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♥Sunday, April 26, 2009;

3:32 PM


A Human said to the Vampire: BITE ME~!!



The next time I see you, I promise I won't cry. It's stupid enough that I'm hurting because of you. I don't need another round of games from you. It's been 2 months and I can do a heck lot better.

Pfft~!

I busted my knee at work. Made it worse while out exercising yesterday. Heh. Within the first three days, I fell down a flight of stairs. Trust me to get a 'non-clumsy' impression. Nonetheless, everything's been going smoothly. I love the place and everyone there. And I love that I've been given the chance to do everything and anything in almost every department. ^^

Better still, a short distance away from Tanjong Pagar with loads of places to eat!! I've never had a lunch break that lasted more than an hour! ^^

But with all good things, something bad did happen. Another fight with Dad. I guess I asked for it. I sent his anger up sky high. I was just so angry - all I wanted was to piss him off so much!!

Funny thing, we sat down to watch a movie earlier today like last night didn't even happen.

Pfft~!

It's been very warm these days. Have you felt it too??

Oh oh oh!!! Bill Compton finally bit Sookie!!!! *dies*
(ref to True Blood review in previous posts)


AND WALLY'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!
eew, i hope i won't have to see that somebody.... ^^


mew...
♥Wednesday, April 22, 2009;

11:31 PM


prays prays


I've never had a death in the family as close as the ones I have right now. So far, it's someone I'm not so familiar with even though is still a part of the family tree.

I don't want to have to face it right now. Cause I know for a fact that I won't react nicely. I just cannot handle death. Period. 

I'm still blaming myself for what happened to arwah Atok Haji.


Please God, don't take anyone from me yet.
Not yet please.


mew...
♥;

10:13 PM


MAC ----



OMG OMG OMG.

I ATE A CRACKER AT WORK JUST NOW!!!

shame on you.

I'm getting more and more excited at the work I'm doing. I don't get it why they apologise for not giving me something 'solid' to work on. I'm seriously alright with anything!! Even the simplest job makes me so darn happy.

The point here is to contribute, and anything that affects the company even in the slightest bit, I am more than happy to help with.

I got to know more about Dhuha and Bryan(?). Awesome lads they are. But it was so surprising to see Dhuha very emo-tional. *pats back* We understand. We really do. ><

Anywayzz, I froze my butts off going from one freezer to another. BUT I LOVE IT! 

Oh, and I walked home today from the train station. I was rocking out to MCR blasting it on my iPod. Its simple things like this that make you feel at peace with yourself. Then again, there's Westlife and Kat-Tun. ^^

Speaking of Kat-Tun.... 

[*chokes* Junno-kun hot... ne~?]

[Then again, Matsujun is pretty sexy. It's his lips I swear.]



Even as it is, I'll always be faithful to this ever-changing chameleon who stole my heart when I was a little pee-wee. Yes, that time did exist.

Ladies & Gents, I present...




JOHNNY DEPP!!! *dies* ________________________________ 

@_@ what??


mew...
♥;

12:58 AM


step step *collapse*


I'm not sure why but I feel EXTREMELY unhealthy. I didn't eat the entire day yesterday. And today, I had CornFlakes for lunch. And that's it.

I don't want to think that it's because of where I am. I won't admit that. But it's starting to rub off on me. This whole diet thing.

I am scared to eat in the open. I'm utterly terrified of it.

Then again, there's this sense of accomplishment when I don't feel hungry after NOT eating. Like my tummy's not growling, begging for food.

And I haven't been this tired since my first day at RSH on a bloody FULL shift 2-3 years back. OUCH~!! ><

Things are slowly piling up so I guess I'll be more busy the next few days. Maybe after a while, it becomes natural like a routine thing so I won't feel so bad.

Well, off to do new stuff. I can't wait to go back to school. I miss everyone suddenly.

Oh, by the way, did you guys catch the Singapore Idol trailer? I heard it was done by our schoolmate Isaac. No offense, I swear I'm not taking this personal. You see, the trailer was simple and not over the top just the way it should be. But was it just me, or did it look like there was like some ALIEN trying to tear out of Isaac's stomach?? I'm sorry seriously. Maybe I'm seeing things but it looked like it. Nice effect on everyone else though ^^


Sore de wa, I'll be on me way. You lads be havin' a good time ya hear?? ^^


mew...
♥Sunday, April 19, 2009;

10:00 PM


True Blood



Let me introduce to you my current favourite TV series. It's got a vampire. Nothing short of a hot one. And a very pretty lady whose legs I'm dying to have.

