we went walking ard the place for things i needed for my room.
went to take a look at the pjc bazaar, nth much thou.
yeah. then headed to ikea. it was really sweet of you to accompany me to ikea!
THANKS MEI! haha. and at ikea, i got what i needed and she got hers.
then i headed home to complete my packing.
went grandma's place for dinner! then mummy sent me to ntu.
cause there was really tonnes of stuffs to bring over. haha! and finally am settled in!
woohoo. new life. new start! (: cooool.
anyw, thank you dinosaur for the past two sundays. you made those days! as always!
i love you! ((: hee.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
UNION ORIENTATION CAMP 2008 WHOOOOOOOSH!
on the very first day, met carmelsoon for lunch at thai express! nice lunch.
then rushed to tampines mrt to meet up with my uoc group, EYRA!
was kinda excited and shy tooo. excited cause 'yay, can make new friends, can have fun!
shy cause ' my super turtle bag makes me look like dumb and im alone!
but anyw, got to know a few of the girls and guys, soon, we got out of our comfort zone and ...
we had our pre-orientation night/stay at a chalet at changi.
we were in a room, all squeeezeddd close together, with some games and introduction.
we changed our status from strangers to eyra-mates!
its really amazing how a group of people who totally dont know one another get to interact soo fast in a short period of time. cards and sleeping together really helps in the process of making friends! haha. anyw, we woke up to a grand start of the camp!
our seniors prepared breakfast for us! super nice sandwiches and milo and hotlog! super nice....!
thennnn sooooo, we made our way back to school and to hall 10 to do some flag painting, cheering, and sooooo we had our race around NTU! haha. then we got to come into contact with a few different guys while being blindfolded, thats when we chose our SP(secret pals) haha.! felt real weird but funny too. yeah. then was another round of games and stuffs before the really really cold night ended with a run back to the hall and to bed!
second day of camp we had pool games! some games at the fico hub! then group dinner at newyork newyork cityhall then CLUBBING woooooo~ haha. i thot clubbing was gonna suck, but surprisingly i enjoyed myself alot. we had some alcohol, tastes super not nice. but i guess it was some kinda help too. the whole eyra group got down to the dance floor and we started moving ardound, dancing to the beat. it felt weird at first, with the beats of the music trying to make your heart pound and pump as thou its gonna jump out somehow somewhat. haha! and we had cai quan thingy. HAD FUN! haha. nice first time clubbing!
third day of camp was a day at sentosa. it was the day the group started to get closer, more compact, more mixed up. the first half of the day was when we lost most of the games. but surprisingly a random teamwork did the job, we sorta sprung up from there! the girls and guys started to mix around, team whoooosh and team final thingy seems to bring us luck! haha. we started the winning streak! haha. most exciting was the candle fight. SO OH MY TIAN! SUPER VIOLENT. BUT SUPER SHIOK WINNING EXPERIENCE. V I C T O R Y was really the word for that game! haha. damn happily we went back to our chalet, nice nice place! then nights out!
forth day of the camp was a relaxing day. we had our SP date. each girl was allocated a male partner. the male partner was to visit the chalet where his girl is in and try to date the girl out by going thru various forfeits and tasks given by the seniors. haha. yeah, so i went on a date with my sp. haha! lucky we both tried to come out with topic, so all along the way, we were full of crap, speaking non stop. haha! yeah. then we headed to bugis for lunch at waraku. nice food! haha then watched the dark knight. haha! i kept falling asleep in the show, so my sp kept waking me up, haha! super funny. yeah. then we went back to the chalet to meet up with the group. haha. we all shared our sp date experiences, super funny and nice. then next was the fright night. it was super cool i SWEAR! haha. then back to sleeppppp.
fifth day of the camp was the most exciting day! and the most healthy day for me in this whole entire year! we sorta ran for 6 hours or so? of course less than 6 hours! but it was really alot of long distance sprinting and stuffs! super cool when everyone's encouraging one another, cheering each other on on the orchard road, shouting our group name prouding and winning the race beautifully! super nice night. we had cheer fight then bbq then the long night started.
it was mahjong.. gossiping.. playing.. gossiping.. sharing.. then suddenly i felt like going out to take in fresh air alone. haha. so alone i went to get some mango juice then walked to the pasir ris park to bake cake! then suddenly got this woman behind me. walking kinda slowly, scary! omg. we got into the same toilet, then she started taking off the tudung thing on her hair, damn slow motion, super super scary can! i wanted to run out but the cake cannot wait. so yeah, i hurried my cake to be baked, then hurried out to see her white powdered face. omg. GUI AH! i then ran out of the toilet and back to chalet. then all sorts of funny things happened, drunkards. haha. i had one shot of ta-ki-la. haha! anyw, yeah. fell asleep, then woke up to see a darlie toothpaste smiley face on my thigh. rah, thats punishment for people who sleeps on the last night, but NEHMIND, i had my revenge. haha! lol. anyw. the whole camp ended with our group, EYRA being the best group! and peiyi being our best freshie! congrats! we had our lunch at ehub, then keith drove some of us back to somewhere convenient to go home. haha.
AND IT FEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS SO DAMN GREAT TO BE BACK HOME! SUPER NICE NICE. HAD MY NICE NICE BATH, THEN TUTORED MY COUSIN AND BROTHER. YEAH. THEN HEADED TO BUGIS FOR DINNER AND IM HOME! GONNA BE KNOCKED OUT SOOOON (:
shall talk about my groupmates and seniors another time! ((((:
on the very first day, met carmelsoon for lunch at thai express! nice lunch.
then rushed to tampines mrt to meet up with my uoc group, EYRA!
was kinda excited and shy tooo. excited cause 'yay, can make new friends, can have fun!
shy cause ' my super turtle bag makes me look like dumb and im alone!
but anyw, got to know a few of the girls and guys, soon, we got out of our comfort zone and ...
we had our pre-orientation night/stay at a chalet at changi.
we were in a room, all squeeezeddd close together, with some games and introduction.
we changed our status from strangers to eyra-mates!
its really amazing how a group of people who totally dont know one another get to interact soo fast in a short period of time. cards and sleeping together really helps in the process of making friends! haha. anyw, we woke up to a grand start of the camp!
our seniors prepared breakfast for us! super nice sandwiches and milo and hotlog! super nice....!
thennnn sooooo, we made our way back to school and to hall 10 to do some flag painting, cheering, and sooooo we had our race around NTU! haha. then we got to come into contact with a few different guys while being blindfolded, thats when we chose our SP(secret pals) haha.! felt real weird but funny too. yeah. then was another round of games and stuffs before the really really cold night ended with a run back to the hall and to bed!
second day of camp we had pool games! some games at the fico hub! then group dinner at newyork newyork cityhall then CLUBBING woooooo~ haha. i thot clubbing was gonna suck, but surprisingly i enjoyed myself alot. we had some alcohol, tastes super not nice. but i guess it was some kinda help too. the whole eyra group got down to the dance floor and we started moving ardound, dancing to the beat. it felt weird at first, with the beats of the music trying to make your heart pound and pump as thou its gonna jump out somehow somewhat. haha! and we had cai quan thingy. HAD FUN! haha. nice first time clubbing!
third day of camp was a day at sentosa. it was the day the group started to get closer, more compact, more mixed up. the first half of the day was when we lost most of the games. but surprisingly a random teamwork did the job, we sorta sprung up from there! the girls and guys started to mix around, team whoooosh and team final thingy seems to bring us luck! haha. we started the winning streak! haha. most exciting was the candle fight. SO OH MY TIAN! SUPER VIOLENT. BUT SUPER SHIOK WINNING EXPERIENCE. V I C T O R Y was really the word for that game! haha. damn happily we went back to our chalet, nice nice place! then nights out!
forth day of the camp was a relaxing day. we had our SP date. each girl was allocated a male partner. the male partner was to visit the chalet where his girl is in and try to date the girl out by going thru various forfeits and tasks given by the seniors. haha. yeah, so i went on a date with my sp. haha! lucky we both tried to come out with topic, so all along the way, we were full of crap, speaking non stop. haha! yeah. then we headed to bugis for lunch at waraku. nice food! haha then watched the dark knight. haha! i kept falling asleep in the show, so my sp kept waking me up, haha! super funny. yeah. then we went back to the chalet to meet up with the group. haha. we all shared our sp date experiences, super funny and nice. then next was the fright night. it was super cool i SWEAR! haha. then back to sleeppppp.
fifth day of the camp was the most exciting day! and the most healthy day for me in this whole entire year! we sorta ran for 6 hours or so? of course less than 6 hours! but it was really alot of long distance sprinting and stuffs! super cool when everyone's encouraging one another, cheering each other on on the orchard road, shouting our group name prouding and winning the race beautifully! super nice night. we had cheer fight then bbq then the long night started.
it was mahjong.. gossiping.. playing.. gossiping.. sharing.. then suddenly i felt like going out to take in fresh air alone. haha. so alone i went to get some mango juice then walked to the pasir ris park to bake cake! then suddenly got this woman behind me. walking kinda slowly, scary! omg. we got into the same toilet, then she started taking off the tudung thing on her hair, damn slow motion, super super scary can! i wanted to run out but the cake cannot wait. so yeah, i hurried my cake to be baked, then hurried out to see her white powdered face. omg. GUI AH! i then ran out of the toilet and back to chalet. then all sorts of funny things happened, drunkards. haha. i had one shot of ta-ki-la. haha! anyw, yeah. fell asleep, then woke up to see a darlie toothpaste smiley face on my thigh. rah, thats punishment for people who sleeps on the last night, but NEHMIND, i had my revenge. haha! lol. anyw. the whole camp ended with our group, EYRA being the best group! and peiyi being our best freshie! congrats! we had our lunch at ehub, then keith drove some of us back to somewhere convenient to go home. haha.
