woots

woots.!
nice day.
woke up.OOPS.
work not done.
TRIED to rush them out.
hehs.think i succeeded.
met desiree,xuanhui and JORENE.
LOL.ran our way to mrs tan hse.
wahhhh.
MARATHON LA.
9.58am.we were on tym.!
had tuitionn.
37mins gonee.
1hr 33 mins gonee.
wahhh.i fell alsp.lol.!
luckily no one saw.
wahahaha.
tuition was nice.
teacher was good.
interestin too.
but i was tired.so sorry arr.!
but ar,no sudden questions for me okayy.?
I WAS STUNNED when you asked the questions.
WOOTS.
anyw.hadd bubble tea.
then made my way hm to do GSC.
then met desiree at JEC.
lyk two idiots.we made our way to the library.
acted lyk indians as we zoom thru the place.
and laughed silly-ly when we finally saw each other.
finally settled at JEC KFC.
din work for some tym before a lil girl came by.
im called JASMINE TEO JIE PING.
ahhahahaha.desiree you know what.
then yes.movie tym.!
LAKE HOUSE.
it was alright.with some side entertainments.
hahahaha.sure had fun with desiree.
then went tiong for dinnerr.
tok so much along the way.
everything under the sun.
it was nice (:
thanks for your company.i always love it! (:

(;

haha.
GESS CROSS COUNTRY TODAY.
woots.
sch was alryt.
chiong str to macrichie after pe.
was damn excited to see the people there larrs.
COOL COOL COOL.
helped out in some cases.
and yes.
CONGRATS TO MY MEI.
who gort OUR number.!!
but please take care of your legg yahh.
get well soon.

not forgettin the fellow gessians who ran.
esp to CSL hse ppl.
you did us prouddd.
(:

and yep.SAI FENG JIA.
the stupid girl that never fails to make me smile.
hahaha.
LOL.
sorry din have chocs with me but i hope the sweet can do the jobb.
wahahaha.
i enjoy the conversations we hadd.
thanks arr.!! raly din regret askin you not to cry that dayy.WOOTS.
if you ever get to see this,i just wannna say.
I CHERISH YOU FRIEND..!!
we've more to go.and be happy yahhs.?!
whatever you do.whereever you are.
MOP WILL BE HERE K.!
HAHAHA.

i just feel so home at gan eng seng.
(: its where i belong
thou things changed.
bt the people neverr.
esp my fellow dragon saints
you ppl rockk.
my intake 04..
my fellow ncos..
my NC3'05.!
woots.! you ppl just rockk my day cann.

back at pioneer.
i wanna thank my twin for wakin me up everytym i dozes off.
thou i may throw tantrums at tym.i may scold you.i may not listen to you.
i just wanna thank you.for always being there.i owe you so so so muchh la.
I LOVE YOU TWIN5.!
the ducky.-my mornin bus companion.-my joke-mate.-my dear one.
hahaha.i simply love your dumbness.too cute to be true.woots.
thanks for your beautiful smile everyday.it rocks my day too.
and wahh.we stood so long today la.!! stopid mrtt.nt gg to take it anymore lerr.
I LOVE YOU DUCK.!
lastly.not forgettin you my dearest darling.FEIROU.
wahh.been long since i called you that.
you're special.thats all i'd say (:
i thank you for your everything friend.
words cant describe how i feel.
bt yepp.i'd cherish you.TILL THE END.
I LOVE YOU DARLING..

to those i din mention,just rmb i havent forget you ppl too.(:
you guys make my day too.!

rock it rock it.
CHIONG ARR.
mugg arr mugg arr.

haha.
things are fine.
(:
went le's hse today.
did my work there.
before we left.
hahaha.
nice bedd.but i din slp la..!!
hahaha.
saw my cadets.decided to meet them.
so yepp.
crapped at tiong b4 we went queensway.
nice tym there thou'
with jessica and suhui.
woohoo.

then went home (:
and dinner tym with family.!!
yeahehh.
i just love tym spent with themm.
and also.my lil cousinn.
he's cute cann.
bought a watch.with grandma.
she chose it.somehow.
thanks grandma.!
i'd treasure the watchh.
raly ralyy.
yes arr.!! (:

(: i love herr.my grandmother.my idol.

