hello! this is probably the last post for year 2007!
firstly, todayy.. haha. woke up rather late, went to work, thinking that it was my last day. haha. but but but! was asked to work for tmr too. okay, so tmr is my official last day. haha. had rather interesting talks. and the day ended with supper at newton circus with my colleagues, treated them to seafood bbq. haha. rather simple but nice supper. and am home now.. hoho.

well, the year has been great, had my share of ups and downs.
but luckily, i was in a great class 06S17 and great cca ODAC and great friends too. orientation was fantastic, pre u sem too, my fellow ogls and slos were danng great too! my exam study group too, it made revision a hell loads of fun. haha. and happyfruitfriend too, really enjoyed those days. and ending the year happily at projectshop,knowing a bunch of happening people while knowing more abt retail and of course, HOW TO USE MAGICLEAN.! hoho. well well, i hope year 2008 will be great.! and gess sjab will grow too! (: alrights mann. to myself, i hope before i start my uni, i really make full use of my time and enjoy myself! ((: good year good start! (:

to all, a great 2008! (:

haha. soooon it'd be 2008 ((:
hoho. deleted everything in my handphone inbox. wahaha! dang cool. its been long since i left it empty. bt yes, its for a new start!! yes. going to work sooon lo. my last day. sob. haha. gg treat the gang to dinner ltr. we're gg to marina south for steamboat at 9.30pm! haha. crazy ppl. but nvm, its worth it.
well. just want to thank those who came back to my life again, thou not as close as before, but its really nice to know you people are there. haha. people i wanna thank...

my family : my dearest, nothing can be compared to you people.
my squadmates : thou we dont meet up very often, you guys are still the bunch of people i love most. (:
06s17 : im missing those times in class.!! ahhh. you guys are my joy. (:
odac : thanks for all the times too..
friends : thanks for being there. (: i treasure you all.
my dear ones : desireee,xuanhui,ee hui,laiyan,mel,jingyi,clare,xinle,serene. i dont say much, but thanks for being so beautiful in my life.

(:

today. woke up and worked at coffeestall. haha. tired tired, caught some thaiboxing show yest night til ard 2 plus. omg. the show's really long.. couldnt tahan, aint really feeling well these days. my stomachh..my headd.. aiyo. haha. so i zonked out. yahh, after work, teck called and went over to ghombak to help him pay the money using atm while he returned me by cash. and we went down wisma cause my work starts at 2 while his starts at 4. haha. yahh. wore skirt to work today cause i was supposed to. danngg.. haha. but din go eat in the end, we decided to go on sunday. yeahh. so i went for 4h gathering. rched quite late cause work ended at 10. haha. had a short but nice time talking abt stupid things we did in the past and listening to bimbo hongheng and his stories. haha. and left home with maio, waited quite long for a bus only to know that it isnt moving on saturday. dangg. haha. and am home. haha.

was sitting there, looking at the people that pass by, rather fun thing to do.(:

they show me what's happening.. (: the energy i want.

kinda agree with mhao, sometimes i focus on something so much that when it fails, i fall. haha. and rather hardly sometimes. well, thats me i guess. sometimes i wonder why things can be forgotten so easily. sometimes i wonder why these could happen. but anyw. i hope this period pass by quickly, let this year end happily and let me start 2008 happily! and next year, i'd spread out my focus, i'd treasure moree equally, and care for moree..and i'd be happier. haha. may this be my last lesson, cause its just too much to take. i am weak. haha. YAY. tomorrow's a better day! (:


lifee. just like the picture. has both sides. and i shall chose the brighter side of it. (: i'd live it great!

haha. my off day was yesterday. pretty nice day. went for training..! (: it feels dang good to be back on the parade ground. really. hoho. yahh. hopefully all goes fine. yeah. met sean after that. went to leisure park to take a look at the nike sales thingy, but it was such a disappointment. rah. haha. went town for awhile before i went grandma house for dinnerr. grandma cooked one of my fav!! mushroom chicken soup... hehe. met eve after that, i love swinging in the other way. haha. went to vivo. got my fav drink! and fav oreo cheesecake, practically had all my favs that day! really nice. sat on the rooftop placee, listen to songs, think abt things. haha. and yahhh. a day's over like that! haha. rch home ard 10.. and went over somewhere to get my bro's uniform.! haha. had a real nice talk with someone!! hahahah!!! shall catch up soon k. yeahh. that was yesterday..