AND IT FEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS SO DAMN GREAT TO BE BACK HOME! SUPER NICE NICE. HAD MY NICE NICE BATH, THEN TUTORED MY COUSIN AND BROTHER. YEAH. THEN HEADED TO BUGIS FOR DINNER AND IM HOME! GONNA BE KNOCKED OUT SOOOON (:
shall talk about my groupmates and seniors another time! ((((:
Sunday, July 20, 2008
saturday was a nice day.
in the morning, i met my primary school friends. thennn we went sentosa.
BURNT. i am red like lobster now. rawr. it hurts! :/
anyways, after that was grandma's birthday. she's 78 lo! yayy. hahah.
then after that was cousins' outing. watched red cliff, but was damn tired, so i slept thruout. omg.
haha. then finally slept at 4am.
before i slept, i happen to chance upon so cute's blog.
was kinda molested. thanks for the post.
true, we arent that close until like wow.
but you're one i can go on yak-ing and still enjoy myself talking to you.
and i meant EVERYTIME. our conversations are always laugh-able and enjoy-able.
haha. i like your random msges. i'd start trying to send mine too.
haha! yeap. thanks for being so beautiful, my friend! i'll miss you too!
and im off to camp today! and so gone for the next 7 days! take care people!
in the morning, i met my primary school friends. thennn we went sentosa.
BURNT. i am red like lobster now. rawr. it hurts! :/
anyways, after that was grandma's birthday. she's 78 lo! yayy. hahah.
then after that was cousins' outing. watched red cliff, but was damn tired, so i slept thruout. omg.
haha. then finally slept at 4am.
before i slept, i happen to chance upon so cute's blog.
was kinda molested. thanks for the post.
true, we arent that close until like wow.
but you're one i can go on yak-ing and still enjoy myself talking to you.
and i meant EVERYTIME. our conversations are always laugh-able and enjoy-able.
haha. i like your random msges. i'd start trying to send mine too.
haha! yeap. thanks for being so beautiful, my friend! i'll miss you too!
and im off to camp today! and so gone for the next 7 days! take care people!
Friday, July 18, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
oh wow! just got back home. still have that tiny winny bit of energy.
and since the one in perth is online, i shall talk to her! haha. rah. sometimes i just really miss you man. haha! lol. so if you're back, i'd make sure i stick to you like super glue!
anyw, outing with laiyan was great! super cool. fun. sharious (it means great sharing, MY WORD.) hahah! AND WAHA! PEOPLE, THERE'S THIS NEW PLACE CALLED COFFEE BUCKS. didnt know starbucks changed name. haha. anyws. i prefer to keep what we been thru today to myself. cause yeah, it'd just belong to us. wahaha. so no need to share, cause you're my only shareholder, so since you know, i dont have to share lo.. haha! just want you to know i really enjoyed too! yeah.
the night ended really late for me. but nice too. especially with my perth one! haha. company at subway was nice too. hahaha. MOS CODE. SALTY, YOU UNDERSTAND? hahah!! rahhh. super nice day in short! love-d!
and since the one in perth is online, i shall talk to her! haha. rah. sometimes i just really miss you man. haha! lol. so if you're back, i'd make sure i stick to you like super glue!
anyw, outing with laiyan was great! super cool. fun. sharious (it means great sharing, MY WORD.) hahah! AND WAHA! PEOPLE, THERE'S THIS NEW PLACE CALLED COFFEE BUCKS. didnt know starbucks changed name. haha. anyws. i prefer to keep what we been thru today to myself. cause yeah, it'd just belong to us. wahaha. so no need to share, cause you're my only shareholder, so since you know, i dont have to share lo.. haha! just want you to know i really enjoyed too! yeah.
the night ended really late for me. but nice too. especially with my perth one! haha. company at subway was nice too. hahaha. MOS CODE. SALTY, YOU UNDERSTAND? hahah!! rahhh. super nice day in short! love-d!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
hello blog.
tuesday : dental( there was a huge hole, but filled now ((: ) and farewell for kristine koh. haha. all the best girl. then supper with maio sia and eve.
wednesday : medical check up at ntu & back at pjc to collect my sgc (im finally a JC-graduate! haha) then home for a totally knocked out nap.
thursday : supposed to go swim, but rained. so i went shopping ((:
friday : met dinosaur! movie with her, weeyang & his gf. bun-ned at ikea, katong laska at queensway, shopped! haha. drink-ed at anchorpoint, met jessica,cheryl,wanteng. sent dinosaur home. then home. haha. with mel, it was a very very very nice day. heeee.
saturday : after work. sim lim-ed. bugis-ed. dinner-ed. my family day. haha.
sunday : woke up at 1. hoho. going to meet my shareholder sooooooooon. i hope it doesnt rain.
RESTART.
tuesday : dental( there was a huge hole, but filled now ((: ) and farewell for kristine koh. haha. all the best girl. then supper with maio sia and eve.
wednesday : medical check up at ntu & back at pjc to collect my sgc (im finally a JC-graduate! haha) then home for a totally knocked out nap.
thursday : supposed to go swim, but rained. so i went shopping ((:
friday : met dinosaur! movie with her, weeyang & his gf. bun-ned at ikea, katong laska at queensway, shopped! haha. drink-ed at anchorpoint, met jessica,cheryl,wanteng. sent dinosaur home. then home. haha. with mel, it was a very very very nice day. heeee.
saturday : after work. sim lim-ed. bugis-ed. dinner-ed. my family day. haha.
sunday : woke up at 1. hoho. going to meet my shareholder sooooooooon. i hope it doesnt rain.
RESTART.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
sunday was a good day.
woke up at 9 just to find myself falling back in bed till 1pm.
haha. had a good deal of sleep.
took mrt, and there i am at the muaythai workshop.
took attendence of the participants.
and went on the course. discipline. (:
kids learn discipline. its cute.
suddenly realise guys who fight are kinda cute. HAHA. whatever.
anyw. yeah, just a short 2 hour course.
so went home after that.
initially wanna to go for a run, but but but.
i never keep my promises, so from now on, i wont promise anyone anymore.
haha! so lazed at home. watched tennis.
caught the wimbledon finals for MENS.
was for fed. but. shant say more for the sake of mel!
cheer up lil girl! and yah. the night ended!
monday monday.
worked. went to attend my uncle's death 1 year anni praying session.
watched hancock with sean. pretty cool show. ((:
then back home with my tv tv tv and travelmate. haha!
well well, life's been rather mono these days. i need something to spike life up!
want to be back in those super busy, super tired kinda life. where commitments are all over me.
where i can study (oh gut, i miss studying, seriously.)
im kinda excited that school's starting again. am gonna be thrown into a new pool with new molecules.
but yet again, im a lil afraid. been long since i was super enthu kind. have toned down ever since then.
no longer as energetic, perhaps its due to these prolonged periods of slacking.
starting afresh is sometimes quite a task, but yet, something i really look forward too.
these days, have been thinking alot. i've concluded that lesson 2 has ended for me and i've learnt.
learnt how to rmb the happy memories and not the sad ones.
learnt how to not hold on too tightly to things i have.
learnt how to handle my emotions better.
learnt how to allow space and gaps.
learnt how to think wisely.
learnt how to let go.
afterall, life's short. i dont even know if i can live past tmr.
what if i wake up tmr to find out that i've some cancer.
i just hope those who i really treasure knows i really do treasure them.
and that you who still owes me porridge with minced meat & beansprout, who if, still reads my blog, that yup, i'd always be there if you need me. just be happy and take great care.
life needs me to move on. i will learn to try out new options.
i used to be very narrow-minded. but i think i have to let myself learn how to take up all sorts of challenges.
open myself up to different stuffs, so i can decide better. what i really want.
