Tuesday, May 17, 2011
So true.
I thought I had finally moved on, but I still think about you. Sigh, I can't say these words to you, cause I'm afraid that it will hurt my pride. What's left of my pride seriously? Being trampled on. Knowing you won't visit this blog anymore, I can just write my feelings down.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Once again, I'm lying on the bed, crying myself to sleep. Your life seems good without me. So what if I disappear from your life forever? And you won't get to see me or hear things about me ever again. That will be great. Stupidly turning the handles and hugging the music box to sleep. I really miss you. It just hurts so bad. And I know it doesn't affect you at all. You're the first and last thing on my mind, and you don't think of me at all. I just want to take out my heart and stab it. Then it wouldn't feel so empty after all.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
'they are just song lyrics, not about you'
'I know.'
a maths is fucked up. like easy but so many wrong. trying study geography now, stupid forest. after school go janser house with kexin they all. somehow I am kexin's number one and shes my darling lol. so at janser house slack like crazy. everyone like so into dancing lo. not me. kexin say I cannot emo, I emo she slap my butt. lol, so I must emo more? tomorrow most probably going to Fauzan sister house, and darling may be there, lol.
I can survive all these on my own.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
crap. cant focus. fuck this shit
ITS AWESOME !
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ITS AWESOME !LOL (: either you are weird or a total flirt :b hahahahahs (: BUT ITS SO COOL TO BE TOGETHER WITH A MALAY :D hahahahas (: its just .... yeah :D hahahahahahs (: ITS FREAKING COOL :D hahahahas (: i know its like weird and super random but yeah ._. ITS STILL COOL ! though tried before la , but i still find it super cool !!! oh well (: ITS STILL AWESOME !
talking about awesome (: i found and saw something awesome recently ? want to know what it is ? (: i'm not telling you :b its like a wall (: so strong and firm (: but there is dent in the entire structure too :D its so strong ? its tempting and makes me want to just touch it (: but i know its weird if i ask , " hey ! can i touch it ? " LOL (:
Know what it is ? take your time you dumbass :D hahahahahs (: and stop stalking me :b its my post :D even though its your blog :x so byebye stalker :D'
I don't give a shit about you. why should I. total crap. girls all the same _|_ fucker. screwed physics big time. tomorrow is Amaths. how great can that be. ss too. and I don't fucking understand Amaths at all. bitch
Monday, May 2, 2011
sucks. life have been bad. I'm so gonna fail physics again. why am I so stupid. I don't want to fail, but I just can't apply the formulae. fml. this cannot, that cannot. whatever. blah blah. fuck this shit. fuck love
Saturday, April 30, 2011
I really hate you. really.
because of you, I find it hard to trust any one else
because of you, I'm starting to become socially withdrawn
because of you, I am cold to everyone around me
because of you, I am still shedding tears every single night.
because of you, I've learn to not love someone so much
because of you, I've learn not to let my world revolve around someone
because of you, I've learn to hate myself
