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♥Tuesday, April 29, 2008;

11:01 PM


Well, as long as today is still today, a very big shout out to my dear scandal JOYCE~!

HAPPY MAJOR-LY BIG BLOODY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!!!!!!

Muahahaha~! I had a blast today. Except for the fact that "someone" went missing. =x=

I got freaked out by an unreal mouse, got wet, died and went to heaven then came back down, drowning my sorrows with scotch and squirming excitedly over major bossums~!!!

I'll upload pictures of today and the previous outings asap. Right now, photo-BASKET is attempting to be a major pain in my ass.

Ogenki de, minna.

I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO NE AT LTC~!!! RAWR!!! Ngiao. =)


mew...
♥;

12:45 AM


Damn la.

On my first day back to school, I cried like fuck la. But it's not because I haven't met my friend in ages. I do feel a little overwhelmed but not enough to make me cry like that. Guess what? My Lecture Theatre was so high/steep, the fear of falling down and cracking my skull took over.

I am and have always been afraid of heights. So far, I've been able to comprehend without looking down. But this was like, different? Even Sean's head peering over my shoulder freaked me to bits. I felt myself shaking so hard. I just wanted to sit still and not move an inch.

Gosh, I felt extremely stupid but I was truly, purely scared. I swear. I am so not looking forward to lectures in there anymore.

Well, anyway, I just received an e-mail from Microsoft saying I won in some lottery. Accumulated jackpot of about 500,000 GBP. I was doubting whether it was a scam or something, then I received this form and this guy who claims to be my agent who will deal with the paperwork. It's pretty real.

Dad said no harm trying. Worst to worst, keep the e-mails and use it as evidence. Muahahahaha~! If this is true, gosh, I can get a miniCooper!!! DOUBLE Muahahahahaha!! After I give my Mum half the money... =P

Wah! How come I keep getting these "Congratulations! You've won..." kind of e-mails? I so lucky meh??

Anyway, here's a list of what I said today:
- BACKSIDE~!
- YOUR BACKSIDE~!
- MY BACKSIDE~!
- YOUR NENEK GRANDMA~!
- FISH STICKS~!
- WAH~!
- KANINA~!
- KANASAI~!
- @#$%&*

My vocabulary is so not profound. Don't I interest you? =P

Moving on to a serious note, haven't you guys realized how humid it has been lately? Air-cons don't seem to work. My throat's sore cause of the heat. And at night, I no longer need long pants, socks and a blanket. STOP GLOBAL WARMING!

Soon enough, the water levels will rise. A sudden influx in the carbon dioxide in our atmosphere. Lack of oxygen from everyone breathing in at the same time! WA!! We're going to die.

Inevitably.

I just wouldn't want to die in this state....

Do you?n =)

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mew...
♥Sunday, April 27, 2008;

11:03 PM


Well, maybe not all guys are bad. But then again, I can't help but think that there aren't enough good guys out there to make up for all the other assholes.

Aloy, don't think too much, okay?! Listen to big sis when she tells you to live for today like there's no tomorrow. Tell her things you never said. Take her to places you've never been. And everyday, tell her you love her. Don't worry about what tomorrow brings, cause at some point, worrying too much about tomorrow, makes you lose sight of what you have today. Thanks for being there. And thanks for sharing. And thanks for being my number 1 non-haram puppy. =D

I'm out. I'm having second thoughts about going to school tomorrow. Falling sick la.... @.@


mew...
♥Friday, April 25, 2008;

6:41 PM


I'm down to my last four caps. I think I can make it. =)

Well anyway, Wednesday was a GREAT day... I sneaked out of home without creating any suspicion and happily skipped to J.E interchange where I met Jay. When we reached Bugis MRT station, we decided to withdraw money. There was an awkward silence for a moment before Jay half-screamed, half-whispered, "I'M RICH!" For the whole story, ask Jay. =)

At McDonalds, while we waited for Nana-chan and Wendy, this was when I turned a little sour. Turns out dear Nana-chan couldn't make it. =.=

Wendy arrived minutes later, and we set off to have our meal at Long John Silvers. We made a whole lot of noise, laughing at a lot of things, doing catching up-s and telling a wee bit of ghost stories.