jiayou

woohoo. (:
sch was fine.
me and xuanhui : we formed the twin5.
she's twin5prime.im twin5.
hehs.i love it.! (:

anyws.haha.
went to eve's place to do work.
after soo longg.
back to that pigg styy.
no change at all.
hahahaha.
except for that cute blanket that covered her doggie
thou the weather was lyk soo hot. (:

malu-ating scenes todayy.
first;
''ehhh.wahhh.today i wake up horr.my hair damn nice seh.!''
i thot i said that to desiree.din raly see properly.
one stranger turned and stared at me
OMG.!! she's not duckk la..shitt.
stupid duck.u better stand beside me at all tyms k.
dumbasss.grrrrrr...
second;
xuann.qin ni gei wo yi dian shui bahhh.
omg.i was tryin to act lyk a beggar.
and guess what.miss lin heard it.!
stunned la..shit shit shitt.
paiseh larrr.

anyww.(: i had fun.
today.yesterday and almost everyday.
yes.my cadets.you all can do it.!
jiayous.!

to my fellow odacians.
lets work harderr yahhh.
esp to my exco.
its gonna be tough,bt lets nt stop strivin. (:

IM GONNA GIVE EVERYTHING,BUT I WONT GIVE UP.!!

hur.?

(: sch was alryt.

hmmm.
sometyms i wonder what i did wrong.
can someone please enlighten me.?
i never wanted to hurt anyone.
and i hope you know that.
i still care.
what can i do.? shut up and get lost.?
i hope i can.bt i still care.
i cant just leave. (:
anyw.shall leave it to you.
whats mine will be mine..
i've treasured.trust me.

happy

woohoo.start of school was cool (:
i had my work done and stuffs.
everythin was cool.
thats why smile was on my face most of the time.
not cause im madd you dumb pigg.
with the people i love ard me.
i feel so blessed.
(:
eve.duckk.xuanhui.
they just make my day.
dumb actions.dumb words.
haha.
laiyan (: always there to make me laugh too.
thanks ppl.
nt forgettin the retards and 06s17 and odac.
woohoo.
results wasnt cool thou'
MA - B
PH - D
CH - E
GSC - E
CL - C
GP - U

but am still happy.so happy.
hahaha.

yest was odac outdoor training.
was quite alryt (:
today was the sandsational race.
was alryt too (:
except for the tym spent with gong.!!
hahaha.just miss the time we laughed and joked.
with you,i can just laugh none stopp cann..
woohoo.and also not forgettin my fellow mentors.
love your company too (:
and to my dearest,please take care of your legg.
chaota womann.hahahaha.thanks for the training you gave me.
on tokin to wall.hahaha.thanks.! i love them all.
and to alex.well done.! (:

hahaha.
im so glad i found back the me.!
the real me i guess.
(:

am gonna work harddd.
motherr.!! i wont let you down.
by promos,i'd do you proudd.
trust me.

and yepp.
my parents' friend just passed away.
went to his funeral just now.
was reminded of how he doted on me.
bought my favourite food and stuffs.
and he's lyin in the coffin now.
his face isnt the smiley face i always see.
i'd miss the way we joke and stuffs.
anyww.may he rest in peace.

and yepp.GRANDPA came to my mindd.
i miss him...
the tyms he asked me if i have eaten.
the tyms he toked to me.. bla bla bla..
the mango and durian we shared.
the tyms i pushed him homee and took care of him..
hmmm.but am sure he's fine noww.
no more agony.
we're all livin fine too.
i love you gong.! (:

woohoo.
i woke up late again.
THATS NOT ME MANN.
i was seldom late in the past.!
DAMN.
maybe cause the sch's in CCK now.
thats whyy.
if not i confirm can roll to sch on tym de lorhhs.!!
ARGHH.sorry ppl.!
but thanks also.for setting up the stall.
well well.
selling was fun too. (:
gort back the capital and earned some.!
thats great.! really thanks to those who has helped out damn lots.!!
you know who you people arr.
MY HEARTFELT thanks.! you ppl rockk.
anyw.yes arr.! went out with my darlingg.!

i enjoy your companyy.(:
enjoy your silence too.
im beginnnin to appreciate silence.
thanks ehhs.! i mean it.
as usual.we ATE.
hahaha.
bought our sweets and drinks!
and I SAW FIONA & JINGYI.!!!
wahhh.was lyk so happy larr.!!!!!!!!!
just wrote a testi for fio and then today i saw her.
its lyk so nicee larrr.!!
soooo soooo sooooo happy.!!!!!
hahahaha.im madd bt am raly happy.! (:
sent EVE to the mrt.yes larr.i succeeded.!! (X
and yepp.went home.was damn tiredd.
so POOOM.i just K.O. on the sofa.lay flat.!
and yes la..dinner tymm.
with my family.!! the best tymmm.
just love being with them.over 20 plus ppl went for the dinnerr.
darn cool.
was sittin beside my cuttest nephew.!
had fun fun and fun.!
love my family larrr.TO THE BITS.! (:
hokayys.
am home lerr (:

