Wednesday, August 19, 2009!
HandWritten on; 8:50 PM
He is sensible and so incredible
He says everything I need to hear and it’s like I couldn’t ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
You’re so in love that you act insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you
He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He’s close to my mother
Talks business with my father
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
You’re so in love that you act insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you
He can’t see the smile I’m faking
And my heart’s not breaking
Cause I’m not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating complicated
Got away by some mistake and now ..
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
I’m so in love that I acted insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you
Thursday, August 13, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:56 PM
I once saw this:
love is not the one causing disappointment and all the pain.
jealousy is
miscommunication is
negligence is
oh wells, so what's the point of this. It comes all together, in a package. If you want to love, you have to go through all that. Who am I to say that I could try to not be affected and only enjoy the joy thats comes with love? It's impossible, at least for me. So should I still try? still try to do something that is impossible? oh wells, I'm paranoid and I admit it. Nobody is wrong, that's why i refused to say what it is about. I guess i just need time to sort it out. argh. I think i think too much :/ How am I suppose to sort it out alone? I can't tell anyone that too, cause it would seem like I'm blaming. I can't communicate it too, cause it'll just create more restrictions. This is way too mind-occupying. ARGH
why does this have to happen before math test?
annoying.
EDIT//:
HAPPY ONE THREE DAY !:D
man, i love this class. B-)