just felt like sharing. oh yeah. shareholder, am so gonna see you sooooooooooooooooooooooon in that ntu in that uoc camp on that 20th! (((:
woke up at 9 just to find myself falling back in bed till 1pm.
haha. had a good deal of sleep.
took mrt, and there i am at the muaythai workshop.
took attendence of the participants.
and went on the course. discipline. (:
kids learn discipline. its cute.
suddenly realise guys who fight are kinda cute. HAHA. whatever.
anyw. yeah, just a short 2 hour course.
so went home after that.
initially wanna to go for a run, but but but.
i never keep my promises, so from now on, i wont promise anyone anymore.
haha! so lazed at home. watched tennis.
caught the wimbledon finals for MENS.
was for fed. but. shant say more for the sake of mel!
cheer up lil girl! and yah. the night ended!
monday monday.
worked. went to attend my uncle's death 1 year anni praying session.
watched hancock with sean. pretty cool show. ((:
then back home with my tv tv tv and travelmate. haha!
well well, life's been rather mono these days. i need something to spike life up!
want to be back in those super busy, super tired kinda life. where commitments are all over me.
where i can study (oh gut, i miss studying, seriously.)
im kinda excited that school's starting again. am gonna be thrown into a new pool with new molecules.
but yet again, im a lil afraid. been long since i was super enthu kind. have toned down ever since then.
no longer as energetic, perhaps its due to these prolonged periods of slacking.
starting afresh is sometimes quite a task, but yet, something i really look forward too.
these days, have been thinking alot. i've concluded that lesson 2 has ended for me and i've learnt.
learnt how to rmb the happy memories and not the sad ones.
learnt how to not hold on too tightly to things i have.
learnt how to handle my emotions better.
learnt how to allow space and gaps.
learnt how to think wisely.
learnt how to let go.
afterall, life's short. i dont even know if i can live past tmr.
what if i wake up tmr to find out that i've some cancer.
i just hope those who i really treasure knows i really do treasure them.
and that you who still owes me porridge with minced meat & beansprout, who if, still reads my blog, that yup, i'd always be there if you need me. just be happy and take great care.
life needs me to move on. i will learn to try out new options.
i used to be very narrow-minded. but i think i have to let myself learn how to take up all sorts of challenges.
open myself up to different stuffs, so i can decide better. what i really want.
just felt like sharing. oh yeah. shareholder, am so gonna see you sooooooooooooooooooooooon in that ntu in that uoc camp on that 20th! (((:
Sunday, July 06, 2008
haha. i realised i havent been talking about people in my life.
well, these months of holidays let me realised who are those real important in my life.
first of course, is my beloved family. they make me feel as thou i need no one else.
my mum and dad ; an evolution of them (like pokemons huh. lol.) but yah, as i grew, i learn how to talk to them and share my life with them. its super cool i find. parents are the most precious in life. they understands my mood best, how i'd wake up with a foul mood and my dad would know when to irritate me and of course, my mother who will scrimp and save to provide us with anyth we want. i never knew so much of her until now.
my brother ; an asshole who's nice to talk to as well. have super good knowledge, thats why always scold people stupid. but still, niceee brother. i prefer your black botak hair.
my younger sister ; a girl who's growing up, going thru some rough patches in her life, learning as well, i have faith in you and am always proud of you (okay lah, just dont be like a mad girl, so san pa can alrdy. haha :X ) at the end of the day, you just have to answer to yourself, do what you want and which you feel that is right.
my younger brother ; okay. another asshole. bigger one thou. he has the qualities to excel, but i guess he's just not ripen yet. lets see, im sure he'd shine someday.
my grandmother ; ONE AND ONLY SUPER SO CUTE grandmother. a great woman of our lives. and a great role model for us all.
okay. gotta go work! update again! ((:
well, these months of holidays let me realised who are those real important in my life.
first of course, is my beloved family. they make me feel as thou i need no one else.
my mum and dad ; an evolution of them (like pokemons huh. lol.) but yah, as i grew, i learn how to talk to them and share my life with them. its super cool i find. parents are the most precious in life. they understands my mood best, how i'd wake up with a foul mood and my dad would know when to irritate me and of course, my mother who will scrimp and save to provide us with anyth we want. i never knew so much of her until now.
my brother ; an asshole who's nice to talk to as well. have super good knowledge, thats why always scold people stupid. but still, niceee brother. i prefer your black botak hair.
my younger sister ; a girl who's growing up, going thru some rough patches in her life, learning as well, i have faith in you and am always proud of you (okay lah, just dont be like a mad girl, so san pa can alrdy. haha :X ) at the end of the day, you just have to answer to yourself, do what you want and which you feel that is right.
my younger brother ; okay. another asshole. bigger one thou. he has the qualities to excel, but i guess he's just not ripen yet. lets see, im sure he'd shine someday.
my grandmother ; ONE AND ONLY SUPER SO CUTE grandmother. a great woman of our lives. and a great role model for us all.
okay. gotta go work! update again! ((:
Saturday, July 05, 2008
hello bloggy!
im back.
and im blogging with my cute lil travelmate. (((:
here's short sum up of my life recently besides working till afternoon daily!
last friday : back @ gess for sjab! meeting w adult members!
last saturday : celebrate hokokhow birthday!
last sunday : tuition with cousin! sim lim shopping spree! kbox til 2am with jas!
monday : met strong girl and f****u! haha! not fuck you k. its F_ _ _ _ U!
tuesday : sjab!
wednesday : met fiona and jingyi!
thursday : swam at delta! shopping at queensway/ikea!
friday : sjab!
saturday : shopping at vivo! dinner with family :)))))!
to the one at perth, i miss you! do take good care! hope to see you soooooooooooon. really really.
to shareholder, believe nothing is forever, tough times dont last tough shareholders do, im here!
to strong girl, the rainbow will come soon, just endure the rain for these times! im here too!
to leeeehui, do your best! i'd be there if you need me too!
to teosiewhuai, i love you! ((((((: voooom voooooooom voooooooooooom. i wanna learn how to drive drive!
im back.
and im blogging with my cute lil travelmate. (((:
here's short sum up of my life recently besides working till afternoon daily!
last friday : back @ gess for sjab! meeting w adult members!
last saturday : celebrate hokokhow birthday!
last sunday : tuition with cousin! sim lim shopping spree! kbox til 2am with jas!
monday : met strong girl and f****u! haha! not fuck you k. its F_ _ _ _ U!
tuesday : sjab!
wednesday : met fiona and jingyi!
thursday : swam at delta! shopping at queensway/ikea!
friday : sjab!
saturday : shopping at vivo! dinner with family :)))))!
to the one at perth, i miss you! do take good care! hope to see you soooooooooooon. really really.
to shareholder, believe nothing is forever, tough times dont last tough shareholders do, im here!
to strong girl, the rainbow will come soon, just endure the rain for these times! im here too!
to leeeehui, do your best! i'd be there if you need me too!
to teosiewhuai, i love you! ((((((: voooom voooooooom voooooooooooom. i wanna learn how to drive drive!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
time flies! omg.
tues was the handover ceremony.
steven teo was back! (:
as usual, me, wanteng, jasmine, hakim, steven lee was there.
but sooooooooooooooooooon, SHUN will be joining us. yay! (:
anyw, yeah. SJ LIFE KEEPS YOU ALIVE. (:
then watch YOU DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN with jasmine and wanteng.
super nice show! watch it watch it! (:
weds was a well-$PENT day.
haha. for the first time in my life, i went for a dental check up willingly.
well, i really have to take care of my own teeth, they are in bad state.
i always knew that. haha. cause since young, i have been sweetening myself.
plus now that im working at the stall, canned drinks are for free.
everyday after my breakfast/lunch, i'd stand at the fridge, thinking of what to drink.
too many choices = no choice. rahh :/ so that explains my bad teeth too.
but nvm, here's a start. i'd take more care of my teeth. ((: THERE GOES MY *60 bucks!
then, went over to bras basah to get some stationaries and stuffs. THERE GOES MY 50+ bucks!
went gma's place to take dinner then walked to funan with mum to look for a suitable notebook for myself.
(: decided on one.. gonnna get it sooon! (: back home, packed all my certs. woohooo. super!