After that, we dived straight into Bugis Street. It was just shop, shop, shop til we'd unknowingly drop. It was fun playing around and trying out different things. We did take some random(choreographed) shots all about the place.

Then we went upstairs for there was air-conditioning. And more shops. LoL. The things we did. Wendy and I found some postcards that were VERY eye-catching... Haha~!

Soon enough, we had to leave to "TRY" and make it in time for Jay's curfew. We took neoprints at Bugis and gosh were they beautiful. It was Jay's first time. And I'm really happy it was with us. =)

We kinda rushed back afterwards. But even as we reached Boon Lay, we took some time to take a look around the pasar malam, buying some food there. And Jay managed to get a boyfriend shirt. Sweet~!

After some goodbyes, and uncontrollable laughing as we hugged, we parted ways; our hands full of plastic bags. I just wished you had been there.

Pictures will be uploaded asap. I'll try okay?

And today, I got an email where I suppossedly won 750,000 GBP and a new KIA KEE CAR. Oh wow~! =.=


Minna, ogenki de. =(


mew...
♥Monday, April 21, 2008;

10:59 PM


I can't do what you ask me to do. And I can't be what you want me to be. It's impossible. Cause you expect too much, and give too little. I cannot take this.

You always complain of how she's not there. That she doesn't treat you well enough. But when she is there, all you do is pick a fight. You whine and whine some more about how you both are on the rocks.

My say, SHUT THE FUCK UP already. You want to make things better but you're doing things that makes others hate you. That makes ME hate you.

So what if you're always there? So what if we spend more time with you? The fact that you keep whining about how bad things are now, MAKE A CHANGE! Starting with you. I hate it when you say things like we'd never gt through a day without you, or that you're better off dead. Be my guest if you want it so badly!!!

I've been so patient with you. I'm trying to understand. I'm trying to make things better for everyone. I'M THE ONE PICKING UP THE PIECES!

I know this is not something that I can solve, handle or have to do. But it concerns me, it affects me, and most of all, the people I love.

But I'm tired of being the punching bag. I'm tired of being the one who has to act like the adult and think rationally. And I'm tired of pleasing you.

So, I'll just do what I think is right. Yeah, I'll make mistakes. I'll fall. And I'll fall again. But at least I'm doing it out of my own free will.

I'll never trust people like you again. I hate everyone who's just like you. I don't need your kind of people to survive cause I can manage on my own. I'm no longer sorry. I'm just not.


Minna, ogenki de. =


mew...
♥Sunday, April 20, 2008;

11:48 AM


I slept around 1am last night. Was supposed to message Jay after I'm done eating, but I kind of passed out after that.

So tired. Two or was it three? days straight I couldn't sleep right. And I still had to wake up early to get to work. Twice I had to take a cab cause I was almost late.

Thank God, today I'm not working. I slept like nobody's business lar. And I am still sleepy. All the females at work are not working. FEMINISM at its best!

I can't wait to meet WSJ-:) next week. It's been ages. I want many pictures taken! And many yummy delights~! and.... DAYTONA~! I'mma beat you all!! Muahahahahahaha~!

Mum and Dad are not speaking to each other today so there's this odd peace going about the house. I'm fine as long as they're not screaming at each other. And my sisters are running about the house playing with dolls and whatnot. And I'm having a hell of a time downloading songs. +)


Minna, ogenki de. =)

Take care, everyone.


mew...
♥Friday, April 18, 2008;

11:48 AM


I have to admit, I only heard the song Keep The Faith quite recently only, thanks to Yukan Club. I was so up and hyped about Lips, I kinda forgot to finish listening to their other singles. Gomene~! *slams head on ground*

Anyway, seriously, their other songs are just as nice. The ones that are in the albums. Examples like, Your Side(duet Nakamaru and Ueda), Seishin(sung by Taguchi), Le Ciel(witten by Ueda), No More Cry, Samurai Love Attack(performed by Taguchi), Make You Wet(performed by Koki), Butterfly(performed by Akanishi) and many others. Gosh~! Absolute smex-ness...

