Wednesday, January 23, 2008

MOVED: blotted-paper.blogspot.com

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

innocence-avril lavigne

This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
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It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

how to be like andrew tham.

Hmm... English Blog - Help me review first kthx.


The link: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20746682/site/newsweek/page/0/


Sweat your way to bigger brawn? Or brains? While you might think it is only the former, recent studies have shown that exercise does, in fact, help you grow smarter.

A study at Illinois University reported that those who walked for a mere three hours per week for three months had increased their rate of neurogenesis (the process of growing new brain cells). This caused the size of their brains to increase, thereby causing their brain power to be typical of those three years younger. Thus exercise is now doubly important, as it not only helps improve physical fitness; it also helps in enhancing mental power.

Now, if you think that only the elderly need to exercise, then you’re wrong.

Neurotransmitters like dopamine and serotonin are built up as you exercise and these reduce depression, lift moods, and in general help you focus better. They are needed not only by adults, but also help reduce problems with attention-deficit disorder in the youth, leading to efficient learning, which in turn leads to ‘smart kids’.

But why then does society generalize intellectual individuals under the category of ‘unfit’?

The American Heritage Dictionary classifies a nerd as:

1. A foolish, inept or unattractive person.

2. A person who is single-minded or accomplished in scientific or technical pursuits but is felt to be socially inept.

A ‘nerd’, the name given to brainier students in school, is often portrayed by society as physically unfit, being either obese or extremely thin.

Conversely, a ‘jock’ (as popularized by American society), or a person who actively pursues athletic hobbies and is generally seen as ‘more brawn than brains’. The societal perception of ‘nerds’ and ‘jocks’ is not supported by the recent research. So why then do the stereotypes contradict the research?

It is all about noticeable examples. Societal stereotypes are based on and amplified upon when someone who is the epitome of, for example, a nerd, is unfit. In the past few years as a teenager, I have seen many a ‘nerd’ conforming to the societal archetype.

Take Person A. In Secondary 1, he was recognized as an intelligent pupil, and was a computer whiz. He was already slightly obese then. But perhaps because his classmates wanted to find flaws in A, they exploited his one ‘weakness’. His obesity. Through the years as he sunk in depression and gave up all hope of being fit by stuffing himself with food and not even trying to do basic exercises, he strengthened others’ perceptions of ‘nerds’. He had failed without even trying.

But you need not conform to societal expectations. Look at Person B. In Secondary One he was thin and unfit. But he, unlike Person A, managed to gain his muscles. He takes Advanced classes, and is consistently the top few pupils in the level. And he is also fit.

Does that fact that ‘jocks’ excel in sports mean that their lot is cast – that they are doomed to academic failure? I say no. These individuals have the drive to succeed in sports, and it stands to reason that they can also channel this passion into their studies. Should they opt to. It is only a matter of choice.

Nerds need not be unfit, jocks need not be stupid. Exercise is also beneficial to brain power, and ‘stupid jocks’ should not let themselves down by being ‘stupid’. You can be labeled intelligent and muscular simultaneously. So guys – rework your mindsets.

Monday, September 17, 2007

I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired.

RAFFLESIAN SPOTLIGHT WALK-IN AUDITIONS IN TERM 4 WK 2. || SOLO CAT: TUES&THURS || OPEN CAT: WED&FRI


Haha today the uncle who does the odd jobs in school was doing canteen duty when he approached me for not clearing my plate! I was only going to the Popular Cafe to buy some stuff...

BUT on Friday I really forgot... and then Matthias suddenly shouted to me from the opposite end of the canteen, "Eh, Guo Wei, come here!"

Ah. The shame of being caught.


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Anyway, Han Yuan introduced me to a new song during the Sec 1 Camp (yes, I know it was during the June hols). Here are the lyrics...


Unwell by Matchbox Twenty

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be



Well, I was reminded of it when Phoebe put it as her display name >< probably to Mark or something.

"YOU ARE CRAZY AND UNWELL :):):)". Something like that. Bet you Abel will say sth like I'm genetically impaired.

Friday, September 14, 2007

oh noes.

Dammit la.

My parents want me to drop everything and focus on my studies.

All the Director of Interact, Head of Admin in NPCC, prefect, all that bullshit...

What they don't understand is the effort I put in to attain those posts, and the passion that I (might sometimes) feel for these organisations.

Well, I can't just quit liddat so I must try to improve my grades...



--

jiayou

Thursday, September 06, 2007

hectic!!

woo... life's bad.
week 8 wednesday: GOSh lit parody FAIL














zhengyi the judoka in my npcc uniform for my play

Coz we need to parody Romeo and Juliet mah, so we decided to make Romeo gay last-minute. Actually the day before lah. And Paris sissy too. So I, was Paris. And we practised broken-wrist at Yong En's house for quite some time, with lots of help from Zhengyi and YE. And the lines parodied were... abit overboard on the sexual stuff I guess.