me and me

woohoo.
YESTERDAY.
had pw meeting.
was LATE.cause i overslept..
paiseh arr.!
then OP coursee.
was quite interestin i guess.
thou i dozed off a few times.
hehs.at the start only i think.
thenn.damn.
called eve and i went !@#$%&$%^&^#$
felt better then.
WAHAH.LOL.thanks for that ehhs.
actually wanted to go home.but its thursday.
mum's gonna be at home doing stuff.!
i think i can go home late.so yep.i did.!
gort that lazy bum out of her hse.
went lot 1 to see if there's any show.NOPE.
thenn to west mall.NOPE.again.
hahaha.so we decided to do our fav stuff.
EAT.
after much thinkin.we finally decided on CLEMENTI.
hahaha.
nice food.and tang yuan hurrr.
alamakk.stuff myself to death with tang yuan.
i still prefer my mum's and grandma's one.BEST la.!
anw.made our way to townn.
by bus (:
we always enjoy supermarket trips i guess.
and that pumpkin's lyk shitt.
arghhh.
and horr.my fone's betterr.!! (:
thanks for yesterday again.!!

thenn.
todayy.
pw againn.
then had maths.
gort back my maths.
wahaha.
i passed and gort a B if im not wrongg.
woahha.
at least a H2 pass lerr.
one more to go.
hahaha
yeppies.then had lunchh.
as i typed.
haha.and surroundin me was the
COME-AND-GO motions of the busy womann.
hahaha.
then OP.
quite nice larr.
i just love my PW groupp.
JOSEPHINE ; SIAO CHA BO
SHI HUI ; THE DAO HUI. DARLING EHH.? HAHA.
JIALING ; LAUGHING BUDDHA
IRIS ; THE REDDISH GIRL.
ME :)
hehes.they rock larrr.workin with them's greatt.!
we'd do better de okayys.?
with the help of mr krishnan girlfriend. *grins
kiddins larrr.!!
woahahahaha.darnn larrr.make me blush lyk shit again larr.

anyw.went to sheng siong with IRIS,TIANBEE,JIEYING.
hehs.it was a nice trip (:
first thingg : PI..investigating on JOSEPHINE YEO.
second : ice-creamm tym.!!
thirdd : to sheng siong..
fourthh : chose chose chosee.!
fifth : dumb mushroom dropped and i shouted '' NOT ME! " dumbbed.
sixth : pay moneyy.!
seven : walk abit then u-turn to pick up boxes.
eight : paced up and down for taxi.
nine : got onto a taxi.!
ten : tok cock with taxi uncle.
eleven : unloaded taxi and loaded lockers.
twelve : sat down decide price.
thirteen : do lil poster and named our boxes.
fourteen : walk out of school.
fifteen : met mr kum and he asked if we wanted a ride.
sixteen : thick-skinned-ly i said yes yes yes.
seventeen : asked mr kum abt his life ,common qns '' eh,you got gf not?''
eighteen : out of his car and separated !
wahahaha.it was an enjoyable trip anyw. (: thanks ppl.

wide awake

woah.its 2.26am now.
and im still wide awake.
esp for my muscles that aches
cause of the sudden pt sessions.
how dumbb.

hmm.thot alot.rmb alot too.
bt only on the memories.
missed many peeps.
esp those in sec schh.
realised how much i missed out.
realised and learnt more abt others.
but most importantly,is the missing part.
raly missed the past.

as i look at myself now.
thinkin back.i achieved what i did.
bt i realised or perhaps i just cant rmb
what did i do to deserve all the achievement.
it seem lyk i did nth muchh.
haha.

my goal.? my aim.? my passion.?
am sure of my passion.''think so''
gortta raly sit down and think.
give me time.?!
time's just slippin away so fast.

that day i promised myself to spend my everyday better.
to the FULLEST.
but have i.? i doubt so.
im just slackin so much.laggin behind so muchh.
i need something.someone.
to wake me up.?!!!! but that person cant be anyone else but me.
only i can wake myself the best.

i raly hope to be able to get myself back up soon soon.
raly soon.

to be the best i can be. (:
slapp yourself and wake up you mad dog
TEO SIEW HUAI.!!

okay la.

hmm.had GSC.
pretty badd.
and guess what.
friday is the start of my doom day.
anyw.had sorta a class dinner and farewell for huize.
(: nice one.
met eve too. (:

felt lost somehow.
but im gonna pick myself up soon.!
jiayou to myself.

found this nice...so yepp.take a look yeah.
Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature
the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and
poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine,
of victims tortured And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.