I can probably die happy if I got the meet them once. That would be... The Singaporean Dream....

Ganbatte Kudasai~!

Okay, enough chitx-chiatx. Off to work. Before that another round of RB. *gulps down a can*


Minna, ogenki de.

Take care, everyone.


mew...
♥;

5:50 AM


I didn't slept through the night again. It's been two days now.

And no, I'm not doing this to prove my love to someone.

I'm in terrible pain, I'm deeply brooding, and I'm just plain thinking non-stop.
It's just not in my books to do what you do. I don't understand. Perhaps, I never will. But I know when to walk away when I'm no longer needed. It beats better than to be told to leave. I'd rather walk out on my own. I guess it's in my nature. Through experience of some sorts. I know when to say goodbye. I even know how to. Though noone ever told me it hurt every single time. Even then, it doesn't matter, does it?

I don't know. I've been real emotional these past few days. And I admit, I do bottle them up. But I don't want anything that makes me unhappy around me. I would, unknowingy cast it aside. I want to be happy. I don't want to hurt again.

I tried to be extremely genki at work. Though the only time that happened was when I was with Jay during lunch/early dinner break. And we were just talking by the bench next to the escalator, drinking red bull. I gulped it down in under 3 minutes. I needed it.

Then Yami-chan popped by. Her friends are nice though I realised that I was somehow afraid(??) to look directly at her friends... Hazukashi... =.=

I left work too early. I couldn't take it. Though before closing there was this really, really sweet ang moh, who dropped in and asked if we had any golf balls. I replied and apologised that we didn't have them. I suggested he try another store, but then he said he went there first. Then suddenly, he said,

"You're wearing contacts!!"

I kinda bummed out here cause it didn't take him long to realise my eye colour was FAKE. Then again, he added,

"I love your contacts! They're gorgeous!"

At this part, I melted. I swear to God, I looked away in shy mode. But turned back to look into his eyes. Hehe~! Then he did the most shocking thing. He called out his parents to come look at me. I was blushing straight to heaven Ueda(pun intended, ueda=above. can i be taguchi-kun's partner now??? sugoi... ><)!

After they left, it kept me smiling for the next half an hour until closing. Sweet, huh?!

Anyway, my pain's subsided a little after popping some painkillers. I should be okay now. But then again, I forgot how much I'd taken... So, if I don't wake up tomorrow, know that I love you guys; my family(despite how much we bicker, so much so, I wanna move to Japan), my friends(from the besties, to the classmates, to everyone else I've known) and anyone reading this pathetic blog.


Minna, ogenki de. :)

Take care, everyone.


mew...
♥Thursday, April 17, 2008;

2:14 AM


I can't sleep for nuts 'cause my tummy hurts like FUCK!

Ite~! Ite~! *crouches down*

But many thanks to that unknown powerful being up there that there's internet and uploaded videos of Kat-Tun for my pleasure. Yes, I used the term pleasure for a bloody reason.

And YAY to movies online!! I got to watch Justice League. =) Sorry, I cannot just stop like that. It's been a lifetime obsession. And gosh, I am so in love with Uepopu/Uepi and Yu-chan!!!

I realize the first thins I notice about anyone is their lips. Yu-chan's lips are TEH most amazing. No, I meant to spell it that way. =) Akanishi-kun is just so yummy. I want to gently chew on it. Grr~!

And gosh! Uepi!! Majika arimasen ka?!! Wahahahahaha!

Ah well, take care everyone. Especially Jay. You know what I bloody darn mean!

Minna, OGENKI DE?!!!


It means take care, everyone. =)


mew...
♥Tuesday, April 15, 2008;

11:11 PM


Technically, today was a good day, and a terrible fucking day. But hey, I think I can survive.

Allow me to drown in rock music and sad, depressing songs. Maybe, I can shut things out then. In the mean time, enjoy these pictures. You ain't gettin' a whole lot from me now, are ya?

gosh! what are they selling these days?!!

Photobucket

yay us!