THURSDAY IS TODAY. TODAY IS THURSDAY.
zone meeting soon. rahh. (:
and my laptop is coming home too.
see see laptop, my love will get you home. haha!
tues was the handover ceremony.
steven teo was back! (:
as usual, me, wanteng, jasmine, hakim, steven lee was there.
but sooooooooooooooooooon, SHUN will be joining us. yay! (:
anyw, yeah. SJ LIFE KEEPS YOU ALIVE. (:
then watch YOU DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN with jasmine and wanteng.
super nice show! watch it watch it! (:
weds was a well-$PENT day.
haha. for the first time in my life, i went for a dental check up willingly.
well, i really have to take care of my own teeth, they are in bad state.
i always knew that. haha. cause since young, i have been sweetening myself.
plus now that im working at the stall, canned drinks are for free.
everyday after my breakfast/lunch, i'd stand at the fridge, thinking of what to drink.
too many choices = no choice. rahh :/ so that explains my bad teeth too.
but nvm, here's a start. i'd take more care of my teeth. ((: THERE GOES MY *60 bucks!
then, went over to bras basah to get some stationaries and stuffs. THERE GOES MY 50+ bucks!
went gma's place to take dinner then walked to funan with mum to look for a suitable notebook for myself.
(: decided on one.. gonnna get it sooon! (: back home, packed all my certs. woohooo. super!
THURSDAY IS TODAY. TODAY IS THURSDAY.
zone meeting soon. rahh. (:
and my laptop is coming home too.
see see laptop, my love will get you home. haha!
Monday, June 23, 2008
sunday.
RAIN RAIN = NO RUN RUN = SLEEP MORE MORE.
wahaha. okay. so i slept and woke up at ard 10am plus.
bro came home then, so we decided to go to yum cha.
had a rather good breakfast and went to visit granny.
back home and sooooooooooooon, family's on their way back singapore!
super cool, met them at golden mile for steamboat dinner.
then talked non stop to mum and dad once we were home.
of course lah, din talk to anyone for like 3 days can!
except for bro lah, we talked abt what we never for years!
alright, just super glad they are back!
monday.
work work work! (:
then went for my FIRST OFFICIAL RUN for 7 months.
omg. felt damn good, thou my speed and stamina was like shit.
excercised for erm an hour i think.
RAN. CLIMBED STAIRS. JUMP. PUMP. SIT UP. yada yada.
i'd get back my shape and fitness from where i first learn to run, sprint...
yay! visualisation is really useful! (((((:
okay. life's good.
family family family :D
RAIN RAIN = NO RUN RUN = SLEEP MORE MORE.
wahaha. okay. so i slept and woke up at ard 10am plus.
bro came home then, so we decided to go to yum cha.
had a rather good breakfast and went to visit granny.
back home and sooooooooooooon, family's on their way back singapore!
super cool, met them at golden mile for steamboat dinner.
then talked non stop to mum and dad once we were home.
of course lah, din talk to anyone for like 3 days can!
except for bro lah, we talked abt what we never for years!
alright, just super glad they are back!
monday.
work work work! (:
then went for my FIRST OFFICIAL RUN for 7 months.
omg. felt damn good, thou my speed and stamina was like shit.
excercised for erm an hour i think.
RAN. CLIMBED STAIRS. JUMP. PUMP. SIT UP. yada yada.
i'd get back my shape and fitness from where i first learn to run, sprint...
yay! visualisation is really useful! (((((:
okay. life's good.
family family family :D
Sunday, June 22, 2008
my 200th entry! (:
woke up at 7am today! made my way to cck mrt.
met my partner at mac. she came with her bf, quite a nice couple.
met the chicky club kids and parents, its really nice to see parents acc kids for such trips.
went to the wildlife rescue centre thereafter. talks on wild animals and more.
good trip. went back LOT 1 ard 12 plus. decided to catch THE HULK with my movie voucher.
so yeah, quite a nice show. then bus-ed home. as usual, fell asleep on the long bus ride.
back home, did some housework, wanted mum to come home to a neat neat clean clean house.
haha! yeah. then marked bro's homework, looked thru sis's exam scripts. then tv-ed!
was still thinking if i should cook my own dinner again since im alone at home again.
but a call came, it was from granny. saying she's in pain etc etc etc. bahhh.
soo, got my stuffs, went up to her place and got her to the hospital.
sent her to the alexandra hospital A & E, it was 7pm when she was sent to the observation ward.
waited waited waited and waited. finally at 10pm, she was admitted to the wards.
and more waiting, for the doctors. handsome young doctors! wahhhaha.
made my wait worthwhile! kidding lahh, not so despo.
but yeah, wanted to find out more abt granny's situation. so i finally left at 11.30pm.
settled all alone, im a big girl now! haha. din want parents to know abt it since they're on holiday.
didnt want to spoil the mood. haha. wanted mum to really enjoy! she deserve the holiday (:
so yah. she's now resting at the ward! and im home, ALONE. :(((
stupid bro went for some class gathering and LEFT ME ALONE. hmpf.
really dont like staying at home alone, too used to my family being around alrdy.
haha. but good news! they'd be back tmr TMR tmr and TOMORROW! yay!
and my tomorrow will be like this...
rise and shine! go for a run! tim sum breakfast! wash up! go AH visit granny & settle all other stuffs there! lunch/dinner! home to welcome family back!
woke up at 7am today! made my way to cck mrt.
met my partner at mac. she came with her bf, quite a nice couple.
met the chicky club kids and parents, its really nice to see parents acc kids for such trips.
went to the wildlife rescue centre thereafter. talks on wild animals and more.
good trip. went back LOT 1 ard 12 plus. decided to catch THE HULK with my movie voucher.
so yeah, quite a nice show. then bus-ed home. as usual, fell asleep on the long bus ride.
back home, did some housework, wanted mum to come home to a neat neat clean clean house.
haha! yeah. then marked bro's homework, looked thru sis's exam scripts. then tv-ed!
was still thinking if i should cook my own dinner again since im alone at home again.
but a call came, it was from granny. saying she's in pain etc etc etc. bahhh.
soo, got my stuffs, went up to her place and got her to the hospital.
sent her to the alexandra hospital A & E, it was 7pm when she was sent to the observation ward.
waited waited waited and waited. finally at 10pm, she was admitted to the wards.
and more waiting, for the doctors. handsome young doctors! wahhhaha.
made my wait worthwhile! kidding lahh, not so despo.
but yeah, wanted to find out more abt granny's situation. so i finally left at 11.30pm.
settled all alone, im a big girl now! haha. din want parents to know abt it since they're on holiday.
didnt want to spoil the mood. haha. wanted mum to really enjoy! she deserve the holiday (:
so yah. she's now resting at the ward! and im home, ALONE. :(((
stupid bro went for some class gathering and LEFT ME ALONE. hmpf.
really dont like staying at home alone, too used to my family being around alrdy.
haha. but good news! they'd be back tmr TMR tmr and TOMORROW! yay!
and my tomorrow will be like this...
rise and shine! go for a run! tim sum breakfast! wash up! go AH visit granny & settle all other stuffs there! lunch/dinner! home to welcome family back!
Friday, June 20, 2008
alright, first time in my life, I SLEPT ALONE AT HOME. :(
hahaha. but it was fine lah, not that scary or what. haha.
well, woke up to a bright blue sky. settled the laundry and got out of the house.
got some stamps, sent the tuition grant!
HEY SINGAPOREANS GOING TO UNI, RMB TO SEND THE TUITION GRANT THINGY.
finally a call from dad saying that they have reached penang, safe and sound.
alright, house was really empty without them. rahh. haha. thats why im out!
went to the auntie who cut my hair for me since i was young.
wanted to go holland v for katong laksa, but instead, ate at the katong laksa near the salon.
so, had my fav bubble tea, ate my laksa and cut my hair. oops. short fringes again :/
and so, made my way to HAW PAR VILLA. have wanted to go there for quite some time alrdy.
had a peaceful nice walk alone. haha. was nice, took long bus rides. and yea.
dropped at esplanade, so i walked to penisular plaza, nothing much there.
so i went funan to look for my ideal laptop. haha. and i saw some! yay!! soon soon, MINE..
walked home, went cold storage nearby, got some ingredients for my tom yum dinnnerrr!
haha. kinda like tom yum ever since the thai trip! haha. so yeahhh.
cooked my own dinner, was edible.
din have much fresh ingredients since i wasnt at the wet market.
so yea. tomyum seafood soup, tau gay with hotdogs, eggs with crabmeat!
yeah, and bro was back. so we decided to go out for food. ((:
walked by the maxwell area, couldnt see what we wanted to. bahh. haha!
went chinatown for his chicken rice while i had my sugarcane,
then went to look for big uncle and his wife at their stall.
then we walked to cityhall for b & j! haha. had a really good talk.
while we had ice cream.. oh he treated me to ice cream! so nice.
*i know you're reading this, yea. you were nice, continue to be nicee. (:
haha. yeah. been years since we had such a good talk, yeah, ever since the kids came and share our bedroom. eeks. hahah. and back home.
today was a nice nice day! i like~
hahaha. but it was fine lah, not that scary or what. haha.
well, woke up to a bright blue sky. settled the laundry and got out of the house.
got some stamps, sent the tuition grant!