Bertrand Russell

4 july 06

went movie with my darling.
it was cool.i enjoyed the day too.
esp the part where that dumbass in purple singlet kept askin u things.
(:

anyw.worked slightly abit more todayy.
then went home to clean the house.
then to ps to repair my sister phone.
wah.waited for some 2 dumb hours.
cause some uncle think he owns the world la.
i pity those who served him.
and also myself who waited darn long cause of that ass.
haha.the salesgirl servin me laughed when i made some comments.
it seems lyk we've gt the same thinkin.quite farnie.
anyww.there was another auntie too.
her attitude wahhh.smells lyk poo la.
cant stand ppl of suchh...
anyww.gt out of the dumb place.bt luckily while waitin.
there was mr bean to entertain me.
hehs.went back to GESS.
my second home.
just feel darn comfortable in there..
had a lil soccer session with my dragon'02.!!
woohooo.felt our bond.rmb our past and memories.
simply felt so happy larr.
and yepp.my girls.they had their first trg.
room for improvement yarhh.? jiayous.
you girls can rock it well.! so,come on.!
more to come...

and as for you,i dunno how long you still wanna be angry.
but i just wanna say im not bias.bt if u dont think so.then i think i'd just let it be bahh.
i've nth to feel guilty abt. (:

went back grandma hse.yes.!
cousins are there too.
and my dear lil nephew.just love playin with him.
holdin his lil handd.
woohooo~ treatin him to some of my ice cream w/o tellin his mum.
but too badd.his mother's far too powderful.she found out.!
darnnn.
hahahaha.
anyww.did smth to my bro's wounddd.he's recovering fast.
thats cool. (: and yeps.

last paper tmr.! (:
yes arrrr...

happy day

today (:
good dayy.!
had a nice breakfast/lunch with family.
gort a new mouse for my com.
went home and packed alot alot of cds.!
then to grandma hse.! (: i just love that place.
too bad i cant go there so often lerr.
hmmm.
helped grandma in cooking.! love to see her cook.
and love to EAT what she cook too. (:
and my lil nepheww."poo poo-ed"
lyk a nanny.cleaned his butt and clear his poo.
waahahaha.
kinda rmb how i did the same for my lil bro years ago.!
(: anyww.
had fun there.with the food.with the people.
then am home.
where i treated myself to a huge mango.my fav (:
its grandfather's too.too badd,cant share with him anymore *sobs.
and am here slackin since thenn.

tmr is youth day.! and i'd be out.!
(:

i just realised things wont be the same anymore.
but i think we're better off this way too. (: no worries,no promises.
be who we wanna be.hahaha.thats the me i want too.

post-exam.

woaha.
exams overr.(for most of them)
not for me.
still gt one more paper to go.GSC.!
anyw.already in playin mood since friday.
had lunch with haz.
smuggled kfc into burger queen.that was cool.
had MANGO LINGO.greatt.nice lehhhs.
(: then went back to school for sj day.
congrats ehhs.for marchin so well that day.
and promotions for some of them.
am really happy for my squadmates.!
and also.to see my cadets grow and finally become NCOS.
oh my oh my.its soo fast.
anyw.i raly wish you girls all the best.and im always here yarhhs.
(:
then finally a NC3'05 outing.! i love.we went to look for a shirt suitable.
thenn had dinnerr.talk cock abit.and HOME.!
bt i met EVE.walk walk abit.had cheng tng and ginko nut barley..
haha.talked abit and raly home.
was darn tired mann.watched abit of soccer.wasnt excitin and was darn tired.!
soo i slept..

thenn.todayy.
went sentosa with EVE.
hadd breakfast.and
CABLE CAR.!! woots.it was excitinnn..!
darnn.dont take cable car with eve k.!! WARNING TO ALL.
thenn explored abitt.
golf course.climb stones.catch fishes.
merlion.take photo.
spice garden.drink cold drink.
walk ard.go ferry terminal.
play balloon.! take video.
DISCOVERY of fisherman village.
settle our balloonmen into the houses.
take pictures.fool ardd.
then took the jungle trail.
rch siloso.went to the viewin place for stingray.
thenn took the tram.alighted at palawan.
playground tym.
then 7 eleven. (: eat eat eat.
then sit down.enjoy breeze.
see hairyman.
then take tram.
then take car lift.!! (: (:
took the cable car backk.
took lift c21.!
and then.
AHAR.to the orchard rd.
eat.then i ps her agz.so sorry ar.
anw.i enjoyed myself today.thanks so muchh(:

went hm.play comp.
then go for dinner.
nice nice.bt was kinda tired then.
no mood to tok.
haha.
anw.am gonna slp soon.? haha.
maybe bahhs.

(: cable car 1,58
(: lift C21