And I pledge to you my undying love
Be happy with the one who stole your heart
But I'll wait til I'm forgotten
Nothing can hurt this much

So with this, I bid a final goodbye
To be gone, but burdened by a false hope
I'll wait til I'm forgotten
Dampening myself by the mausoleum door


mew...
♥Sunday, April 13, 2008;

2:05 AM


An update of some of the new songs I've recently heard. I'm surprised I managed without Perfect Ten in my life. I don't seem to listen to the radio anymore... Unless I am at work.

Anyway, moving on.

1. Guren by GazettE.
I really like this song. It's a nice starting song for some anime or drama. But dark, cold and emotional. Something I'm just so very used to. So, this is good for me.

2. Wahaha by Kanjani8
Though I have to admit, I do not like Nishikido Ryo at all, for being generally mean and just plain mean! Especially to Uepi. I am quite glad that Yokoyama Yu is a member because I am just impressed at his personality and acting skills. Impressive. This song is a little more upbeat than the previous one. There's a lot of laughing as said in the title. I watched it live on Music Station where they performed with Johnny's Juniors, and it make me stand up dancing about with my five-year-old sister. =) It's catchy and kinda addictive.

3. Lips by Kat-Tun
I am in love with this song. I almost know the song word for word. Though the original song and the mv has a bit of a difference, I can handle it. But I absolutely love the live performance. Kame-kun screams his head off, Maru-chan's beatboxing is amazing and Uepi can sing the song alone and STILL melt me. =) Great I tell you. GREAT!

4. Take A Bow by Leona Lewis
This song says a lot. I'm impressed with her vocals though I think she's trying too hard. The meaning is good. But the song just doesn't stick.

5. Maybe by Secondhand Serenade
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SONG. I know the lyrics word by word. To be honest, Secondhand Serenade is NOT a band! He's John Veseley, an acoustic rock artist from California. He CREATES the illusion of a band. But in truth he uses the technique of multitrack recording. Cool! This song was in his self-produced album, Awake. But it was reproduced with full band in his next album, A Twist In My Story.

6. Is It You by Cassie
I think it's an innocent, sweet song. Very disco and party-like. Cassie is a growing singer whose talent was recently highlighted in the movie Step Up 2. She's pretty good I guess. I am most impressed by her dancing abilities.

7. See You Again by Miley Cyrus
I am not a totally big fan of her like my bestie Wal but I like this song. There's a hint of naughty playfulness. And I like the thought that she highlighted the feelings of most girls when they're around guys they like. Nice song.

8. Step Up Official Remix by Darin feat. Jay Sean
This song is good to liven up the mood. Hopefully NYP uses this song in the upsoming Jam & Hop event. Woot~!

9. Low by Flo Rida feat. T-Pain
This song is very popular amongst most teens even before the movie Step Up 2 was said to even be released officially. It's very catchy, the song sticks and you can go on singing it non-stop. And oh, the singer is from Florida. Maybe he was at loss for a new original name. Gah. You can be just about anybody these days. But still song good. =)

10. Man Up by Omarion feat. Rain (Bi)
I like this song too. Upbeat andso very true in terms of lyrics. Guy get jealous that their girls look at some other probably, usually hotter guys. But like the lyrics say, "She may look don't mean she want it. So I'm being cool about this if she want it, she can have it. All's fair in love and war ". MUAHAHAHA! That is so true. Oh yeah, this IS Rain, as in the Korean pop singer, dancer, model and actor. I think he's extremely hot. And his English is improving! I can actually pick up the words from his singing. His dancing is absolutely great. Though people doubt that his dancing is fake and all, I stand right by him. It's just so natural. He makes hip hop dancers proud. I wanna dance with you, hot sexy dude. Great job BOY!

11. Crank That by Soula Boy
This is not something I JUST recently heard. I've been hearing this song for WEEKS/MONTHS now. But I just got the song for myself recently that is. It's kind of addictive. And it has kind of a weird but fun dance move that goes along with the song. Very creative.

12. The Way That I Love You by Ashanti
Sad song about love. I think I cried the first time listening to the lyrics. Don't remember if it was because of the song or because I bumped my knee on a pillar. That hurt okay!