Romeo: Well, Juliet, I will lie with thee to-night. Let's see for means: O mischief, thou art swift to enter in the thoughts of desperate men!
...
Thou detestable maw, thou womb of death, gorged with the dearest morsel of the earth, thus I enforce thy rotten jaws to open, and, in despite, I'll cram thee with more food!


This was in fact in the original script by Shakespeare. Then my group made it sound sick. At first he was going to commit suicide then we made it as though he was going to rape her ><

Romeo: And thus I break and enter, and I'll cram thee with moooore.

And Yinrong was literally thrusting his hips forward while saying that last line lah WTH. That wasn't even supposed to happen but nvm. We were actually doing okay at first, until Yinrong screwed up big time lah.

YR [to backstage]: Ey ey what's my line ah?
Backstage: Blah
YR: [snaps finger and points] Oh yeah!!

Weeeellllll I guess that was in the script yeah. And some of us were quite stone while acting I guess... The next day I went to watch the other plays, I was going like: OMG, no wonder I failed lah. Quotables:

Zaki the Juliet [to Junyong the Romeo]: Come up here! (balcony scene)
Junyong: I... I can't.
Zaki: Wait, do you have... problems? You know.... those kind of problems?
LATER
Zaki [falls to ground]: My arm!
Junyong: What? Are you hurt?
Zaki: My... my arm! It turns 360 degrees!

WTH lah but it was damn funny so kudos to them. And Shan Zhi was acting like a total jerk in his play but was really good at it =D Future Head Boy hehe. Okay... so I failed. Big deal. 30% only lah... but I'm feeling damn 自卑.


Week 9 Wednesday Thursday Friday: Interact Installation!

Went home at 11 pm on Thurs and Fri lah. Spent quite awhile preparing for the real thing on Friday... All I can say is, with two very perfectionist teachers-in-charge, you'll have to make it to her satisfaction before you can go home. Especially Ms Tan, she literally interrogates people but I don't think she notices. She'd blast off question after question before the guy even has the chance to finish answering. But I guess both are very nice teachers on the whole lah.















photo montage


Meng Siew's mother provided helium-filled balloons free!! So we released them as a bunch into the night sky. Too bad Zongyi missed it.
Week 10: CCTs! + Teachers' Day + Interact Mentees' Visit
No History yay!
Math: I think I'll get 29/30. I forgot how to get the area of a circle... ha sad case. Plus I knew how to do bonus but didn't finish on time! =( First time I get so high for a Math CCT since Sec 1. I hope.
Physics: All i can say is that I screwed up less than last time and I won't fail.
Yeah so in the midst of preparing for Physics I got ready for the mentees' visit to RI... had to cut up some vanguard sheets and stuff liddat. Then on the day itself (Thurs) I ponned halfway to go for Teachers' Day rehearsal... told Meng that I'd be back but lost track of the time ><
Was doing powerpoint in the AV room with Max and Kieran. So we went through the whole thing one time and through it all Paul and Ms Sim changed their minds so many times we lost track lah haiyo... they made some minor changes again on the actual day itself just an hour before the real thing started lah. Then we went through it a second time... and a third by ourselves I think.
The vids were NICE. I must say Linan and Will and Readon were pro. We watched the second vid near the end during the rehearsal... they hadn't finished it yet... And I found only less than half the Board helping out lah... How come it's always liddat one. Always see the same few people only. Near the end Kieran and Max became temp. radio DJs.
Then Aaron Tiong and I followed Zongyi Theo Yuda Paul Shanzhi to Coffee Bean... and drank coffee. Well they were discussing the exco positions lah so I was feeling a bit awkward - coz all of them were Head Boy nominees and me and Aaron are of course not included lah.
Zongyi kindly brought me and Aaron to Kembangan MRT in his parents' car then we took a taxi. While in there, we heard the finale song lah. Coincidentally Paul had just dedicated it to RI teachers so that he could record.
I reached home at around 12? Stayed on for awhile, showered at 2 and finished the ppt. Then I spent 1 hr waiting and doing nothing... coz Wayne wanted us to stay on just in case =(
The real event was fine. Quite a success actually.
More to come soon.
teachers' day
physics dmp
npcc course

Friday, August 31, 2007

countdown

whoo...

it's 0202 hr.

and we're approximately 0443 hr to escorting teachers in school.

and we've finished the powerpoint presentation. yay.

[edited 2:05 am]

oops srry its 0428.

- your only -


  • guowei
    parkview>sthildas>ri
    class: sec>> 1joker2joker3rocker
    npcc + interact-club + career guidance = ?
    14-03-92 einstein's birthday + pi day!

my wants

1 try out all basic 32 classes in 9dragons(stopped playing)
2 have a sthildas alumni gathering
3 try to keep contact with people
4 gpa 3.7<
5 wheel of time bk 13
6 dun fail math/physics


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