well. todayy.. woke up and went down to parents coffeestall to help out. met richie after that for lunch and movie, caught the warlords! haha. stupid boy, going to army soon.. better take care ahh! and enjoy your botak days! yeahh. sorry to make you come out of the show before it end cause i was runnin late for work and thanks for running with me to wisma!! hahaha. rather fun thou. yeahh. wasnt late!! hehe. then he left to meet nong. and i started my last third day of work. laiyan and lishi came by.. my nasty customers..! haha. but nice meeting you two! ahah. workeddd... as usual, laughed at stupid things, joked abt stupid stuffs. haha. saw mervin and andrew. haha. really a grown up now.. no longer the 'look timid' mervin last time. haha! cool. anyw. yahh. jinger came to the shop too.. and yihsong and his gf. haha rather happening todayy. wahh. tmr second last day.. ((: will be havin supper with the people... (:

haha. many small little things just reminds me of every small little things we used to laugh at. haha. but now, its just left with memories. but thanks, they are nice ones.

woke up at 1pm today! haha. chionged to work.
lucky...was on time. haha! i think i'm getting skinner mann. cool haha. ate only fillet o fish meal today! and thanks if for coming down and for that special cakes.. dangy nice. i ate one of them lerr!! haha. and for the nail polish. i'd try to use them. haha! yeahh. time kinda flew somehow during the night. yahh. just another day!! (: and tmr is OFF day. woohooo.
get well soon (:

christmas eve! (: a really nice christmas eve it was.
spent it with projectshop colleagues and my squadmates and juniors! woohoo..
work was fun once again..had gift exchange, got something rather sexy for the exchange cause we knew who we were supposed to exchange our gifts with. and i got my heeren voucher.. hoho! met betty and we queued up for swensens.. waited for sometime causeee sooooo many people LATE..hmph.. haha. as usual, took photos. hoho. and we had our dinnerrrr. nice nice. had SALMON&MUSHROOM SPAGETTI then shared a HIGH ON PASSION with betty. haha. had our gift exchange. and a grand ending with lydia’s scream. haha. then left for movie. ‘I AM LEGEND’ omg.. dangy retarded. and stupid onrey was real funny at the end of the show. haha. wanted to stay in town but we left for plaza sing cause it was too crowded. and so.. we took a bus down ps.. had funn taking photos and then more photos.! haha. finally, we left for clarke quay, walked thru the clubs and to river valley for bah kut teh. tried pig intestines.. omg! haha. my first time. haha anyw, bah kut teh makes me drunk. haha. had a real dangy nice time with these people! squadmates, unit mates for lifeee.!!! (: oh dangggg.. you guys really makes every celebration a nice one no matter what.. and you guys aree.... my seven warriorss! (betty,wanteng,jasmine,jiahong,kokhow,zhenshun) my kuku(grace), my intake (jessica), my SO CUTE (lydia) and my juniorsss (martin,wenjie,onrey,sophia) and im looking forward to the last day of new year!! ((((: hoho!



christmas dayyy!!! ((((: rather nice day tooo.
was at projectshop again,had shift til 7pm. the manager talked to me and asked me to take back my resignation letter. haha. i guess i did, yea.. will go down and work when im free. haha.! yeahhh. met sean for lunch. thanks for the gift,dude! its cute. haha. then yeahh. met haz for moviee. cranky movie. ahaha. kinda fun thou. and and AND.. i saw three babes!!! omggg.. was real happy... met xinle,reena and jingyi!!! hahaha. soooo happy canns. ahhh... really a MERRRRY christmass.. hahaha. thanks for making my night people.! its real nice. haha. yeahh. and fionaa..why did you go to chalet!! i want to see you at town, at heeren.!!!!! grrrrrrrrr.. haha. anyw.. MERRY CHRISTMAS people!! hohoho.


the big big christmas gang. :D

the steady warriors (((((((:

my ekatni ((:

gugus&kuku (((:

pray to me.. thanks wanteng! (:


gugu&kuku.! gracefool graceee...