13. Shawty Get Loose by Lil' Mama feat Chri Brow & T-Pain
This song got my attention cause I heard Chris Brown's voice. =) He sings great and I think Lil' Mama is one of those good female rappers.Must support her. I have no idea why or how T-Pain is in it. I never noticed him in the MV. =P

14. Stop & Stare by One Republic
This song is just addictive. I wanna listen to it over and over again just yelling out "STOP & STARE!" Lyrics are meaningful I have to say. Catch it!

15. Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade
Need I say more? I love John's voice. I love how creates such beautiful music with such beautiful lyrics. They're just beautiful.

16. Comatose by Skillet
I know this is a Christian rock band, but I still like this song from them. I can relate to the lyrics at certain times. Very moving for me.

17. Hey Baby - Bow Wow feat. Omarion
Another Step Up 2 movie song. I'm sorry. I love Step Up's Dance Steps and the songs add the whole rhythm and makes the steps oh so much better.

18. Hollywood's Not America by Ferras
He's new I guess. This is his first song. According to Wikipedia, this is his first single co-written by Matrix Lauren Christy and will be featured as an "exite song" in Season 7 of American Idol. Nice song la. But I've only heard it once. Not sure how well it might stick.


Well, that's all for the music review. There are not in any order. Moving on to up-coming events to look out for!

1. Kat-Tun
They are scheduled to release their new single: Don't U Ever Stop on 14th May this year. I am so looking forward to it. Especially the MV. TAGUCHI-KUN AND UEPI!! GAH! *dies*

2. Hey! Say! JUMP
Not much details have been provided just that it's set to release a single on the 21st may this year. So exciting!!!

3. Blood The Vampire Live Action Film
Bill Kong had announced in May 2006 that he will be producing a live action film adaptation of Blood: The Last Vampire. Starring Jun Ji-Hyun as Saya it's a little different from the anime. I never read the manga so I'm not sure. It's set to be released worldwide sometime in spring 2008.

4. The Dark Knight, Tagline: Why So Serious?
The movie that I have been looking forward to for the past year, perhaps? Starring Christian Bale as Bruce Wayne/Batman, he goes in search for a new villain, The Joker. The Joker is played by the deceased Heath Ledger. Let's all watch and appreciate his final prformance. Christopher Nolan commented that he chose Heath because he was deemed "fearless". The media also said that his passing was caused by his excessive involvement with his character, The Joker. Brr~! To be released in US on the 18th July. No news on when it would be released in Asia.

5. Speed Racer Comes Alive!!
Yes people! The Wachowski Brothers wrote, directed and co-produced the film starring Emile Hirsch as Speed Racer alongside Christina Ricci as his girlfriend, Trixie. Did you know? Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Shia LaBeouf were previously considered for the role as Speed Racer. Also, Keanu Reeves turned down the role of playing Speed racer's rival Racer X who is now played by Matthew Fox. Rain (Bi) also debuts in his first Hollywood movie as a rookie racer.


Ah well. That's all I've got so far. Will update more if I get some new info okay?! I can't wait for POO time next week. I miss everyone to bits and pieces. I have got to get some sleep now. Technically, it's 5:00am. Watching too much J-drama takes your life away, but I absolutely love it. Oh, anyway, tomorrow, I mean today, we're visiting grandma at Tampines and I have yet to sleep....... What the crimson SHITE~!


"I see fairies"
- Uepi


mew...
♥Thursday, April 10, 2008;

7:43 PM


oh my goshz... hbvdhgfbvhjdfbvjdhfbvjdhb

did i tell you taguchi-kun looks extremely hot in the tub?!!!

oh, and akanishi-kun laughed during filming but managed it fine. and i saw the cameras reflected on akanishi-kun's bike!!! oh and he cries a lot. so much tears on that poor boy.

