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viviang the amazing covalent compound loves and hearts the colour pink.
please buy me some presents on 0909 haha [i know it's cool]
'onethreehills' and the 7 of us keeps me going all the time (grins) by making me laugh all day :O celebrating singlehood and i'm loving it.
currently studying at VJC and enrolled in VIP, class of 08v13

[volleyball] [billabong] [adidas] [eyecandies] [chocolates] [camwhoring] [lovestory-- taylor swift] [subway] [being spastic] [08v13--the coolest class ever] are all my favourites! :D

www.lifes-simple.tumblr.com :D

OH AND ITS MY BIRTHDAY! :D:D:D:D
IM SIXTEEN YAY

He is sensible and so incredible
He says everything I need to hear and it’s like I couldn’t ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
You’re so in love that you act insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He’s close to my mother
Talks business with my father

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
You’re so in love that you act insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you

He can’t see the smile I’m faking
And my heart’s not breaking
Cause I’m not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating complicated
Got away by some mistake and now ..

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
I’m so in love that I acted insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you

I once saw this:

love is not the one causing disappointment and all the pain.
jealousy is
miscommunication is
negligence is

oh wells, so what's the point of this. It comes all together, in a package. If you want to love, you have to go through all that. Who am I to say that I could try to not be affected and only enjoy the joy thats comes with love? It's impossible, at least for me. So should I still try? still try to do something that is impossible? oh wells, I'm paranoid and I admit it. Nobody is wrong, that's why i refused to say what it is about. I guess i just need time to sort it out. argh. I think i think too much :/ How am I suppose to sort it out alone? I can't tell anyone that too, cause it would seem like I'm blaming. I can't communicate it too, cause it'll just create more restrictions. This is way too mind-occupying. ARGH

why does this have to happen before math test?
annoying.

EDIT//:

HAPPY ONE THREE DAY !:D

man, i love this class. B-)

what am I doing? sometimes I just feel so affected even when I dont want it. I've no idea why I'm angry but i just behave like that. oh wells, maybe i shouldn't even consider it in the first place.

"we I can do it."

It's been such a slacking weeek. MAN I LOVE THIS WEEK HAHAHA. there is a cartoonist who came and gave a "lecture" today. hahah he's frikin cool. his laughter+ his ego+ his imba drawing skills owns all man. hahaha i think he is like the best person in the world. even though faced with many obstacles and like almost died due to his illness he had since young, he could be so positive in life. That really inspired me. Although the talk was light-hearted, funny and sometimes sick {hahahahha}, i believe it has touched the heart of many and got the point across. i totally think that he is frikin cool. INSPIRING :D

"take one thousand ( and continuing)"

okayy, i guess things have turned for the better. but i have a feeling it's gonna replay itself on monday. oh wells. i read charissa's blog and it is really inspiring to me. but sometimes things are just too difficult to achieve and we can't help to just give up. This reminds me of a quote that a friend told me.

" the wall is there not to prevent you from getting to your goals but to
let you see how much you want it"

or something like that. maybe if you really want something, you will not give up. But many times in life we don't know what we want. we often follow the crowd, thinking that what they want is what we want. Now, i really admire people who really go all out to pursue their own choices without caring if there is a friend together with you to pursue that choice. This is something that i don't dare to do, until now. Life skill maybe haha as said by charissa pang's mum. Life can be demanding sometimes, but little do we know that this is to test us and stretch our abilities to the fullest.

"to be able to look at the wonders of the world while holding on to
that spoon of oil."

I didn't realise that i have been losing myself until i saw charissa's post. Thanks for the wake up call miss pang! :D I must learn to look at the wonderful things that are happening to me and at the same time fufilling the the tasks assigned to me. This will be hard, very hard, but i will try my best to meet this. GO VIVIAN! why am i fussing about all those stuff, when i know they do still care for me and treat me as friends? must have been outta my mind and too overwhelmed by what is happening infront of me. I will try to remind myself that when the scenario replay itself on monday. YES! :D

sheesh so much for hating someone.
lol that was really just a moment of fury.

super duper busy with the big mountain-like workloads which i have to clear by this coming week. review week is seriously driving me nuts. vivian really has to study. which she has not done it YET. so duper busy that i dont even have time to catch up with my frens. really drifting apart now. dannngggg viviang you are not suppose to let this happen! rarrs.

SORRY FRENS WILL GIVE Y'ALL ONE HOUR LONG HARRASSMENT CALLS AFTER MY REVIEW WEEK! (if you see this?)

k byebye computer, hello physics :(