HEY SINGAPOREANS GOING TO UNI, RMB TO SEND THE TUITION GRANT THINGY.
finally a call from dad saying that they have reached penang, safe and sound.
alright, house was really empty without them. rahh. haha. thats why im out!
went to the auntie who cut my hair for me since i was young.
wanted to go holland v for katong laksa, but instead, ate at the katong laksa near the salon.
so, had my fav bubble tea, ate my laksa and cut my hair. oops. short fringes again :/
and so, made my way to HAW PAR VILLA. have wanted to go there for quite some time alrdy.
had a peaceful nice walk alone. haha. was nice, took long bus rides. and yea.
dropped at esplanade, so i walked to penisular plaza, nothing much there.
so i went funan to look for my ideal laptop. haha. and i saw some! yay!! soon soon, MINE..
walked home, went cold storage nearby, got some ingredients for my tom yum dinnnerrr!
haha. kinda like tom yum ever since the thai trip! haha. so yeahhh.
cooked my own dinner, was edible.
din have much fresh ingredients since i wasnt at the wet market.
so yea. tomyum seafood soup, tau gay with hotdogs, eggs with crabmeat!
yeah, and bro was back. so we decided to go out for food. ((:
walked by the maxwell area, couldnt see what we wanted to. bahh. haha!
went chinatown for his chicken rice while i had my sugarcane,
then went to look for big uncle and his wife at their stall.
then we walked to cityhall for b & j! haha. had a really good talk.
while we had ice cream.. oh he treated me to ice cream! so nice.
*i know you're reading this, yea. you were nice, continue to be nicee. (:
haha. yeah. been years since we had such a good talk, yeah, ever since the kids came and share our bedroom. eeks. hahah. and back home.
today was a nice nice day! i like~
Thursday, June 19, 2008
came back from thailand last sunday.
went there with LOSER TEO SOCK HONG.
we were there for 6 days 5 nights!
superb trip. ooops. i forget the loser word. it was a super loser trip!
but FUNNNNNNN.... (((: picture tells it all (: but picture is not all. ha!
the pictures abit messed up! sorry!
before paragliding!
on the plane back to reality!
before departure! (((:
our loser uniform!
since milo was free, we had 4 cups! super loser act!
well, dad decided to send family on penang trip.
and so i went to get the tickets. waahah. not enuff for me to go.
sooooo im HOME ALONE. :(( bahhhh.
Monday, June 09, 2008
hero (:
haha. hmm. take care people! (:
anyw, shall reply all the taggs!
pris : SURE! (((: but your link is abit wrong ((: invalid website!
desiree : QUACK QUACK! take care okay!
NOT ur beloved darling : MAD WOMAN. MOLESTED. RAH! I TELL MY MUM.
slxm : OMG. I THEN DONT WANT CAN. haha! anyw. take care eh!
eelin : haha. no lo! where got. haha. anyww, enjoy your holiday while studying hard k!
louiza : YES INDEED, IM HONOURED!! ((: i know you're enjoying yourself! take care too k!
shu min : HELLO! we shall meet up soon k! ((: will link you!
0032 : HELLOOOOOOO dumb lai yan! (((: miss me k!
YUMIN : haha. i saw you the other day at bugis! you looked damn girl! (((((: pretty!
rhonda : okay!! (((:
haha. hmm. take care people! (:
anyw, shall reply all the taggs!
pris : SURE! (((: but your link is abit wrong ((: invalid website!
desiree : QUACK QUACK! take care okay!
NOT ur beloved darling : MAD WOMAN. MOLESTED. RAH! I TELL MY MUM.
slxm : OMG. I THEN DONT WANT CAN. haha! anyw. take care eh!
eelin : haha. no lo! where got. haha. anyww, enjoy your holiday while studying hard k!
louiza : YES INDEED, IM HONOURED!! ((: i know you're enjoying yourself! take care too k!
shu min : HELLO! we shall meet up soon k! ((: will link you!
0032 : HELLOOOOOOO dumb lai yan! (((: miss me k!
YUMIN : haha. i saw you the other day at bugis! you looked damn girl! (((((: pretty!
rhonda : okay!! (((:
Thursday, June 05, 2008
hero (:
haha. my life!
yesterday's yesterday... i met azar and we had a wonderful time catching up! ((:
yesterday.. yet another day i'd remember. :)))
today. narnia with sean (:
tmr ? eh. maybe... for a run? haha!
friday ?? *perhaps a nice dinner with mum, bro and the kids.
saturday ??? odac bbq
sunday ???? work at IMM, garden plaza at level 3 (8.30am til 7pm) come and find me! ((((:
monday ????? reserved for CARMEL. i will be your chauffeur for the day ^^
tuesday ?????? (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: yay!
you'd never know what life has for you. just take every moment and enjoy it!
nothing is impossible. promiscuous is the word. haha! whatever.
tested and proven. down. out. hahaha (:
many times in life, people close to you say sth that they dont really mean it, unknowingly hurting you. however, i am going to learn how to be firm with what i hold. and if i believe i'm right, i will hold on to my own beliefs and stay strong on my feet.
REPLIES!
to slxm ; haha. but it was nice ((: thanks alot normal one! anyw, recieved my msg? hahah!
to amanda ; haha. yes very mushy indeed. actually as long as we feel it mutually can alrdy right!
dont need say out one. heehee. anyw, thanks for being part of the team! (:
to cheryl ; okay okay! ^^
to shun ; yes bro, i can always feel your care for SJAB, i'd help you take care of our unit till you're back okayy! faster faster come back!!!!
haha. my life!
yesterday's yesterday... i met azar and we had a wonderful time catching up! ((:
yesterday.. yet another day i'd remember. :)))
today. narnia with sean (:
tmr ? eh. maybe... for a run? haha!
friday ?? *perhaps a nice dinner with mum, bro and the kids.
saturday ??? odac bbq
sunday ???? work at IMM, garden plaza at level 3 (8.30am til 7pm) come and find me! ((((:
monday ????? reserved for CARMEL. i will be your chauffeur for the day ^^
tuesday ?????? (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: yay!
you'd never know what life has for you. just take every moment and enjoy it!
nothing is impossible. promiscuous is the word. haha! whatever.
tested and proven. down. out. hahaha (:
many times in life, people close to you say sth that they dont really mean it, unknowingly hurting you. however, i am going to learn how to be firm with what i hold. and if i believe i'm right, i will hold on to my own beliefs and stay strong on my feet.
REPLIES!
to slxm ; haha. but it was nice ((: thanks alot normal one! anyw, recieved my msg? hahah!
to amanda ; haha. yes very mushy indeed. actually as long as we feel it mutually can alrdy right!
dont need say out one. heehee. anyw, thanks for being part of the team! (:
to cheryl ; okay okay! ^^
to shun ; yes bro, i can always feel your care for SJAB, i'd help you take care of our unit till you're back okayy! faster faster come back!!!!
Sunday, June 01, 2008
hero (:
GESSIAN SJAB! I AM PROUD OF EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. (:
REALLY WELL DONE! ESPECIALLY MY GIRLS!
A DAY WELL SPENT.
alright man. and nc2, thanks for the gift. i'd keep those notes and stuffs well.
really appreciate it! shall msg you girls soooooon! (:
MY REPLIES TO TAGS...
0032 : and yes, they did! ((((((((((((((((:
jacelyn : mad girl. haha. you have done well! glad for you!
louiza : ((((: you girls did great! so now, go UK with smiles all over eh! bon vovage!
GESSIAN SJAB! I AM PROUD OF EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. (:
REALLY WELL DONE! ESPECIALLY MY GIRLS!
A DAY WELL SPENT.
alright man. and nc2, thanks for the gift. i'd keep those notes and stuffs well.
really appreciate it! shall msg you girls soooooon! (:
MY REPLIES TO TAGS...
0032 : and yes, they did! ((((((((((((((((:
jacelyn : mad girl. haha. you have done well! glad for you!
louiza : ((((: you girls did great! so now, go UK with smiles all over eh! bon vovage!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
hero (:
today is the final day of training for FAC.
well, was really glad with the attitudes towards training this week.
and after tmr, its time to take a short break.
met the nc2s today. had training. had fun.
BUT was molested. grrr. the sec 2 girls are damn horny. wth.
i know you girls are reading. stop laughing. HORNY GIRLS.
yeah. anyw, was a joy training you girls. thanks!
met up with the phs gang. and we went for miss lee cindy's wedding.
SUPER COOL. finally, am seeing my favourite teacher get married.
the moment she stepped into the church, god, there was this overwhelming feeling.