BIDOU-SAMA!! CAN I KEEP YOU?!! ONEGAISHIMASU!


mew...
♥;

1:53 PM


Self-confession: I am in love with Ueda-kun. Maybe I didn't realise it, but it's always been there. I don't mean to bring him down, but he gives that mysterious sexy aura. And I only found out recently that as a child, Ueda-kun had witnessed a man being killed. That is why he's always in his own "world". I feel like I want to hold him, kiss and caress him. Tell him that everything's going to be fine. That I'd protect him for any harm.

Gosh.

Well, anyway, I think Taguchi-kun is pretty good in his acting career. I loved his acting skills in Yukan Club. Akanishi-kun is awesome. Though in the first episode, I had to cry for his character. VERY TRAGIC~!

Kya~! Here I am, writing my blog, eating pastries from Delifrance, feeling bored as hell. Oh, thanks Jay for them pastries! Gah. Will someone take me out next week! I want a game of POO!

-..-


"I need your BOOBS! I gotta see your BOOBS!"
- 5-year-old sister, Syahirah singing With You by Chris Brown.


mew...
♥Sunday, April 6, 2008;

12:40 AM


Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was [x2]

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)


I BLEEDING HATE THE GRADUATION SONG! SO STOP PLAYING THAT SHIT AROUND ME OR SO HELP ME I WILL BITCH SLAP YOU SO HARD YOUR HEAD WOULD TURN THE OTHER WAY, THEN I'LL SHIT ON THAT BLOODY HEAD OF YOURS AND BURY ALONG WITH THE DEAD. How's that sound?


"i'll just go bare-footed for a while..hehe"
- Wal


mew...
♥Saturday, April 5, 2008;

2:47 AM




















My Gosh... The things these Japanese do for entertainment. I so wanna live in Japan! =D


mew...
♥Friday, April 4, 2008;

10:52 PM


My God. I really don't want this blog to be all about anger and hatred and all the shit that I have to go through in this life. But heck.

Why do you have to be such an asshole all the time? What? Me working my ass off, giving you money, taking care of my sisters, doing the housework every fucking day is not the bloody hell enough for you?? Oh, I am so BLOODY SORRY I was so tired, I slept a little longer. DUMBASS!! Mum was home! She let me sleep in, you bloody GAH!

I don't want no explicit words. I draw the line at fucking and bloody.

Anyway, these past few days have been good? With me and Mum having much better conversations. Ever since that day we went to Melaka. Thank God for grandma. Oh, by the way, Jay, you want to follow us? We're planning another Hi-Tea outing at JB/KL sometime in May. You want??? Haha! Grandma, grandma... *shakes head*

I did quite a bit of shopping to make myself happy. I bought Yukan Club! *squeals* With Akanishi Jin and Taguchi Junnosuke. Then there's Cinderella: A Twist In Time and Ratatouille. Then I got myself a bit of hair accessories. A bunch of new rings. Earrings. Necklaces. Clothes, Bags and more bags. Then there's the perfume. Gah! I love Escada. Borrowed books from the library. I got one Nora Roberts and Jude Deveraux. It's been ages. I think my pay will run out before the end of the month. =P

Now, I have to strive the next two days. IMM will be packed with the renovation sale going on. Sunday will be our last day. Then we'll have to stay til the next morning to do the packing. ~.~

Mum's going to JB tomorrow with Grandma. So she took down my shoe size for some reason. *hint hint* The other time in Melaka, we didn't have enough time to get the kinds of shoes I wanted. But hopefully, she'd have luck tomorrow. *crosses fingers!!*

Heh! Today was my aunt's birthday. I invited her to have KFC with me since I was craving for Cheesy BBQ Meltz. But she was lazy to leave the house. So I bought her a KFC mug in the shape of their signature PRESSURE COOKER!! Hahaha! She loved it, and told me she was gonna use it at her office and show off!

I have to go now. I hav to sleep early since I have to leave early tomorrow. I'm meeting the Alumni Gang a.k.a. the Assemblage tomorrow morning. I forgot why they used that name. Anyway, tomorrow is the school's(HYSS) Speech Day and we were invited, so I thought I'd drop by to see my teachers before leaving for work.

Well then, see ya folks!!


