Saturday, May 29--1:10:00 PMY
this song strongly has words i wanna say to u..
xuemin
xuemin
take mi away
Thursday, May 27--9:45:00 PMY
ystd up on a cruise..
hope that u would by my side.
i think i might be happier wit u beside mi..
i am olways question be ppl.
"why u wanna be a single mum"
haix.
i have my pride and so do i have to keep alil of urs.
not marryin is my choice at first.
but end up after dion is out it becomes ur choice.
i am not a gd gf, neither can i be a gd wife.
is that the reaso why u choice to leave mi?
i was thinkin about all the promises we had.
and i rmb that u said u will go a trip wit mi.
but i reject ur offer.
haix.
but is reali over.
i reali hope u are doin well.
sometimes when i am lookin at dion, i was thinkin.
is baby boy too so adorable?
will he too look like u?
or boy will look more like mi!
hahax.
have u ever been thinkin about him?
he is now fine.
at least abit peaceful now.
i have been burnin him sweet and toys.
i will constantly talk to baby boy to make sure he noes i love him.
did u?
i noe u won.
is okie.
u noe it hurts mi when baby boy left us.
why would u choose to be another one to leave mi.
i don longed for u.
but i still miss u..
i cant say. not even to my twin sis.
becos this is my choice.
when u are my world, i live for u.
when loving u, u are still my world.
i reali reali reali wanna go back to how we are thou i noe is so impossible.
jus give mi a small chance to dream in my own world.
dion had her 3rd dose jab today and nurse ask mi to allow her to take hepatitis B tgt.
seeing her cry i can onli keep kissing her.
but our daughter so brave.
she was smiling 15 mins later!
hahax.
nurse said that her height and weight consider abit low compare wit the 6 months chart.
but she is not under height or under weight.
her head circumference is 42cm.
have u notice how big our princess is?
i am so contradicting now..
becos my heart tells mi not to go down to the family court on sat.
is it becos i still love u?
haix.
idk.
hope u are fine:)
xuemin
hope that u would by my side.
i think i might be happier wit u beside mi..
i am olways question be ppl.
"why u wanna be a single mum"
haix.
i have my pride and so do i have to keep alil of urs.
not marryin is my choice at first.
but end up after dion is out it becomes ur choice.
i am not a gd gf, neither can i be a gd wife.
is that the reaso why u choice to leave mi?
i was thinkin about all the promises we had.
and i rmb that u said u will go a trip wit mi.
but i reject ur offer.
haix.
but is reali over.
i reali hope u are doin well.
sometimes when i am lookin at dion, i was thinkin.
is baby boy too so adorable?
will he too look like u?
or boy will look more like mi!
hahax.
have u ever been thinkin about him?
he is now fine.
at least abit peaceful now.
i have been burnin him sweet and toys.
i will constantly talk to baby boy to make sure he noes i love him.
did u?
i noe u won.
is okie.
u noe it hurts mi when baby boy left us.
why would u choose to be another one to leave mi.
i don longed for u.
but i still miss u..
i cant say. not even to my twin sis.
becos this is my choice.
when u are my world, i live for u.
when loving u, u are still my world.
i reali reali reali wanna go back to how we are thou i noe is so impossible.
jus give mi a small chance to dream in my own world.
dion had her 3rd dose jab today and nurse ask mi to allow her to take hepatitis B tgt.
seeing her cry i can onli keep kissing her.
but our daughter so brave.
she was smiling 15 mins later!
hahax.
nurse said that her height and weight consider abit low compare wit the 6 months chart.
but she is not under height or under weight.
her head circumference is 42cm.
have u notice how big our princess is?
i am so contradicting now..
becos my heart tells mi not to go down to the family court on sat.
is it becos i still love u?
haix.
idk.
hope u are fine:)
xuemin
take mi away
Tuesday, May 25--4:31:00 PMY
i donnoe why i have the mood to blog in here again!
haix.
this few days.
i kinda miss u alot.
how are u?
are u happi now?
did u find someone else who do a better job as ur gf ?
did u rmb u mus regularly dig ur ears?
or u still don allow others to do it for u?
do u rmb to eat every day regularly?
when u are up in my hse did u talk to dion more?
did u smile more without mi by urside?
did u enjoy ur freedom?
how is ur relationship wit ur parents, better or still the same?
did u rmb to slp wit blanket on, or still like before love kickin away the blanket.
did u rmb to heal my advice to on lights to slp?
becos u have abit of nite blindness.
did u drink alot more water and bring water out to work?
idk why.
is all jus about u.
is reali kinda killing mi.
but i noe, we should have a fullstop here.
i can onli blog out when i noe u won even bother to see this blog.
all about u, and i am goin insane.
i guess nth gonna cure mi.
if u gave mi a choice again. i will wait for u to be ready.
if u give mi a chance, i will tolerate every sufferin jus not to make u feel in such a difficult position again.
i will try my best to give in whenever i can to ur parents and u.
i will be willing to wait for u to enjoy outside wit ur frenx jus to hug u to slp.
but i lost u.
if i could jus hold my temper.
if i am not so stubborn.
this is what i am thinkin this few days.
thing change so much.
but one thing nv change is i love u.
but sry.
reali veri sry.
even thou i love u.
but becos i am selfish.
i don wanna lose or share dion like this wit u.
i wanna do an end to it.
i noe i am a bitch.
i noe u wanted to scold mi.
i noe u wanted to slap mi so much from keep wanting to take dion away.
but i am veri serious now.
i am gonna do it.
goin down to family court this comin sat.
to do thing that i should do.
and i noe, this will make our relationship even worst.
and i noe, is a forever gdbye.
i still will do it.
becos i onli have dion.
i am so scare to lose her.
i am so fuckin scare i will lose her like i lost baby boy and u.
i am so so scare that i will be alone.
so i am reali sorry.
u didnt manage to secure mi when u say u all don intend to take dion away from mi.
u didnt manage to gain back my trust for u.
i donnoe why u wanna hunt mi.
i donnoe why u don wanna move out from my heart!
i reali reali love u alot.
but nv can i say to u.
i pretended i am brave, i pretended that i am strong jus lovin u like this.
but missing u reali kills mi alot.
how long more, how long more to go then the wound doesnt hurt more.
how long more to go when i can forget u.
all i wanna is to be able to see u again.
even from a ur back when u won even noe i am there.
i jus wanna see ur smile even the one u smiling too wasnt to mi.
i smell ur perfume and i miss u.
i see the time stuck at 11.11 i miss u.
i see dion i miss u!
i see my room i miss u.
i see ur pic i miss u.