I AM VERY happy and proud of this teacher. im starting to love church marriage man.
its just so holy and yeah. haha. but kinda impossible for me thou. am a taoist. LOL.
yeah. had a nice time catching up with the gang. (:
then it was HOME AND DINNER. and im dead tired. im gonna sleep now. (:
GOOD NIGHT!
today is the final day of training for FAC.
well, was really glad with the attitudes towards training this week.
and after tmr, its time to take a short break.
met the nc2s today. had training. had fun.
BUT was molested. grrr. the sec 2 girls are damn horny. wth.
i know you girls are reading. stop laughing. HORNY GIRLS.
yeah. anyw, was a joy training you girls. thanks!
met up with the phs gang. and we went for miss lee cindy's wedding.
SUPER COOL. finally, am seeing my favourite teacher get married.
the moment she stepped into the church, god, there was this overwhelming feeling.
I AM VERY happy and proud of this teacher. im starting to love church marriage man.
its just so holy and yeah. haha. but kinda impossible for me thou. am a taoist. LOL.
yeah. had a nice time catching up with the gang. (:
then it was HOME AND DINNER. and im dead tired. im gonna sleep now. (:
GOOD NIGHT!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
hero (:
trainings. improvements. smiles. keep it up.
well, i guess i had to speak up for my officers who are coming down to help.
firstly, the main thing that kept us coming down.
is the passion we have for sjab, the joy it was to us, the bond we feel.
and most importantly, it was what that made us grew up.
all we want was to see it grow and improve as a corp.
of course, wonderful cadets that too, made trainings enjoyable.
there is no need for us to push you guys so much.
yes, at the end of the day, trophies arent impt to us at all.
announcing ourselves as a gold unit, as a champion unit aint that impt to me.
im sure many of you know that the journey is more important than the destination.
but have you truly understood it?
is the bond that we forge in these dreadful period of time, the encourage we give to one another, the strong sun we endured, the shit that we did, the scoldings we endured, the things we do to make each other feel better, the things we do to call ourselves a team, silly things that make us laugh.
I. have gotten awards. made achievements. thou not too much, but at least enough for me to have memories of. but at the end, when i look back, i wont rmb the awards, the achivements, but in fact, the people who walked me thru all. and to me, they are what that matters most.
I cried during my last FAC. not that i didnt win enough for my sch. okay. in fact my whole team cried. and know what, i cried cause comp was over, i'm not gonna have training with my team anymore, NO MORE TRAININGS TOGETHER. it was that kinda bond that touched my heart.
look around you. your squadmates, your teammates. they dont say much, but know what, they are your fighters, fighting together with you. TOGETHER. going thru the nonsense with you. unknowingly, they have became someone who understands what you're going thru, just try to start bitching with them abt training, and they will just go non stop with you. try that. (:
why sir lee has to come down so hard on you guys, for not coming down for training? he has nothing to gain. he seriously could have ignored us. he has his own life, own career. its the responsiblity he holds, and he wants to bear for his unit. you know why i respect him? and for your info, im not trying to bootlick anyone here, (fyi: if i dont like you, i'd just show it and you will see it like others will toooo.). open your eyes and look at this, he's one guy who gets all the hating from cadets, ncos. but know what he's been doing the most to get us to where we are now. what an irony. he never complains, he does what he can for us. talk abt fighting for the unit, he's the man. yes, as a cadet/nco, you may see him like a tyrannt, trying to order things around, trying to boss, trying to force you into things you dont want to do, forcing you into deadlines. without him pushing us on, you think we'd get all the champions? but if you ever played with him in a water bomb game, you'd realise that there's more to what you know abt this 'devil'. he's more than that, and a man worthy of your respect. trust me for that. dont just look at things and judge them based on one side of the story / dont judge a book by his cover.
i am sure everyone has their own problems. family. results. school. friends. bgr. its about how you handle things. TOUGH TIMES DONT LAST TOUGH MEN DO. if you're complaining abt life being too tough and stuffs, too much to study and stress abt. now, i hope you take a step back from your own situation and look at others, people in sichuan for example. they probably have to delay their studies for god knows how long, they have soo much to lose that i guess time is too lil for them to get back, and you, with so much comfort, still able to sleep in nice beds, still so much to trouble abt? yes, you may argue that diff people have diff prob, parents dont understand you. i guess you could talk to them properly, this period of time for most of you is the period of time when you dont understand your parents and neither do they, but hey, you think keeping quiet and just complaining that life sucks is the way to get out of this? no, it is not. you should talk to your parents, let them understand and at the same time, show them what you can be. instead of lamenting so much, would it be better if you spend more effort to try to improve yourself and things around you? even if they dont understand you, you gotta understand yourself and be there to challenge yourself, AND NOT SAYANG-ING YOURSELF, trying to comfort yourself and saying, 'hey... its not your fault, the world is unfair, life sucks' and yada yada. come on, take out your guts, face the odds. if you never fell, you'd never know how to stand.
i guess i've told this story to someone before, now, im gonna share it again.
BUTTERFLY
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.
So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.
Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.
What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never fly!
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special - Don't ever forget it!
so now, if you find yourself at the bottom of the pits with endless of complains and struggles with life, take a deep breathe,pick yourself up, get on your feet, give yourself a pat on your shoulder and say, 'hey dude, its time i recharged, and get ready to rebound and get out of this pit (:' then, make a silly smile. yes. good good. thats a nice smile :D yes! CHIONG AH~
trainings. improvements. smiles. keep it up.
well, i guess i had to speak up for my officers who are coming down to help.
firstly, the main thing that kept us coming down.
is the passion we have for sjab, the joy it was to us, the bond we feel.
and most importantly, it was what that made us grew up.
all we want was to see it grow and improve as a corp.
of course, wonderful cadets that too, made trainings enjoyable.
there is no need for us to push you guys so much.
yes, at the end of the day, trophies arent impt to us at all.
announcing ourselves as a gold unit, as a champion unit aint that impt to me.
im sure many of you know that the journey is more important than the destination.
but have you truly understood it?
is the bond that we forge in these dreadful period of time, the encourage we give to one another, the strong sun we endured, the shit that we did, the scoldings we endured, the things we do to make each other feel better, the things we do to call ourselves a team, silly things that make us laugh.
I. have gotten awards. made achievements. thou not too much, but at least enough for me to have memories of. but at the end, when i look back, i wont rmb the awards, the achivements, but in fact, the people who walked me thru all. and to me, they are what that matters most.
I cried during my last FAC. not that i didnt win enough for my sch. okay. in fact my whole team cried. and know what, i cried cause comp was over, i'm not gonna have training with my team anymore, NO MORE TRAININGS TOGETHER. it was that kinda bond that touched my heart.
look around you. your squadmates, your teammates. they dont say much, but know what, they are your fighters, fighting together with you. TOGETHER. going thru the nonsense with you. unknowingly, they have became someone who understands what you're going thru, just try to start bitching with them abt training, and they will just go non stop with you. try that. (:
why sir lee has to come down so hard on you guys, for not coming down for training? he has nothing to gain. he seriously could have ignored us. he has his own life, own career. its the responsiblity he holds, and he wants to bear for his unit. you know why i respect him? and for your info, im not trying to bootlick anyone here, (fyi: if i dont like you, i'd just show it and you will see it like others will toooo.). open your eyes and look at this, he's one guy who gets all the hating from cadets, ncos. but know what he's been doing the most to get us to where we are now. what an irony. he never complains, he does what he can for us. talk abt fighting for the unit, he's the man. yes, as a cadet/nco, you may see him like a tyrannt, trying to order things around, trying to boss, trying to force you into things you dont want to do, forcing you into deadlines. without him pushing us on, you think we'd get all the champions? but if you ever played with him in a water bomb game, you'd realise that there's more to what you know abt this 'devil'. he's more than that, and a man worthy of your respect. trust me for that. dont just look at things and judge them based on one side of the story / dont judge a book by his cover.
i am sure everyone has their own problems. family. results. school. friends. bgr. its about how you handle things. TOUGH TIMES DONT LAST TOUGH MEN DO. if you're complaining abt life being too tough and stuffs, too much to study and stress abt. now, i hope you take a step back from your own situation and look at others, people in sichuan for example. they probably have to delay their studies for god knows how long, they have soo much to lose that i guess time is too lil for them to get back, and you, with so much comfort, still able to sleep in nice beds, still so much to trouble abt? yes, you may argue that diff people have diff prob, parents dont understand you. i guess you could talk to them properly, this period of time for most of you is the period of time when you dont understand your parents and neither do they, but hey, you think keeping quiet and just complaining that life sucks is the way to get out of this? no, it is not. you should talk to your parents, let them understand and at the same time, show them what you can be. instead of lamenting so much, would it be better if you spend more effort to try to improve yourself and things around you? even if they dont understand you, you gotta understand yourself and be there to challenge yourself, AND NOT SAYANG-ING YOURSELF, trying to comfort yourself and saying, 'hey... its not your fault, the world is unfair, life sucks' and yada yada. come on, take out your guts, face the odds. if you never fell, you'd never know how to stand.
i guess i've told this story to someone before, now, im gonna share it again.