"Wahhh!NOOOO!I miss eating takoyaki.Hmmph."
- NanaTRON


mew...
♥Wednesday, April 2, 2008;

3:12 PM


What is your favorite song of all time?
Definitely My Love by Westlife. Lots of great memories with Jay. =)

What attracts you most?
For me, it's a person's intellectual ability to combat my sarcasm. Not many are impressive. =)

Do you hold hands when you walk in public?
Yeah, at every chance I get. With my sisters, friends and others who need it.

How many hobbies do you have?
Quite a number I guess. But I enjoy knitting with my Mum. We'd use them for decoration purposes during festive seasons.

Close your eyes for a moment, who pops into your head?
Mark Feehily wearing a Batman suit murmurring like a drunk Jack Sparrow. =)

Do you say "I love you" in the relationship?
In any given relationship, those words are impossible to hurt anyone, instead, it brings joy. So yeah. I love to tell the world how much I love each and everyone of them.

If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
I'm torn between Ireland and Japan.

If you have friends coming for supper what would you cook?
Well, my specialty is Asam Pedas or Ayam Masak Lemak Cili Api. Mmm...

What is your favourite word?
I'm leaning towards "Gah" and "Oh My Gosh" now. Trying very hard not to curse like I used to. =)

What makes you cry?
A lot of things. But I try not to in front of others. I have to be strong for others.

What makes you laugh?
I laugh at something funny, I laugh when I'm embarrassed, I even laugh for no reason if it makes others laugh. It is contagious.

If you could time travel to the past to correct any mistakes you feel youve made would you?
Nah. I feel that whatever mistakes I've made then, has made me to what I am today. I kinda like how things are now.

What do you do for fun?
Play with my sisters. Jump about on bed with them. =)

Are you an outdoor or an indoor person?
If I'm indoors, I'd like to remain indoors. But if I am outdoors, I never want to go back in. How's that sound?

If you had only six months to live, what would you do first?
I'd make arrangements so that my sisters can go on without me. Does that sound like P.S. I Love You?

What 3 words would your best friend use to describe you?
Loud, Blue eyed and EMO (I know you wanna use that!)

Where do you see yourself in five years?
In five years? In a personal interview with all of Johhny's Boys. =)

How tall are you?
1.63m

Who do you admire most?
Grandma. She went through alot back in the days. She deserves every bit she has now. =)

Do you have any tattoos, and if so what and where?
I don't have a real tattoo. But they are fascinating.

When do you plan on getting married?
27? I don't know why. But I set that age for some reason.

Get the number or give the number?
Well. I'd give and get the number on the spot. Not sure which one comes first.

Romance or Kinky Sex?
Can I say kinky sex?? LoL. I'm not that much of a psycho. Romance is sweet.

What size shoe do you wear?
US 8/9. Though it still depends on the cutting of the shoe.

Water or 100% Juice?
Water. I'm usually always thirsty so plain water quenches my thirst.

Would you rather be hot or cold?
Cold. I'd rather be freezing my ass off than sweat.

Would you rather lose an arm or a leg?
Neither. But if I had to choose, a leg. I cannot imagine a day without my hands. I bloody cook and clean with them!

Favorite Place to Eat?
Coffeeshop. Cause I can be a loud as possible and still look very normal; very Singaporean. =)

Opera, Musical, Concert, Play, Performance, or Other?
Rock concert?? Featuring MCR? =D

What is your favorite clothing brand?
It doesn't quite matter as long as it looks nice. But I'd have to say I like Espirit.

Most Memorable Past?
Secondary School! Being with Jay, Wal and Yami-chan! Everyday after school would be the BEST!

Most embarrassing moment?
I was performing on stage for ELDDS. I didn't realise my shoes were a little slippery against the stage floor. I didn't fall but I slipped for a moment. Thank God there was Jay and Wally on stage to take the attention away from me.

If you had to pick one car, which would it be?
I love MiniCoopers. Fell in love the first time I saw them on Italian Job. Mark Wahlberg in it!

Your favorite Disney Films?
Beauty and The Best. Classic!

Why did the chicken cross the road?
It was trying to get away from KFC. The horror!!!

I tag all who read it. Come on. It's interesting!


mew...