i see everything we do and went before i miss u.
tell mi how will u willing to move out from my heart.
i don wanna cry. but tears roll down jus like that.
and i will scold myself.
becos i have to be even stronger.
thinkin of how happi we are.
thinkin of how well u were to mi.
thinkin of how u give mi temper jus becos u care.
why are u torturing mi.
why are u hurting mi still.
time pass and is nearly 2 months since we met or i hear ur voice.
is onli 2 fuckin months.
and i have yrs to go!
can u jus make mi hate u alot.
can u jus don torture mi animore.
i noe thing is so different.
okie.
i shouldnt have post out this post.
but that is the onli thing i can do.
to tell u i miss u.
u wouldnt noe aniway.
pls take gdcare okie.
aniway.
realireali feel bad in wanting to end thing up this way.
but is reali best for us right now.
becos we are not be able to be back to how we are before.
xuemin
haix.
this few days.
i kinda miss u alot.
how are u?
are u happi now?
did u find someone else who do a better job as ur gf ?
did u rmb u mus regularly dig ur ears?
or u still don allow others to do it for u?
do u rmb to eat every day regularly?
when u are up in my hse did u talk to dion more?
did u smile more without mi by urside?
did u enjoy ur freedom?
how is ur relationship wit ur parents, better or still the same?
did u rmb to slp wit blanket on, or still like before love kickin away the blanket.
did u rmb to heal my advice to on lights to slp?
becos u have abit of nite blindness.
did u drink alot more water and bring water out to work?
idk why.
is all jus about u.
is reali kinda killing mi.
but i noe, we should have a fullstop here.
i can onli blog out when i noe u won even bother to see this blog.
all about u, and i am goin insane.
i guess nth gonna cure mi.
if u gave mi a choice again. i will wait for u to be ready.
if u give mi a chance, i will tolerate every sufferin jus not to make u feel in such a difficult position again.
i will try my best to give in whenever i can to ur parents and u.
i will be willing to wait for u to enjoy outside wit ur frenx jus to hug u to slp.
but i lost u.
if i could jus hold my temper.
if i am not so stubborn.
this is what i am thinkin this few days.
thing change so much.
but one thing nv change is i love u.
but sry.
reali veri sry.
even thou i love u.
but becos i am selfish.
i don wanna lose or share dion like this wit u.
i wanna do an end to it.
i noe i am a bitch.
i noe u wanted to scold mi.
i noe u wanted to slap mi so much from keep wanting to take dion away.
but i am veri serious now.
i am gonna do it.
goin down to family court this comin sat.
to do thing that i should do.
and i noe, this will make our relationship even worst.
and i noe, is a forever gdbye.
i still will do it.
becos i onli have dion.
i am so scare to lose her.
i am so fuckin scare i will lose her like i lost baby boy and u.
i am so so scare that i will be alone.
so i am reali sorry.
u didnt manage to secure mi when u say u all don intend to take dion away from mi.
u didnt manage to gain back my trust for u.
i donnoe why u wanna hunt mi.
i donnoe why u don wanna move out from my heart!
i reali reali love u alot.
but nv can i say to u.
i pretended i am brave, i pretended that i am strong jus lovin u like this.
but missing u reali kills mi alot.
how long more, how long more to go then the wound doesnt hurt more.
how long more to go when i can forget u.
all i wanna is to be able to see u again.
even from a ur back when u won even noe i am there.
i jus wanna see ur smile even the one u smiling too wasnt to mi.
i smell ur perfume and i miss u.
i see the time stuck at 11.11 i miss u.
i see dion i miss u!
i see my room i miss u.
i see ur pic i miss u.
i see everything we do and went before i miss u.
tell mi how will u willing to move out from my heart.
i don wanna cry. but tears roll down jus like that.
and i will scold myself.
becos i have to be even stronger.
thinkin of how happi we are.
thinkin of how well u were to mi.
thinkin of how u give mi temper jus becos u care.
why are u torturing mi.
why are u hurting mi still.
time pass and is nearly 2 months since we met or i hear ur voice.
is onli 2 fuckin months.
and i have yrs to go!
can u jus make mi hate u alot.
can u jus don torture mi animore.
i noe thing is so different.
okie.
i shouldnt have post out this post.
but that is the onli thing i can do.
to tell u i miss u.
u wouldnt noe aniway.
pls take gdcare okie.
aniway.
realireali feel bad in wanting to end thing up this way.
but is reali best for us right now.
becos we are not be able to be back to how we are before.
xuemin
take mi away
Wednesday, May 19--12:02:00 PMY
is time i let go of u ler.
since 08th dec 2008.
i reali wanna let u go now.
i said i hate u.
but i noe, i love u so much.
to mi is no longer important.
even if the one beside u wasnt mi, no longer matters to mi.
all i wanted is u to be happi.
i said i hate u, i don wanna see u.
is becos i am scare. seeing u i might not be able to give up.
leadin our own life now.
seems so tough wit dion around.
she look exactly like u.
when i misses u, i jus have to look at her.
my onli confession to u and the onli lies to my bf.
is i still love u.
but i reali on my way to give up on u.
thx for givin mi such a wonderful baby, i nv had a chance to tell u.
reali thx for everything since the past.
when i put the love in the consideration of u, there is nv hate in mi for u.
lets put everything aside ler.
u led ur life and i led mine.
there will be a chance whereby u will see text or calls from mi animore. i am forgetting everything about u.
wait a few months more. dion won be inbetween us ler.
the next stan of mine and the last will be meeting u up to court.
to fight for her legal sole custody.
i promise to take gd care of her. becos i love her more then u do.
the chances of mi havin her legal sole custody is 95% regardless of mentally or physically.
i noe u will hate mi damn fuckin much for doin this.
but trust mi.
since u love ur life, i am letting u go free away from all burden.
and this will do us gd to have a clean break.
if dion don rmb u. i swear i won tell her about u.
if u were to win the 5%.
i will let go of her too.
i won bother u all.
and i won come and disturb u all.
i am sorry. i will do this. but this is the last thing i were to come up wit to interrupt ur life.
let wait a few months more ba:)
take gd care.
xuemin
since 08th dec 2008.
i reali wanna let u go now.
i said i hate u.
but i noe, i love u so much.
to mi is no longer important.
even if the one beside u wasnt mi, no longer matters to mi.
all i wanted is u to be happi.
i said i hate u, i don wanna see u.
is becos i am scare. seeing u i might not be able to give up.
leadin our own life now.
seems so tough wit dion around.
she look exactly like u.
when i misses u, i jus have to look at her.