BUTTERFLY
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.
So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.
Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.
What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never fly!
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special - Don't ever forget it!
so now, if you find yourself at the bottom of the pits with endless of complains and struggles with life, take a deep breathe,pick yourself up, get on your feet, give yourself a pat on your shoulder and say, 'hey dude, its time i recharged, and get ready to rebound and get out of this pit (:' then, make a silly smile. yes. good good. thats a nice smile :D yes! CHIONG AH~
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
hero (:
responsibilities.is a big word.
everyone has their own responsibilities.
be it as a team leader, be it as a team member.
i hope you guys get that word right.
and be responsible for what you're in.
and stop pushing it around.
PRIDE.is what we used to have.
i guess what you guys dont understand is the pride we feel in our unit.
from nothing to something. we were the ones to see ourselves through it all.
do we have to force the unit to fall then you guys start picking up the pieces again?
why are we doing all these? its cause its unit, where we learnt and grow.
held so much memories of. we fought so hard to see ourselves to where we are.
we dont want it to fall. DONT WANT IT TO FALL. DONT WANT IT TO FALL.
making people hate us for god-knows-why 'cause we just wanted to hold the pride.
please start thinking for the unit,and learn to give a lil more.
OKAY. this is a FUCK-ed up post. so dont read it if you're sensitive to FUCK.
sunday. while i was walking towards to AC2 who were training. the group of fucked-up-you-know-who officers were at the pouch. and guess what i heard? 'wah. SO lousy. very good very good.' alright, it dont sound alien to me thou. wasn't very shocked as it came out from those cocky assholes. HEY FUCKs, so you think winning a 'so lousy' team would make you feel good as a champion, just FUCK off alright. i know you guys have all it takes to be the champion (as always, standing by the stage, cheering loudly like woah fuck when its your team and keeping all silent -that's not taking into account the fucking comments they make abt those who wins- when its not yours.) so what? i dont fucking respect you guys as one thou. you dont have it, you dont have the attitudes of champions. more of losers. and i certainly dont enjoy competing with fucks like you. i'm not going to be a loser and cont with this fucked up entry. enough of my energy wasted on these fuckers. yes, you should be able to see now how fucked up i feel abt you asses, thou i admit im not as superior to you guys in skills and knowledge, but at least im sure i am not that fucked as you people.
and, i'm going to do my best for those who wants to win something for themselves. and i see that i do that. and fac members, if you're in my direction, just make sure you're geared, not to win those f* up asses(cause they are not worthy of competition, poor souls with fucked up officers, just so sad.), but yourself. and TO BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE. i wont force you guys (if you're unwilling) anymore, i have my life too.
responsibilities.is a big word.
everyone has their own responsibilities.
be it as a team leader, be it as a team member.
i hope you guys get that word right.
and be responsible for what you're in.
and stop pushing it around.
PRIDE.is what we used to have.
i guess what you guys dont understand is the pride we feel in our unit.
from nothing to something. we were the ones to see ourselves through it all.
do we have to force the unit to fall then you guys start picking up the pieces again?
why are we doing all these? its cause its unit, where we learnt and grow.
held so much memories of. we fought so hard to see ourselves to where we are.
we dont want it to fall. DONT WANT IT TO FALL. DONT WANT IT TO FALL.
making people hate us for god-knows-why 'cause we just wanted to hold the pride.
please start thinking for the unit,and learn to give a lil more.
OKAY. this is a FUCK-ed up post. so dont read it if you're sensitive to FUCK.
sunday. while i was walking towards to AC2 who were training. the group of fucked-up-you-know-who officers were at the pouch. and guess what i heard? 'wah. SO lousy. very good very good.' alright, it dont sound alien to me thou. wasn't very shocked as it came out from those cocky assholes. HEY FUCKs, so you think winning a 'so lousy' team would make you feel good as a champion, just FUCK off alright. i know you guys have all it takes to be the champion (as always, standing by the stage, cheering loudly like woah fuck when its your team and keeping all silent -that's not taking into account the fucking comments they make abt those who wins- when its not yours.) so what? i dont fucking respect you guys as one thou. you dont have it, you dont have the attitudes of champions. more of losers. and i certainly dont enjoy competing with fucks like you. i'm not going to be a loser and cont with this fucked up entry. enough of my energy wasted on these fuckers. yes, you should be able to see now how fucked up i feel abt you asses, thou i admit im not as superior to you guys in skills and knowledge, but at least im sure i am not that fucked as you people.
and, i'm going to do my best for those who wants to win something for themselves. and i see that i do that. and fac members, if you're in my direction, just make sure you're geared, not to win those f* up asses(cause they are not worthy of competition, poor souls with fucked up officers, just so sad.), but yourself. and TO BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE. i wont force you guys (if you're unwilling) anymore, i have my life too.
Monday, May 19, 2008
hero (:
college day = day of emotions.
well, went back to school, caught up with the retards, teachers, ogls.
again, filled with many many thoughts. the times we spent together, the familiar route.
haha. its just all over.
once you lost it, you're never going to get it back.
no matter what, i've accepted things have changed and never will be the same anymore.
but still, glad that at least i once had them all. (:
sunday, went training at hq then home. met eve and had a hell load of fun (:
expect the unexpected.
today, met ac team at tiong park for some trg. then to tiong, decided to catch a movie by myself, been some time since i did that. caught nim's island. nice show. went back to gma's place. then to a funeral. someone whom i know, played with since young. it was the end of his suffering. im sure he'd be much happier now. (: and came to know abt a girl next to him. just 20 years old and gone just like that. life is really fragile. and in china, many many just lost their loved ones overnight. treasure & cherish.
to the wonderful people in my life.
if you ever need me, just call me. (: i cant promise you much, but i know its time my actions spoke for me.
college day = day of emotions.
well, went back to school, caught up with the retards, teachers, ogls.
again, filled with many many thoughts. the times we spent together, the familiar route.
haha. its just all over.
once you lost it, you're never going to get it back.
no matter what, i've accepted things have changed and never will be the same anymore.
but still, glad that at least i once had them all. (:
sunday, went training at hq then home. met eve and had a hell load of fun (:
expect the unexpected.
today, met ac team at tiong park for some trg. then to tiong, decided to catch a movie by myself, been some time since i did that. caught nim's island. nice show. went back to gma's place. then to a funeral. someone whom i know, played with since young. it was the end of his suffering. im sure he'd be much happier now. (: and came to know abt a girl next to him. just 20 years old and gone just like that. life is really fragile. and in china, many many just lost their loved ones overnight. treasure & cherish.
to the wonderful people in my life.
if you ever need me, just call me. (: i cant promise you much, but i know its time my actions spoke for me.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
hero (:
OH FUCK! IM DAMN HAPPY NOW!
ITS LIKE 12.54AM NOW!
AND I'VE JUST CHECKED MY APPLICATION ONLINE!
AND AND AND AND AND!!!
AM OFFERED SCIENCE BY NUS! LIKE FINALLY.
OMG OMG OMG! HEAVEN BREAKS LOOSE! OMG! ((((((((((((((((:
okay. but then, IF ntu was to send me the offer letter too, i think i'd just be confused again. rahh! whatever man! at least someUNI wants me. hoho.
anyw. work. train. movie. dinner with eve.haha!
nice day. even better night! omg omg omg. good night world!
MAY YOU HAVE THE BEST DREAMS!
OH FUCK! IM DAMN HAPPY NOW!
ITS LIKE 12.54AM NOW!
AND I'VE JUST CHECKED MY APPLICATION ONLINE!
AND AND AND AND AND!!!
AM OFFERED SCIENCE BY NUS! LIKE FINALLY.
OMG OMG OMG! HEAVEN BREAKS LOOSE! OMG! ((((((((((((((((:
okay. but then, IF ntu was to send me the offer letter too, i think i'd just be confused again. rahh! whatever man! at least someUNI wants me. hoho.
anyw. work. train. movie. dinner with eve.haha!
nice day. even better night! omg omg omg. good night world!
MAY YOU HAVE THE BEST DREAMS!