This is True Blood.



True Blood was aired on HBO in the United States when it was first premiered on 7th September 2008. It was created and produced by Alan Ball based on the book series, Sookie Stackhouse by Charlaine Harris. The book was also known as The Southern Vampire Mysteries.

True Blood centers around the premise of humans and vampires co-existing with one another with the invention of synthetic blood produced by the Japanese. Vampires no longer have to prey on humans for their meals. At least some people think this way.

The main lead in the series is Sookie Stackhouse, a telepathic waitress who befriends an awesomely hot (the kind that comes with age kinda thing) vampire Bill Compton.

P.S. He ain't old.

[The two main lead]

[This I believe is Kevin. The oldest vampire in the area.]


[He saves her almost right after she saves him ^^]

The character played by Anna Paquin and Stephen Moyer respectively is vastly brought to life by intense moments vividly displayed in the series. At one point, they got so intimate, it freaks me out that he doesn't just bite her head off.

According to a blogger, or let's say commenter of this series,

True Blood is what Twilight should have been.


Don't get mad at me. Read his/her comments here. I so totally agree with it. ^^


The series is not stingy with violence, sex and blood. Everything I believe a movie on vampires should be. Its more related to what vampires ARE compared to what audiences would LIKE TO SEE, in Twilight. Then again, I do not deny that I enjoy Twilight for the sweet/bitter romance between Edward and Bella.

But as I am, I do enjoy lots of blood and a proper head-strong female lead. You see, in True Blood, Sookie Stackhouse (Anna Paquin), is truly a woman to behold. She can - in most scenarios, take care of herself. She's strong-willed, calm in the face of danger and someone I truly admire. Especially since she has to protect her brothers who constantly lands into some problem with every woman he sleeps with! (i told you there was sex in it ^^)


[ONE of the bloody scenes]

Do not get me started on Bella. As partially-amazing as she was, Sookie would definitely knock her socks off.

Anyways, the second season of True Blood is to be aired in June '09.

And the series have conducted an all astonishing 'viral marketing strategy' inclusive of a series of commercial ads, outdoor ads, etc.

[They intended to mass produce this for real]

[Cool huh?]

[At a bus stop, not in Sg]


[There's O negative, B and others]

Now, you can catch True Blood airing on Max (Starhub Ch 59) every Thursday at 9pm for 2 hours.

Things to note:
1) Vamp blood is truly an intoxicating Viagra-like drug depending on the original Vamp and whomever who takes it. It's suppose to allow awesome sex!

2) Vamp Blood can heal wounds.

3) There's a shape-shifter in it, including all Vamps.

4) Anna Paquin played Rogue in the X-Mens movies.

Good luck and enjoy watching. Sleep well tonight. ^^


mew...
♥Thursday, April 16, 2009;

7:33 PM


Alice In Wonderland




Thanks to super awesome Yami-chan, I am no longer bored alone at home. I'm experiencing total ureshii-ness with Cyanide & Happiness. 

Confession: I AM THE PURPLE-SHIRTED EYE STABBER. nah, kidding. ><

It feels weird to find out that everyone was looking for me at the family gathering. They said I've been MIA for too long. Good to be back. Worst still, good food awaits me.

I had to postpone my appointment to tomorrow so I'm seriously looking forward to it now. So many things I'd really like to do. One of them is still to meet up with Johnny Depp, kiss him on the cheeks then running away while the cops chase me, finally ending up in a watery grave near Gotham City. =__=

FASH BASH THIS SATURDAY!! Must meet Jay, then off to disturb Wends. Ouh, I wonder if Wends mentioned but heh, she and Soph got lost looking for Zouk. ^^

gah. i'm gonna drown myself in the fish tank tonight. or maybe i'll get some lovin' from Cyanide & Happiness. 