my onli confession to u and the onli lies to my bf.
is i still love u.
but i reali on my way to give up on u.
thx for givin mi such a wonderful baby, i nv had a chance to tell u.
reali thx for everything since the past.
when i put the love in the consideration of u, there is nv hate in mi for u.
lets put everything aside ler.
u led ur life and i led mine.
there will be a chance whereby u will see text or calls from mi animore. i am forgetting everything about u.
wait a few months more. dion won be inbetween us ler.
the next stan of mine and the last will be meeting u up to court.
to fight for her legal sole custody.
i promise to take gd care of her. becos i love her more then u do.
the chances of mi havin her legal sole custody is 95% regardless of mentally or physically.
i noe u will hate mi damn fuckin much for doin this.
but trust mi.
since u love ur life, i am letting u go free away from all burden.
and this will do us gd to have a clean break.
if dion don rmb u. i swear i won tell her about u.
if u were to win the 5%.
i will let go of her too.
i won bother u all.
and i won come and disturb u all.
i am sorry. i will do this. but this is the last thing i were to come up wit to interrupt ur life.
let wait a few months more ba:)
take gd care.
xuemin
take mi away
Monday, September 28--9:56:00 AMY
Tuesday, July 28--4:04:00 AMY
Monday, July 27--12:26:00 AMY
our loves
starts-081208
end
now and forever
pls do take of the necklack.
i miss u alot
love u=)
xuemin
take mi away
Sunday, July 26--10:35:00 PMY
the very first post in my blog is started becos of my baby daddy.
when we was tgt, honeymoon period till when we both stop workin, and when we discover that i am pregnant, unhappi agurement and broke up.
and till now.
is to put an end to this blog lerx.
i don wanna mention anithing else except baby daddy.
in a particular day in nov 2008.
thx to iko and wj i met baby daddy.
that veri first time i saw him.
he was wearin a white blouse and a black skinny jeans wit a pointed tip shoe.
that time he is not that attractive for mi to be impress thou he wore smartly.
but i was still sad over a broken relationship wit a guy that was actualli 11 yrs older then mi, and was a married guy till he divorce wit his wife and finally being tgt wit mi.
we had our veri first meal in pizza hut in cwp.
and went to civic centre for party world.
all i could rmb was he was usin his phone all while.
sitting rite opposite mi and singin alot of jay songs.
of course our first duet song was, 传说。
we didnt talk much that nite but till when we was both left alone cos wj and iko jus gotto walk back to iko hse which is jus across the road.
i actualli wanted to take bus home myself.
but he insist on sendin mi home cos is abit late lerx.
he sended mi to my lift and left home.
although we don have each other contact number, but we manage to have met the second time.
which is planned.
i don realli noe it at first but thx to wj for tellin mi this secret.
baby daddy wanna ask them to meet mi out somewhere=)
lolx.
then they actualli planned to head to mustufa and baby daddy that time was a gambler of soccer!
and he was late cos he was watchin soccer!
but ended up we went to bishun for prawnin.
i didnt reali noe how to prawn cos my "first time"
hahax.
be say he will teach mi. but ended up was watchin soccer!
heard from his frenx that he was abit unhappi cos i was happi chattin wit kl!
but i did go up to him okie!
cos i pass him a can of coke.
daddy rmb ma?
lolx.
and that is when he started to walk back to our groups and join in.
maybe cos soccer over ler ba.
but i was reali happi on that day cos i rmb i was the onli one who manage to prawn alot of prawns.
lolx.
they was all sayin that the prawns are all males.
lolx.
but all the way till 4 or 5am.
and can see that daddy is reali tired.
on that day, the one drivin wasnt him la.
so okie lor.
but same thing, he sended mi back under my blk to my lift.
sweet horx=)
of course, we still no have each other number.
but on that day i was attracted by him lerx.
cos his smile. i seriously in love wit guys wit very deep dimples.
and he has it.
and on the 7th of dec 2008!
hahax.
i was off on that day and was damn borin.
asked iko and wj out.
but at first was busy findin frenx to acc mi.
cos for movie olso not alone wit a couple ba.
but end up iko asked mi not to find.
she say ask junde can lerx.
that was the first time i had his number.
but i didnt contact him first la.
cos i rmb wentin cwp courts wit mum to get my lappi, my itouch, queend size bed for my parent, new washin machine and a innov8=)
we was abit rushin time, but he was gd to come down cwp to pick mi up=)
at first in the car we was both quite quiet ba.
but manage to talk about his family and my family stuff.
hahax.
and i guess that is when we become closer ba=)
we watched "the bolt"
and was enjoyable.
and before the movie wj and him was actualli playin wit the machine to pick up soft toys.
lolx.
cute lorx.
is around 1 plus after we finish watchin.
and we headed to upper seletar there de HANS to eat ba.
hahax.
then same thing.
he sended mi home=)
and under my blk.
when i reach home i send him an sms sayin thx for sendin mi back.
and is where our smses start.
i think we chatted till 2am plus and was rainin.
hahx.
he was still watchin his soccer!
and cos i still don wanna go to bed.
he was quite worri that i might not slp.
so came to pick mi up to his hse.
hahax.
but ehx!
we didnt do anithing okie!
hahax.
he let mi have his bed all by myself.
and his boster.
but he jus have his precious blanket!
hahx.
he slept at his bed chair.
but all the way till 8 am plus.
i think he was awake lerx.
when i open my eyes.
he was switchin on his mum lappi.
lolx.
and i was still lyi on his bed watchin him.
didnt talk much till we watched hot shot tgt.
hahax.
but realise that we could agure alot worx.
all the way till 12 pm plus.
i guess both was tired again.
and headed to bed to slp.
and this time round he was slpin beside mi.
did nth too but i reali do like lookin at him since then.
daddy, did i tell u this?
think no ba.
hahax.
we woke up around 2 plus and was lyin on bed side by side chatin about our relationship=)
and watch tv.
okie. that is the part.
ended up holdin hands ler=)
i didnt reali feel that we were tgt ba.
hahax.
but after we went to eat around 5pm.
he send mi home.
i was sittin infront of my com, not thinkin about him.
but my ex bf.
omg!
daddy! don scold mi horx.
but he was the one sendin mi sms when he reaches home.
ask mi why i didnt sms him.
hahax.
and is then i noe. we were tgt.
and on the 10th was the first day he met my mum, on the 9th is the first day i saw his sis.
cos went his hse eat his sis curry chicken.
lolx!
see! my memorise gd horx.
hahax.
and for the 1st month, second month, and third months was all honeymoon period.
i stayed at his hse more.