Friday, May 16, 2008
hero (:
hoho. here i am. FAC training has officially started for the kids.
was at the NHQ yest, trained with them, then had STICKY bah kut tea.
i think im feeling abit guilty for wasting the food and complaining abt it.
when other people in china and mynmar are starving. so i should just shut up.yea (:
then here today. worked worked. trained trained. met laiyan. tv tv.
anyw. am glad to see improvements.keep it up girls, its just the beginnning.
more to come! lets turn from zero to hero..
anyw.. i think i did mention abt this cute lil customer of mine. ehh. ard 2 years old i guess. haha. it's nice watching her grow up. i rmb seeing her still in her baby ''car'' at the start of the year, and now she's able to recognise me,things/people ard her and walk about AND MOST IMPORTANTLY ; greeet me 'jieeeee!' omg. she really brightens up my mornings. haha. my eye candy for now is her! lol. darn cute! (((((:
and people do grow up and mature. i rmb this girl from my neighbourhood. she lives above my house and we used to hang around the voiddeck. i dont quite have a good impression of her, neither do my siblings,parents. true enough, she got pregnant at the age of 17 i guess. getting into some bit of problems. not quite sure of what happened to her these few years. but im certain abt some changes i see in her. which i think is cool. she did not chose abortion, she brought the baby to the world! and i see a responsible mother in her. she's no longer that dao or proud, we could talk properly with smiles. her daughter's cute too. haha. sometimes people just need a chance to change i guess. am just glad to see the change in her. (:
set a goal. set your mind. and GO!
hoho. here i am. FAC training has officially started for the kids.
was at the NHQ yest, trained with them, then had STICKY bah kut tea.
i think im feeling abit guilty for wasting the food and complaining abt it.
when other people in china and mynmar are starving. so i should just shut up.yea (:
then here today. worked worked. trained trained. met laiyan. tv tv.
anyw. am glad to see improvements.keep it up girls, its just the beginnning.
more to come! lets turn from zero to hero..
anyw.. i think i did mention abt this cute lil customer of mine. ehh. ard 2 years old i guess. haha. it's nice watching her grow up. i rmb seeing her still in her baby ''car'' at the start of the year, and now she's able to recognise me,things/people ard her and walk about AND MOST IMPORTANTLY ; greeet me 'jieeeee!' omg. she really brightens up my mornings. haha. my eye candy for now is her! lol. darn cute! (((((:
and people do grow up and mature. i rmb this girl from my neighbourhood. she lives above my house and we used to hang around the voiddeck. i dont quite have a good impression of her, neither do my siblings,parents. true enough, she got pregnant at the age of 17 i guess. getting into some bit of problems. not quite sure of what happened to her these few years. but im certain abt some changes i see in her. which i think is cool. she did not chose abortion, she brought the baby to the world! and i see a responsible mother in her. she's no longer that dao or proud, we could talk properly with smiles. her daughter's cute too. haha. sometimes people just need a chance to change i guess. am just glad to see the change in her. (:
set a goal. set your mind. and GO!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
hero (:
just ended my tv session.
channel u 7pm show. channel 5,8& u 8pm shows.
as usual, channel 8 9pm show.
channel u 10pm show.
AXN house. Nat Geog Taboo.
ever thot how you want to be handled after death?
haha. time to think lo (:
anw, my tuition break. means no tutoring for me this week!
WOOOHOOO. shioka. slept my afternoon away.
thats why am feeling kinda restless now. roar!
did some stretching. haha. i know i should start excercising before anyth else SAGS.
lol! hoho. good night people!
the mystery's has stopped revealing its secrets.
the curiosity has, too, ended.
just ended my tv session.
channel u 7pm show. channel 5,8& u 8pm shows.
as usual, channel 8 9pm show.
channel u 10pm show.
AXN house. Nat Geog Taboo.
ever thot how you want to be handled after death?
haha. time to think lo (:
anw, my tuition break. means no tutoring for me this week!
WOOOHOOO. shioka. slept my afternoon away.
thats why am feeling kinda restless now. roar!
did some stretching. haha. i know i should start excercising before anyth else SAGS.
lol! hoho. good night people!
the mystery's has stopped revealing its secrets.
the curiosity has, too, ended.
Monday, May 12, 2008
A SUPER CUTE HERO!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=fqXYwNDrU8k
THIS IS DAMN FUNNY!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=X0SkegajdCw&feature=related
THIS IS TOTALLY HILAROUS!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=h_4qjEMifX8&feature=related
MAKE A SPEECH PEOPLE!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=PI42LSbwc8E&feature=related
(: JUST FOR LAUGH!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=fqXYwNDrU8k
THIS IS DAMN FUNNY!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=X0SkegajdCw&feature=related
THIS IS TOTALLY HILAROUS!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=h_4qjEMifX8&feature=related
MAKE A SPEECH PEOPLE!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=PI42LSbwc8E&feature=related
(: JUST FOR LAUGH!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
well, friday marks the last day/tuition with mr owen and jordan.
we had an experiment day! loads of funn and laughter.
cool. then met the she-warriors! discussed some stuffs abt fac.
had dinner and DESERT. i had brack sesame paste. eh. still alryt bah.
felt a lil feverish. dang. so went home bathed and rest.
then suddenly mum mentioned it was father's and her 21th anniversary. oohhh.
so i hurried out at ard 8.45pm to ps! ran like a dumb ass. haha. hanged ard the place while waiting for the rings to be done. yeah. got a pair of ring done for the couple. haha! had a family shot! nice nice night.
saturday was my family day.
worked. then went grandma's place cause she cooked sweet potato and i promised to go over and eat! haha. then me, parents, bro and gma went over to vivo for dinner. met up with cousin and aunt & uncle. went VIVOMART and shopped. whahaha. me and bro make good partners! we were like grabbing all the food we want without thinking abt the cost! wahaha. okay. now i know how fortunate i am to be able to do that. haha. okay. it cost all abt $80 plus lah. okay. with a $50 voucher. hehe. went out with cousin,gma, uncle and aunt thereafter. we went to big splash, had supper and talk. well, it was nice. fresh air. then went home tv til ard 2am then to bed.
SUNDAY. okay. happy mothers' day! (: slept till my heart's content today! hehe. felt so nice lazing on my parents' bed. cause was deprived of my sunday sleep for many weeks due to tutoring! haha. then had this honey flakes, that mel said was nice and we tried it at holland v the other time, plus milk for breakfast. how nice.. haha. then walked over to gma's place to acc her. haha. yeap. mum and bro came over. watched tv til i fell asleep again. haha. then watched abit of tv then went to meet sean. haha. we went cycling. dang the flu bug, almost died at the start, couldnt breathe, the feeling when i was climbing vertical marathon came back, almost gg to black out and stop breathing. haha. took some breaks then continued! felt better after that. haha. cycled to some nice places, really nice. haha. enjoyed myself, thanks dude! ahha. then we went for dinner at bpp. met that loser sock and her sister lah, was havin the feeling i'd see her. and i really did! so omg. haha. but happy to see you! yeah. then headed home... ((:
and i also learnt something today,
no matter how hard or difficult things may be, it WILL pass. (:
we had an experiment day! loads of funn and laughter.
cool. then met the she-warriors! discussed some stuffs abt fac.
had dinner and DESERT. i had brack sesame paste. eh. still alryt bah.
felt a lil feverish. dang. so went home bathed and rest.
then suddenly mum mentioned it was father's and her 21th anniversary. oohhh.
so i hurried out at ard 8.45pm to ps! ran like a dumb ass. haha. hanged ard the place while waiting for the rings to be done. yeah. got a pair of ring done for the couple. haha! had a family shot! nice nice night.
saturday was my family day.
worked. then went grandma's place cause she cooked sweet potato and i promised to go over and eat! haha. then me, parents, bro and gma went over to vivo for dinner. met up with cousin and aunt & uncle. went VIVOMART and shopped. whahaha. me and bro make good partners! we were like grabbing all the food we want without thinking abt the cost! wahaha. okay. now i know how fortunate i am to be able to do that. haha. okay. it cost all abt $80 plus lah. okay. with a $50 voucher. hehe. went out with cousin,gma, uncle and aunt thereafter. we went to big splash, had supper and talk. well, it was nice. fresh air. then went home tv til ard 2am then to bed.
SUNDAY. okay. happy mothers' day! (: slept till my heart's content today! hehe. felt so nice lazing on my parents' bed. cause was deprived of my sunday sleep for many weeks due to tutoring! haha. then had this honey flakes, that mel said was nice and we tried it at holland v the other time, plus milk for breakfast. how nice.. haha. then walked over to gma's place to acc her. haha. yeap. mum and bro came over. watched tv til i fell asleep again. haha. then watched abit of tv then went to meet sean. haha. we went cycling. dang the flu bug, almost died at the start, couldnt breathe, the feeling when i was climbing vertical marathon came back, almost gg to black out and stop breathing. haha. took some breaks then continued! felt better after that. haha. cycled to some nice places, really nice. haha. enjoyed myself, thanks dude! ahha. then we went for dinner at bpp. met that loser sock and her sister lah, was havin the feeling i'd see her. and i really did! so omg. haha. but happy to see you! yeah. then headed home... ((:
and i also learnt something today,
no matter how hard or difficult things may be, it WILL pass. (:
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