my daughter and me.... (:

we tried to act retarded. i guess we really looked retarded.. (:

me and the mighty three. ((:

seee. they make me FRY... (:

five of us (((((:

the four she-warriors. ((((:

my deer (: my gugu.

just us ((:

SO CUTE and me (:

i think this is nice. hoho (:

sophia with the braces and ME. (:

hohoho. yet another fruitful day. (:
surprisingly, i slept at 3am but woke up at 9am.! hmmmm. went for breakfast with family... had bah kut teh, rather nicee bunch. then went down to bugis with mum,sis,bro and cousin. SHOPPING ahh. got the shorts i wanted! haha. got two tops too. omg. i cant believe i got one of them. met skeen at one of the shop, she was wearing her headdress..looks pretty man. haha. yeahhs. then went off first to meet if.((: passed her her christmas present.. eh, you know ah. thats the first xmas i got for someone other than for exchange horr! sooo. be honoured. hek hek. haha. anyw, its kinda cute. rotten BANANA. took bus 11 and went somewhere. talked abt the past, rather stupidd. but.. was glad we talked things out. haha. thanks for sending me to the interchange. (((: and thanks for today...!

met xuannn after seeing her off her bus. haha. soooo long nv seee her alrdy.. missed her man! hahah. and her husband. quite long since we crapped. haha. had a rather good time with her on the way to jialing's place. haha. and today's red retarded dragon's xmas steamboat dinnerr. haha. really missed those crapping and stuffs. and pretty enjoyed myself today! thanks ppl. haha. we had present exchange, got a nice dustbin/tissue holder from jieying and many small gifts from twinn!, miaolian, iris and shihui. hahaha. nice nice night. but as usual, chionged for toilet after alighting from LRT. haha. dangg retarded, din dare to stay long in the toilet cause am scared i kana locked up. soo, faster chiong out. haha! lame ahh. yeahh.
took the bus ride home myself..as usual. haha! the moon's really nice tonight. round moon reminds me of many things. but yeahh, shall live life happily..! (:

the new style(:

woohooo. happily woke up at 1pm today. i slept at 2am yest, so acceptable no. of hours of sleep. hoho. dreamt that i was flying. omg. dang funny. anyw, watch videos of the times i was in thailand at sec3. my long hair, i wore bare back top. omg. cant believe it. haha.! it makes me wanna grow back my long hair again. wooooo.
alright man. went to work. really look forward to work, am really happy working with the ppl! crazy bunch of ppl. where we crap, work, help each other. thou the pay's nt really high, but the joy is there. really. PROJECTSHOP@WISMA rocks. wooohoo..
whats over is over, shall move on! (: so much more things for me to do. sjab! i know i'd find my strength there, i'd build it up. starting a new chapter of my life! and i know there're ppl out there who cares, thanks for letting me know you care. haha.! i will cherish it...! yes yes. one life, live it.! (((:
BLACK.the new style.

gosh. woke up at 12 today.
rotted at home, watched tv til 2 plus.
haha. then went town...
met pauline at mango! haha. nice meeting you thou.
lets meet up sooon k. that few mins just now aint enough.!
met a few others along the way too.
got myself some shirts and tops. haha. its a BLACK christmas eh.
almost everything i got for myself is black mann. haha.!
now, i believe in shopping therapy. shopping, buying the things i want and i like seriously makes me happy and cheers me up! haha. went to work after i had my MOS ebi rice burger meal.. my fav.!! anyw, work was fun. with the crazy people. i guess i'd miss working there after i quit. did closing... and am finally home before midnight. hahah.! have been working til late at night. kinda dislike the bus rides home.. so long, just makes me emo. haha. lame. anyw. shall laugh my life away, being sad doesnt do me good, doesnt make anyth good either. just hope you know i really cared. but guess it didnt matter too. haha. shant be a mood spoiler. anyw, may this christmas be a happy one! (: have JOY everyone.!

worked. (:
its as clear as crystal now.
KARMA.
haha. did house cleaning in the morning with bro and sis.
rather fun. and thanks QUEK QUEK & mr botak for visiting me today..
and jeremy tang and SO CUTE. haha. (:
friends. arent they for life? haha. wishful hope.