i guess 3 or 4 times a week to 6 days aweek till everyday a week.
lolx.
but of course.
he pick mi up from sembawang mrt station after my work and head back my hse for dinner everynite.
sweet horx.
everybody veri envy worx.
and problems started to come when one day he gave mi attitude and say i tied him by myside.
if i am not wrong, aweek before my bday.
but i finally left his side and went back home stay to repaint my room.
and that time both of us are not workin ler=)
hahax.
and i was quite sick that time.
cos is the period when i'm pregnant but didnt noe=)
lolx.
and my bday came.
had a fun nite in hilltop.
babii was the one footin the bill.
so nice thou we was not workin.
and he was drunk on that nite worx!
hahax.
and then afew days later we had a big quarrel again till i wanted to break up wit him.
i think this was the sec big fights we have.
the first was when i went back my hse to stay myself
and he didnt reali care much about mi.
went up to his hse and wanted to collect my stuff back.
and is the first time i saw his tears.
and gave him a big hug thou.
end up okie lerx lorx.
hahax.
he gave mi a promise that he wanted mi to be his forever that nite and i guess is the time where i am suppose to have my da yi ma! hahax.
not yet la.
and i guess is that nite that our baby is created ba.
hahax.
cos of his promise. i foolishly agreed.
and is not his forever, is mine forever ruin.
we didnt reali have agurement at first when he noes i am pregnant.
was still so sweet to mi and infact he came to my hse to stay wit mi insted of i goin over.
i love him alot.
and agurement starts where i wanted to tell his parent about baby.
cos what i was thinkin was, even if i wanna go for an abortion, his parent have the right to noe their grand children was here by our side before.
since that nite.
i lost him.
not completely.
but mostly.
he lied to mi alot after that.
till now i still didnt wanna mention it to him that i knew it lerx.
made mi wait at his hse for him till nite and come home to put mi in the cold corners.
but i have decided to end our relationship on 20 may 2009.
i stayed at his hse for 3 days till 20th.
and we stopped contactin lerx.
for more then a month.
and is onli once we met outside a yishun safra.
but totally like strangers.
i lied to him then about abortion.
but onli he didnt noe the turth of i wanna to have this baby alone.
his parent helped mi alot too.
and he was totally in his own world.
when i have to eat all sort of medicine.
and even protected him from being scolded by his and my parents.
cos afterall i did tell them, i wanted this baby all by myself.
his mum wanted mi to let him noe the truth and i did.
and slowly our relationship was back to now.
baby becomes our common topics.
he did thx mi for not hatin him.
and apologise alot for what he has done to mi.
i don mind cos i understand he jus cant accept everything in within a few months.
everything happen so fast.
but i swear that my love for him till now wasnt about baby.
i jus love him so much.
a few post earlier.
i have mention i wanna put an end to everything.
and yes, after today i stepped out of his hse.
thou i cried when i hug him jus now in the afternoon.
and i let him talk to baby princess.
smilin and playin wit him.
i actualli wanna tell him i love him.
but afterall i am aware that i am only a toy to him.
no matter how u were to treat mi.
i still love u no matter what.
is so difficult.
so difficult even to think i am soon gonna leave u like strangers.
baby is never our onli topic.
but is the main topic that agurement recently we had.
daddy, i love u.
we both knew that we couldnt be back to what we are before lerx.
but thx for stayin by myside thou.
i noe u didnt wan mi to stay by myside alone so far from home.
but is some where i feel that i could forget u easier.
i will miss u alot.
miss ur smell, miss huggin u.
miss ur smile.
miss u every single thing.
but i am sorry, this time i give up lerx.
this is the end of my blog lerx.
it started off wit u and i will end it wit u too.
thou i couldnt bear.
but is the best way to let us both free from this lock.
today i wanna use the key that onli u have to open up my heart lock.
to let u free out from now on.
thou our promise for 100 yrs,
i needa learn from now on to live without u.
when baby is out baby will still spend time wit u.
but not mi animore.
the happiest part of my life is when i have u by myside.
the best gift i ever receive is u and baby.
daddy, i reali don like to say but gd bye.
so actualli i am movin to bryan apartment in pasir ris on tuesday.
and tml prince will be helpin to move my stuff over to unpack for mi lerx.
i am goin out lerx.
to prince pub.
i noe i will meet sam.
is time i should face him ler ba.
derrick goin back london tml.
and i will be all alone from tuesday on.
frenx meetin mi is abit difficult.
but prince is is willing to be my driver!
hahax.
5 room flat, and i alone.
hahax.
bryan mum say she will ask her maid to go up to help mi do washin every 2 days.
so nice of her.
hao ba.
i may create another new blog soon.
but onli to closer frenx.
let u all noe ba=)
ilu daddy, pls takkaire lots.
baby love u too=)
xuemin
when we was tgt, honeymoon period till when we both stop workin, and when we discover that i am pregnant, unhappi agurement and broke up.
and till now.
is to put an end to this blog lerx.
i don wanna mention anithing else except baby daddy.
in a particular day in nov 2008.
thx to iko and wj i met baby daddy.
that veri first time i saw him.
he was wearin a white blouse and a black skinny jeans wit a pointed tip shoe.
that time he is not that attractive for mi to be impress thou he wore smartly.
but i was still sad over a broken relationship wit a guy that was actualli 11 yrs older then mi, and was a married guy till he divorce wit his wife and finally being tgt wit mi.
we had our veri first meal in pizza hut in cwp.
and went to civic centre for party world.
all i could rmb was he was usin his phone all while.
sitting rite opposite mi and singin alot of jay songs.
of course our first duet song was, 传说。
we didnt talk much that nite but till when we was both left alone cos wj and iko jus gotto walk back to iko hse which is jus across the road.
i actualli wanted to take bus home myself.
but he insist on sendin mi home cos is abit late lerx.
he sended mi to my lift and left home.
although we don have each other contact number, but we manage to have met the second time.
which is planned.
i don realli noe it at first but thx to wj for tellin mi this secret.
baby daddy wanna ask them to meet mi out somewhere=)
lolx.
then they actualli planned to head to mustufa and baby daddy that time was a gambler of soccer!
and he was late cos he was watchin soccer!
but ended up we went to bishun for prawnin.
i didnt reali noe how to prawn cos my "first time"
hahax.
be say he will teach mi. but ended up was watchin soccer!
heard from his frenx that he was abit unhappi cos i was happi chattin wit kl!
but i did go up to him okie!
cos i pass him a can of coke.
daddy rmb ma?
lolx.
and that is when he started to walk back to our groups and join in.