Toots you ass.


mew...
♥Wednesday, April 15, 2009;

7:50 PM


sleepy hollow


i really thought that things were going to be better. that morning when shariff called and told me my posting, i screamed at him over the phone. i was convinced that things are slowly changing. good things are happening now.

but that's not how things are suppose to be. if i bore you, go ahead and close the tab but i just need to get this out. for evey good thing that happens to anyone, there's an equally bad thing that hits them in the face.

do you know what it's like to have your heart ripped out from your chest, only to be thrown back into your face?
do you know what it's like to deal with a heartache on one hand, only to feel let down on the other?

i'm trying so hard to deal with everything from every side. and i will not allow myself to the luxury of crying or showing weakness. i do not want to give up.

if all it takes is to scream at the top of my lungs when things go wrong without having me to admit i need help, then by all means i am more than welcome to do just that to keep going on.

gezi, i hope you're well. yesterday was hard for you i know. but i hope you heard what i had to say and think about it.

and to that one person out there, please stop bugging my best friend just to find me. she'll keep saying she doesn't know so just stop it now. i don't know how else to make it clear to you. you'll never understand. and you'll never see. and i'm not putting myself out like that again only to be disappointed by you.

frankly, i'm a little worried about the impending doom my whole family is moving towards but i reside in my fate and believe in god if it's the best thing for my family. i've been making weird discoveries about mum and dad. now that i'm not working, i've got a lot of time snooping around.  everything used to be so fast-paced i didn't notice a lot of things.

on a final note:

Good luck to all my dudes and dudettes to the upcoming attachment in your respective areas. Make sure to stay positive always!! Keep in touch whenever you can and don't lose hope. It's a long way I know. We'll party hard once it's over. Promise! ><


mew...
♥Friday, April 3, 2009;

3:41 AM


shooter


work has been taking my whole available time and it seems, i have been neglecting a lot of things. forget about everything i was supposed to do.

what about those i could've done?

i neglected my 'life', my friends and worst of all, my grandparents confessed how much they 'missed' me and seeing them, i felt so heavy.

what did they do?

going out to meet Meizi and wendy was such a WEIRD experience. it's like i haven't been out of the house like, to be free for a bit in what, ages??

well slap me on my tukus everybody, i deserve it. i haven't contacted any of my classmates except for mj2 and for some reason, i'm okay with that. what's wrong with me?!!

i've also been purposely neglecting his calls and sms-es. what am i, a total idiot?? why, yes i am sir/ma'am.  =_=

i miss school. i miss studying my butt off. and i miss the late nights we all used to have even though we shouldn't be doing. attachments are coming soon, and i'm quitting my workplace and i don't think i'm ever coming back. ah sin kept reminding me that i have a week left, a few days left and so on. and throughout my 2 years, he's been my best friend, my adopted daddy and my pet dog i keep bumping once in a while. yeah dude, you're probably THE most important person in my life.

i have taken a lot of things for advantage. like my friendship with jay. my best friend for like 6 years now. we hit the rocks not too long ago. but heck that! i don't give a heck about whatever people who don't approve. i have you and you have me. i'll support you through whatever, believe in you when noone else does and i'll always be here if you need me. i don't give a hoots EVEN if your partner don't like me. but i am cautious of your mum.

i love my mummy. i know i don't tell her enough. i always thought she didn't cared. cause she never finds me when i'm not home. she doesn't ask for me. i always thought i was an accident. truth is, i WAS an accident. hehe. but she does care. she knows where i am even though i don't tell her, but i make it a point now to tell her everything. i'll ring her up once a day. and i tell her mushy stuff that makes her go -eew- every night.

you know the phrase "be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it"? well, i don't see dad nowadays. he's working while i'm home. and i'm working while he's home. and when we meet, we either don't speak to each other or we have an argument that shakes up the entire block.

the thing that's keeping me up is actually the fact that attachment starts 2 weeks from now. and i don't know what's in store for me. i know i'm not getting radio. that's one sad history i'm never gonna experience. but hopefully, i get to somewhere i can actually learn something, meet new friends and do something relevant.

it's soo late and i'm still up while knowing that i have the morning shift later in the day. smart huh? oh yeah, one last thing. for a good laugh, imagine this, while washing your face, you're singing. then realising you haven't breathed, you do an by accident, you snort up a gallon of facial wash up your nostrils. funny enough??

it hurts like crap. try being poked up your nostrils with a pair of chopsticks on either side!


"The best revenge for the guy who takes your wife? LET HIM HAVE HER"
- Rovinson on The Duke


mew...