work. thoughts. tired. (:
no comments.

i miss you, and those times. (:
lg/life's good.

today is WORKING day.
woke up, went down for training.
had my breakfast then went for work.
today's shift was with desmond, had a rather fun talk.
abt man/woman/and anything else. haha.
was kinda sleepy today. tired i guess.
anyw. went to mango to get the shorts i wanted and i paid it!
first item bought with the money i earn. cool.
haha.
strength.i hope i find mine soon.kinda need it. :/

today is my OFF day again! (: worked at the coffee stall in till 2 plus. had a rather good time. then went home to bath before i left for bugis. haha. went shopping alone, rather nice hobby of mine. haha. went gma house! hoho! cause i told gma i want to help in the kitchen todayyy! yay. sooo. i was the 'chef of the day' i cooked everything except the soup. haha!
first was the fish... as they dived into the pool of oil..i started off quite panicky, but eventually got a hang of it and it went on fine and fun! haha. and next was the meat.. hoho. and the veggie! really enjoy cooking. but hope next time is really i do all the cooking and mixing of ingredients and taste. haha. met bro, he's the first of all my friends to eat what i cook eh! as in a proper meal. haha. 'lucky' man ehh! haha. anyw, he came to my place to get some sj stuffs done. haha. yeahh. life's busy. (: take care all.

today... is my OFF day again!
haha. morning's plan went on successfully. ((x
then went on to grandma's place. that place's give me a rather warmth feeling, somewhere i feel good in. haha.! maybe cause i quite long never go there ahh. yeahh. talked to gma,mother and aunt. haha. rather fun talk. did some stuffs for grandma, watched the show i like to and slept awhile before dinner. haha. brought the lil monster down to get ice cream for the kids. haha.
then left for alex's place.his dad was a joker, just cant stop self praising, rather funny too. haha. sooon, after dilly dallying for a long time, we finally left to meet mel! haha.
soonjiaqi,take a good look inside your bat bag okayy?! haha. went to the airport, had macs, talk talk talk, take photos (okay?) hahaha.!! and moree. and alex left for his flight... bon vovage man, guess he's reaching soon. haha. anyw, sent mel home. haha. had a rather good time talking, laming and 'ahhhh~'. rmb go look at the blog k? hahaha.! it'd bring back some good old memories. really enjoyed your company just now! haha. hope to see you sooon mei!

((: i've learnt my lesson, i'd be different.

its my off day today (:
met the ncos... all the best ppl.! jiayou k.

went home to help out at the stall,
eve came over to my place after that.
haha. sorry to have made you wait.
had my lunch at mac and had dessert that i promised her.
talk alot alot. haha. feirou&henduojirou are back.
its really nice to be able to talk so nicely aft so much.
haha. thanks girl! had a great tym this afternoon.
then we stood our way to cck interchange. late.
had a bet on how many of the guys were there, i bet 3 and yes,
got my mango juice! hahaha. waited and waited.
finally left for odac bbq, well, was rather enjoyable.
thanks seniors for planning it. went home with maio as usual,talk talk talk. (:

its been rather long since i saw my happyfruitfriend being happy.
and i seriously hope you're fine. be fine and happy yah? missing all the laughter i used to hear from you, the smiles i used to see on your black black face, that two rows of white teeth shining. missing all the 'haha'. i know i havent been talking much, but that doesnt mean i dont care k. i hope you know i care. i am sorry if i did anyth wrong. msg me when you're free yah? (: i know one day everything will be fine, and i'd wait for that day. take good care friend.

work.
eat.
cramp.
work.
walk.
eat.
bus.
tv.
email.
online.
sleep.

haha.chaoyi,daniel,sean passed by the shop. they were nice to wait for me to go for dinner. haha. and pathetically walked ard for food. haha. and finally we settled down for subway at far east after walking thru cine and taka and wisma and tangs.haha and the loser me left early for tv. haha.

sometimes.
regrets.
never minds.
over and out (:

NO WORK TODAY! HOHOHO. HAPPY! haha.i FINALLY went for my swim and mr sunny was GREAT! im red now, rather happy. met up with shun, gonna get moving FOR THE SERVICE OF MANKIND. went town to get smth and got a shirt done for my bro. got my POSB card and haircut. YEAH. haha. meteor star tmr night i heard, but guess aint going. (:

my quote of the day...
''If you can see things in a more carefree way, you will start to feel more carefree.''