maybe cos soccer over ler ba.
but i was reali happi on that day cos i rmb i was the onli one who manage to prawn alot of prawns.
lolx.
they was all sayin that the prawns are all males.
lolx.
but all the way till 4 or 5am.
and can see that daddy is reali tired.
on that day, the one drivin wasnt him la.
so okie lor.
but same thing, he sended mi back under my blk to my lift.
sweet horx=)
of course, we still no have each other number.
but on that day i was attracted by him lerx.
cos his smile. i seriously in love wit guys wit very deep dimples.
and he has it.
and on the 7th of dec 2008!
hahax.
i was off on that day and was damn borin.
asked iko and wj out.
but at first was busy findin frenx to acc mi.
cos for movie olso not alone wit a couple ba.
but end up iko asked mi not to find.
she say ask junde can lerx.
that was the first time i had his number.
but i didnt contact him first la.
cos i rmb wentin cwp courts wit mum to get my lappi, my itouch, queend size bed for my parent, new washin machine and a innov8=)
we was abit rushin time, but he was gd to come down cwp to pick mi up=)
at first in the car we was both quite quiet ba.
but manage to talk about his family and my family stuff.
hahax.
and i guess that is when we become closer ba=)
we watched "the bolt"
and was enjoyable.
and before the movie wj and him was actualli playin wit the machine to pick up soft toys.
lolx.
cute lorx.
is around 1 plus after we finish watchin.
and we headed to upper seletar there de HANS to eat ba.
hahax.
then same thing.
he sended mi home=)
and under my blk.
when i reach home i send him an sms sayin thx for sendin mi back.
and is where our smses start.
i think we chatted till 2am plus and was rainin.
hahx.
he was still watchin his soccer!
and cos i still don wanna go to bed.
he was quite worri that i might not slp.
so came to pick mi up to his hse.
hahax.
but ehx!
we didnt do anithing okie!
hahax.
he let mi have his bed all by myself.
and his boster.
but he jus have his precious blanket!
hahx.
he slept at his bed chair.
but all the way till 8 am plus.
i think he was awake lerx.
when i open my eyes.
he was switchin on his mum lappi.
lolx.
and i was still lyi on his bed watchin him.
didnt talk much till we watched hot shot tgt.
hahax.
but realise that we could agure alot worx.
all the way till 12 pm plus.
i guess both was tired again.
and headed to bed to slp.
and this time round he was slpin beside mi.
did nth too but i reali do like lookin at him since then.
daddy, did i tell u this?
think no ba.
hahax.
we woke up around 2 plus and was lyin on bed side by side chatin about our relationship=)
and watch tv.
okie. that is the part.
ended up holdin hands ler=)
i didnt reali feel that we were tgt ba.
hahax.
but after we went to eat around 5pm.
he send mi home.
i was sittin infront of my com, not thinkin about him.
but my ex bf.
omg!
daddy! don scold mi horx.
but he was the one sendin mi sms when he reaches home.
ask mi why i didnt sms him.
hahax.
and is then i noe. we were tgt.
and on the 10th was the first day he met my mum, on the 9th is the first day i saw his sis.
cos went his hse eat his sis curry chicken.
lolx!
see! my memorise gd horx.
hahax.
and for the 1st month, second month, and third months was all honeymoon period.
i stayed at his hse more.
i guess 3 or 4 times a week to 6 days aweek till everyday a week.
lolx.
but of course.
he pick mi up from sembawang mrt station after my work and head back my hse for dinner everynite.
sweet horx.
everybody veri envy worx.
and problems started to come when one day he gave mi attitude and say i tied him by myside.
if i am not wrong, aweek before my bday.
but i finally left his side and went back home stay to repaint my room.
and that time both of us are not workin ler=)
hahax.
and i was quite sick that time.
cos is the period when i'm pregnant but didnt noe=)
lolx.
and my bday came.
had a fun nite in hilltop.
babii was the one footin the bill.
so nice thou we was not workin.
and he was drunk on that nite worx!
hahax.
and then afew days later we had a big quarrel again till i wanted to break up wit him.
i think this was the sec big fights we have.
the first was when i went back my hse to stay myself
and he didnt reali care much about mi.
went up to his hse and wanted to collect my stuff back.
and is the first time i saw his tears.
and gave him a big hug thou.
end up okie lerx lorx.
hahax.
he gave mi a promise that he wanted mi to be his forever that nite and i guess is the time where i am suppose to have my da yi ma! hahax.
not yet la.
and i guess is that nite that our baby is created ba.
hahax.
cos of his promise. i foolishly agreed.
and is not his forever, is mine forever ruin.
we didnt reali have agurement at first when he noes i am pregnant.
was still so sweet to mi and infact he came to my hse to stay wit mi insted of i goin over.
i love him alot.
and agurement starts where i wanted to tell his parent about baby.
cos what i was thinkin was, even if i wanna go for an abortion, his parent have the right to noe their grand children was here by our side before.
since that nite.
i lost him.
not completely.
but mostly.
he lied to mi alot after that.
till now i still didnt wanna mention it to him that i knew it lerx.
made mi wait at his hse for him till nite and come home to put mi in the cold corners.
but i have decided to end our relationship on 20 may 2009.
i stayed at his hse for 3 days till 20th.
and we stopped contactin lerx.
for more then a month.
and is onli once we met outside a yishun safra.
but totally like strangers.
i lied to him then about abortion.
but onli he didnt noe the turth of i wanna to have this baby alone.
his parent helped mi alot too.
and he was totally in his own world.
when i have to eat all sort of medicine.
and even protected him from being scolded by his and my parents.
cos afterall i did tell them, i wanted this baby all by myself.
his mum wanted mi to let him noe the truth and i did.
and slowly our relationship was back to now.
baby becomes our common topics.
he did thx mi for not hatin him.
and apologise alot for what he has done to mi.
i don mind cos i understand he jus cant accept everything in within a few months.
everything happen so fast.
but i swear that my love for him till now wasnt about baby.
i jus love him so much.
a few post earlier.
i have mention i wanna put an end to everything.
and yes, after today i stepped out of his hse.
thou i cried when i hug him jus now in the afternoon.
and i let him talk to baby princess.
smilin and playin wit him.
i actualli wanna tell him i love him.
but afterall i am aware that i am only a toy to him.
no matter how u were to treat mi.
i still love u no matter what.
is so difficult.
so difficult even to think i am soon gonna leave u like strangers.
baby is never our onli topic.
but is the main topic that agurement recently we had.
daddy, i love u.
we both knew that we couldnt be back to what we are before lerx.
but thx for stayin by myside thou.
i noe u didnt wan mi to stay by myside alone so far from home.
but is some where i feel that i could forget u easier.
i will miss u alot.
miss ur smell, miss huggin u.
miss ur smile.
miss u every single thing.
but i am sorry, this time i give up lerx.
this is the end of my blog lerx.
it started off wit u and i will end it wit u too.
thou i couldnt bear.
but is the best way to let us both free from this lock.
today i wanna use the key that onli u have to open up my heart lock.
to let u free out from now on.
thou our promise for 100 yrs,
i needa learn from now on to live without u.
when baby is out baby will still spend time wit u.
but not mi animore.
the happiest part of my life is when i have u by myside.
the best gift i ever receive is u and baby.
daddy, i reali don like to say but gd bye.
so actualli i am movin to bryan apartment in pasir ris on tuesday.
and tml prince will be helpin to move my stuff over to unpack for mi lerx.
i am goin out lerx.
to prince pub.
i noe i will meet sam.
is time i should face him ler ba.
derrick goin back london tml.
and i will be all alone from tuesday on.
frenx meetin mi is abit difficult.
but prince is is willing to be my driver!
hahax.
5 room flat, and i alone.
hahax.
bryan mum say she will ask her maid to go up to help mi do washin every 2 days.
so nice of her.
hao ba.
i may create another new blog soon.
but onli to closer frenx.
let u all noe ba=)
ilu daddy, pls takkaire lots.
baby love u too=)
xuemin
take mi away
Saturday, July 25--10:21:00 PMY
ystd didnt blog. too lazy ler ba=)
hmmm.
nowadays alot of ppl stop bloggin!
jiahui, ivy, iko, pam.
i am a regular of their blog!
hahax.
luckily apple did not stop.
if not i stay at baby daddy hse very borin eh.
online nth for mi to do lerx.
ystd afternoon went to see baby again.
derrick sended mi there=)
and he acc mi in to see baby olso.
to do the spine scannin.
and BABY'S SO CUTE!
can u all imagine, my baby girl is in the position of back facin upwards.
hahax.
and i realise, everytime i go for a scannin.
EVERY doc will give out the sound, tsk!
hahax.
cos baby norti, didnt wanna let the doc scan her.
till now actualli the doc says, is mostly a baby girl.
and i was like "wth, if i start buyin my baby girl things and next month u were to tell mi is a baby boy, what am i goin to do wit my baby girl stuff?"
but of course la.
i ask doc in a polite manner.
but her reply is still "mostly is a baby girl"
okie la.
cant blame them=)
cos my baby norti.
lolx.
i olways will laugh when i hear the docs "tsk....tsk........tsk...., ur baby don wanna let us scan her (whatever)..tsk..."
lolx!
but what a cute baby i have.
hahax.
see who dare to marry her next time!
hahax.
jus like mi so "don care about ppl, i happi can ler"
hahax.
but is not a gd thing either.
which make mi headache about teachin her thing about life.
hahax.
no choice la.
hahax.
derrick was too laughin quietly when he sees baby so norti.
hahax.
but ystd was gd cos, once i go into the room baby is alreadi in that position to let doc scan her spine.
which means i don have to turn around to waitfor her to flip.
or go out walk walk and come back sec time for the scan again.
derrick then receive a call from his daddy and needed him back office to do something.
so i went down to far east to meet apple and braden.
to eat and headed to raffles to collect a small pillow that braden wanted to give to their unborn baby(customise wit baby name on it)
so cute! and we went to city hall to repair apple laptop.
and then i was tired lerx.
went back to daddy hse=)
i didnt had my dinner la, but daddy mum was so gd to packet for mi=)
and i was veiwing about baby girl names lerx.
and when daddy is back, we were both discussin about baby name.
and HE ONLI LIKE MERIS!
he stubborn la!
hahax.
but i reali reali prefer chole.
hahax.
thou i like chole, but still went to view all sort of names from A-K (the rest i will view them after i finish bloggin)
but afterall i saw, daddy onli like meris.
and he was usin his own desktop to see those names too but ended up playin games after 20 mins!
nvm la.
no different.
cos no matter how many names he look through he still wanted meris.
after veiwing to K, i was abit tired lerx.
then went to rest ler.
till today mornin, woke up at the same time wit daddy
cos i needa go to the uncle place to do my leg massage!
derrick pick mi up to acc mi go=)
and was happi to hear him say that my health did improve abit since last saturday=)
then mi and him went for breakfast.
then he send mi back to baby daddy hse lerx.
then eat 2 pieces of small donuts again.
hahax.
then went up to slp ler.
till 1 plus, went downstair to eat.
was chattin wit daddy's family.
daddy sis say the name meris sounds like malays or what so ever name.
hahax.
no nice.
hahax.
so gave suggestion about having a jap name behind the christian name.
i find it insterestin thou=)
hahax.
around 2.30pm i went up rest again.
and slept all the way till 4 plus when daddy mum asked mi over the phone wherede i wanna acc her to cwp to walk walk.
we did went to see baby stuff, some clothes, and bought pans that she wanted long ago.
hahax.
and went to eat, and cold storeage to shop for some gorceries.
then headed back home around 8pm.
went up bath and down again to acc her, and guide her how to use the new iron cum steamer that she bought.
but she has a steamer and a iron seperately at home.
lolx.
till daddy home, and here i am bloggin!
hahax.
hmmm.
ystd nite didnt slept well.
cos weather damn hot! and daddy slept the whole pilllow all by himself.
and i was like so poor thing slpin at the small pillow he put it at my side.
and this mornin he was "so nice" to ask mi.
"why u slp at the small pillow"
lolx!
who pushes mi out of the pillow de worx.
lolx.
hahax.
okie la.
i goin view some more baby name lerx.
donnoe what is wrong wit baby daddy today.
attitude out again.
but don care la.
not my problem.
hahax.
nite everybodi=)
xuemin
hmmm.
nowadays alot of ppl stop bloggin!
jiahui, ivy, iko, pam.
i am a regular of their blog!
hahax.
luckily apple did not stop.
if not i stay at baby daddy hse very borin eh.
online nth for mi to do lerx.
ystd afternoon went to see baby again.
derrick sended mi there=)
and he acc mi in to see baby olso.
to do the spine scannin.
and BABY'S SO CUTE!
can u all imagine, my baby girl is in the position of back facin upwards.
hahax.
and i realise, everytime i go for a scannin.
EVERY doc will give out the sound, tsk!
hahax.
cos baby norti, didnt wanna let the doc scan her.
till now actualli the doc says, is mostly a baby girl.
and i was like "wth, if i start buyin my baby girl things and next month u were to tell mi is a baby boy, what am i goin to do wit my baby girl stuff?"
but of course la.
i ask doc in a polite manner.
but her reply is still "mostly is a baby girl"
okie la.
cant blame them=)
cos my baby norti.
lolx.
i olways will laugh when i hear the docs "tsk....tsk........tsk...., ur baby don wanna let us scan her (whatever)..tsk..."
lolx!
but what a cute baby i have.
hahax.
see who dare to marry her next time!
hahax.
jus like mi so "don care about ppl, i happi can ler"
hahax.
but is not a gd thing either.
which make mi headache about teachin her thing about life.
hahax.
no choice la.
hahax.
derrick was too laughin quietly when he sees baby so norti.
hahax.
but ystd was gd cos, once i go into the room baby is alreadi in that position to let doc scan her spine.
which means i don have to turn around to waitfor her to flip.
or go out walk walk and come back sec time for the scan again.
derrick then receive a call from his daddy and needed him back office to do something.
so i went down to far east to meet apple and braden.
to eat and headed to raffles to collect a small pillow that braden wanted to give to their unborn baby(customise wit baby name on it)
so cute! and we went to city hall to repair apple laptop.
and then i was tired lerx.
went back to daddy hse=)
i didnt had my dinner la, but daddy mum was so gd to packet for mi=)
and i was veiwing about baby girl names lerx.
and when daddy is back, we were both discussin about baby name.
and HE ONLI LIKE MERIS!
he stubborn la!
hahax.
but i reali reali prefer chole.
hahax.
thou i like chole, but still went to view all sort of names from A-K (the rest i will view them after i finish bloggin)
but afterall i saw, daddy onli like meris.
and he was usin his own desktop to see those names too but ended up playin games after 20 mins!
nvm la.
no different.
cos no matter how many names he look through he still wanted meris.
after veiwing to K, i was abit tired lerx.
then went to rest ler.
till today mornin, woke up at the same time wit daddy
cos i needa go to the uncle place to do my leg massage!
derrick pick mi up to acc mi go=)
and was happi to hear him say that my health did improve abit since last saturday=)
then mi and him went for breakfast.
then he send mi back to baby daddy hse lerx.
then eat 2 pieces of small donuts again.
hahax.
then went up to slp ler.
till 1 plus, went downstair to eat.
was chattin wit daddy's family.
daddy sis say the name meris sounds like malays or what so ever name.
hahax.
no nice.
hahax.
so gave suggestion about having a jap name behind the christian name.
i find it insterestin thou=)
hahax.
around 2.30pm i went up rest again.
and slept all the way till 4 plus when daddy mum asked mi over the phone wherede i wanna acc her to cwp to walk walk.
we did went to see baby stuff, some clothes, and bought pans that she wanted long ago.
hahax.
and went to eat, and cold storeage to shop for some gorceries.
then headed back home around 8pm.
went up bath and down again to acc her, and guide her how to use the new iron cum steamer that she bought.
but she has a steamer and a iron seperately at home.
lolx.
till daddy home, and here i am bloggin!
hahax.
hmmm.
ystd nite didnt slept well.
cos weather damn hot! and daddy slept the whole pilllow all by himself.
and i was like so poor thing slpin at the small pillow he put it at my side.
and this mornin he was "so nice" to ask mi.
"why u slp at the small pillow"
lolx!
who pushes mi out of the pillow de worx.
lolx.
hahax.
okie la.
i goin view some more baby name lerx.
donnoe what is wrong wit baby daddy today.
attitude out again.
but don care la.
not my problem.
hahax.
nite everybodi=)
xuemin
take mi away
Friday, July 24--11:13:00 AMY
hahax.
jus eaten breakfast and carefully walk up the stair of baby daddy hse.
donnoe why so many stairs.
lolx.
nobodi is at home now, onli mi and babyprincess.
feel so bored.
usually mornin i can talk wit daddy's mum and dad.
hahax. our normal topic was "backmouthin" their son.
lolx.
hey, i was quite gd okie.
hahax.
ystd before i head out to see baby. i helped baby daddy change the bedsheets!
even thou i am not suppose too la. but carefully did it all by myself okie!
and when daddy is back home he didnt even say thx. jus ask mi
"why u change my bedsheet for mi"
humpx. irritating freak!
ystd was chattin wit a sweet girl at nite on msn.
and of course, we started off very well as frenx.
it seems like maybe youngster has alot of common topics.
okie la!
i admit la, a mummy -to-be.
but i am still a young adult ma.
hahax.
18 yrs old onli.
thou after givin birth, my 19 bday is comin.
lolx.
okie la.
don talk about this lerx.
was on the phone wit derrick ystd.
he wanna send mi to hospital, so sweet of him worx.
apple cant acc mi to hospital lerx.
so sad!
but i jus feel like slpin lots now!
can i don go!
hahax.
baby girl make mummy so inconvinent.
u better lie back upwards to show the doc.
hahax.
she whole nite was makin feel so uncomfortable.
i donnoe why.
and somemore, daddy too.
jus becos wanna let him be more comfortable cos he got to work today.
he pushes mi out of the pillow and have it on his own.
but he was not too bad la.
noe that he will push mi out and gave mi a SMALL PILLOW when he has another big one jus above his bed.
THANKS ALOT DADDY!
lolx.
and whole day daddy move about alot(normally is mi la.)
but i think cos ystd i was reali veri tired so i was damn gd=)
onli around 7plus am today.
i woke up cos urgently needed to use the toliet.
lolx.
actualli wanna go home tonite lerx.
cos i feel that, thou everybody welcome mi here in this hse.
but is still uncomfortable for mi.
ystd daddy mum was talkin to mi when i was abit hungry and headed downstairs for some bread and milo.
hahax.
she say i listen to them alot so she is not so worri about mi.
but onli my health concern.
and she repeatedly told mi to be real careful when i walk up and down the stairs.
cos she fall before.
i am not laughin at her cos i myself a few times olso nearly fall.
so now i walk up the stair veri veri careful.
when baby daddy saw baby scan pic ystd.
he say it wasnt clear, thought got colour de!
omg, nvm la. don blame him.
he is a noob.
hahax.
but throughout all scan i love ystd ones=).
hahax.
i wanted chole as baby princess name. which daddy donnoe how to pronouch
till ystd nite when he return home i was telling him.
but he was smilling to mi and say he will think of baby name!
hahax.
then mi ehx?
lolx.
he sended mi a sms about 15 mins ago.
meris ,jermain, eve, jerlyn, kerin and chinese name to be 宝儿。
he say he like meris.
but i find it okie onli.
hahax. and the rest i don like! i don like my girl name to be under J and K
is common okie! and for the chinese name.
my cousin, her name is bao er too.
hahax.
but i told daddy we could write this down on the list ba.
then can let his dad and mum see olso.
hahax.
ask his sister help us wit the english name.
hahax.
aniway, thx daddy=)
i am bit choosy la for girlgirl.
hahax.
cos i am a girl too=)
wans everything to be prefect for our precious.
hahax.
i goin lie down awhile ler la.
hahax.
then gonna go prepare lerx.
hahax.
i love everything suddenly at this moment.
my mood is so gd today!
xuemin
jus eaten breakfast and carefully walk up the stair of baby daddy hse.
donnoe why so many stairs.
lolx.
nobodi is at home now, onli mi and babyprincess.
feel so bored.
usually mornin i can talk wit daddy's mum and dad.
hahax. our normal topic was "backmouthin" their son.
lolx.
hey, i was quite gd okie.
hahax.
ystd before i head out to see baby. i helped baby daddy change the bedsheets!
even thou i am not suppose too la. but carefully did it all by myself okie!
and when daddy is back home he didnt even say thx. jus ask mi
"why u change my bedsheet for mi"
humpx. irritating freak!
ystd was chattin wit a sweet girl at nite on msn.
and of course, we started off very well as frenx.
it seems like maybe youngster has alot of common topics.
okie la!
i admit la, a mummy -to-be.
but i am still a young adult ma.
hahax.
18 yrs old onli.
thou after givin birth, my 19 bday is comin.
lolx.
okie la.
don talk about this lerx.
was on the phone wit derrick ystd.
he wanna send mi to hospital, so sweet of him worx.
apple cant acc mi to hospital lerx.
so sad!
but i jus feel like slpin lots now!
can i don go!
hahax.
baby girl make mummy so inconvinent.
u better lie back upwards to show the doc.
hahax.
she whole nite was makin feel so uncomfortable.
i donnoe why.
and somemore, daddy too.
jus becos wanna let him be more comfortable cos he got to work today.
he pushes mi out of the pillow and have it on his own.
but he was not too bad la.
noe that he will push mi out and gave mi a SMALL PILLOW when he has another big one jus above his bed.
THANKS ALOT DADDY!
lolx.
and whole day daddy move about alot(normally is mi la.)
but i think cos ystd i was reali veri tired so i was damn gd=)
onli around 7plus am today.
i woke up cos urgently needed to use the toliet.
lolx.
actualli wanna go home tonite lerx.
cos i feel that, thou everybody welcome mi here in this hse.
but is still uncomfortable for mi.
ystd daddy mum was talkin to mi when i was abit hungry and headed downstairs for some bread and milo.
hahax.
she say i listen to them alot so she is not so worri about mi.
but onli my health concern.
and she repeatedly told mi to be real careful when i walk up and down the stairs.
cos she fall before.
i am not laughin at her cos i myself a few times olso nearly fall.
so now i walk up the stair veri veri careful.
when baby daddy saw baby scan pic ystd.
he say it wasnt clear, thought got colour de!
omg, nvm la. don blame him.
he is a noob.
hahax.
but throughout all scan i love ystd ones=).
hahax.
i wanted chole as baby princess name. which daddy donnoe how to pronouch
till ystd nite when he return home i was telling him.
but he was smilling to mi and say he will think of baby name!
hahax.
then mi ehx?
lolx.
he sended mi a sms about 15 mins ago.
meris ,jermain, eve, jerlyn, kerin and chinese name to be 宝儿。
he say he like meris.
but i find it okie onli.
hahax. and the rest i don like! i don like my girl name to be under J and K
is common okie! and for the chinese name.
my cousin, her name is bao er too.
hahax.
but i told daddy we could write this down on the list ba.
then can let his dad and mum see olso.
hahax.
ask his sister help us wit the english name.
hahax.
aniway, thx daddy=)
i am bit choosy la for girlgirl.
hahax.
cos i am a girl too=)
wans everything to be prefect for our precious.
hahax.
i goin lie down awhile ler la.
hahax.
then gonna go prepare lerx.
hahax.
i love everything suddenly at this moment.
my mood is so gd today!
xuemin
take mi away
Thursday, July 23--8:07:00 PMY
my baby girl!
hahax. so happi.
was smilin and laughin throughout the whole scan.
hahax.
see my baby has a sharp nose.
even the doc say, my baby face veri pretty.
but baby olso veri norti.
doc wanna scan her spine.
but she doesn wann lie back face up.
even though mi and baby daddy mum went to have a drink and back to the room again.
baby still not willing.
lolx.
so thx to her, i gotto go down hospital again tml.
my dear princess.
although mummy love u, but don bully mi okie.
hahax.
was veri tired.
after the scan went to consult doc.
and doc say baby is veri healthy=)
and my weight on the 9th july was- 44.1kg
but today my weight was 44.9kg.
okie! is there ani big difference.
lolx.
i am veri tired now, but waitin for baby daddy home to show him baby photo!
and to tell him about scan and even think of baby name.
hahax.
i have alot to do.
but i jus wanna get some rest now.
hahax.
okieokie.
excited for shoppin!
apple wanna go pick pink pink stuff wit mi.
hahax.
she horx.
givin birth few more days lerx.
hahax.
okie la.
i go lie down awhile okie.
slpy.
hahax.
xuemin
hahax. so happi.
was smilin and laughin throughout the whole scan.
hahax.
see my baby has a sharp nose.
even the doc say, my baby face veri pretty.
but baby olso veri norti.
doc wanna scan her spine.
but she doesn wann lie back face up.
even though mi and baby daddy mum went to have a drink and back to the room again.
baby still not willing.
lolx.
so thx to her, i gotto go down hospital again tml.
my dear princess.
although mummy love u, but don bully mi okie.
hahax.
was veri tired.
after the scan went to consult doc.
and doc say baby is veri healthy=)
and my weight on the 9th july was- 44.1kg
but today my weight was 44.9kg.
okie! is there ani big difference.
lolx.
i am veri tired now, but waitin for baby daddy home to show him baby photo!
and to tell him about scan and even think of baby name.
hahax.
i have alot to do.
but i jus wanna get some rest now.
hahax.
okieokie.
excited for shoppin!
apple wanna go pick pink pink stuff wit mi.
hahax.
she horx.
givin birth few more days lerx.
hahax.
okie la.
i go lie down awhile okie.
slpy.
hahax.
xuemin
take mi away