haha. woah. 3 days just passed. so fast. have been working, and work's getting more enjoyable, love my friends at work, funny and friendly. and the customers are cute too. hoho. anyw, chionged the 'JUST LOVE' serial show, quite nice. haha. well well, life's kinda nice now.
i am missing all the good old times with my friends, squadmates. soo, we shall meet up soon eh! (:

haha. zpn was cool, with the rain and stuffs. hope what i've said to the cadets will change them a lil. (: for the service of mankind.

then tdy, woke up late! omg. had 16 missed calls. haha. thanks husband for calling. haha. yeahh. met up with the people and the event was fun! me, meixian, mel, simin. haha. lamed ard. and it started raining really heavily. we were sheltered, but cause i was at the end, had to get drenched. so, ended up really soaked. but it was really nice seeing other's smiles. ohh ohh. there was this very cute baby whom i carried and let her play illegally. she's super cute. really. yahh. anyw, the event was fun. yahh. then went home to change and stuffs.


my cute baby!
met alex,mel,simin. hahaha. my husband and two daughters. really had a nice night acting like a family. oh dang. the guy at swensens could have smiled more. (: haha. really enjoyable night. (: thanks family. haha.

sorry. for doing things i shouldn't. saying things i shouldn't.
hope things will be all fine once again. trust me. please (:

the feeling of being with my fellow st john squadmates, juniors is simply great. the laming ard, the stupid things we do. well, it seems like no one can replace you guys at all. (: haha. my st john, my joy.
well, we only had a night's stay, which i slept it away. was really tired. so i simply slept at the night trail station, sooo sorry to my juniors who have to help me instead. yea.
oh yahh. did i missed out a part for the entry for prefects' camp. yeah. clare played the piano once again. i love to hear her play the piano, so graceful. so nice. she's always that beautiful lady in my mind. haha. sounds wrong. but yahh. my dear laopo you are just that lovely to me. haha. anyw. and mel, the face nv grow much, but you're a big girl now. haha. (: its really nice to be with you,laming ard and stuffs. hahaha.
''dont miss the times.. when they're gone.. cherish..'' from an email. found it rather er. yahh. struck me somehow. im lost. pick me up. (:

well well, the weekend was rather meaningful. ((:
hoho. lets start from saturday.
went down to gess for prefects' camp. had a good time. haha. bt had to go off for ZPN rehearsal. haha. and it was on the bus that i realised my bronze fdi badge had mould on it and it turned green!! lol. omg. but anyw, yea. changed into my full uniform. had to wear hair net. lol. it felt weird and i looked weird. but nvm, the feeling of being able to march and be in a parade feels great.! its just me again! haha.and the sun was only shining on my left side, so i was toasted only on my left. haha.
then headed back to gess, haha. nth much was done, so was actually doing nth much, so the seniors we went out to tiong to get some drinks before the night trail. the night trail was dannggg funny!!! hahaha. i took valerie and rhonda for the walk tog with dina ard me. haha. VALERIE WAS REALLY FUNNY. omg. shall save her funny actions for other times. but she was reallly retarded. HOR...VALERIE...? haha. rhonda was kinda cute too. hahaha.! nvm nvm, shouldnt let the world know how cute they were. haha. anyww, after that, stayed up with mel til ard 4am. haha. then dont know how i ended up outside on the d&t bench sleeping. haha. anyw. woke up and left school for awhile. haha. (((: haha. then back to sch for farewell/rod. haha. felt really great to see all the seniors once again. esp my own batch, azar, pawan, weixian, zhenshun, kenneth, clare, dzaki(thanks so much for drawing the pictureee!). haha. had a really good time. sang the school song, cited the school creed! it was a really good feeling. the GESSIAN spirit.! anyw, the camp was really great! well done ex-co'08! keep shining eh! ((((:
then todayy. reported for work at PROJECTSHOP@WISMA. pretty cool. haha. work was alryt. learnt quite some stuffs. met/saw many familiar faces. haha. hope all will go fine! (: